Untitled Weiss Kreuz Ficcie [Chapter 4/8]
By: Mill
Warning: This fic contains some YAOI content. Yaoi means male x male (shounen ai) stuff. If you do not like male x male pairings, DO NOT, I advise you, DO NOT continue any further. If you do read this, do not send me any flames about it as the mails will all be deleted. I have warned you about it. If you don't listen to my warning, it's your own fault. Due to the fact that I don't exactly write yaoi (I normally READ them not WRITE), this fic is my first one so it's going to be bad. ~_~ Please send me any comments you may have to
tasuki4life@yahoo.com. But remember, no flames about the yaoi content here. All those will NOT be tolerated. And my Japanese skills are very bad so if you find that I made any mistakes, please forgive me. I tried. ^_^Content: Yaoi (male x male pairing), a pretty dark fic and characters may be a bit OOC (I think ^_^).
The pairing: Aya x Ken
Names: Aya (Abyssinian), Ken (Siberian), Yoji (Balinese), Omi (Bombay)
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From Aya's POV
"Ai shitteru."
I frozed.
He must have sensed it for he gave me a sad smile.
"N-n-nani…?" my voice came out nervous, broken.
"I just…wanted…to tell…you…" his voice was ragged, nearly breathless. "I have been questioning myself…whether…or not I really liked you…"
I couldn't say anything. It's as if my voice left me.
"After all…" he continued. "you are a boy…right?"
He managed a weak smile.
I still couldn't say anything.
"If I made you uncomfortable…" he looked at me.
"No…no…" I finally spoke. "It's just that…"
"Shocked?"
I nodded.
"It's not…very normal to have a boy…confess that they…love…you…"
He was beginning to pant. He was going to fade away. Forever.
"Ken…"
"Goodbye…A…ya…"
I tightened my grip on him as his eyes begin to close…
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"Dammit…Ken…don't die now…"
Help came too late. Yoji and Omi watched as the nurses push Ken into the emergency room. I slumped down onto the nearby chair.
"Aya-kun…?" Omi looked at me, concern written all over his face.
"What is it?" I asked, not looking up.
"Daijoubu ka?" he asked.
"Hai."
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Liar.
Nani?
You're just lying to yourself.
Oh, great…now I'm hearing voices. Just wonderful.
You're not okay.
No, shit.
The attitude's gotta go.
Who are you to say what should go and what should stay?
Because I am you.
Now I'm talking to myself. Great. Can there be anything better than this?
Tch. You cared about him, didn't you?
Who?
You know who.
And if I did?
You're trying to deny it.
And if I am?
He loved you, too. You heard him, didn't you?
And if I did?
Don't you care at all?
…
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The light went off.
Yoji and Omi rushed towards the doctor.
"Is he okay?" Yoji asked.
"He's okay," the doctor replied. Yoji and Omi both breathe a huge sigh of relief.
"We'll be sending him up to his room. You may visit him if you wish." With that, the doctor left.
"Did you hear that, Aya-kun?" Omi asked, turning to me. "Ken-kun's okay."
"Aa," I looked up, only to find a pair of worried eyes gazing at me.
"Are you okay?" Yoji asked.
"Yes," I replied, getting up. "Let's go see Ken now."
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He looked so sweet. Fragile.
And you'd do anything to protect him.
Shut up.
"Aya?" Yoji waved his hand in front of my face. I gave him a questioning look. "You seemed like you were in another world or something. Are you sure you're okay?"
"Yes," I turned my gaze over to the bed. I watched as the figure shifted slightly, his eyes opening slowly then closed as the light hits it.
"Ken-kun?" Omi hovered above the bed. "You're finally awake. Daijoubu ka?"
"H…ai…" Ken opened his eyes once more, slower than before. He looked from Omi, then to Yoji. Finally, it settled on me.
"I'm glad."
"Aa." His gaze never left me.
Yoji must have felt something. He looked at Ken, then to me, and back to Ken.
"Omi, I think we should go back to the shop now…" Yoji began.
"Can't we close it for a day?" Omi asked.
"Come on," Yoji softly commanded, as he took hold of Omi's hand and led him out.
"What about Aya-kun?" Omi asked.
"Just come," Yoji replied.
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He kept looking at me, without a word.
Say something.
Like what?
Anything.
"Are you…okay?" I asked.
"Didn't I just answer that to Omi?" he asked.
"H-hai."
Silence once more.
"Why don't you sit? You've been standing there for a long time."
"Hai." I walked over to the seat by the bed and sat down.
The silence hit again.
"Aya…"
"Hmm?"
"About what I said earlier…gomen."
"Doushite?"
"I don't know. I just…gomen."
"No, I don't mean why you're saying sorry. I meant…why did you say…"
"That I love you?"
"Hai…"
"Because I do."
~~End of Chapter 4~~