Untitled Weiss Kreuz Ficcie [Chapter 2/8]

By: Mill

Warning: This fic contains some YAOI content. Yaoi means male x male (shounen ai) stuff. If you do not like male x male pairings, DO NOT, I advise you, DO NOT continue any further. If you do read this, do not send me any flames about it as the mails will all be deleted. I have warned you about it. If you don't listen to my warning, it's your own fault. Due to the fact that I don't exactly write yaoi (I normally READ them not WRITE), this fic is my first one so it's going to be bad. ~_~ Please send me any comments you may have to tasuki4life@yahoo.com. But remember, no flames about the yaoi content here. All those will NOT be tolerated. And my Japanese skills are very bad so if you find that I made any mistakes, please forgive me. I tried. ^_^

Content: Yaoi (male x male pairing), a pretty dark fic and characters may be a bit OOC (I think ^_^).

The pairing: Aya x Ken

Names: Aya (Abyssinian), Ken (Siberian), Yoji (Balinese), Omi (Bombay)

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From Aya's POV

"Arigato."

"I didn't do anything. You don't need to thank me."

"Thank you, anyway."

"You're welcome."

I began to walk away. Soon, another pair of footsteps were closely following me.

We walked the entire way, until we reached the hospital. I suddenly stopped, causing Ken to slam into me from behind.

"You should keeps your eyes forward next time you walk."

"Why are you stopping?"

"Go home."

"What about you?"

I didn't answer him. He turned and looked at the tall building, and slowly nodded.

"Are you going to be okay?"

"Yes. When will you people stop asking me that?"

"When you prove to us that you're really okay."

"I am."

"I believe you. Now go home."

"Alright. I'm assuming you're going to be here the whole entire night?"

"Yes."

"Oyasumi gozaimasu."

"Good night Ken."

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I watch her silent form, memories resurfacing slowly. The night of the accident…Takatori…

I couldn't save her. All I could do was watch her get run over by that car.

I could do nothing. She was all I have left and I still couldn’t have saved her.

I joined Weiss to get revenge. For my imouto. I vowed to kill Takatori Reiji to avenge my imouto. I don't regret my choice. You choose your own path. Once you've chose one, there's no turning back.

Ken…

That boy have chosen to be a part of Weiss as well. Yet, he regret it. If he knew what he would be doing to others in the future, why does he still choose what he had chosen?

Baka…

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The room was lit when I stepped in. Someone was wake at this hour? Or is it an intruder?

"Who's there?" I called out. At first, there was no reply. But soon, a soft voice rang from the couch.

"It's just me, Ken," the voice said. I rounded the couch to find the dark-haired boy lying there.

"What are you doing up so late?" I asked as he sat up to let me sit.

"Couldn't sleep, I guess. I thought you were going to stay at the hospital all night?"

"Changed my mind. Why can't you sleep?"

"I just can't."

Silence.

"I'll just go try some sleeping pills," he broke the silence, standing. "Oyasumi."

"Oyasumi." I watched him walk away then I, too, leave for my bedroom.

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The next day, Ken didn't come down to the store. Youji said that it'd be better if he's left alone for awhile. Some of the girls was pretty disappointed and some even left because Ken wasn't there.

All I could think when they left was good riddance. It really didn't matter much to me whether they were here or not. They're just here to look at 4 pretty faces. It's not like they'll actually buy anything.

It was almost closing time when Ken popped out of his room.

I have seen him regret having to kill once in a while. But this was completely different. Normally, he'd be pretty much okay the next day. But now, it's already been 2 days and he still haven't recover.

Why?

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"Do you guys need help closing?" he asked, so softly we could barely hear.

"That's alright, Ken-kun," Omi smiled. "Would you like to have dinner now?"

"Hai."

"I'll go prepare."

"I'll help you," Youji said, following Omi into the kitchen.

"Daijoubu ka?" I asked, motioning for him to sit.

"Hai."

Silence once again. This time, no one interrupted it. We just sat there for what seemed to be an eternity. Finally, Omi and Youji popped out of the kitchen and placed bowls of ramen onto the table. We settled down to our dinner. Out of the corners of my eyes, I saw Ken playing with his food.

"Will you just eat it?" Youji asked. Ken looked up and slowly nodded.

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Once. No answer. I knocked again. No answer again. I was about to turn when the door slowly crack open and Ken's head peeked out from inside.

"Yes?"

"Omi told me to check up on you. He wanted to make sure you're safe and sound in your room."

"Did he think I was going to kill myself? Or do something stupid?"

"He just wanted to make sure you're okay."

"I know."

"Can I come in?"

"…Sure." He opened the door a little wider and I stepped into the dark room.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"You know what I mean. You're usually past this whole regret-killing-other-people phase by now. But it's already been 2 days and you're still upset. What's going on?"

"Nothing."

"If you don't tell us, we can't help you."

"I don't need any help."

"Maybe you do."

"I don't want any. What don't you understand?"

"Ken? Remember you asking me if we're friends?"

"Yes."

"You asked me if I cared whether we're friends or not."

"Yes."

"I said no."

"I remember."

"It was a lie."

"What?"

"Maybe a half lie but a lie nonetheless."

"Why is it a lie?"

"At first, I really didn't care if the 4 of us was friends. But as time goes, I realized that I grew to depend on you guys if I needed help. You were there when I need help, whether I wanted it or not. Because we were friends."

"Hai."

"I think of you guys as my friends as well."

"Honto?"

"Hai."

"I'm glad."

~~End of Chapter 2~~