Chapter 1 Part 1
Kelly’s – around 2 p.m.
Robin, Carly and Brenda are meeting for lunch. Carly and Brenda are sitting talking at the table when Robin comes in.
Robin – “Hi.” She sits down in a chair; you can tell she is tired. She is slightly pale.
Carly – “Are you okay Robin?” she asked concerned that her friend was looking so tired.
Robin – “Yeah, I’m fine nothing a week of fun in the sun wouldn’t cure.” She says as she snitches one of the fried mozzarella sticks that were on the table already.
Brenda – “I’m glad you said that. I’ve been thinking.”
Carly and Robin – “Uh Oh” they said together laughing
Brenda – She shoots them a look that says shut-up, “Seriously. It’s been a while since we went anywhere. Well, anywhere together just the three of us.”
Robin – “Bren, we’ve never been anywhere just the three of us”.
Brenda – Laughing, “See I told you it’s been awhile.” They all laugh.
Carly – “So what do you have in mind?” she asks, “Do you have a specific place you want to go?”
Brenda – “Yeah, Jamaica.”
Robin gets quiet and is clearly thinking about something.
Carly – “Robin? Robin?” Looks at Brenda confused and shrugs her shoulders.
Brenda – “Hey Robin!” she calls to her friend trying to get her attention.
Robin – “Sorry guys, I just got lost in thought. Jamaica will be fun.”
Brenda – Instantly concerned as to what was bothering her friend, but not wanting to pry, so she asks instead, “Are you okay?”
Robin – “Yeah, I’m fine. I’ll even make all the arrangements for our trip.” She pauses “When did you want to leave?”
Carly – “How about this weekend? I have some time coming for work.”
All three girls look at each other and nod in agreement.
Carly – “There may be one small problem though.” She says suddenly
Brenda – “What?” her mind racing trying to figure out what Carly was hinting at.
Robin immediately gets what Carly is hinting at and they exchange looks.
Carly and Robin – “The boys.”
Brenda – “I almost forgot about them.” She says with a laugh, “I was so psyched about this trip.” Gets a mischievous glint in her eyes, “don’t worry we’ll handle them.” Then her cell phone rings, “Hello?” The caller responds with a Hey. “Sonny, I was just thinking about you.”
Carly and Robin talk while Brenda is on the phone with Sonny.
Robin – Suddenly gets an idea, “Hey Bren, invite Sonny to dinner and if Jason is there tell him to tell him too.” She turns back to Carly, “Carly, you call AJ and invite him over for dinner tonight.”
Carly – “Why what do you have in mind?”
Robin – “A united front. Then divide and conquer.” The wheels immediately start turning as to how to convince their guys to let them go, alone. “There is no way they can resist the three of us together. Then later we can get them alone and do even more convincing.”
Carly – “Did I ever tell you I like how your mind works?” She laughs, “Who would have thought you could be so sneaky?”
Robin – “Also, where something sexy but not overt. We want to subtly convince them, we don’t want them to know what we are up too.”
Brenda – She is now off the phone, “I like it. But what if they don’t want to come. What if they want to just spend time alone, separately? You know how they are, how many dinners together have we planned only to let them talk us into spending them alone.”
Carly – “Well, first we meet them at home. They won’t be able to back out if we all three are there. Those three never turn down good food.”
Robin – “Or free food. Above all else, they like to eat. Plus with the pretense of spending a nice, quiet evening with us.” She says taking a sip of her iced tea, “They won’t know what hit them.
Carly – “Yeah, we’ll tell them we want to do something nice for them. You know play up the dutiful, grateful girlfriend. You know the drill. You do so much for me, let me do this one thing for you, etc. etc. etc.”
They all laugh. Carly calls AJ and arrangements are made for the three of them to meet for dinner at Carly, Robin, and Brenda’s house. They live together at 309 Baptiste Way. The old Laverly homestead. It has been renovated and updated.
Chapter 1 Part 2
Robin goes shopping to get food to make dinner. She has decided to make her grandmother Filomena’s lasagna. She brought flowers and arranged them as a centerpiece. She decided against the candles, she didn’t want to make things too obvious. The lasagna was in the oven cooking when Carly gets home. Robin is on the couch reading. She was dressed in a square-neck wrap dress. She picked out the dress purposely to expose the part of her body the Jason loved to kiss the most, her neck and collarbone. It just happened to be her favorite spot as well, which is why he loved to kiss it. Whenever he did, it sent chills up and down her spine and drove her crazy. Robin – “So how was work?” Robin asks looking up from the book she was reading.
Carly – “Great, I got a nice tip from this guy even though he insisted on calling me a masseuse. You know how I hate that”
Robin – “Oh no. One of these days people will learn?” Closing her book she asks, “You weren’t too hard on him were you?”
Carly – Shaking her head no, “I calmly explained to him that I wasn’t a masseuse but a massage therapist but he refused to get it.”
Robin – “Well, at least he wasn’t like that other guy.”
Carly – “No, he was nice actually. That other guy misunderstood what therapeutic massage was and wanted more than what I was offering to give.” Sighs and starts up the stairs, “I’m going to go change for tonight.”
Soon after Carly went upstairs Jason comes in with Sonny and Brenda.
Robin – “Hi babe” Goes and kisses Jason softly on the lips, “How was your day?”
Jason – “Hi. Fine” He leans down and kisses her again. It doesn’t go unnoticed by him that his favorite spot on her neck was exposed. “You are asking for trouble you know, in that dress.” He whispers in her ear. “How was your day?”
Robin – Smiles and winks at Brenda. So far things were going good. “Just great. Carly is upstairs changing.” Just as Robin gets up to go check on the lasagna, her cell phone rings and there is a knock on the door. Grabbing her phone she turns toward Sonny “Sonny, would you mind checking on the food for me?”
Sonny goes to check on food as Brenda goes to door. It’s a delivery guy with flowers. Brenda opens the box and 12 long stemmed red roses are revealed. The card in the box has Robin’s name on it.
Robin – “Scorpio.” She says as she answers her phone. Brenda hands her the card. At first she thought the flowers were from Jason but she catches a puzzled look on his face. Sonny comes out of the kitchen and gives her a thumbs-up on the lasagna.
Voice on phone – “Hi Princess.” It’s Robin’s Godfather, Sean Donnelly
Robin – “Hi Uncle Sean. What’s up?” She turns away from them for privacy.
Sean – “What makes you think something is up?”
Robin – “Uncle Sean, I know you better than that.” She pauses and takes the card out of the envelope, “You hardly ever call me out of the blue like this.”
Sean – “You are definitely Robert and Anna’s daughter, sweetheart.” He laughs.
Robin – “So, there’s trouble?” Robin opens the card as Brenda gets a vase for the flowers She lets out a small gasp when she sees whom from not loud enough for others to hear but they can tell something is up.
Sean – “Yes, sorry sweetheart. You ok?”
Robin – “Yeah. I can handle it. I know what to do.” She pauses and quickly changes the subject, “So how are Tiffany and the kids?”
Sean – “They’re great Robin.” He sighs, “How are you really? I can tell something is bothering you.”
Robin – “Uncle Sean you worry too much, I am fine. I can take care of myself, you know that.” There is another knock on the door as Carly is coming down the stairs. It’s AJ. “I am stronger than I look. I’ve been taught by some great people in that area.”
Sean – “I know dear, but I can’t help but worry.”
Robin – “Everything is fine. I do need a favor though. I need something’s taken care of.” She was about to tell him about Jamaica but remembered that they hadn’t told the guys their plan yet. “But I’ll call you back later with the details. Now, isn’t a good time to get into it.”
Sean – “Ok. Robin?”
Robin – “Yes Uncle Sean?”
Sean – “I love you sweetheart. Always remember that.”
Robin – “I know. I love you too. And Uncle Sean.” She pause, “Be Careful.”
Sean – “Always.” They hang up.
Robin takes a deep breath and turns around she sees Brenda and Carly watching her curiously; Sonny, AJ watching her but pretending not to be, and Jason was just leaning against the stairs waiting for her to tell him what was going on. She signaled him with her eyes that they would talk later. She didn’t want to get into it just then, that way she could think of a good excuse. Even though she knew he would be able to tell if she was lying to him.
Robin – “Sonny, is the lasagna ready.”
Sonny – “Yeah. I put the bread in the oven for you.” He says cautiously. He wonders about the flowers but doesn’t ask. “It should be ready now.”
Robin – “Thanks.” She says putting on a smile, “I guess we could eat now.”
Brenda – “Those are beautiful flowers.” Says coolly, hoping Robin would say something about them.
Robin – “Yeah, excuse me. I’m going to go upstairs a minute.” Robin goes upstairs and sighs as she leans against the door. “Get it together Scorpio. Or he really will believer something is up.” She told herself. Sonny goes back in kitchen to take the bread out the oven. After a minute, Jason follows Robin upstairs.
Brenda – “Those are not from Jason.” She says softly to Carly.
Carly – “Then who?” She whispers. Brenda shrugs and gives her a look that says later. Carly nods slightly in agreement.
Chapter 1 Part 3
***Upstairs in Robin’s Bedroom***
Robin sits on her bed trying to compose herself. There are tears in her eyes. Jason knocks on the door and comes in.
Jason – He goes and sits by her on bed and wraps his arms around her. He hated to see her upset or worried about anything. He didn’t know what was going on, but he would help her in anyway he could. “Oh, babe. It’s going to be okay. Whatever is going on we will get through. Just tell me what it is.” He whispers into her hair. “What’s wrong?”
Robin – She leans her head on his chest and listens to his heartbeat for a few minutes. HE always had a calming affect on her. She sighs and says, “Nothing. I just need you. This. Do you know how safe and good you make me feel? You do that for me you know. When I am with you I know that everything will be okay.”
Jason – “I will do anything for you. You know that.” He gently rubs her back.
Robin – She tilts her head to look at him, “ know. It’s just gets hard sometimes.” Jason wipes the tears that start to fall, “There is nothing to tell.” She kisses him deeply hoping to convey just how much she loves him.
Jason – He was not convinced. He knows she is holding something back, but decides to let it go for now. “If you say so.” He wanted to ask about the flowers but their relationship was always based on honesty and trust. He would trust her with this, whatever it was until she was ready to confide in him.
Robin – “Okay. There is something.” She decides to tell him part of the truth. “The flowers are from a friend. A good friend, today is a special day. Today is the day that I found out who my parents were. I overheard them arguing, they didn’t even know I heard them.” Pauses and takes a deep breath, “I can’t believe it’s been 15 years since I found out. I was seven. And I had them for seven years.” Lets out a frustrated sigh, “I really hate the number seven.”
Jason – He knew she was still holding something back. He pauses and lets everything sink in, “Are you okay?”
Robin – “Yes.” She slowly gets up from his lap and goes and stands by the window. “You do know that I would never cheat on you. Don’t you? I love you. Only you.” She pushes the hair that had fallen into her face back in frustration, “I don’t want you to think that I would cheat on you. The flowers weren’t from a secret admirer or secret lover or anything like that.” She turns so that he can see her eyes, so that he can see that she is telling the truth.
Jason – “I know that. I know you. I know your heart. I don’t ever have to doubt that.” He gets up and goes to her, “That is one thing that I don’t have to worry about.”
Robin – She laughs and hugs him, “You know that they are probably wondering about the flowers and thinks something is going on between us. They probably think that we are having problems or about to break up.” She laughs again, “More accurately, they probably think that I am cheating on you.”
Jason – “There is something going on between us, Robin.” Robin looks at him questioningly, “Love. Always and forever there will be love.”
Robin – She leans up and kisses him, “I want you to know that no matter what happens or what appears to be going on with me that I love you.”
Jason – “Whatever it is going on, we’ll deal with it together. I love you Robin, I’m not going anywhere and I mean that.”
Robin – “I’m not going anywhere either.”
Jason – “It wouldn’t be so bad if we were fighting,” he says and laughs at the look on her face. “Making up is so much fun.” He kisses her passionately and then holds his hand out to her, “Lets go downstairs before their imaginations run too wild.”
The four friends downstairs glanced uneasily at Robin and Jason as they came downstairs. Though the couple was holding hands, they could tell things were off. They could see that Robin had been crying and Jason looked pensive. They kept stealing uneasy glances at the couple and each other, each wondering what exactly was going on and if the two would survive what seemed to be the latest crises to enter their relationship. Each wished that this new conflict turned out to be nothing and each silently hoped that whatever the trouble was, it wasn’t enough to split up Jason and Robin. The rest of the dinner is uneventful. The girls wait until dessert to spring their trip plans on the guys.
Chapter 2 Part 1A
Informing the Guys
***In Backyard***
Sitting on deck. The girls exchange glances. The girls stand together near one end of the deck and the guys are sitting around the table near the other end.
Carly – Clears throat, “Um…Um…guys, there’s something that we wanted to talk to you about.” You see all three guys get instantly nervous and defensive.
Sonny, AJ, Jason – “What?”
Brenda, Carly, Robin all start laughing at the same time.
Brenda – Regains her composure first, “It’s nothing bad. Relax.”
Robin – “That depends on how they take it.” She mumbles under her breath. Carly swallows a smile and Brenda nonchalantly steps on Robin’s foot.
Carly – “Ok. We decided to take a little trip. You know. Getaway from everything.”
AJ – “That sounds like fun.”
Brenda – “Together.” The ladies notice the three men exchange uneasy glances. Though they were friends, they would rather not spend a week together, nonstop.
Sonny – “That’s doable. Where did you want to go?”
Carly – “Jamaica. But I think you’re missing something.” The men look at her puzzled.
Robin – “Ok guys.” She speaks up and pauses to choose her next words carefully, “Here’s the deal. We,” points to Carly, Brenda and herself, “are going to be going to Jamaica.” Takes a deep breath and rushes the next words out, “Together, without you.” She points to the three guys.
Carly – “Don’t be mad, please.” Carly quickly jumps in, “We just want to get away. An all girls vacation.”
Brenda – “Yeah, you know, female bonding. We’ve never gone anywhere just the three of us.”
Carly – “We think it’ll be fun. We just want a break.”
Brenda – “Yeah, a break from things. We want to be able to relax and enjoy ourselves without worrying about other things.”
Sonny – “Other things. Other things like us.” Starting to get upset.
Brenda – “This is coming out all wrong.” She says in frustration. Thinking she calms down, if she gets defensive, then Sonny will and they just will end up in an argument, “No. You guys are great, but you can be very distracting. Sometimes that’s great but we just want to be able to shop, hang out on the beach and get some sun and go to the spa.” She pauses then gives Sonny a smile she knows he won’t be able to resist, “Having you guys there would be great, but we love you so much we would just want to spend all our time with you and we wouldn’t spend any quality time with the three of us. It wouldn’t be fair to anyone if we were distracted about who we were spending time with.”
Carly – Turning slightly so they couldn’t see her face, “Nice save.” She whispers for only Robin and Brenda to hear.
Brenda – “Thanks.” She says in a low voice without moving her lips so the guys won’t hear her.
Carly – “Brenda’s right. Listen, we’re not trying to dump you or anything we just want a vacation.” She walks closer to AJ, “AJ you know I love you, when you’re around, all I want to do is be with you. The girls and I just want to get to know each other better. A lot has been happening lately. We haven’t really gotten to spend much time together, just the three of us.”
AJ – Still not wanting them to go, “You guys live together for heaven’s sake.”
Robin – Who has been quiet this time, observing the scene and noticing that Jason is more quiet than usual, says “True, but if we’re not here we’re at work and if we’re not there then we’re with you and if we’re not with you then Carly and I are in school or studying. And Brenda is likely to be on location somewhere for a shoot or L&B.” She laughs, “There are also countless other things that we have to do that get in the way and more still that come up. We barely have time to eat and sleep, let alone spend any real time together.”
Carly – “If we sat down and wrote up actually how much time we saw each other in the last month. And I am talking the three of us together, then it would amount to very little time.”
Sonny – Turning towards Jason, “You have been awfully quiet Jason. Don’t tell me you like this idea.” The ladies exchange looks of dread. They wondered what Jason’s reaction would be.
Chapter 2 Part 1B
Jason – He gets up from the chair he was sitting in and goes to stand near Robin. He looks at her intently for a moment before saying, “Do I like the idea? No. Do I want to be away from Robin, ever? Hell No.” He smiles as Robin gets an Oh no look on her face. He goes behind her and wraps his arms around her pulling her to him, “But I think the trip is a good idea. There’s nothing I’d rather do than be with Robin, but above all I want her happy.” He feels her relax against his chest. “I think that this vacation is just what is needed. Besides, what’s that saying about absence and the heart growing fonder?” AJ – “I don’t believe what I’m hearing.”
Sonny – “Me either man. I’d had bet you would be dead set against it. When she left you were miserable. Hell, I don’t want her to go not just because you’ll miss her but also because I don’t want to have to deal with you. You know how you are when she’s not around.”
Robin – “Oh, How’s that?” She tilts her head so she can see his face.
Jason – Addressing Robin, he states simply, “Miserable.” Turning to Sonny, “But the difference now is that I know she’s coming back. Before that was never a definite option.”
Robin – “Definitely. I’m not leaving you or us. I’ll always come back to you.” She smiles as he leans down and kisses her.
Jason – Looking at Robin and smiling as he brushes a strand of hair off her face with his fingers, “Like I said I don’t like it, but I understand. Or will try to. So, if this trip is something that the ladies think they need, than I’m all for it.”
Jason’s mind drifts back to the night on the bridge where Robin is upset about the protocol. She was so scared, and all he wanted to do was make it better for her.
R: Okay, I’ll be clear. (She turns to him, crying) Tonight’s statement is... (she starts to cry again) I’m not gonna be afraid anymore! I’m not gonna be afraid! (She cries harder) It takes the joy out of everything... We’re supposed to be free right?! (She bends her head down and Jason hurriedly takes her in his arms)
J: Come here, come here, come here... (He holds her as she cries) You know I will do anything for you don’t you? All you gotta do is tell me what you want!
Jason – He shakes his head, “Sonny you should know by now, that nobody tells Robin what to do.” AJ – Smirking, “Or Brenda and Carly for that matter.”
Jason – Laughs, “Right. She’s going to do what she wants no matter what. I’ll support her in anything she wants to do. Whether I like it or agree with it or not.” Sonny goes to say something but decides against it, “Besides, I know Robin well enough to know that the plans have probably already been made. She was going regardless of what I said. Or anyone said for that matter.”
Robin – “How is it that you know me so well?” She asks with a smile on her face, “You are so sweet. And I know you hate the thought of me going away, but I am coming back and it’s only for a week or two. Not that long.” She says with emphasis, “Don’t take this the wrong way, you know I love you all.” She flashes Sonny a smile that disarms him a bit, “However, My decision. My choice. You have known me a long time; I’m not going to change my mind. This is something that I want and need. Please try and understand that.” She snuggles up closer to Jason.
Brenda – “Who would’ve thought that Jason would be the reasonable one of these three?”
Robin – “We have an understanding. Jason knows me better than anyone.” She sighs, “This is going to sound bad coming out, but he knows that this was just a formality. Unless there is a very good reason for me not to go.” She questions looking from Sonny to Jason. She knows that the only objection they can have are personal not business, continuing, “He also knows that I wasn’t really asking for permission to go” She looks up at him to see how he reacts to her words. He just nods his head in agreement and gently kisses her again. “See.” She smiles.
Jason – “My main priority is taking care of Robin. I’ll do whatever I have to in order to make sure that she’s happy and well taken care of. We’ve been apart before. And it has been hard. Really hard. There is nothing that I want more than to be with, but just like I know that she is coming back. She knows that I will be here when she does.”
Robin – “That’s right! So is this settled now?” She leans back against him and he wraps her arms around her tighter. She starts to kiss him again and is interrupted by her cell phone ringing. “Scorpio” she says as she answers the phone, not moving from her spot in Jason’s arms.
Voice – “Hey sharpshooter” the caller says
Robin – “You do know that know I hate it when you call me that don’t you?” She says with a laugh.
Voice – “Can I help it if it’s true?” The man says with a laugh “Can you talk?” more seriously.
Robin – “Not at this very moment. Hold on.” She says looking up at Jason. She motions that she’s going to go inside. He nods and unwraps his arms from around her. “Rick, what’s up? What are you calling me here for? Isn’t this risky?”
Rick – “No. I talked with Sean and he said that you needed something.”
Robin – “Do you know that your flowers almost got me in trouble?”
Rick – “Sorry, just my way of letting you know that I was around.”
Robin – “But roses Rick, come on.” She sighs in frustration, “Do you know what my friends are thinking? My boyfriend?”
Rick – “What did you tell him?”
Robin – “Just what today is and that you sent them to me in memory of my parents,” pauses and looks out through the back doors. She notices that she is being watched so she goes inside further, “Not that it was exactly a lie. We wouldn’t even know each other if it wasn’t for them.” She pauses and remembers how she and Rick met and how much he had meant to her over the years as well as to remember her parents. “I need the plane and the place in Jamaica for two weeks. Is that doable?”
Rick – “Anything for you honey.”
Robin – “This weekend?”
Rick – “You work fast don’t you.”
Robin – “Always. I have to work fast. I’m a Scorpio and the daughter of two ex-WSB agents. It’s in my nature.” She takes a deep breath and slowly exhales, “So what’s the real reason I’m getting this call?”
Rick – “There are some people tailing you.”
Robin – “Jason has guards on me.”
Rick – “We know about them. It isn’t them.”
Robin – “Does this have to do with my parents or Jason?”
Rick – “I believe your parents. However, We haven’t gotten much information yet so we don’t know. I just wanted to give you a heads up and to tell you to be careful. The plans will be made for your trip and the house ready.”
Robin – “Thanks. I’m always careful. By the way, thanks for the flowers.” Hangs up and goes back outside.
Jason – He goes up to Robin, he asks her softly, “Is everything alright?” He stares deeply into her eyes. He wished she would trust him with whatever she is going through.
Robin – Nods and says quietly, “Yes.” She knew that he knew. She knew he knew that she was hiding something. But telling him about whoever was following her would do no good until she found out who it was and what they wanted. He was going to flip out either way and want to find the person and hurt them, no matter when she told him.
Soon after Robin came back outside the others started to leave. Sonny and Brenda went back to his penthouse. She wanted to convince him that she would be okay going on the trip without him and He wanted to convince her not to go. It was an exercise in frustration and futility. AJ and Carly stayed at the house, while Jason and Robin went for a drive before heading back to his place. Since Jason had come over with Sonny, they take Robin’s car but Jason drove.
Chapter 2 Part 2
Comfort from a friend
***Jason’s Penthouse – Bedroom***
Robin lies in Jason’s arm resting her head on his strong, muscled chest. She absently traces a scar on his chest. She is quietly listening to him breathe. The slow and rhythmic breathing, the slight rise and fall of his chest. She got up when she felt the tears stinging her eyes. If they started to fall, she knew he would wake up.
She couldn’t handle that right now. One look from him, one word uttered, one touch and she knew she would turn to jelly. She couldn’t risk that right now. She couldn’t handle him finding out and then hating her, though a part of her knew that he wouldn't deep down inside, the rest of her refused to acknowledge that fact. She got up quickly, grabbed her robe and quietly left the room. She didn’t want him to know right now.
Downstairs, she glanced at the clock on the desk. 11:48 it read. She couldn’t remember a time when she went to bed that early when she with him. There was always something that kept them up, she smiled to herself, be it talking or making love.
Grabbing her cell phone, she pulled her robe tighter around her and stepped out onto the balcony. She sank down to the ground and sighed. She stared at her cell phone, wanting to dial the number but not wanting to disturb anyone.
She quietly replayed the events in her head that had led her to this place. When is this going to get easier she thought tilting her head up towards the sky. She said a silent prayer for the courage and strength she was sure she would need. She prayed that her parents and Stone would give her the guidance, support and help that she needed to get through this, to tell Jason. That would be the hardest thing. Her head and her heart was in such conflict over that, she wasn’t sure who would win out or which she wanted to win.
She glanced down at the clock on her cell phone 12:25 it read. Frustrated with herself for not confiding in Jason, she quickly dialed the number of one of the only people who she knew would understand. She waited as the phone rang on the other end; even though it was late she knew that they would understand.
Robin – “Carly?” she whispered. Trying to hold back the tears.
Carly – “Robin?” she said quietly.
Robin -- “Is AJ still there?” she asked softly, even though she knew he was.
Carly – “Yeah.” She whispers worried that Robin has called. She hears the angst in her voice. “What’s wrong?”
Robin – “I know it’s late, but I really needed to talk to someone.” She sighs and continues, “I can’t call Bren because well you know.” Robin was silently thankful that AJ wasn’t a light sleeper. “I don’t want Sonny involved in this.”
Carly – “Yeah. I understand. I’ll be there in 15 minutes.” She quickly put on some clothes and wrote AJ a note explaining the situation in case he woke up so he wouldn’t worry when she wasn’t there. She remembered to add to not call Jason and she would be back as soon as possible.
***Fifteen Minutes Later***
There was a soft knock on the door. She had moved inside to the couch after she called Carly. She had forgotten about the guards for a moment. She knew that they wouldn’t tell Jason unless he asked but that made it even more pressing for her to tell him.
Before, Robin had always been at home when things got like this. She was usually okay when she was with Jason. Just being with him usually made the pain and hurt go away. This time however, it didn’t.
She blamed it on Rick and those damn flowers but knew that it was really her fault. If she had just told him, it would be him comforting her not Carly. Robin opened the door and Carly walked in slowly, praying that she could help Robin. Robin went back to her position on the couch.
Carly – “What happened?” she asked sitting down next to Robin on the couch.
Robin – “Everything. Nothing.” She said with a dejected sigh leaning against Carly.
Carly – “It’s going to be okay.” She said wrapping her arm around Robin. “Was it another nightmare?”
Robin – “No. I would have to be sleep to have a nightmare. This was more of an awake-mare.” Frustrated, “Geez Carly, I’m going crazy here. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I don’t know what to do about it.”
Carly – “Did you talk to him?” she asked quietly. She hates to see her friend in so much pain. More than anyone she understood what it was like to be haunted by demons of the past. And nightmares of the future.
Robin – “I don’t want to hurt him. Things are good right now; we’ve had so many problems in the past. It is just overwhelming. Then add into the equation what happened…” she says her voice trailed off.
Carly – “Did you tell him about it?”
Robin – “He knows something happened but I haven’t told him to what extent. Carly, it would kill him. HE will hate me for this. I should have prevented it. I should have been able to stop him. He wouldn’t be able to handle it. Hell, I’m barely able to handle it.” She says tears streaming down her face.
Carly – “Oh honey,” she says gently rocking her and allowing her to get the tears out. She knew that this was probably the more important then anything else. Getting the tears out was essential; it helped in the healing process. “He loves you. He will understand.” She says soothingly, “It wasn’t your fault. He won’t blame you. Jason will know that it wasn’t your fault. And you did try, but your life is more important. Even Jason would say that.”
Robin – “I know. I know he does. But I don’t want to hurt him.”
Carly – “It will only hurt more when you do tell him. He has to know, you can’t keep going on like this. It is going to drive you crazy.”
Robin – “I know. It already is. That’s one of the reason’s I need to get away.” She takes a slow deep breath and slowly exhales it, “I need to tell him, but I’m afraid. I didn’t want him to be effected by this. There’s so much going on as it is. Things are really great now with us, I don’t want to jeopardize that.”
Carly – “He already is effected. Anything that affects you affects him you know that.” She said softly, “Telling him this won’t mess up anything. You know he would do anything for you. He loves you too much. I love and care about you too.” She said turning to see more of Robin’s face, “I will always be here for you whenever you need, no matter what time it is. I should let you know. I think he already suspects something is up. And you know how persistent he can be.”
Carly pauses before saying, “Robin, what happened wasn’t your fault. You had no choice in the matter. You did what was necessary to get through it. Don’t let the guilt and anger wear away at you. It’s not good for you. And it won’t change anything.”
Robin – She smiles slightly, “Thank you. It helps you know. Having someone to talk to, I wouldn’t have been able to get through this without you.” She said with a sad half smile, “Not that I am exactly getting through this that well.”
Carly – “You are doing fine. It’s just difficult.” They stand up, “It will never completely go away but it will get easier.” Carly looks intently at Robin, “He loves you Robin. Tell him. He will understand.”
Both hadn’t noticed Jason come downstairs, he had woken up and she wasn’t there. He got worried that something was wrong so he went downstairs to look for her. To make sure that she was okay. He had heard the last part of Carly’s sentence.
Jason – “She’s right, I do love you.” he said his voice still deep with sleep, “Tell me what?” Robin and Carly jumped at the sound of his voice. They exchanged uneasy glances, unsure of how much he had heard, before turning around.
Carly – “Geez Jason, you scared me.” She said with a laugh. “I’m sorry if I woke you. I just needed to talk with Robin about something.”
Jason – “No problem.” He said stifling a yawn, “Is everything okay?” he asked his eyes trained on Robin.
Robin – she gave Carly a slight nod to say she would be okay. “Thanks for coming over.” She goes over and hugs Carly. “Thank you so much for being here and helping me.” She says softly. Jason just stands leaning against the stairs and watches them.
Carly -- Knows that Robin needed Jason now; he was the only one who could help her get through this, “No problem. Call if you need anything else.” She says returning Robin’s hug.
Robin -- “I will but I think I will be okay now.” Robin lets Carly out and then leans against the door for a moment before turning her attention to Jason. “Jason, we have to talk.” She says quietly.
Chapter 2 – Part Three – What’s Bothering Robin
She moves to the couch and leans against it, studying him. Trying to come up with the words to explain everything to him. There was no turning back now and she knew it. His reaction to her words held the future of their relationship. She silently berated herself for keeping this from him for so long.
Robin – Sits on the couch tentatively, “I’ve done some things that I am not proud of. If you knew what I was about to say, you would turn and walk away from me without a second look.” She says softly, “And I wouldn’t blame you one bit if you did.”
Jason – “There is nothing that you could say or could have done that would make me change the way I feel about you.” He says going to sit next to her and touches her hand gently, “I would never hate you or turn my back on you. I tried and it didn’t work.”
Robin – Pulls her hand from his, “Please don’t say that. Don’t do this. Don’t comfort me; you don’t know what I did. I don’t deserve your comfort and love.” He sits quietly watching her, stunned more by her pulling away from him than by her words, “Jason, when I left I was so angry and hurt. I wanted to change everything about me. I wanted to do something that I knew would hurt you. That you would deem unforgivable and unworthy of your love. That’s what I thought; it’s what I felt. I wanted to be what I felt you thought of me. This horrible person, only out for herself. I wanted to make you hurt like you hurt me.” She says with a slight laugh, “It’s funny that I thought that then, when I think back on it. I don’t know how I could have thought that. We weren’t even talking to each other, you wanted nothing to do with me, and there was no way you could find out. You didn’t have guards on me, so there was no way you could have known.” She pauses and turns to look at him, “I think that I wanted to get back at you. No, actually I know that is what I wanted. The one thing that I could think of to hurt you was to destroy myself. So the Robin Scorpio that you had known and fallen in love with ceased to exist. I killed her, little by little, bit by bit. I did things that were normally so out of character for me, the real me. But I didn’t care.” She looks up and sees the tears in his eyes, the hurt and fear of hearing what she had to say, the worry of wondering what she had done.
Jason – In a choked voice, “Tell me what it is. Whatever it is, it’s over with. We will get through it together.”
Robin – “If you want me to leave after you hear me out, I won’t blame you. I will understand.” She says in a timid voice. Taking a deep breath she begins her tale, “Like I said I wanted to be anybody but Robin Scorpio so I became someone else. By day I was still the nice girl everybody expected of me, at night I was somebody else. It started with just hanging out all-night and partying. Then one day one of my late night buddies dared me to do something. How could I pass it up, this was the new Robin so I did it. I took the dare.” She pauses for a moment to think back on that fateful night, “They dared me to respond to this add for exotic dancers.” He looks up at those words and then quickly looks down again. “I went in for the job, in this very tight very low cut top and skin tight pants. I danced for the guy and got the job. I was shocked and thrilled at the same time. Who would have ever thought of me doing something like that? Little Robin Scorpio, HIV positive poster girl, studious and dependable, everybody’s friend. The perfect girl next door as a stripper.” She stands up and goes to stand by the window. Staring out, with her back to him, she continues, “I was very good at it. Then one night, this lady approached me. She said that she had seen me in action, and said that I would be great for this assignment she had. It turns out she was a photographer and wanted me to pose nude for her. I agreed, after all, this was the new Robin. Not that scared little girl who was afraid of her body. Hell, I took my clothes off for a living now, why not do this.” She still faces the window but can see him in the reflection as he gets up and moves closer to her. “Then one day, my Uncle Sean called. He said that he was sending some people to watch me because he had found out that some people were investigating my mom and dad. Nosing around for information, hacking into computers and such. That is why I quit. I couldn’t do that anymore. My parents would have been so disappointed in me. I had done the exact opposite of everything that they had instilled in me. It got to the point that I didn’t even recognize myself anymore when I looked in the mirror. That one call, made me realize that I could never be like anyone else. I had a past to deal with, a past that would catch up to me. Jason, I’m not like everyone else. I can’t change who I am or who I was raised to be, no matter how much I try or how much I want too.” She turns to face him with tears streaming down her face. “I know that you will probably hate me after this, and I’m sorry. I should have told you sooner, I should have told you when we first got back together.”
Jason – “Who else knows about this?”
Robin – “Of my friends, just Carly, Brenda,” she pauses, “and Rick. And now you. Of people in Paris, who knows? I don’t know if they know who I really am. A lot of them will know me as Angel Divine, that was the name I danced under.”
Jason – Nods slowly, “Whose is Rick? Why did you lie? Why did you keep this from me?” he asks quietly. His mind racing, trying to figure out whom this Rick person was. Was he the one who got her into this?
Robin – “I didn’t lie and I don’t have a good excuse for not telling you. I don’t know why I didn’t tell you when I first came home.” She sighs frustrated, “There’s something else you should know if you are up for hearing it.”
Jason – “Yes. I want to know everything. I want it all out in the open so we can finally deal with it and move on.”
Robin – Sighs she sinks to the floor and rests her head on the coolness of the glass doors in an attempt to calm her pounding head. “Actually that was a lie. I do know why I didn’t tell you.” She says looking up at him, “I was too ashamed too. Ashamed of what I had become. Scared that you wouldn’t look at me the same way if you knew what I did. Afraid that you wouldn’t love me.” Leaning her head against the doors again, she begins the second part of her story, “Rick was who was assigned to watch me by my Uncle Sean. He’s a WSB agent. I had stopped dancing, and shortly afterwards one of the guys that you to frequent the club started to follow me. At first Rick scared him off, or so I thought. I think he assumed that Rick was my boyfriend or something, I don’t know.” She says her breathing becoming heavier. She starts to say something but instead of words all that comes out is tears.
Jason -- He goes to her and wraps his arms around her. It scares him to see her this way, so fragile and scared and in pain. All he wanted was to make it better for her, to take the pain and fear away. He tightens his grip around her, scared for her, hoping that she would feel safe and secure enough to confide in him. He doesn’t know what else has her this way and wants to help. “Just tell me what it is. I’ll help in anyway that I can.”
Robin – Starting to compose herself, she takes his hand in hers, “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry that I kept this from you for so long.” She begins quietly, “I just was scared. Not of you really, but of dealing with the situation. I just wanted to put it all behind me.” She turns so she can see his face more clearly and sees the love and fear in his eyes.
Jason – Barely audible, “Please just tell me what it is. What ever is wrong, just let me help you.”
Robin – She knew he was worried about her getting sick, that was one of his biggest fears. She instantly goes to reassure him, “Jason. First, I’m not sick. My health is fine as it relates to the HIV.” She feels him relax a little and she sees some of the fear start fade from his eyes. Slowly, “I told you about the attack in Paris.”
He nods but remains silent, intent on hearing what she had to say. “The flowers that I got earlier were from Rick. Like I said, he works with my Uncle Sean. Rick is the one who helped me after the attack. He stayed with me and helped me slowly begin to get myself together.” She says pausing to take a few deep breaths, this was the difficult part she told herself; this is the part that is going to affect our relationship she thinks. “Jason, it wasn’t an attack by a random stranger. I wasn’t dating the guy or anything but I knew who he was. I had seen him at the club all the time. And he,” she says pausing, she gets up and begins to pace around the room, “wanted more than I wanted to give. He had followed me a few times before and asked me out but I had always said no. I came home late one night; he had broken into my apartment. The place was ransacked. He…” she began. She takes another deep breath before going on. “He tried to force himself on me, and I tried to get him to stop. I begged and pleaded and prayed. He didn’t do it though; he kept on pawing and groping at me. He just wouldn’t stop. I tried to get him to stop, but he pulled out a gun. He held it to my head and told me that I was a slut and a tease. I didn’t deserve to live for what I had done. He said stripping was a sin; it was a sin to show my body off like that. I was scared and part of me thought he was right. Not about it being a sin part. I was so ashamed of what I had did that I welcomed death.” She said rushing the words out in the hope that it wouldn’t hurt as much, tears streaming down her face. “At first, I blocked everything out. I didn’t know how to deal with it. I didn’t want to deal with it. I wasn’t thinking clearly, if I had been maybe I would have been able to stop him or reason with him.”
Jason – He is now leaning against the arm of the couch. He puts his arm out and gently puts his hand on her arm to stop her from pacing. Slowly he takes her in his arm and pulls her to him. “It wasn’t your fault. Whoever this guy is, is a monster. Tell me who did it this. Let me take care of him.” He began to process what she said in his mind. Suddenly thing began to make more sense, her apprehension at going further than what they did in Montauk. Why she tensed when he touched her in the beginning. Everything started to become clearer. “Tell me who did it. I will handle it. I will take care of it.”
Robin – “You can’t.” she begins, “My instincts are usually pretty good when it comes to sensing danger or trouble. Why didn’t I recognize the signs? Why didn’t I see it coming?” She pauses reflectively, “I was so unaware at that time; I was glad that I started to feel again. It had just started to hurt less.”
Jason – “You are an amazing and beautiful woman.” He says matter-of-factly. “And any man who would hurt you, or any woman is not a man. He is a low-life piece of scum. And I will make sure that he is dealt with properly.”
Robin – Gives him a half smile and continues, “I was just starting to get my bearings again after quitting dancing. I had started to move on from us finally, to see a future without you in it. But then again I hadn’t really moved on. Part of me didn’t want to because of what it would mean.” She says quietly before adding, “That we were over for real, for good, no turning back.” She takes a breath and moves over toward the window.
Robin -- She knew that to get through this she had to have a clear head. Whenever she was near her he consumed her so much it clouded her thinking. Just his touch or a smile, and she was a goner. “I could never be with anyone that way, not like I was with you. You were so much a part of my life and my heart even then that I couldn’t even think of being intimate with another man again. Also there was the HIV factor. You remember how scared I was to hurt you, how I still get scared that I will hurt you.” She says with a soft sigh as he nods, “I don’t know what happened. I just wish I could understand.” She leans her head on his chest. Listening to his heart beating. Jason wanted to hold on to her and never let her go. There was also a part that wanted to hurt this person who had hurt her so badly. Lifting her head to face him, she sees the love and pain in his eyes. She knows that the pain is because she is hurting and that he doesn’t know what to do to make it better. “When he started to attack me, I don’t know what happened. I think it was fear or shock, but it was almost as if I wasn’t in my body. It was like I was outside watching it happen.” She takes a breath and wipes the new tears that had begun to fall, this next part was the hardest part, “and afterwards I was numb. Numb, confused, hurt and scared. Rick was assigned to watch me back then. So, he knew my schedule and figured something was up when I didn’t go to school or work and didn’t answer my phone for a couple of days. He had come back; he said it was too apologize. I didn’t let him in, so he kicked in the door.” She wipes the tears that had started to fall again, “My parents taught me how to defend myself. My Uncle Frisco had given me a gun. I hadn’t taken it out before what happened and for some reason I put it in the pocket of my robe that night after he had left. I don’t know why, but I did. He came at me and I shot him.” She says taking a deep breath, “I killed him. I pulled out the gun and shot him, without a second thought, without any remorse. I felt nothing but anger. No resentment, fear or worry. It was scary. I had never felt that way before. At first I thought it was shock, but even when I think about it today. Still the same feeling, nothing.'' she says with a sigh pushing her hair off her face, ''My parents taught me how to shoot when I was younger. Rick came by my apartment shortly after I had shot him. I don't know why he did or how he knew. I was going to call him, but he showed up before I could do that. He took care of the rest. I don’t know what happened after that. I never asked, really I didn't care.”
Jason – “Why did you keep this from me?” he said softly. “Don’t you know I would do anything for you? How much you mean to me? This wasn’t your fault. You did what you had to.”
Robin – “I thought you would hate me. I thought you wouldn't want to be with me. I killed someone Jason, without a second thought.'' Deep inside she knew that it wouldn't matter. He loved her and had probably done the same thing many times over. Ashamed and sad, ''I was afraid. Afraid of so many little things that seem big but were really inconsequential. I didn’t want you to look at me differently. I didn’t want to look in your eyes and see pity or shame.”
Jason – “You will never see pity or shame in my eyes. I don’t pity you and I am not ashamed to be with you or to be seen with you. Look at me Robin,” he says and goes to stand next to her, “Look at me,” he says gently bringing her face up to meet his. He leans down so that they are eye to eye and so that she can see into his eyes, “What do you see when I look at you? What do my eyes tell you know?” he says softly.
Robin – “I see love. How much you want me. Understanding, Compassion. Your eyes are amazing, they are so expressive. They tell me a million and one things. But all of them say love.”
Jason – Brings his hand up to the side of her face, he gently caresses the outline of her jaw, “You are my heart, my life. I am everything because of you.” He says gently his eyes shining with tears, “I am just sorry that you had to go through that. That you had to go through it alone. That you thought that way because of me. I am so sorry that I hurt you like that. I hurt you and put you in that situation and I am sorry. Can I ask you a question?” she nods, “How does Carly fit into all of this?”
Robin – “She understands. She understands about being desperate and doing desperate things. She understands about wanting to be anyone but who you are at that moment. How anger and hurt can change you and make you do stupid things that you never dreamt you were capable of? She has been there and knows what it’s like.”
Jason – Nods, “You said there were pictures. What happened to them?”
Robin – “I don’t know. The lady practically disappeared after I had taken them. I don’t know where they are or where she is. I don’t care about the pictures. The only thing that matters to me right now is you, you and us.”
Jason slowly begins to process all that she has said that night. A wave of emotions washes over him like a tidal wave. He knows she needs reassurance and comfort right now but can’t stop thinking about all she went through. All she had put herself through. He lets out a deep frustrated sigh.
Robin – “I’m sorry.” She says pulling away from him, “I will leave if you want me too. If you need time to think about want you want. Time to think about how this changes things for us.”
Jason – “I don’t want you to leave. I said earlier that we would handle this together. We will get through this together. I don’t need time to think about what I want. I already know what that is.” He sighs again with new tears in his eyes, “I love you. I will always and have always loved you and only you. This does not change that. Knowing this does not change anything. I want you in my life. I need you in my life. You are my life. The good part of it. The reason that I am able to feel and understand so many things. I am sorry that it happened, but I am not ashamed of you. I am upset that you felt that you couldn’t confide in me, but I am not angry at you. I hate that you had to endure that, but I do not hate you.” He says as the tears flow freely down his and her cheeks. She gently wipes away his tears and he kisses away hers.
Jason -- He picks her up in his arms and walks upstairs to their bedroom. He walks over to the bed, kisses her softly on the lips and gently sets her down. He goes to the other side and gets in next to her; she snuggles up close to him. “I’m not going anywhere. I’m not leaving you. Just lay here and rest, you need to sleep.” He kisses the top of her head as they lay there holding each other. They fall asleep holding each other, each giving the other the strength, love and support that they each needed.
Chapter Three – Dealing with it
Jason and Robin woke up to the smell of pancakes cooking and bacon frying. They had forgotten that they had a weekly breakfast date with Sonny and Brenda after the long night that they had. It had started out with just Sonny and Jason because Sonny wanted to make sure that Jason ate a decent meal at least once a week. Over the years when Brenda and Robin came back into their lives, the two women joined in. It was a special time that the four old friends shared together. They didn’t intentionally leave Carly and AJ out; they had dinner together at least once a week also, but Robin staying over at Jason’s penthouse or Brenda staying at Sonny’s during the week made it easier.
When Robin came downstairs, Sonny was still in the kitchen cooking and Brenda was setting up the table. She looked up when Robin came downstairs.
Brenda – “Hey. How are you?” she asked cautiously taking in Robin’s appearance. Robin had gotten dressed but still looked tired from the emotional talk she had with Jason last night. “Are you ok? Did you sleep well?” she asked coming over to feel Robin’s forehead.
Robin – “I’m fine Brenda. I’m not sick,” she said “Jason and I were up late last night, talking.” She added noticing the look Brenda gave her. “Last night was a tough one. I couldn’t sleep and my mind started racing with everything.”
Brenda – “Why didn’t you call me?”
Robin – “I didn’t want to bother you. Plus, I didn’t want to disturb Sonny by having you leave and come over here.”
Brenda – “Robin it’s not like it’s a problem. I was only across the hall.”
Robin – “I know Bren, I’m sorry.”
Brenda – “You should have called me, I don’t want you dealing with this alone.”
Robin – “I wasn’t. I called Carly. She understands. She’s been where I was. Wanting to be anyone but who you are.” She pauses and looks over to Brenda who was now sitting on the couch, “We all have actually. I’m sorry.”
Brenda – “Nothing to be sorry about. I’m just glad that you weren’t by yourself.” She looks up and sees Robin watching her, “So I take it Carly helped if you told Jason.”
Robin – “Yes she did, but that’s not why I told him.” She said taking a breath, “he came downstairs looking for me and heard us talking.” She pauses thinking back to last night, “I told him. I told him everything. He knows.” She said her eyes beginning to tear up.
Brenda – Scooting over next to Robin, she put her arms around her and pulled her into a hug, “What happened? How did he react?” she asked quietly.
Robin – “Oh he reacted just fine. Said all the right things you know. But I don’t think it has hit him yet. He hasn’t had time to think about it.” She says resting her head on Brenda’s shoulder, “He didn’t even kiss me this morning when we got up, he always does that.”
Brenda – “Don’t do that Robin. Don’t start analyzing every little thing. It’ll drive you crazy. I know that it did me, you know that.” She says with a slight smile, “Maybe he forgot or had morning breath. Don’t start looking for trouble that isn’t there. We have both been down this road. We start analyzing everything, going over every detail of every minute we were together. Wondering what went wrong? What we did wrong?”
Robin – “I know. But I just have a feeling that everything is going to change once he really starts to think about what I did. How could it not?”
Brenda – “Because he loves you. You know that I didn’t like Jason at first. But even I know that he loves and cares about you.” She pulls away from her so she could clearly see her face, “Things are going to work out. I will make sure of it.”
Robin – “Ok. I’ll try not to analyze every little thing. You’re right I did it before. That’s one of the reasons I did it you know. I didn’t want to be that person anymore.” She looks at Brenda intently, “you can’t tell Sonny. I want to do it, just not right now. One highly emotional day a week.” Brenda nods. Jason comes downstairs dressed in dark blue slants and a charcoal colored dress shirt.
Brenda – “Hi Jason,” she said getting up, “I’m going to go see what is holding up Sonny and breakfast.”
Jason – “Okay” he says nodding at her, he goes over to Robin and stoops down in front of her, “Are you doing okay?” he asks her, studying her face.
Robin – “I’m fine.” She says softly not looking at him. “I’ll be okay.”
Jason – leans over and kisses her softly on the forehead and then again on the lips, “I know you will be. I’m sorry I didn’t do that this morning. I didn’t want you to push you after everything that happened last night. I’m sorry.”
Robin – Turns to look at him, lets out a breath that she didn’t realize she had been holding in and smiles, “That’s okay. I was a little worried but I’m glad you told me.” She looks intently at him; she leans closer and whispers, “Jason, are we going to be okay? Are you sure that you want me here? I mean, do you need time to think about it. What I told you last night?” she asked all her insecurities coming out.
Jason – “Yes, everything is great. Stop worrying so much.” He said pulling her up from the couch as Sonny and Brenda come out of the kitchen with breakfast.
Sonny – “I hope you’re hungry.”
Jason – “I’m starved.”
Sonny – “What else is new?” he said smiling, “But I was talking to Robin.”
Robin – “Everything looks delicious.” She said with a smile, “I hope you made enough.” Sitting down at the table she quickly grabbed a plate and proceed to pile it with pancakes, eggs, sausage and hash browns.
Sonny – “Are you going to eat all that?” he asked as the others got their own plates of food.
Robin – Smiling, “Watch me.”
Jason – With a smile, says “Sonny you should know,” he pauses and looks at Robin. Not taking his eyes off her, he says “that Robin has an insatiable appetite at times.” His blue eyes twinkling as he continues to look at her.
Robin – Blushes and says, “Well I just happen to know what I like.”
Brenda – Laughs, “There’s nothing wrong with that sis. It’s always good to go after what you want.” She says with a smile, happy to see Robin smiling.
Jason – “And she looks so sexy when she does it.” He says and smiles as she blushes again.
Robin – “Jason.” she says with a smile. He leans closer to her but before she can say anything he kisses her again.
Jason – “I’m sorry I couldn’t resist. You are just so sexy when you blush.” He said with a smirk. He leans in and whispers in her ear in a low sexy voice his eyes full of love, “You’re even sexier when you call my name.” He kisser her on the cheek and goes back to his food as she blushes again.
Sonny – “All right you two,” he says his dimples showing as he smiled a huge grin, “Enough of that lovey-dovey mushy stuff. We have a reputation to uphold. People would have a field day if they saw Jason’s soft side.” He said with mock seriousness.
Jason – “Soft? Lovey-dovey? Mushy? Now, I’ve heard everything.”
Robin – “Sonny,” she said sweetly, “I can tell you that Jason is anything but soft.” She said as Jason blushes and Sonny spits out the juice he had taken a sip of spraying Brenda.
Brenda – “Hey.” She said taking a napkin and wiping her face. She shot Robin a good-one look.
Sonny – “Sorry Babe.” He said, “Robin!”
Robin – “Sorry Bren.” She said with a laugh. “Are you okay Sonny?” she asks with mock concern.
Sonny – Nodding, “Yeah.”
Brenda – “Hun,” she said looking at him innocently, “What would they do if they saw your lovey-dovey mushy side?” she bats her eyelashes at him, “I know a lot people would love to find out about what goes on behind the doors of your bedroom.”
Sonny – “If walls could talk.” He says looking at her with love.
Brenda – “I think that we better be grateful that they don’t.” she says with a laugh.
Robin – “That’s for sure.” Robin quips. Sonny and Brenda look at her puzzled, “Let’s just say the penthouse walls aren’t real thick.” She says hiding a smile.
Brenda looks at Robin and they both start laughing hysterically. Jason and Sonny even joined in the laughter.
Brenda – “We’re sorry guys we’ll behave.” She says wiping tears from her eyes from laughing so hard.
Robin – Nods after she takes her medicine, “Yeah.” She says then notices the time, “Ready to go shopping Bren?”
Brenda – “Always. But you can’t go like that.” She says taking in Robin’s appearance. She had on a black Knit Skirt and red matching sweater set with black 2 inch heels. “You have to be comfortable.”
Robin – “I know. That’s why I want to go now. I want to stop by the house to change before we hit the mall.” She says, “Plus Carly’s off and I figured she could go with us.”
Brenda – “That’s a good idea. That is if AJ will let her.” She adds with a laugh.
Sonny – “Let her? Carly? Nobody lets her do anything.” He says with a laugh. He had grown fond of his now younger sister. He even had grown a mutual respect and tolerance of AJ.
Brenda – “It’s just a figure of speech. You know how he is.”
Robin – “Yeah in love.'' she says with a laugh, ''he has it bad for her.” She says as her cell phone rings. “Scorpio.” She says as she answers it, “Hey Carly we were just talking about you? Bren and I are going shopping, want to come?”
Carly – “Are you serious? When have I ever turned down a trip to the mall?” she says with a laugh.
Robin – “That’s what we thought.” She says with a laugh and gives Brenda a thumbs-up sign to show that Carly had agreed. “We’ll be by to pick you up in half an hour.”
Carly – “How did things go after I left last night? Are you okay? I’ve been worried about you all night long.”
Robin – “I’m good, but I’ll tell you more later. I don’t want to get into it right now.” She says calmly.
Carly – “Okay. I’m just glad that he knows. Is everything okay with you two?”
Robin – “I think so but I am not for certain. Things seem to be good right now.”
Carly – “That’s good. I’ll see you when you get here.”
Robin – “Okay Carly bye.” She says and they hang up. “I’m ready whenever you are Bren.” She goes over and kisses Jason softly on the lips, “Will I see you later?”
Jason – “Yeah,” he says kissing her again quickly, “Plus I have a surprise for you.”
Brenda – “I ‘m ready.” She says and gives Sonny a quick kiss, “I’ll see you later babe.”
Sonny – “Okay. Bye” he says kissing her again before her and Robin leave the penthouse. Shortly after the girls left, “Okay Jason what’s going on?”
Jason – Looks at Sonny confused, “What do you mean?”
Sonny – “It was obvious that something is going on with you and Robin. You’re not fighting again are you?”
Jason – Shakes his head, “NO.” he sighs, “It’s not that.”
Sonny – “Then what is it?” he says looking intently at his best friend and second in command. “If there is anything I can do to help, I want to know.”
Jason – “It’s not up to me. Robin has to be the one to talk to you. It is about her.”
Sonny – “She’s not sick is she? Cause she did look a little pale and tired when she came downstairs this morning.” He says with concern fear beginning to show in his eyes.
Jason – “No she’s fine health wise. Sonny, if it had to do with the HIV you know I would tell you,” he says looking back at his friend, “But it isn’t my place. It has to come from her. And do me a favor, wait for her to come to you. Don’t rush her. It was hard enough for her to tell me.”
Sonny – “Okay man. I won’t. I love her you know that. I just want her to be happy and safe.” He says with a sigh.
Jason – “I think she’s going to be fine. We just were up late last night.”
Sonny – Smiles with his dimples showing, “Oh.”
Jason – “Not that.” He says with a laugh, “We were up late talking. Or rather she was talking and I mostly just listened. The were some things that we had to discuss.” He pauses and remembers what she told him last night, “That’s one of the reason’s I want to surprise her tonight, but I’m going to need your help.”
Sonny – “Anything Jase, just name it.” He says leaning in closer to hear Jason’s plan.
Chapter 3 – Part Two – Jason’s Surprise
Jason – pulls out his cell phone and quickly dials a number. “Em?”
Emily – “Hey Jason, what’s up? This is a surprise, you normally don’t call me. Is there something wrong? You’re not in…” she begins to ramble.
Jason – “Emily. I need your help with something.”
Emily – “Okay.” She says taking a breath, “name it?”
Jason – “First, do you have any plans for today?”
Emily – “No, why?”
Jason – “Good. I need you to go to the mall and delay Robin, Brenda and Carly. I’m planning a surprise for Robin and it may take some time.”
Emily – “Sure, I thought you were going to ask me something difficult.” She says with a laugh, “Going to the mall isn’t a problem. Is there anything else?”
Jason – “You can stop by here on you way over if you need some money.” He says and pauses, “Oh and bring Gia with you.”
Emily – “Okay, I’ll call her after I get done talking to you.” She says with a smile, she always enjoyed spending time with her best friend. “And thanks but I have some money saved.”
Jason – “Thanks Em. I owe you for this.”
Emily – “it’s not a problem, really. I’m glad to help.” She says “Bye.”
Jason – “Bye Em.” Hanging up, he turns to Sonny, “Em’s in. Did you talk to Carly?”
Sonny – “Her phone’s busy. Probably talking to AJ.” He says in frustration.
Jason – Laughs, “You can’t choose who she falls in love with. You know that. If you could, Mac would be the happiest man in the world. Cause you know he wouldn’t choose me for Robin.”
Sonny – “Yeah. But I just don’t want her to get hurt. I just found out that she was my sister not to long ago.” He says reflecting back on the moment that Mike told him about Carly.
+++Flashback+++
Mike – “Michael, I know that this is going to be hard for you to hear.” He begins.
Sonny – Cutting Mike off, he says, “Just spit it out Mike. I don’t have time for your drama today.”
Mike – “Ok.” He says taking a deep breath, “I told you that I had met Bobbie before. Right?” Sonny nods and Mike continues, “I’m Carly’s father. She’s your sister Michael.”
Sonny – “My sister? Carly? Are you sure?”
Mike – “We just got the results today. Or I would have told you sooner.”
Sonny – “You should have told me as soon as you suspected it. Damn Mike. Are there any other children that are going to come crawling out of the woodwork? I guess I should be happy that it’s someone that I actually like. It could have been worse, it could have been Taggert.” He says with a bitter laugh. “Where does this leave you and Bobbie? What does Carly think about all this?”
Mike – “Bobbie and I are the same as before. I love her, she's a good woman Michael. Nothing has changed; our bond is just closer now that I know about Carly. Now as for Carly, you’ll have to ask her yourself.” He pauses before adding, “I know that this is a shock Michael, just please try and go easy on Carly.”
Sonny – “I have nothing against Carly, Mike. It’s going to take some getting used to that’s all. I have a sister. A sister. I’ve always wanted a little sister.”
+++End of Flashback+++
Sonny – “Are you sure you want to involve her?” he asked before dialing her cell phone again.
Jason – “Actually, let me talk to her after you get a hold of her. There’s something that I have to ask her.”
Sonny – looked at Jason strangely, wondering what was going on and what he had to ask Carly, but said, “Sure.” He then quickly dials Carly’s cell phone and breathes a sigh of relief when she answers. “Hey sis, got a minute to talk?”
Chapter 4 – The Adventure begins
***Montego Bay, Jamaica***
~ The Scorpio Estate - Pacífica Vida~
Robin had just finished giving Brenda and Carly a tour of the house. They were sitting on the deck in back by the pool. Brenda was lounging in the pool on one of those pool chairs and Robin and Carly were sitting on the deck tanning. Brenda lazy trailed her fingers in the water and made her way closer to Robin and Carly who were talking about the guys.
Brenda – Grinning, “I thought we said that we wouldn’t mention the guys for at least two days while we were here.”
Carly – “Oops.” She said with a laugh. “I was just asking Robin about how things went with Jason and the proposal.”
Brenda – “Oh that’s right you missed that conversation on the plane.” She laughs flicking water at her, “AJ must have really tired you out last night.”
Carly – Smirks at her friend, “That was only part of the reason.” She laughs, “You know I hate to fly. It was that pill I took.”
Brenda – “Sure that’s the reason.” She says shooting Carly a look that says like-I-really-believe-that-line
Carly – “Hey. It’s the truth.”
Robin – Who had been sitting watching and listening to her friends’ banter, “I thought we weren’t going to talk about the guys.” She laughs, “But all our conversations seem to go around back to them.”
Carly – “I have no idea why.” She says and they all laugh.
They stop laughing when they see a shadow cross them. Robin turns towards the shadow and squeals. She jumps out of the lounger and runs over to the man and hugs him.
Robin – Turns towards her friends, “Carly, Brenda. I would like you to meet the caretaker and the house manger here. Daniel Lund. Daniel these are two of my best friends in the world, Brenda Barrett.” She says motioning towards Brenda who was still in the pool. “And Caroline Benson Corinthos.” She says motioning towards Carly who was still sitting in her chair.
Carly – “Hello Mr. Lund.” She says smiling.
Brenda – “Hi.” She says looking closely at the man. He looked familiar to her but couldn’t place his face. “It’s a pleasure to meet you.”
Daniel – “Ladies.” He says with a nod, his voice showing a hint of a Scottish accent. “Just let me know if you need anything.” He turns towards Robin, “Ms. Scorpio. It is always a treat and a pleasure to see you. I hope your trip down here was okay.” She nods, “Have you found everything to your liking?” he asks.
Robin – “Yes.” She says with a smile. She knew what he was doing. Putting on such a formal air around Brenda and Carly so that they wouldn’t suspect their real relationship. “Everything is great as usual. I’ll meet with you say in about an hour to discuss things here.”
Daniel – “Understood.” He says and turns to leave.
**One Hour Later**
~ Pacífica Vida – Lake/Beach area~
Robin was sitting on the beach looking out at the water when Daniel sat beside her.
Daniel – “Where are your friends?”
Robin – “They’re resting. I think the trip tired them out a bit.”
Daniel – “And you aren’t tired?” he asks looking at her with concern.
Robin – “I can rest later.” She says looking away from him.
Daniel – “You know you have to take care of yourself Robin. It’s important. You’re too important to a lot of people not to be taking care of yourself.”
Robin -- With a smile, “It’s been a long time Uncle Duke.” She looks at him and studies his face. It still amazes her that Duke was alive. He had had minor reconstructive surgery after he had supposedly “died”. The surgeon did a good job. Duke wasn’t completely made over, he still had the same facial structure but his features were changed and he now wore contacts. Anyone who knew Duke Lavery who saw him would think that he was Duke’s brother or cousin maybe. He said that he wanted to keep as much of himself as possible so the doctor made it look like just a familial resemblance if anyone connected him to his old self.
Daniel/Duke – “Too long.” He says pulling her into a hug. “It is so good to see you again.” He pulls away from her and studies her face, “You look well Robin. Better than last time, but there is still a sadness there. Are things going okay?”
Robin – Smiles and then sighs softly. Duke sits down next to her and she leans her head on his shoulder, “Things are better. A lot better but not completely 100%.” She sits up a little and looks out at the water a bit, “Part of the sadness is because I miss Jason.”
Daniel/Duke – “Ah. The young man you mentioned last time you were here. How are things with the two of you? Have you been able to resolve your problems?”
Robin – Smiles brightly and turns her head so that she can clearly see his face. “Yes. I love him and he loves me more than anything in the world. We’re getting married.”
Daniel/Duke – “Congratulations. I’m happy for you.” He says with a pause, “I knew how much you loved him from the last time. The look you get when you talk about him.” He laughs, “I hope he knows what a wonderful treasure he has in you. But if he hurts you again, he will have me to deal with.”
Robin – “I don’t think that will be necessary. We love each other and we have hurt each other deeply. We both have a share of the blame. Things are better than they have been with us but I’m worried about how everything will be when all this comes to a head.”
Daniel/Duke – “You don’t have to worry about that if your love is as strong as you say it is and as strong as I believe it to be.”
Robin – “True. But I still worry that after all this comes out. If those pictures get published, he may not be able to handle it.” She sighs and pushes her hair back from her face, “I finally told him everything. And he was great about it. I don’t think that he has fully realized what I told him or dealt with it yet.”
Daniel/Duke – Smiles down at Robin, “Stop waiting for the other shoe to drop Robin.” he looks deeply into her eyes, “You are like your mother in that way a bit. Allow yourself to be happy. Allow yourself to be secure in your love for each other.” He sighs, “I know that this is a hard time for you. And a lot is going on, but don’t let it ruin your relationship out of fear. Or out of a need you feel you have to protect him.” He stands up and walks towards the water a bit, he turns back to her with tears shining in his eyes, “Learn from my mistakes.”
Robin – Gets up and goes to stand by him. She takes his hand in hers, “I’ll try.” She says. She turns to him with a smile on her face, “I still haven’t gotten used to you looking like this.”
Daniel/Duke – “Me either.” He says with a laugh.
They stand on the beach together for a while before going back to the house.
*** England***
Holly sat in front of the computer with a smile. She was making plans for the next stage of her “job”. She had to make a side trip to Port Charles before heading out to Paris. She opened her email and smiled at her first email. Quickly reading it she hit reply:
DL,
Adam and I are great. Heading back to PC for a quick visit before Paris. Things are progressing nicely. I will be meeting with Mrs. Newman tomorrow and then heading to PC the day after that.
If all goes well I’ll be seeing you within the next few weeks. Keep your fingers crossed and send Robin my love. I know I don’t have to tell you this because I know you are already doing it but watch out for her.
Holly.
She hit the send button with a sigh and went to check on her son in the other room. She smiled down at his sleeping form. He reminded her so much of Mac sometimes it was scary. She would miss him while he was with Mac but helping Robin was too important for her not to do. And Adam would be safest with Mac than with her if anything went wrong.
***Indonesia/Jakarta***
The small plane touched down and Robert and Anna Scorpio quickly stepped off and into the waiting vehicle. The drive to the house where they would stay for a few days took about 20 minutes.
Robert – “Hey old man.” He calls out with a smile in his voice. When he sees the figure sitting on the couch waiting for them when they got inside.
Man – “Hey yourself.” He says with a smile as well.
Anna – “Now Luke. You know how I hate those awful cigars of yours.” Anna says jokingly as she goes over to him and hugs him. “Where’s Laura?” she asks after she settles in next to Robert on the opposite couch.
Luke – “She’s upstairs with Lulu.” Notices Robert’s arm in a sling. “What happened to you? Didn’t I teach you to duck?”
Robert – laughs and Anna looks away guiltily, “Ask my wife.” He says squeezing her hand.
Anna – smiles shyly, “What was I supposed to do? He scared me half to death. I shot him.”
Luke – “I guess he should be lucky that you weren’t aiming to kill him.” He laughs.
Robert – “Yeah or you and I would definitely not be having this conversation right now.”
Anna – “That’ll teach you to sneak up on me.” She says leaning in to kiss him but stopping when she sees Laura standing in the hallway entranceway.
Laura – “I see you two haven’t changed a bit.” She says with a smile, “It is so good to see you both.” She says hugging Anna and then Robert. “Did you do that?” she asks Anna pointing to Robert’s arm.
Anna – “Guilty as charged.” She laughs.
Laura – “Don’t worry, Luke has been on the receiving end of a gunshot wound from me a time or two.'' she pauses, ''Let me tell you about one of the times I shot Luke.” She grins before launching into her story.
The four friends laugh and reminisce a bit before calling it a night. The next day was going to be a long one for all of them.
***Jamaica***
The girls sat around the dining room quietly eating dinner.
Robin – Sighs in frustration, “This is pathetic.” She says tossing her napkin aside.
Carly – “What is?”
Robin – “This. Us. We can’t have a decent conversation without mentioning one of them. Why is that?”
Brenda – “Because we love them and they consume a large part of our lives.” She says picking at her food.
Carly – “Are you okay? I haven’t seen you each that much today.”
Robin – “Yeah. You’ve just picking at your food. I can have her fix you something else if you don’t want this.”
Brenda – “No this is great. I just don’t have
the stomach for food right now.”
Carly – “You aren’t coming down with anything are you.”
Brenda – “I hope not. Nothing sucks more than being sick when you’re on vacation.”
Robin – “Ain’t that the truth.” She says with a smile. “Now back to what you were saying. They consume a large part of our lives, true. But they aren’t the only part. I refuse to believe that all our conversations center around them.”
Carly – “Not all of them. But most of them. They creep in some way or another. Either they’re there with us. They show up or call or we fight and vent with each other.” She takes a bite of her food.
Brenda – “Well we’re going to change that right now. No more mention or thinking of the guys for at least 3 hours.”
Robin – “How do we do that?” she says absently playing with her necklace that Jason gave her.
Brenda – “Hand it over.” She says to Robin. And laughs when Robin gives her a what-are-you-talking-about look, “Your necklace. You’ve been playing with it all day.” She smiles, “You can keep the ring.”
Robin – “Good because you weren’t getting it.” She says with a laugh as she takes off her necklace and hands it to Brenda with a sigh.
Brenda – Sees the sad look on Robin’s face and smiles slightly, “This is for your on good.” She says before turning to Carly, “You too deary.”
Carly – Laughs, “Deary? You have lost it Bren.” She sighs at the pointed look Brenda gives her and takes off the earrings and necklace that AJ got her. “I’m keeping my ring on Brenda so don’t even think about it.” She says with a slight warning in her voice. She looks at Brenda closely, “What about you?”
Brenda – Looks down and realizes that she is wearing a bracelet that Sonny gave her, “Okay I’ll take it off. Unlike you two I don’t have a ring to worry about. And it doesn’t bother me in the least to take off this bracelet.” She says fiddling with the clasp before finally getting it unhooked. She takes all their jewelry and lays it out in front of her not wanting to tangle it up. “I’m going to take this upstairs.” She says and rushes to put it in her room.
Robin – turns to Carly, “Does something seem off about Bren to you?”
Carly – “A little but let’s give it a couple of days before we bring it up. It may just be that she misses him and jet lag.”
Robin – “Yeah.” She says as Brenda comes back downstairs. “Want to go down to the hot tub?” she asks her friends and smiles when she sees their excited nods, “Okay lets go and we can talk about what we plan to do for the next few days.”
The ladies leave and go upstairs to change and meet back in the family room area before following Robin downstairs to the hot tub and sauna.
Chapter 5 – Port Charles and Parts Unknown
Jason was sitting at his desk in his penthouse going over the shipping receipts when Sonny came in.
Sonny – “Hey Jase. Everything okay?”
Jason – “With the business? Yeah.” He paused, “Personally? No.”
Sonny – Laughs, “I know what you mean. I didn’t think I would miss Brenda as much as I do. I mean she goes on trips all the time. But I’m used to seeing her everyday. I keep hoping that whenever the door opens that she’ll come breezing in.”
Jason – Laughs, “Yeah. I know what you mean.” He sighs, “This just talking on the phone isn’t cutting it. I love to hear her voice, but I want to see her face. Touch her.”
Sonny – Smiles, “Want to come to dinner with me tonight? I’m meeting Mike and Bobbie.”
Jason – Shaking his head, “No. I’ll pass. AJ said he was going to stop by tonight. He had some thing he wanted to talk to me about.”
Sonny – “You haven’t left the penthouse except for business since Robin left.” Jason just stares at Sonny. “Come on. Robin wouldn’t want you holed up in here while she was gone. Hell bring AJ if you want to. I’m sure all he’s doing is throwing himself into his work with Carly not around.” He pauses before adding, “That’s all he better be throwing himself into.”
Jason – “He wouldn’t cheat on her Sonny. You don’t have to worry about that. You know how much he loves her.” He says with a smile and slight frown. It felt weird to defend AJ to Sonny.
Sonny – “Yeah. Yeah. He better not.” He says and gets himself a drink from Jason’s bar.
Jason starts to respond to Sonny when his phone rings.
Jason – “Morgan.”
Robin – “Scorpio.” She says with a laugh.
Jason – “Robin. It’s good to hear your voice.”
Robin – “Yours too.” She sighs, “I miss you.”
Jason – “Same here. How are things down there? Having fun?”
Robin – “Things are great. We’re having a ball, well as much as I can without you here. Well
Carly and I are anyway. Bren has been acting strange lately.”
Jason – “Brenda’s been acting weird. Weirder than usual?” he laughs. At the mention of Brenda’s name Sonny looks up.
Robin – “I’m serious Jason. Carly and I have both noticed it. Something is definitely up. Has Sonny mentioned anything to you about her? Did he say if they got into a fight before we left?”
Jason – “No. But he’s right here. I can ask.”
Robin – “No that’s okay. I’ll much rather talk to you. I’ll worry about Brenda later.”
Jason – Laughs, “I’m glad. Hold on.” Turns to Sonny, “I’m going to go upstairs to take this.” He says and goes upstairs to his room. He settles back onto his bed before saying, “Ok. I’m back.”
Robin – “What did you do?”
Jason – “Nothing. I just wanted to talk to you alone. Without Sonny watching me. So I came upstairs.”
Robin – “Do you know how much I miss you? How much I would give to be lying there in your arms right now?”
Jason – Smiles into the phone, “You can always come back early.” He sighs, “I miss you too. I love you so much. I’m going crazy here without you.”
Robin – “Well you do have Sonny and AJ there.” She laughs slightly.
Jason – “But I can’t hold Sonny and AJ like I hold you. Nor would I want to.”
Robin – “How sweet.” She says softly
Jason – “And there is no way on earth that I can do to them what I want to do to you.”
Robin – Blushes slightly, “And what’s that?”
Jason – “I can’t tell you that. Because if I do then I’m likely to jump on the next plane to Jamaica and show you. Believe me showing is much better than telling in this case.”
Robin – “Oh I have a little show and tell planned for you when I see you.”
Jason – “I can’t wait. Do you know that I can’t sleep without you here beside me.”
Robin – “I know. I didn’t think it would be this hard. I hadn’t realized how used to waking up in your arms I am. Even at home when we aren’t together, I still at least get to see you.”
Jason – “I know what you mean.” He sighs. “I don’t want to hang up. I miss you.”
Robin -- She sighs, “Me either. I better get going, we going dancing tonight and I have to get ready.” She pauses, “How about if you come out here for a few days. Bring Sonny and AJ too. Everyone will love it. Especially if they miss each other as much as I miss you.”
They talk awhile longer before getting off the phone. Jason comes down the stairs a bit happier than he was earlier.
Sonny – “Feel better now.”
Jason – “Slightly.”
Sonny – “What’s going on with Brenda? What did Robin say?”
Jason – “If you guys had fought. Or if you said anything about her.”
Sonny – “No. As far as I know we’re fine. She was acting a bit strange before they left but I figured it was just that they were leaving and her jitters about flying.”
Jason – Nods, “When was the last time you talked with her.”
Sonny – “Yesterday. Why?”
Jason – “No. I mean really talked to her. Robin said that both her and Carly noticed something was off.” He sighs frustrated, “Things seem to be going good right now with you and Brenda. Don’t screw it up by going back to the way things were. She doesn’t deserve it.” He’ll tell Sonny and AJ at dinner about Robin’s idea.
***Scorpio House***
Holly and Adam stood patiently outside and waited for Mac to open the door after she had knocked and rang the bell. Mac had given her a key after he was out late one night on a stake out and hadn’t been there to get Adam. However, she only used it as a last resort.
She smiled down at her son who looked anxious to see his father.
Adam’s face lit up when his father opened the door.
Adam – “Dad.” He said with a huge grin as he threw himself into his father’s open arms.
Mac – “Hey.” He said with a laugh, “Holly.” He says with a nod and shows them inside. “What’s going on?”
Holly – “I need to leave Adam here for a week or so. I have something that I need to do and the safest place for him is with you.”
Mac – “What kind of job?” he asks as he sits down on the couch.
Holly – Turning towards her son, “Adam why don’t you go upstairs and get your things settled in your room?”
Adam – “Okay mommy.” He says and starts for the stairs and stops suddenly and asks, “Will you be here when I get done?”
Holly – “Of course I will baby. Would I ever leave without saying goodbye?” he shakes his head no. “Plus we have dinner plans remember.” He nods and then runs up the stairs. After a few moments she turns to face Mac. “When’s the last time you talked to Robin?”
Mac – “A few days ago.” He said shortly “She said Faison was alive.”
Holly – “I know. Rick told me.” She sighs and goes over to him, “How are you doing?”
Mac – “How do you think I’m doing? I just find out that the man who killed my brother and his wife is alive.” He rubs his face in frustration, “Add that to the little bombshell that Robin dropped on me.” He sighs, “And my reaction to it.” He groans, “Lets just say things are tense right now.”
Holly – “What have you done now?” she asks sitting down on the couch.
Mac – “Robin told me something that I should have reacted better to.” He sighs and sits down next to her and leans his head back against the couch, “I should have handled it better Holly. I shouldn’t have let my stupid pride or ego get in the way. I said some unforgivable things to her.”
Holly – Takes Macs hand in hers, “Are you sure that you aren’t being just a little bit harsh on yourself?” when he doesn’t say anything she adds, “Have you tried talking to her lately?”
Mac – “No. She’s in Jamaica. I’ll talk to her when she comes back. Give her a chance to cool down. I was pretty harsh.”
Holly – “I don’t know what’s going on with you and Robin. But I do know that the Mac Scorpio that I know and love would never do anything to deliberately hurt his niece. He loves her too much to do that. There was a time that he would fight anyone who did. Of course, I haven’t been around you that much Mac. But if you’ve changed that much, that you would do that. Do you realize what she’s been through?” She turns her head to look at him, “Are you the Mac Scorpio that I know and love? Or are you some imposter?” she sighs, “It’s up to you to figure that out.” She gets up and goes upstairs to help Adam.
***Sweden***
Cesar Faison sat behind his desk staring at the picture of Anna and Robin together.
Faison – tracing Anna’s face, “Don’t worry my darling Anna.” He says talking to the picture, “I will protect your heart. I will protect Robin. I won’t let them harm her.” He laughs.
No I wouldn’t let harm her. I need her to find you. She is the key to our happiness. Soon my darling Anna, Soon.
He laughs bitterly, the Jerome’s were stupid. They actually thought that he could kill Robin. He would never do that. It would destroy his beloved Anna. Robin was Anna’s heart. He didn’t care what their reasoning was. He would get Robin to himself. And then he would get Anna. He would finally have his family.
He kisses the picture of Anna and Robin and sets it back on his desk. Soon my darling. Soon.
Chapter 6 – Dinner, Dancing and a bit of romance
***Port Charles***
~Harbor View, Sonny’s PH~
Sonny went back to his penthouse. He thought about what Jason said. He wanted to call Brenda to see what was going on. He had an idea, and hoped that it wasn’t what he was thinking. If it was, he would be there to help her through it. He just hoped that it wasn’t that and if it was that it wasn’t as bad as the last time. He knew that he made mistakes where Brenda was concerned. Especially when it came to their relationship. He knew that she wanted more but he was afraid to give it to her. He didn’t want to risk the pain. The fear. The phone rings and he decides to let his machine pick it up. He hears the beep after his message and smiles at the voice that fills the air.
Voice – “Sonny it’s me, Brenda (he smiles at that. She didn’t have to say her name. He knew it was her as soon as she said his name.) I guess you’re busy or not home….”
Sonny – “Hi. I’m here.” He says after he quickly picks up the phone. “What’re you doing?”
Brenda – “We just got back from the shopping and the spa.”
Sonny – “So how are you? Having fun?”
Brenda – “I’m fine. I’m having as much fun as I can without you.” She says and then sighs.
Sonny – “What was the sigh for?” he asks concerned.
Brenda – “Nothing. Just haven’t been feeling 100% lately. Not sick really, but…” she says letting her voice trail off.
Sonny – Frowns, this is what he was worried about, “But you’ve been feeling sad and down, tired.” He pauses, “I thought this trip would help. That’s one of the reasons I didn’t put up that big of a fight.”
Brenda – “I didn’t think you knew. I’m sorry.”
Sonny – Smiles slightly, “Haven’t you learned by now? I know everything about you. I love you.”
Brenda – His statement brings a smile to Brenda’s face, “I know.” She says quietly, “I guess that I didn’t want to worry or bother you. It’ll pass.” She pauses, “It always does.”
Sonny – “It’s never a worry and definitely not a bother. Didn’t you just hear me? I love you Brenda. Nothing that concerns you, or affects you, will ever be a worry or bother to me.” He says before asking hesitantly, “When did it begin?”
Brenda – “I don’t know really. It just hit me. I don’t want to think about it though, if I analyze it to much it’ll just make me more depressed.” She says quietly.
Sonny – “Okay. If that’s how you want it.” He says taking a deep breath, “Bren. I’m here if you need me. If you need to talk. If you want to talk. I’m here.” He adds quietly.
Brenda – “I know Honey.” She says with a smile. She takes a deep breath and slowly exhales, “So what are you doing today?”
Sonny – “Going to dinner at Mike and Bobbie’s. AJ and Jason are going too.” He says with a laugh.
Brenda – “Wow. You must really miss me if you’re willing going to a dinner at your father’s. And with AJ too.” She laughs, “You must really miss me.”
Sonny – “Yeah I do. I needed something to occupy my time besides sitting here and missing you. Now I’ll just sit over there and miss you.” He says with a smile, “And I’ll have company. AJ will be sitting missing Carly and Jase will be missing Robin. You know what they say. Misery loves company.” He pauses, “And we are three miserable guys.”
Brenda – “And why is that?” she says with a slight smile in her voice.
Sonny – “See. The women we love. The women who have and hold our hearts, our life lines, our future.” He says with a pause, “These three magnificent ladies they’re not here with us right now.” He pauses again, “I don’t know about the other two guys, but I don’t know if I can last another week and a half.”
Brenda – “Ah Honey.” She says, “We love you guys too.” she pauses, “Maybe you won’t have to wait another week and a half to see us.” She smiles suddenly excited.
Sonny – “What do you mean?” he asks slightly confused. He begins to smile as he listens to Brenda explain what she means.
***Meanwhile***
-Across Town. AJ’s office-
Secretary – “AJ Quartermaine’s office. How may I help you?”
Voice – “Is Mr. Quartermaine in?”
Secretary – “Yes Ma’am. May I say who is calling?”
Voice – “I’d rather not say. Is he busy at the moment or can I talk to him?”
Secretary – “Yes Ma’am. Please hold.” She puts the caller on hold and buzzes AJ. “Mr. Quartermaine. I’m sorry to disturb you but you have a call.”
AJ – “Who is it Michelle?”
Michelle – “I’m sorry sir but the caller declined to leave her name.”
AJ – Smiles, he knows who it is. “That’s perfectly fine Michelle. Transfer the call.” He says.
Michelle – “Yes sir.” She goes back to the caller, “Ma’am. I’m transferring your call right now.” She says and quickly transfers the call.
AJ – “AJ Quartermaine speaking.” He says with a smile.
Carly – “You just love throwing that name around don’t you.” She says with a laugh.
AJ – “Well, it doesn’t hurt Miss Corinthos. How lovely to speak with you again?” he laughs.
Carly – “What’s with all the Miss Corinthos stuff. Are you busy? I’m not interrupting you am I?”
AJ – “You? Never. I’m just going over these cost projections from last quarter.” He sighs, “How are you?”
Carly – “I’m fine besides a bad case of missing you.”
AJ – “I know that feeling. I miss you so much.” He pauses, “H*ll. I miss you so much. I agreed to have dinner with your brother and Jason at your parents.”
Carly – “Oh. You really must miss me.” She laughs, “Oh man. Mike. Bobbie. And Sonny.” She laughs again.
AJ – Laughing with her, “I know. I wanted to be near you. So I did the next best thing. Dinner with your family.” He pauses, “So you having fun?”
Carly -- “Yep. We went shopping and to the spa.” She laughs, “It’s good to be on the receiving end of a massage instead of giving one. It was good.”
AJ – “I’m glad.” He says softly, “So how are you and Robin and Brenda getting along?”
Carly – “Fine. Brenda’s been a little weird but we’re cool. Catching up on things. We’re going dancing tonight.”
AJ – “That’s sounds like fun.” He pauses, “Babe?”
Carly – “Yeah?”
AJ – “Just don’t have to much fun without me.”
Carly – “That’ll never happen.” She laughs. Sobering up quickly she adds, “I love you AJ. Only you. You’re it for me.”
AJ – “I love you too babe. I miss you so much. It’s weird not being able to see you.”
Carly – “I know. But we’ll be together before you know it.” She then explains the plan that her,
Robin and Brenda came up with for the guys to meet them down there.
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Chapter 7 – Dancing
Carly – downed her second shot of tequila with a frown. She looked over to her two friends, “Since when did I get to be the sensible one.” She thinks. “Robin’s just buzzed. She needs to relax a little more and let loose. But Brenda’s definitely drunk. This Sonny thing must be worrying her more than she wants to admit.” She muses thoughtfully.
Robin – Smiles as she dances back over to the table and sits down, “This is fun. I’m glad we decided to come here.” She says and takes another sip of her beer. “I forgot how much fun dancing is.”
Carly – “I noticed you seemed to be enjoying yourself.”
Robin – “Most definitely.” She says and suddenly frowns, “Why haven’t I seen you out there dancing? What’s wrong? Aren’t you having fun?”
Carly – “Yeah. I’m good.” She laughs, “I’m just gonna hang back for now. I’ll be out there in a minute.”
Robin – “Ok” she says and takes another sip of her beer. She glances around the room and smiles when she sees someone that she wants to dance with, “I’m going to go back out on the floor.” Carly nods with a laugh as Robin walks over to the guy.
Carly – Orders another drink and downs it before going out to dance. “I might as well have a little fun too.” She thinks as she sashays up to a guy and asks him to dance.
Out on the floor Carly, Brenda and Robin are dancing enthusiastically to the music. We hear Brenda let out a laugh of pure joy when Prince’s Letitgo (from the Come Album © 1994 Warner Bros. Records Inc.) came on. It reminded her a bit of her relationship with Sonny.
Ready or not, here I come
(Come on)
(Come on)
All my life I've kept my feelings deep inside
Never was a reason 2 let somebody know
Lover here, lover there - Who cried? Who cared? Foolish pride
Never was a good seat at any of this man's shows
Until now all I wanted 2 do is
Do do do what I do, and
Bang bang bang on the drummer
And love so-and-so
But now I've got 2 letitgo (letitgo)
Lay back and let the vibe just flow
I wanna just letitgo (letitgo)
Lay back and let my feelings show
(letitgo)
I'm ready 4 the real
Give me something I can feel
Brenda -- danced closer to the man she was dancing with, shimmying and swaying to the music. She danced around closing her eyes, blocking out thoughts of Sonny and trying to focus on herself and the present.
All my life this heart's been under lock and key
My curtains were drawn there wasn't nobody home
Trigger here, Trigger there - everybody's high except 4 me
Better off dead if I couldn't be alone
Until now all I wanted 2 do is
Do do do what I do, and
Bang bang bang on the drummer
And love so-and-so
But now I've got 2 letitgo (letitgo)
Lay back and let the vibe just flow
I wanna just letitgo (letitgo)
Lay back and let my feelings show
I, I'm ready 4 the real
Give me something I can feel
4teen years and tears I've longed 2 sing my song
But a horse couldn't drag your ass 2 put me on
But now I've got an army and we're three million strong
This song will ring in your ears when we are gone
Brenda -- She opens her eyes when she hears the words. She glances over to where Robin and Carly was dancing, they seem to be enjoying themselves she thinks. She was glad. She wanted her friends to have fun. She waves and smiles at them when she sees them look over at her before returning her focus back to her dance partner. What was his name again she thinks to herself. Bill, Bobby, I don’t know. She thinks. Boy, I must really be drunk she thinks with a laugh and continues to dance around.
Until now all I wanted 2 do is
Do do do what I do, and
Bang bang bang on the drummer
And love so-and-so
But now I want 2 letitgo (letitgo)
Lay back and let the vibe just flow
Said I want 2 letitgo (letitgo)
Lay back and let the feelings show
I am ready 4 the real (Come a little closer)
(letitgo)
(Lay back an' let the vibe just flow)
Brenda -- smiled at her dance partner and gave him a small kiss on the cheek. “Thanks”
And returns to the table and is joined shortly by Robin and Carly. “So what’s the plan for tomorrow.”
Carly – looks over at her and shrugs, “I don’t know. What time are they coming in?”
Robin – “Around 10 or 11.” She pauses, “I have an appointment early with Daniel to discuss some things before the guys get here. I figured you’d want to spend some time alone with the guys and then have dinner together.”
Brenda – “That sounds good.” She smiles, “I bet we can even convince Sonny to cook for us if we all gang up on him.”
Carly – “That sounds like fun.” She laughs.
Robin – “Which one?” she asks with a laugh, “Ganging up on Sonny or him cooking for us?”
Carly – “Both.” She says and they all crack up laughing.
Brenda – “Um guys…” she begins nervously, “I wanted to ask you something.” She says softly. Robin and Carly both turn their attention to focus on Brenda, “Don’t tell Sonny what I mentioned earlier. I know you wouldn’t but…”
Carly – “You had to say something.” She finishes. Brenda nods, “Don’t worry. Sonny may be my brother and I love him but I love you too. And I think I can speak for Robin on this one, we just want you happy.” Robin nods heartily.
Brenda – “That’s the thing. I am happy with Sonny. But I want more. I changed and that’s not really fair to him. I don’t know what’s wrong with me anymore. Sonny is a great guy.”
Robin – “Yes, and so is Jason and AJ. But if the roles were reversed, what would you tell us to do?” she asks.
Brenda – “I would support your decision no matter what you decide. But I would hope that you would fight for your relationship and talk to them before doing anything drastic.” She says quietly thinking about what she told Robin.
Carly – “Exactly. That’s all we ask. Talk to him.” She explains and pauses and exchanges glances with Robin before asking, “Brenda are you sure that there isn’t something else wrong?”
Robin – Nods, “Yeah Bren. You know that you can tell us anything.”
Brenda – “I know, but this isn’t the place to get into it.” She says, “We came here to have fun. Not mope or talk about my problems.” She sighs and looks at her friends and takes a deep breath. Slowly exhaling she says, “There’s nothing you can do about this. It’s something that I have to deal with. I want to talk to you about it. But not here. I love this song, lets go dance.” She says taking their hands and pulling them out on to the dance floor.
When I think back on these times
and the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
Your were right there for me
They all began to move slowly to the music. Each lost in their respective thoughts. The song speaking to them all in different ways.
Brenda – closed her eyes and thought of Sonny. She had so much she wanted to tell him. The truth, if she would admit it to herself, was that she was scared. She knew what was wrong and was scared by how he would react. She didn’t know how he would take her news. He was so unpredictable and hard to read sometimes. She wished he would open up to her a bit more but knew that it may never happen. She sighs and then smiles as she thinks of their last night together. She had almost told him then, she would definitely tell him tomorrow when she saw him. She just hoped he took the news well.
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Everywhere I am there you'll be
Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember
all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
Carly – smiles softly to herself as thoughts of AJ drifts into her mind, filling her thoughts. She closes her eyes and she swears she could almost feel his hands on her body as if he was right there dancing with her. She kept her eyes closed sashaying to the music. She couldn’t wait to be with him tomorrow. She couldn’t wait until his arms were around her for real.
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Everywhere I am there you'll be
Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
and I want to thank you now for all the ways
Robin – sways and dances sensuously to the beat. The song taking her back to her days in Paris. When she first became Angel and first started to mend her heart trying to move on from the hurt Jason caused her. She closes her eyes to shut out the memories and slowly exhales a breath. She had missed him so much back then. He had been so much a part of her and her life, she had been lost. She smiled slightly, things haven’t changed that much. But she knew that deep down that was a lie. She wasn’t the same girl who had left PC for Paris. She was stronger and didn’t need Jason like she had before. The difference is now that she choose to be with him. She wanted too, not needed too be with him.
You were right there for me
You were right there for me always
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
Song lyrics ''There You'll Be'' by Faith Hill
The ladies finished dancing and went back to their table after a few more songs. They sat back down laughing and decided to leave so that they could get a decent night’s rest before the guys arrived. They just had one stop to make, a trip to the drug store was required before they headed in.
Part Two – A Bit of a Surprise
~Robin’s Room~
Carly – “Okay. We’ll do it with you. Just so you want be too nervous or feel scared.”
Brenda – “But shouldn’t we wait for tomorrow. Will the alcohol affect the test?”
Robin – “It might be better to wait until the morning.” She says pausing to think, “Plus I promised Jason I’d call him when we got back from dancing.”
Brenda – “You can’t tell him about this.”
Robin – Gives Brenda a do-you-think-I’m-stupid look, “Of course not.” She says, “Would you want to be on the other end of the phone after I told him?”
Carly – Laughs, “Not if you paid me.” She smirks, “I love Jason like a brother. And he’s almost as overprotective as Sonny is, but I would not want to be you, telling him what we are about to do.”
Brenda – “Yeah, plus he’ll tell Sonny. Then Sonny’ll call and be all upset about me keeping this from him.”
Robin – She reaches for the phone, “Be quiet.” She says shushing them as she waits for him to pick up the phone. She frowns when a female voice answers saying Morgan Resident. “Hello. Is Mr. Morgan there?” she asks trying to keep her voice light.
Brenda and Carly exchange looks and mouth Mr. Morgan quizzically.
Female – “Yes he is, but he’s tied up at the moment. May I ask whose calling?” the woman asks innocently.
Robin – “This is his fiancée, Robin. Could you untie him for a moment and tell him to come to the phone please?” she says trying to control her anger, which is just provoked by her curiosity as to who this woman was and why she was answering Jason’s phone.
Female – “Sure thing.” She says sweetly.
In the background, now standing next to Robin.
Brenda – “Who was that?”
Robin – Putting her hand over the phone, “I don’t know” she shrugs.
Carly – “What did you mean by untie him for a moment? What is he doing? And who answered his phone? Was it a woman?” she asks in one breath already knowing the answer to the last question.
Robin – “ She said he was tied up. I don’t know to the next two questions.” She says with her hand over the phone, “And yes it was.” She hears Jason coming to the phone, “I’m about to find out now.”
Jason – “Morgan.” He says as he answers the phone.
Robin – “Hello Sweetheart.” She says her voice tight.
Jason – Puzzled as to Robin’s tone of voice, “I didn’t expect to here from you tonight.”
Robin – “Obviously not.” She says evenly, “Did you forget that I said I would call you when I got in?”
Jason – “No.” still a bit confused, “But it got late so I didn’t expect you to call. You’re usually not out this late. Did something happen?”
Robin – Angry that Jason is clueless as to why she’s mad and that he hasn’t offered up any explanations as to why a strange female was answering his phone, “So I can’t stay out late anymore? Is that it?” she asks heatedly, “I’ll have you know that I stayed out much later than this when I was dancing.” She spits out.
Jason – “So is that what this is about? Dancing?” he asks, Quietly almost in a whisper, he says, “Is that it? Do you want to dance again? Is that what’s wrong? Did something happen while you guys went out tonight?” he states. “Just tell me what’s wrong Robin? What has you so mad?” he asks.
Robin – Taking a deep breath, she slowly exhales, “No. I don’t want that. That’s not it. I do miss it. I’m not going to lie to you. I miss how it makes me feel. But I can’t go back to that. And I can’t go back to who I was before that.” She says quietly. “I’m sorry. I’m just tired and I didn’t expect to call you and have some woman answer the phone. Who is she? Cause Graciella is never there that late and she sure as h*ll didn’t sound like Graciella to me.”
Jason – Sighs, “That’s what this is all about?” he asks, “Don’t you trust me?” he sighs, “Tell me what’s really going on. What aren’t you telling me?” he asks knowing that it has got to be another reason behind her anger.
Robin – “There’s nothing going on.” She says seriously, “Just tell me who that was.”
Jason – “That was just Marie.”
Robin – “Oh Marie.” She said, “Who is Marie and why was she answering your phone?”
Jason – Laughing, “You’re really upset aren’t you.”
Robin – A bit peeved that Jason was laughing at her, “Yes. And what’s so funny?”
Jason – “Hold on.” He says and goes upstairs to talk to Robin in private. “Marie is a friend, I met her after we broke up. She’s going through a rough period and needed a place to crash for a few days.”
Robin – “So she’s staying at the penthouse.” She says her voice tight.
Jason – Sighs, he sees the conversation not getting better. “Do you trust me Robin?”
Robin – Nods her head yes, “Yes. Of course I do.” She sighs.
Jason – “Marie will be staying here while I’m with you. She’s going through a rough time with her boyfriend. I told her if she ever needed me that she could come to me.” He sighs frustrated at the line of questioning, “Besides AJ’s here too. He brought our cousin over to meet me.”
Robin – “Cousin? AJ?”
Jason – “Chloe Morgan. She’s related to grandmother some how. AJ’s going to be staying here for tonight. That way we won’t have to wait for him to get here tomorrow before we can leave. ”
Robin – “Oh. Sorry.” She sighs, “I guess I overreacted huh?”
Jason – Laughs, “Just a bit, but I love you anyway.”
Robin – Laughs slightly, “That’s good to know.” She sighs, “I really am sorry Jason. I didn’t mean to react that way. I told you that I changed and you might not like who I was.”
Jason – “Nonsense. I love you and who you have become.”
Robin – “So is Chloe nice?”
Jason – Smiles, “She seems nice enough.”
Robin – “Do you know how much I miss you?”
Jason – “Can’t be half as much as I miss you.”
Robin – Starts to say something but is interrupted by Brenda and Carly who are now sitting on her bed. “Hold on. Carly and Brenda are trying to get my attention.”
Jason – “Where are you?”
Robin – “We’re in my room. We were going to watch a movie after I called you.” She says with a smile, “Hold on.” She moves the phone away from her mouth, “What?” she asks in mock frustration.
Carly – “What’s AJ doing there?”
Robin – “He’s staying the night.”
Brenda – “Who was that who answered the phone?”
Robin – “A friend of Jason’s who going to be staying there for a few days.”
Brenda – “Whose Chloe?”
Carly – “She’s their cousin.” She says quickly.
Robin – “How did you know?”
Carly – “AJ mentioned that she would be coming into town when I spoke to him earlier.”
Robin – “Oh.” She smiles, “Can I go back to talking to my fiancée now?” They nod and smile. “Good.” She says and turns back to talking to Jason, “Sorry about that.” She says.
Jason – “No problem. Boy, they’re nosy.” He laughs.
Robin – “Yeah but they mean well.” She laughs, “They were worried that they would have to come back and kick some woman’s a*s.” she laughs again.
Jason – Slightly shocked at Robin’s language, “What time do you plan on going to sleep?” he asks changing the subject.
Robin – “Soon. I just wanted to talk to you for a bit. I always sleep better after talking to you. Why?”
Jason – “Oh no reason. I just don’t want you too tired for tomorrow.” He laughs.
Robin – Flirtatiously, “Oh why is that Mr. Morgan?”
Jason – “Because I want the only reason for you to be tired tomorrow to be me.” He says his voice getting husky.
Robin – “Well then I guess I should be going to sleep then huh?” she laughs.
Jason – “Yeah.” He says, “And Robin?”
Robin – “Yeah?”
Jason – “I love you.” He says
Robin – “I love you too.” She says with a smile before hanging up.
Part Three – The Results
~The Next morning~
Robin and the girls look at each other apprehensively as they one by one go in to the bathroom, each holding a small rectangular box.
Carly – After she comes out, she was the last one, “It says five minutes.”
Brenda – “So what do we do until then?”
Robin – “Try to keep ourselves distracted from what is happening in that bathroom as we speak.”
Carly – “Okay.” She takes a deep breath and exhales, “Tell me more about this woman who answered Jason’s phone.”
Brenda – “Yeah. Why was she answering his phone anyway?”
Robin – “She’s a friend. Someone he met when we broke up. Marie or Maria something like that.”
Brenda – “Well, what was she doing there?”
Robin – “She needed some place to stay for a little while. She’s having trouble with her boyfriend. And you know how Jason is?”
Brenda – “Yeah. He has that white knighter, it’s up to me to save the damsel in distress thing that Sonny has.”
Carly – Grins, “Who do you think he learned it from?”
Brenda – “True.” She grins back, “But it gets a little tired after a bit. They think that we can’t take care of ourselves or handle the least bit of stress that may come into our lives.”
Robin – Laughs, “That’s true. But I think they’ve gotten better.”
Brenda – Laughs and gives Robin an are-you-kidding look, “You can’t be serious?” she asks in amazement.
Robin – “Well let’s just say that they’ve gotten better since I left the last time.” She says with a laugh before turning serious. “Do you think that before Jason and I broke up and got back together that they would have agreed to let us go on this trip? Or that they would have reacted with such calmness when I told them about me stripping and everything else that happened in Paris.”
Carly – “I didn’t know them back then.” She begins, “But from what I’ve heard. I would say no.”
Brenda – “Hey that was my line.” She laughs and tosses a pillow at Carly, “Well the last part anyway.”
Robin – “See it could be much worse. Believe me. They could turn into Mac.” She says with a bit of frustration.
Carly – “What happened with him anyway?”
Robin – “I don’t know. Your guess is as good as mine.” She sighs, “He reacted bad, real bad. I don’t know what to think or how to react to him. It’s like he wasn’t even himself.” She pauses a moment and thinks back on the conversation she had with Mac, “He’s changed. He even blamed Brenda.”
Brenda – Laughs in disbelief, “What?”
Robin – Nods with a sad smile, “Yeah. He said that if I hadn’t been friends with you then I would have never met Sonny.” She sighs, “I think that it was just easier to blame you than to blame Stone.” She gets up from the bed and goes to look out the window, “Because he knows that if he did that. He would have crossed a line that he would not have been able to cross back over.”
Brenda and Carly get up and go over to Robin and envelope her in a hug. They stand there for a few moments before the timer that Carly had set up in the bathroom goes off. With uneasy glances and small smiles the three ladies grab hands and go into the bathroom.
~Inside The Bathroom in Robin’s Room~
They glanced at each other and then back at the three tests that lay in front of them. To say that they were a bit surprised was an understatement. Well, not all of them were surprised.
Carly – “Umm. Guys?” she said hesitantly.
Robin – “Yeah. I know.” She says quietly.
Carly – “But…” she says and then stops. First the first time she can remember, she’s speechless.
Brenda – laughs, “I can’t believe it. Caroline Corinthos is speechless.”
Carly – shoots Brenda a glare, “This isn’t funny.”
Brenda – Holds up her hands in surrender, “I know. I’m sorry.” She says with a smile, “There’s nothing to worry about. Everything is going to be fine.”
Robin – “Yeah, but how are we going to handle this?” she asks. “There’s so much going on right now. This is the last thing that I need.” She thinks to herself. Outloud, “How do you think the guys will react?”
Carly – “Probably the same way we did. Speechless, dumbfounded, amazed, shocked…” she says letting her voice trail off.
Brenda – Clears her throat, “Well. Honestly, I’ve suspected this for a little bit. This just confirms it.” She says.
Carly and Robin turn to her in shock.
Robin – “You suspected this.” She asks waving her hand at the boxes “And didn’t say anything?”
Brenda – With a slight laugh, “No not this.” She says waving her hand at the boxes the same way Robin did. “Just this one.” She says picking up the slender white stick that she knew was about to change her future and her present.
Carly – “That certainly explains why you’ve been so worried about your and Sonny’s relationship.” She quips.
Brenda – “This was only part of the reason. It’s not just how this will affect Sonny and the business. Or even my career. There’s some things that happened, things that I have to deal with.”
Robin – “Does Sonny know about these things?” she asks curiously wondering what they could be.
Brenda – “Yeah. He knows.” She says with a hint of sadness. She looks back at the tests and laughs, “I don’t believe this.”
Robin – “I know. Who would have ever thought.” She laughs also.
Carly – “The three of us. Pregnant at the same time.” She laughs, “But you know who I really feel sorry for?”
Brenda – “Yeah.” She says with a laugh, “The guys.”
Chapter 8– Holly and Faison make a move
***Sweden***
Cesar -- “Mrs. Newman.” He says in a cold voice, “I am paying you, quite well I must say to allow for this to happen.” He frowns a bit, “Don’t fool with my plans.” He says heatedly, “You won’t like the consequences if you cause me to lose what I am after.” He says and hangs up the phone.
He picks it up again and dials another number.
“Ah yes. Mrs. Jerome. Things are progressing rather nicely. Your wishes should be carried out by the end of next week.”
Mrs. Jerome – “Why so long?”
Cesar – “It takes time to set things up properly.” He says with an iniquitous smile, “I know how anxious you are to have things come to a close. But we must be patient and not allow things to be rushed. We mustn’t arouse any suspicion or allow for even a shadow of a doubt that the young Ms. Scorpio is indeed dead.” He speaks evenly. Silently praying that Anna forgives him for what he is about to do. He couldn’t bear it if she was hurt in the process.
Mrs. Jerome – With a tight, even voice, “I understand Mr. Faison. I just want to be assured that my wishes are carried out and you are not enacting on your own agenda.”
Cesar – Laughs wickedly but we see a mischievous glint in his eye, “Of course not Mrs. Jerome.” He hangs up and presses a buzzer on the desk. He nods at the man who comes in, “What is the status of things with Ms. Sutton?”
Worker – “She arrived early yesterday. She has already made a preliminary check of the area. It appears that she will be making her move tonight.”
Cesar – Looks the worker in the eye and coldly says, “I don’t pay you for appearances. Find out for certain.” He says and allows his voice to soften, “And how is Mrs. Devane? He would never call her by Scorpio.
Worker – “She is staying with the Spenser’s in Jakarta.” He knew better than to mention Robert Scorpio. He remembered what happened the last time that someone brought up the name Robert Scorpio in his presence. He shuddered unconsciously at the memory.
Cesar – “So is everything in place?” he asks coolly.
Worker – “The package will be delivered within the hour sir.” He says and waits for further instruction.
Cesar – Waves his hand dismissively, “That is all.” He says and waits for the worker to leave before he opens his desk drawer and pulls out a picture of Anna and Robin, “Please forgive me darling. There is no other way.” He says to the picture, “But we will be together soon.”
***Paris***
Holly made her way quietly into the building. She looked around apprehensively, she knew that this had been all too easy, but for now she didn’t dwell on that fact. She was here to do a job and that was what she was going to do. She didn’t bother to cut on any lights once she had got into the office because she had memorized the layout of the room and thanks to Rick and a few of his WSB buddies, she knew exactly where everything in the room was.
Closing her eyes, she said a silent prayer that whatever happened Adam would be taken care of and that he was safe. Opening them again, she made her way to the darkroom where the negatives were kept. She pulled out her penlight and began to search for the files and photos of Robin. She was careful to check under both Robin Scorpio and Angel Divine. Just in case Angel’s/Robin’s true identity had been discovered.
It wasn’t long before she had the pictures and negatives in her hands. She shoved them inside the backpack she was carrying and made her way over to the safe. She needed this to look like a break-in. So she pulled out her mini stethoscope and placed it to the safe, she grinned as she heard the final click indicating that the safe was now open. Quickly emptying the safe, Holly decided to ransack the room a bit to make the break-in more believable. Before she left the room, she took out the two small explosive devices that Rick had given her. She planted one in the darkroom and one in the safe. Leaving the room, she went to get the security tapes from the control room and to replace them with the doctored tapes that Sean had made up.
Holly slipped out the back way of the building into an alley and started the detonator. She had a little less than four minutes to get away from the building. She ran through a few alleys before she made it to her intended destination. She knocked once on the back door of the club and waited to be let in. She smiled at the man who let her in. “Hello Frisco.” She says with a smile before brushing past him.
Holly went into the bathroom that was connected to the back office and changed into the dress that was already hanging up. She smoothed the green silk fabric down as she exited the bathroom. As she exits we hear a small blast in the background that shakes the building a bit. They exchange glances and wait.
Frisco – “Did everything go as planned?” he asked handing her a drink.
Holly – Taking a sip of the proffered drink she smiled, “Yes. A little to easily if you ask me.”
Frisco – “What do you mean?” he asks curiously, becoming more alert at her statement.
Holly – “I don’t know. Things went well, really well. It was almost like it was a set-up or something.” She sighs and takes another sip of her drink, “I don’t know what it was about it. But things have been a little too easy going with this whole thing.”
Frisco – “What do you think? There’s more to it than we thought.”
Holly – “I honestly don’t know. But I’m going to be staying a few extra days to cover myself and maybe I can find out more about what’s going on.” She sighs and downs her drink, “There’s something that doesn’t sit right with me about this. I’ve done jobs before that was easy. Things went well. But this was almost perfection.” She laughs, “I’m good. I know that. But this was a cakewalk.” She says simply.
Frisco – “Don’t let your previous success let you become conceited or anything.” He laughs with a smirk, “But I trust your instincts. I’ll let Sean know and I may even stay around to check things out myself. Two heads are better than one.” He smiles and looks over at the clock, “Shouldn’t you call Mac?”
Holly – “Yeah. I told him I would call when it was done.” She says and pulls out her cell phone and begins to dial, “Don’t worry I won’t tell him that I suspect something.” She says and then smiles when Mac answers the other end, “Hi. It’s me.”
Mac – “Holly.” He says with a smile, “I was starting to get worried. Did everything go okay? Are you alright?”
Holly – “Yes Mac I’m fine. Everything went according to plan. How’s Adam?”
Mac – “He’s sleep. I read to him before bed and told him how much we both love him and how much you were missing him and that you would be home soon.”
Holly – “Oh Mac. You are so sweet. Thank you.” She sighs softly.
Mac – “There’s no need to thank me. I love taking care of Adam. I would do anything for him.” He says, before softly adding, “And for you.”
Holly – Smiles at Mac’s words, “That works both ways.” She pauses for a moment and takes the refill to the drink that Frisco has given her, “I’m going to stay here a few extra days just to make sure everything is okay.”
Mac – Becomes slightly worried, “Are you sure everything is okay? Nothing went wrong did it?” She answers his questions with a yes and a no. “Good. What did you want me to tell Adam?”
Holly – “I’ll call back later and talk to him. How long I stay is dependent on what goes on here and how he will react to me being gone longer than expected.”
Mac – “I’m sure he’ll be okay. Georgie was over earlier and they had a ball playing together.” He laughs at the memory.
Holly – “I’m glad.” She says and then sighs, “Mac honey. I have to be going. I can’t tie up the line for too long.”
Mac – “Okay. I’ll talk to you later and tell Adam that you called.” He says slightly disappointed.
Holly – “Mac?” he answers yes. “I love you, remember that.”
Mac – “I do and I love you too.” He says with a smile as they hang up.
Frisco – Taking a long drink from his glass, “Ok. Let’s go over what you found.” He says as Holly empties the contents of her backpack onto his desk.
***Jakarta***
Luke and Robert are in the living room discussing their next move. Laura and Anna are out in the backyard talking and watching Lulu play.
Laura – “So how are things with you and Robert?” she asks curiously.
Anna – “Things are good. It’s hard you know.” She sighs, “Always being on the run and looking over our shoulders.” She pauses and then adds, “Being away from Robin. We’ve missed so much of her life. I don’t know how she’ll react when we go to her.”
Laura – Thinks for a moment, “Yeah. Life on the run is hard. But you haven’t had much of a choice not to. It was either run or die.” Anna nods and smiles at her friend for being so understanding. Of course, if anyone understood what Anna was feeling and going through it was Laura. “And don’t worry about Robin. She has grown up to be a wonderful young woman.”
Anna – Smiles at the thought of her daughter, “I know that things haven’t been easy for her.” She thanks Sean silently for keeping them up to date on Robin. She frowns a bit, and thinks, I shouldn’t have to be kept up to date on my own daughter. I should have been there. “I just hope that she can forgive the choices that we made.”
Laura reaches out to Anna and squeezes her hand gently in reassurance. They both turn and continue to watch Lulu play.
Shortly, the ladies hear a car drive up and go inside to see what’s going on. They both have uneasy feelings about what’s about to happen. There’s a delivery for Anna. It’s a medium sized rectangular box.
Robert – “I don’t think you should open that.” He tells his wife, eyeing the box carefully.
Luke – “I agree with Robert. We don’t know who it’s from or what it could be.”
Anna – “If I don’t open it. We will never find out. We need to know whose it from in order to find out what they want and what they’re after Luke.” She looks at the handwriting and knows whom it’s from without evening opening the box. “
Laura – “I agree with Anna. We’ll be at a bigger loss if we don’t open it. If we don’t open it we won’t know what it is and we’ll be in even bigger danger. If we do open it, at least we’ll know what we’re up against.”
Anna – “Laura’s right.” She sighs, “But I think you and Luke should take Lulu and leave.”
Laura – “We’re not leaving you here to deal with whatever this is.”
Robert – “You have too.” He says evenly, “Robin already thinks we’re dead. We couldn’t bear it if something happened to Lulu because of us.”
Anna – “Or we were the cause of another child losing it’s family.” She says sadly.
Luke – “Look.” He says loudly to get their attention, “We’re wasting valuable time here. This is what we’ll do.” He says and looks intently at each of them before continuing, “Angel, you take the princess and go to that bazaar up the way a bit. I’ll stay here with Robert and Anna.”
Anna – “Luke. You should go too.” She says to which he vehemently shakes his head no, “Fine.” She says frustrated, “But if you get yourself killed.” She says eyeing him carefully, “I will bring you back to life and kill you myself.” She says to which Robert and Laura laughs.
Luke – Smiles at her and says, “I wouldn’t have expected anything less Luv.”
Laura gets Lulu and they leave. Anna opens the box to discover a bouquet of crimson orchids with a white rose in the center. She throws them aside and finds two books and a note. The books are “The Alpine Express” and “The Crystalline Conspiracy” both by P.K. Sinclair, the note reads:
You cannot deny that fate wants us together. Don’t worry. I won’t let any harm come to you. Your heart will be safe. I will protect it for you until you return to me. I’m waiting for you.
Faison
Anna carefully takes the books out of the box to check for anything else. She knows that he wouldn’t plant anything else inside the box because she knows that he would never hurt her purposely. The fact that she knows him so well is a bit disconcerting for her. That is one thing that she is certain of when it comes to dealing with Cesar Faison and his sick obsession with her, he would rather bring harm to himself than to hurt her. She takes little comfort in that fact because she knows that she will never be completely safe until he is dead. A picture falls out of one of the books as she picks it up. It is a computer-generated picture that has Anna looking lovingly at Faison with Robin standing between them. Robert takes the picture and tears it up.
Robert – Through clenched teeth, “There is no way that I will let him take you or Robin,” he says angrily, “I will die first.”
Anna – Tears well up in her eyes, “Unfortunately dear.” She sighs, “That is what he wants.”
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''Out of the Past'' Chpt. 9 Duke/Robin/Brenda/Carly/The Guys |
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Here is Chapter 9. Please let me know what you think.
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Chapter 9 – Reunions
Part One – Waiting
Shortly after taking the test, Robin went to her meeting with Duke. She had talked to him last night after her talk with Jason about Jason and the possibility of being pregnant to get a different perspective on things. Duke had suggested they go for a ride since her bike was up there in storage. They rode for a bit and stopped at a beautiful clearing.
Robin – Turning off the engine and getting off the bike, she stretched and took a deep breath. When she turned to Duke he was still perched on his bike, she smiled at him and said, “It’s beautiful out here.”
Duke – Nods, “I know. I come here all the time.” He sighs and gets off his bike, “It helps me think.”
Robin – Nods, “I can see why.” She pauses and looks around for a bit, “Have you heard from Holly or Sean?”
Duke – “Not yet. But I expect to hear something soon.” He glances at her, “It’s not like her to stay out of touch for long. She wouldn’t want to be away from Adam that long anyway.”
Robin – “He’s with Uncle Mac.” She says with a dejected sigh.
Duke – “Is that a bad thing?” he asks curiously. She had mentioned her argument with Mac previously but he didn’t realize how bad it was.
Robin – “Staying with Mac?” she shakes her head no, “No. Never. He’s a wonderful father. And he loves Adam dearly.”
Duke – “He loves you too my dear.” He says looking at her intently.
Robin – “I know that in my heart.” Places her hand lightly over her heart, “But my heart and my head are doing a bit of a battle.” Sighs, “You didn’t hear him last time. He was hurt and upset. I get that. I understand that. But he said some cruel and hurtful things to me. I don’t know if I can so easily forgive him for that.”
Duke – Walks over to her and puts and arm around her shoulder, “You will.” He pauses, “You have forgiven more.”
Robin – “I know. I have forgiven Jason for much worse things. But I never thought Uncle Mac would do that. That we would hurt me like that, I know how he feels about Jason. I just didn’t realize how deep it runs.” She runs her fingers through her hair in frustration, “I know that I should call him and talk to him. But I’m afraid to hear the disappointment in his voice again. That defeated tone.” She turns to look up at him, “I know that Uncle Mac loves me and means well. But he has to learn and know that I’m not a little girl anymore.”
Duke – Smiles, “He knows that but he just doesn’t want to accept it.” He looks at her and says, “You have to be the bigger person, show how much you’ve changed and grown. Call him.” He pauses to let her think about what he’s said, “The Robin Scorpio I know. Would call. She would face him down until he admitted he was wrong or at least came to a compromise.” He puts a hand on her cheek and looks at her deeply, “You are a strong person Robin. You have gone through so much and survived it all. And have only come out stronger in the end.” He pauses, “You’re also facing a lot right now. You’re going to need Mac.”
Robin – Sighs, “I’ll think about it.” She says and hugs him, “Now lets get back. I don’t want to miss a second of Jason being here.”
Duke laughs as they get back on their motorcycles and head back to Pacífica Vida.
~- Meanwhile at Pacífica Vida -~
Carly and Brenda are waiting in the front room for Robin to return and for the guy’s arrival. They are startled by the phone ringing and stunned by the pieces of conversation that they catch from the quick call. They see Victor and Raymond rush out and hear Alice calling for Dr. Johannes.
Carly and Brenda look at each other and know that something is wrong. They pray that it isn’t Robin but somehow they know that it is. They move next to each other and grip hands, each saying a silent prayer that whatever has happened. That Robin will be okay.
~- On the Road Somewhere -~
On the way back to Pacífica Vida, they were rounding a curve and Robin’s bike skidded and went out of control. She is knocked over and skids a little with the bike before falling away from it. She is knocked into a rock on the side of the road.
We see Victor drive up in a car to where Duke is waiting holding Robin in his arms and talking quietly to her. Raymond is seen driving a truck to put the two motorcycles on. They all rush back to the house.
~- A short time later at Pacífica Vida -~
As Carly and Brenda wait to see what is going on with Robin, they pray that the guys don’t arrive right now. True they wanted to see them badly, but they didn’t want to explain to Jason that something had happened to Robin.
Then the door opens and we see Duke coming in carrying Robin followed by Dr. Johannes who had arrived at the same time. Duke carries Robin up to her room followed by the doctor and leaving Carly and Brenda worriedly pacing in the front room. Robin had told the doctor what they suspected and had him take blood samples from all of them to confirm the results. Neither Carly or Brenda are wearing a band-aid because they don’t want to explain anything to the guys.
As the girls are pacing, Alice lets in Sonny, AJ and Jason.
-AJ and Carly-
Carly – lets go of Brenda’s hand and runs up to AJ and hugs him tightly before kissing him, “AJ” she says after she breaks the kiss and then hugs him tightly again, “Boy did I miss you.”
AJ – hugs her tightly and then steps away and looks at her, he studies her face for a minute. “Such a beautiful face.” He kisses her again, “I missed you too sweetheart.”
Carly – laughs, “I’m glad to hear that.” She says with a smile before stepping away from him. She turns to her brother and Jason, giving both of them a hug and a kiss on the cheek. “Hi guys.”
Sonny – “Hey sis. Surprised you noticed I was here.” He laughs.
Jason – “Hi Carly”
-Sonny and Brenda-
Brenda – pulls her hand away from Carly’s and goes over to Sonny with a big smile, “Hi Honey.” She says standing in front of him and studying him for a moment.
Sonny – breaks into a dimpled grin that almost makes Brenda go weak in the knees, “Baby.” He says and pulls her into a deep kiss and a hug. “You get more and more beautiful every time I see you.”
Brenda – laughs, “I think someone must have missed me.” She says and gives him another kiss.
Sonny – Thinking back on his dinner with AJ, Jason, Mike and Bobbie, he sighs, “You don’t know how much.”
Brenda – “Hey Jase. AJ.” She says looking over to them but not leaving Sonny’s embrace.
Jason and AJ – “Brenda.” They say in near unison
-Jason-
Jason steps into the house and immediately notices Robin’s absence. He would have betted that she would have been waiting for him. Maybe, she was more upset about Marie than I thought. But he quickly dismisses that idea. Something’s wrong, his instincts are telling him. He’d be patient for a bit longer to allow the others time to say hello before he asked the question that was blaring in his head.
Jason – Clears his throat after Sonny and Brenda, AJ and Carly had said their Hello’s. “Um Brenda, Carly.” He says, “Where’s Robin?”
[Note: This is after everyone has said hello. I did the reunion separately. But they were pretty much simultaneous except for Jason’s. This was just a mini hello for the couples.]
Carly – steps towards Jason with a sad smile, “She went out for a ride with Mr. Lund. She said she had some business to take care of and wanted it out of the way before you guys arrived.”
Brenda – also stepping towards Jason she takes his hand and looks him in the eyes, “Maybe you should sit down Jase.” She says taking a deep breath.
Jason – Shakes his head no, “Just tell me what it is Brenda. Please.” He says his eyes pleading.
Brenda – Nods and exchanges a glance with Carly before saying, “Okay. We don’t know all the details. What Carly said was true. She did go for a ride with Mr. Lund, but there was an accident.”
Carly – Sees Brenda about to lose it so she picks up the conversation, “Robin took her motorcycle out. You know how much she loves to ride.” She says with a slight smile when she sees Jason nod, “There was an accident, and we don’t know what happened. They just got back a few minutes before you arrived.” She pauses before saying, “I’m sorry Jason.”
Jason – looks at Carly confused for a second, “Why? It wasn’t your fault. I mean I know that you don’t want Robin hurt or anything.” He says, “I can guarantee you that she will be fine.” He says confidently.
Carly – “How do you know that?” she asks in slight disbelief.
Jason – “Number one, Robin always wears her helmet. Number two, Robin wouldn’t leave me; She knows how much I need her.” Just as he finishes saying this Duke/Daniel and Robin comes down followed by the doctor. “See.” He says pointing to Robin.
Robin – “Jason.” She says with her entire face lighting up. She has a bruise on her cheek and on her forehead along her hairline and her arm is in a sling along with a bandage around her left ankle. “I’m fine.” She says to everyone, “Just a little banged up. But I’m fine.” She says to him and walks over to him as quickly as she can. She stands there looking at him for a moment drinking him in, before she smiles up at him. He leans down and pulls her into a kiss, “I missed you.” She whispers before turning back towards Dr. Johannes.
Dr. Johannes – “I will get those test results back to you as soon as possible.”
Robin – Nods, “Thank you Dr. Johannes for everything. I’ll have Alice see you out.” She says and Alice escorts the doctor out. She motions to Daniel/Duke with her hand to come closer to her, “Daniel Lund. I would like to introduce you to my fiancée Jason Morgan.” She says with a smile nodding at Jason, “Sonny Corinthos,” she motions towards Sonny, “And last but not least, AJ Quartermaine.” She says with another smile.
Duke (Whose back in Daniel mode now) – “Gentlemen.” He says with a nod.
Robin – “Guys. This is Daniel Lund. He’s the caretaker and house manger here. If you have any questions about anything, security or whatever ask him.” She starts to walk towards the couch but is stopped when Jason picks her up and carries her over there, “I can walk honey.” She says with a frown. She hated being taken care of.
Jason – Nods, “I know. But I wanted to.” He says looking at her deeply, before whispering, “It’s been to long since I’ve held you.” He adds, “And I’m sure the doctor told you to rest.” He says louder and looking at Daniel who nods his head in agreement. “Now tell me what happened?”
Robin – “I don’t know what happened. Daniel and I were riding back to the house, I went around this curve and lost control of the bike.” She sighs frustrated. This has never happened before. She was always careful when riding her motorcycle, “I guess I leaned to much on the curve or something. Cause the bike is in excellent condition.”
Daniel – ““I’ll go check on the things we discussed if you don’t need me for anything else.” He says from his place by the fireplace. He was going to have some people come and check on the bike. He had a bad feeling that it had been tampered with, “I’ll have Victor take the bags up to the rooms.” He says. “We’ll meet later today or tomorrow to discuss security.” He says with a smile noticing the look on Sonny’s face. “Let me assure you Mr. Corinthos that we have only the top of the line security here. Robin’s safety is the number one priority along with whoever stays here so we’ve taken measures and precautions to ensure that things run smoothly.” He pauses, “If you’d like I can show you and Mr. Morgan and Mr. Quartermaine as well our system and layout.”
Sonny – “Isn’t that a little risky?” he asks eyeing the man carefully.
Daniel – “Oh no. On the contrary, all our security codes and whatever you may have access too is changed after every visitor leaves. And we update our systems biweekly just to be on the safe side.” He turns back towards Robin, “I’ll be downstairs if you need me.”
Robin – “Okay.” She nods, “Let me know if anything develops.” Daniel nods and quickly leaves. She sighs and looks around at everyone, “So,” she says brightly, “How was the trip?” she asks innocently. Carly and Brenda look at her and begin laughing.
Carly – “We’ll discuss all that at dinner.” She says grabbing AJ’s hand, “Right now, I want to give AJ a tour of this place.”
Brenda – “That sounds like a good idea Carly.” She says with a smirk, “Well not about giving AJ a tour.” She laughs and grabs Sonny’s hand, “I think Sonny and I are going to take a walk on the beach.”
Brenda and Sonny leave for the beach and Carly and AJ head out for their “tour” leaving Robin and Jason alone.
Robin – “Well, since Dr. Johannes did say that I should take it easy for the rest of the day.” She smiles mischievously at Jason, “Wanna help me,” she says in a low voice, “Take it easy?” she asks running her hand along his jaw.
Jason – stands up from his place by Robin with a smile. He doesn’t say anything at first, but we can see the twinkle in his eyes, he picks her up and heads towards the stairs, “Which way to your room?” he says softly in her ear sending shivers of love down her spine.
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''Out of the Past'' - Chpt. 9 Part Two - Out in the Open |
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Part Two – Out in the Open
~~-Carly’s bedroom-~~
Carly is now giving AJ a tour of her bedroom.
Carly – “And this is the bed.” She says with a triumphant smile.
AJ – “And what a nice bed it is?” he says, “Is it very soft?”
Carly – “Not very.” She says eyeing the bulge that was beginning to grow below his waistline.
AJ -- “Is it firm?” he asks.
Carly – Slowly eyes AJ allowing her eyes to travel up and down his body stopping along the midline, “I think it’s getting there.” She says softly.
AJ – Walks over to the bed and slowly kneels on it. He moves so that he is over her and pushes her gently down on the bed. He kneeled so he was laying next to her. Looking into her eyes, he gently caressed her cheek before leaning down to kiss her. Pulling away, “I didn’t think I would miss you this much.” He says softly.
Carly – Eyes shining with love, “I didn’t think so either.” She kisses him again, “This is weird.” She laughs slightly, “We weren’t even gone that long. I don’t understand it.”
AJ – Smiles at her and shakes his head, “I don’t either.” He pulls her into a deep and passionate kiss that leaves them both breathless. “All I know,” he begins breathlessly, “is that I love you and don’t want to be without you.”
Carly – “You don’t have to worry about that.” She says gently, “I love you too.” She reaches up and caresses his cheek, “I don’t think that I have ever felt this way about anyone before. Ever.” She says looking away from him.
AJ – Places his hand under her chin and gently turns her head so that she is looking at him, “I loved Dawn.” He says quietly, “Don’t get me wrong. But with you it’s much more than that.” He runs his hand along the side of her face, “With you, you are a part of me. You consume me.”
Carly – With tears in her eyes, “Oh baby, I love you too.” She says as a tear escapes, “I just don’t know how to explain it. I don’t have the right words to explain the way you make me feel AJ. I don’t know what I would do without you sometimes and truthfully I hate that.” She frowns a bit, “But I wouldn’t change that for anything in the world. I need you so much some times that it scares me. What you do to me scares me.” She sighs. “This isn’t coming out right. It makes me sound desperate and clingy. I don’t want to be that. I don’t want you to think...”
AJ – Cuts off her words with a searing kiss, “Shh.” He says softly placing a finger over her lips, which she nips at playfully causing him to smile, “I don’t think that. I know that you are strong; you are one of the strongest, independent people I know. I know what you meant. I can’t explain it either.”
Carly – Nods, “Okay.” She says with a wicked grin, “How but we stop trying to explain it with words and show each other with actions.”
AJ – Looks at her with love, want and desire, “Sounds like a plan to me.” He says before moving so that he is leaning over her. He pulls her into a deep passionate kiss that takes them on a journey to a world all their own and let their love carry them into the ecstasy that their union created.
~~-Beach-~~
Brenda and Sonny are walking along the beach holding hands when Brenda stops and sits down in the sand. Sonny sits behind her and she leans against her.
Sonny – Kisses the top of her head, “How bad did it get?” he asks quietly.
Brenda – “Not as bad as before.” She says softly resting her head on her knees, “I have to tell them what’s going on. They were really worried.” She sighs.
Sonny – “I know. Robin mentioned it to Jason. And AJ said that Carly mentioned something to him.” He moves slightly so he can see her face, “Hey don’t worry about it. They’re just worried. They love you. This won’t change anything.”
Brenda – Nods half-heartedly, “I know that deep down, but I just don’t want to disappoint them.”
Sonny – “That’ll never happen.” He says kissing her gently on the cheek, “Do you want to talk about it?” he asks softly.
Brenda – Shakes her head no, but says, “Yes.” She says her voice slightly unsure.
Sonny – “Whatever you say isn’t going to change how I feel about you. You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.”
Brenda – “I know. But I can’t really explain what brought it on.” She sighs frustrated; “You know I love you right? I mean do you know how much I love you?” she asks quietly turning her head to look out at the water.
Sonny – “Yes. Just as much as I love you.” He kisses the top of her head, “Tell me what’s going on.”
Brenda – “It’s a lot of things. The depression, me, you, us.”
Sonny – “Me? Us?” he says in disbelief, “I thought things were okay with us. Don’t you know how much I love you.”
Brenda – “Yes Sonny. I know. Or rather I hear you say the words.” She turns so that she is facing him, “Please don’t be mad at me. I just wish that things would be different.”
Sonny – “How? What did I do to make you doubt me?”
Brenda – “Nothing. Absolutely nothing.” She sighs and pushes her hair back out of her face.
Sonny – “I’m confused then.” He says his voice and face relaying his confusion.
Brenda – “It’s a lot of things Sonny. I know you love me. You tell me all the time. You buy me nice things and take me out places. I can’t help and wonder sometimes if that’s all you want me for. A good f*c*.”
Sonny – Looks at Brenda in shock, “Is that really what you think?” he asks quietly.
Brenda – Nods sadly, “Sometimes.” She sighs, “I know that you have to keep things from me and that you want me separate from your other business dealings,” she holds her hand up to stop him from saying anything, “I know that and I understand that. But sometimes it doesn’t feel like I have your whole heart. I wish you could be more open with me. I know that sharing your feelings and things is hard for you. But I can’t help what I want.” She closes her eyes against the tears that threatened to fall, “The depression. It started a while ago I mean I was just down. You know sad, things weren’t going well with work. I was getting frustrated. Trying to deal with that. We were having problems. Robin was still trying to deal with what happened. I needed to be there for her and help her. I’m not blaming her or even you. I just neglected to take better care of myself emotionally, mentally and physically. And then, I just started to think of all I had done and hadn’t done and I got sad and scared. Then I started to think about us. Everything that we have went through and all that we don’t say to each other.”
Sonny – Moves closer to Brenda in the sand and takes her hand, “Look at me Brenda.” He says softly, “I love you with all my heart and soul. You are a part of me. You think that I only share half my heart with you?” he questions her and lets out a frustrated sigh when she nods yes. “Then why am I here? Why have I been going crazy these past few days without you? I know that I don’t show it enough Brenda, but I thought you knew.” He says quietly and looks down at the sand for a moment. He didn’t want her to see the tears in his eyes. Taking a deep breath he looks up at her and locks eyes with her. She is taken aback to see tears in his eyes, “I thought that you knew that I love you. I would do anything for you. All you have to do is ask. I know I have my issues to work out when it comes to allowing others to get close to me. But I thought we were doing better.”
Brenda – Still slightly taken aback by Sonny’s words and his tears, “I thought so too. But then something changed Sonny. I need more than just fancy dinners and shiny gifts. I need more than just words and late night rendezvous.” She looks at him deeply, “I want more from this relationship than that. I know you love me Sonny. I can feel it. You have helped me through so much.” She get quiet, “I wouldn’t be here if you didn’t stop me that night. I owe you my life. I owe you so much. I need you here with me. I need you in my life and I’m scared. What if something happens?” she sighs, “But I’m not really worried about that. My biggest fear is…” she takes a deep breath, “My biggest fear is opening myself up to you completely,” she smiles slightly at the look of confusion on his face, “See I hold back too. I only let you into the safe areas of my life until that night you saved my life. That was my only moment of weakness.” She leans in closer to him, “Sonny I need to know that you will be here for me; That you won’t run or hide or disappear or leave me if I open myself up to you. If I allow you too see all of me.”
Sonny – Moves closer to Brenda until he is holding her in his arms again, “I’m not going anywhere Brenda.” He leans in and kisses her gently but passionately on the lips, “I’m never going to leave you, I love you.” He sighs and pulls back to look at her face. He cups her face with his hands and looks at her deeply, “Don’t you know that I would be lost without you. I don’t think I can breathe without you. Do you know how hard these past few days were without you. I was lost. I was walking around in a daze almost because you weren’t there. You have all my heart and my soul, when you go you take a piece of me with you and I can’t wait for you to get back so I can be whole again.” He leans his forehead against hers and whispers, “Brenda, I love you so much.” He then leans in and kisses her again with all the love, hope, and passion that he had.
Brenda – “I love you too.” She says softly against his lips before pushing him back into the sand and showing him that she was okay and that they would always have each other to be with and get lost in.
~~-Robin’s Bedroom-~~
Robin was resting in Jason’s arms after having just made love.
Jason – “You know that nothing happened with Marie don’t you?” he asked quietly
Robin – “Really?”
Jason – Turns so that he can look at her, “How can you doubt me?” he asked his voice showing his hurt and confusion.
Robin – “I don’t doubt you. I didn’t mean last night.” She says softly, “I meant ever.”
Jason – “Oh.” He says softly, “Ever. I couldn’t be with her or anyone else that way. They weren’t you.” He says softly leaning down to kiss you, “I’m just spoiled that way. I think. I know you. What you like and what you love. How your body responds to mine, how it responds when I kiss you certain places.” He says softly, “Like here.” He says his voice deep with desire before he leans down and places several kisses along her neck and collarbone causing Robin to moan in delight, “I didn’t want to hear anyone else respond that way. I didn’t want to take the time to learn those things about anyone else.” He says and begins to places kisses along her jaw line leading up to her ear and then back down her neck to her collarbone and shoulder. “I just want you. I only want to be with you and know what you want and like and to constantly learn new ways to drive you crazy.”
Robin – “I don’t know what to say to that.” She says breathless from the desire that Jason is stirring within her.
Jason – Looks down at her with hungry eyes, “I love you Robin.” he whispers, “You don’t have to say anything.” He says before capturing her mouth in a deep and sensuous kiss that they both wanted. “All you have to do is let me love you.” He says and looks deeply in her eyes. “Let me love you Robin.” he whispers leaning his head closer to hers, “Please.” He whispers before softly kissing her lips again. Yes. He hears her say quietly against his lips. He pulls back and smiles at her before rolling over so that she was on top of him, “It’s up to you baby. Whatever you want to do.” He says quietly licking his lips at the passion that he feels for her and the heat that is radiating from their bodies.
Robin -- leans down and kisses him deeply before grabbing the protection from the nightstand. “I love you too Jason. And I want you to make love to me.” She says handing him what they needed. “Always.” She says before kissing him again and begins the dance that they had perfected long along with their bodies meshed together as one and sending them both into nirvana that only they could release in each other.
~~~Port Charles~~~
-Morgan Penthouse-
Marie looked at the clock with a smirk, they should be there now she thought. I bet they’re all busy boinking their brains out she laughed bitterly.
She pulled out her cell phone and dialed the number she knew by heart.
Marie – “Dad?…Yeah. I’m in…He won’t know what hit him.” She says with a laugh. “Yes. I’ll be careful…I know Dad.” She rolls her eyes, “Robin Scorpio isn’t to be hurt.” She says evenly before she hangs up.
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The Brenda/Sonny thing is what held this chapter up. My debate on whether to include it or not in light of recent news events and recent events in my life. But I decided to do it anyway since I planned this before any of that happened.
Added the Marie part at the last minute. Let me know if you like it. Just wanted to throw a new twist in it.
Still working on Chapter 10. It'll be a happy chapter for the most part before all the fun begins. Let me know what you thought of this, replies inspire me to write.
-danie-
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Chapter 10 – Revelations
Part One – Brenda’s Secret
Brenda sat on the deck in a chair with her knees hugged up to her chest and her chin resting on her knees staring out at the water. She sat thinking about the talk she had with Sonny and the child that they had created. She smiled slightly when she felt him come up behind her.
Brenda – She leaned her head back till she was looking at him, “You’re upside down.” She laughed and patted the chair next to her. She turned to look at him with a smile, “What’s wrong?” she asked looking into his cool blue eyes.
Jason – “Nothing.” He said simply.
Brenda – “Don’t lie to me.” She began, “I know you’re worried about something. Is it Robin? Is she okay?”
Jason – “Robin’s fine.” He sighed, “Well as well as can be expected with everything that’s going on.” He smiled slightly then quickly lost it, “I was actually more worried about you.”
Brenda – “Me?” she asked surprised.
Jason – Nods, “Yeah. Don’t sound so surprised. It’s not like I hate you.” He pauses before adding, “Anymore.”
Brenda – Laughs, “Well the feelings mutual.” She says with another laugh. Seriously, “Why are you worried about me?”
Jason – “Because I can tell something’s been wrong for a while. Robin and Sonny have both been worried about you.”
Brenda – “I’m fine Jase. Nothing to worry about.” She lied.
Jason – Looks at her and gives her his I-know-that-you’re-lying look, “Uh-huh.” He says eyeing her thoughtfully, “What’s wrong?”
Brenda – Changing the subject, “Where’s Robin?”
Jason – “She had a phone call.” He paused, “Quit trying to change the subject.”
Brenda – Sighs in frustration, “I don’t know what to tell you. I’m better than I was but not as good as I could be.”
Jason – Looks out at the water for a moment then turns to face her, the concern evident in his eyes, “Is this about that night?”
Brenda – Nods slightly and says softly, “Yeah.” She sighs, “I’m scared Jason. I don’t want to go back there. It’s too hard to come back from that.”
Jason – Moves closer to her and takes her hand in his, “But you’re doing better.” He says softly, “I’m sorry.”
Brenda – “Why?”
Jason – “Because I know that you’re scared of something and I can’t do anything to help you. I see that you’re trying not to slip back into the depression and there’s nothing I can really do to help you.”
Brenda – “You just being here and willing to listen is helping me.” She laughs slightly. She stands up and stretches before walking to the rail. “I just have some decisions I have to make; Decisions that not only affect me but Sonny also. We talked earlier, you know? Got a few things out in the open. But I’m afraid that I’m going to end up hurting him again.” She sighs, “Or myself.” She adds in a whisper.
Jason – “I wish I knew what to say to help you. But I do know that you’re not alone. Even though you may feel like you are. You aren’t. You have us and Sonny will always be here for you. He loves you.”
Brenda – “I know he does. But I’m just worried that if we do what we talked about, if we really open up to each other, that that love won’t be enough.” She sighs in frustration and looks back out at the water. Robin, Sonny, Carly and AJ enter laughing cutting off any further conversation.
Robin – “Here you two are.” She says hobbling over to Jason and puts her good hand on his shoulder giving it a light squeeze, “I was beginning to worry about you.” She notices the serious looks that they have, “You didn’t get into another argument did you?”
Brenda – Laughs, “Nah. Not this time. We were just having a nice conversation about things.”
Sonny – Comes up and gives Brenda a backwards hug, “Nothing we should be worried about is there?” he says after stepping away and leaning against the rail.
Jason – Gets up and hugs Robin and then kisses the top of her head, “No. Everything’s cool.” He says as he sits back down urging her to sit down with him.
Brenda – Turns around and looks at her friends, she smiled at how happy they looked, she knew what she was about to say would put a damper on the good spirits and sighed. She silently debated whether or not to tell them tonight, but she resolved herself to the fact that no time was a good time to tell them. With another sigh she said, “I know you guys have been worried about me.” She looked around as they all nodded, “I want to tell you that I’m fine, for the most part. But there’s something that I have to tell you. And I hope that you’re not mad at me for keeping this from you. I’m sorry for that.”
Robin – gets a scared look on her face and Jason hugs her from behind tightly concerned because he knew what Brenda was about to say, “What’s wrong Brenda? Are you sick?”
AJ – “I’m sure that I speak for everyone here when I say, there’s nothing for you to be sorry about. So quit apologizing. We love you; nothing that you could do would change that. With love, comes a right to worry about you. I’m sure that you have a good reason for not saying anything”
Brenda – Smiles at him, “Thanks AJ.” She says and then looks at Sonny who grabs her hand and gives it a reassuring squeeze. “There’s no easy way to say this but to just say it.” She sighs and pauses to take a few deep breaths to allow herself to calm down and to gather the strength to tell them. “Almost a year ago,” she begins taking a deep breath before looking up and looking each of them in the eyes. She noticed the worry and concern they held and decided to just say it, beating around the bush wouldn’t easy the blow of the words, neither would just blurting it out, but that’s what she did, “ I tried to kill myself.” She rushed out and closed her eyes in remembrance of that night and to stop the tears. She felt two strong arms come around her to hold her up. She smiled sadly at Sonny who kissed her forehead.
Carly – “Why didn’t you say anything before now?” she asked worriedly.
Brenda – “I don’t know. Ashamed I guess.” She said softly shrugging.
Robin – “Brenda, there’s nothing to be ashamed of. Did you really think that you telling us this would make us stop loving you and caring about you?” she said quietly.
Brenda – Nods, “Yeah I did. A bit.”
AJ – “Is that’s what been bothering you these past few weeks?” he asked afraid of what her answer would be.
Brenda – “Yeah, but not because I’m thinking about doing it again.” She sighs, “Because I’m not. At least not right now, but the thought does come back. Not the I want to kill myself thoughts, but the ones that led me to that place.” She moves away from Sonny and sits on one of the loungers. “I know that you’re confused and probably even more worried about me. But you don’t have to be. I don’t want you to look at me any differently. I don’t want you to handle me with kid gloves. I’m still the same Brenda. I don’t want you to think that you have to put me on suicide watch or anything. Or that you can’t treat me like before you knew.”
AJ, Carly, Robin – “Okay.”
Brenda – “I knew this was a bad idea.” She says quietly.
Jason – “No it wasn’t. It’s good that we all know now. That way you don’t have to feel like you have to hide whenever you get depressed. We can be there to listen to you. You don’t have to feel like you’re alone cause you’re not. If you let us, we can help you and be there for you when you need us to be.”
Sonny – “Sweetheart. I may never fully understand led you to that point. And I try and accept that. But all I do know is what that night did to me.” He goes over and kneels down in front of her, “I love you baby more than anything. And that night, when I walked into the penthouse and saw you sitting there like that, I know I have never been so afraid of anything in my life.” He says with a slight sad and bitter laugh, “I face life and death situations daily. I have control of those things, those situations that occur. I can fix them, but this I can’t. All I can do is listen, that’s all I can really do and I hate it. I hate that you get this way and I can’t stop it or do anything to change it. I have no control in this, and that scares me; and all I know is that we will always be here for you. Me especially. I can’t lose you Bren. I need you to be here. Here in my life. I love you.” The last sentence he says softly so that only she hears it.
Brenda – Touches the side of his face, “I know that. I know how scared you were when you came in and saw me there. I didn’t want to put you through that. I was going to be gone before you got home but you came home early.”
Robin – “Well I’m glad for whatever got Sonny home early that night.” She says and walks slowly over to Brenda careful not to put to much pressure on her ankle, “Bren. I don’t know what I would have done if you hadn’t been here this past year to help me get through everything. I would be so lost if you weren’t here. You’re like a sister to me Bren. You are my sister. I love you and I don’t want to lose you.” She hugs Brenda tightly. “I’m glad that you didn’t go through with it. I’m glad that you’re here.”
Brenda – “A lot of things brought me to that night.” She said, “ I just hope that this doesn’t change anything between all of us.”
Jason – “I don’t think it does or that it will.”
AJ – “I agree with Jase. We still love you.” He says with a smile. “And we’re glad that you’re okay.”
Carly – “Yeah.” She goes up to Brenda and says softly, “I’m sorry that you had to go through this at all. I just want you to know that if you want or need to talk I’m here for you.”
Brenda – “Thanks.” She said with a smile as she gets up and hugs Carly. She looks at her friends with a smile. That wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be she thinks. “Well I think it’s time for us to eat.”
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This is it. I hope you like it and the guys reactions. Dear Hubby gave me the idea for this.
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Part Two -- Surprises
Since it was a nice night out they decide to eat outside on the deck.
The girls planned to tell their news to the guys after dinner during dessert since Robin had gotten the call from the doctor confirming the test that they had taken earlier was indeed correct.
The girls nervously wheeled the cart with the cake on it out. The cake is underneath ceramic cake platter. They looked at each other and then each took a deep breath before calling the guys over.
Carly – fiddling with a button on the sleeve of her shirt, “We wanted to do something nice for you to show you how much you mean to us.”
Brenda – Takes a deep breath, “So we had this cake made especially for you.”
Robin – Who is standing on one leg between Carly and Brenda, puts her hand on the handle of the platter that is covering the cake, “So without further ado, here it is.” She says lifting the cover off the cake.
We see a sheet cake with white icing and the words Happy Father’s Day in pink and AJ, Jason, and Sonny in blue.
The guys stare at the cake and then each other with their mouths open. They look at the ladies in shock. Sonny is the first one to find his voice.
Sonny – “But it’s not Father’s Day.” he said confused.
Robin -- who has just drunk some water, chokes on the water as it goes down the wrong pipe. She is coughing to cover her laughs.
Carly – “Are you okay Robin?” she asks looking at her with a smile. Robin gives her a quick nod and a reassuring look to Jason. She knew what made Robin choke. “He’s really bright isn’t he.” She whispers to Brenda with a wink. Brenda shoots her a mock glare and bites her bottom lip to keep from laughing.
Jason – “What does that mean?” he asked in confused shock.
AJ – “Yeah. Who is it for?” he asks equally confused.
Sonny – “Did you ladies get a deal on an old cake?” he asked still confused.
Robin, Carly and Brenda looked at the guys in shock and then looked at each other. At that, they started laughing.
Carly – “No. You’re just full of clever observations tonight aren’t you Sonny.” She says sarcastically with a grin.
AJ -- “Um, Who is the cake for?”
Robin – “You.” She simply states.
AJ – “Me?” he says surprised “Or Sonny?” he asks, “Or Jason?”
Brenda – “Yeah.”
Sonny – “I’m confused. Which one is it.”
Carly – “You.” She says simply as if the answer is obvious.
Jason – “We’re missing something here.”
Brenda – “I don’t see how. It’s really very simple you see.” She says matter-of-factly.
Jason – “But which one of us does it apply to?” he asks still confused.
AJ – “Yeah. Who is it for?”
Robin – Rolls her eyes, “I don’t believe this.” She says in amusement.
Brenda – “Me either. I don’t think that it’s that hard to figure out.”
Carly – “Yeah. But we know the answer.”
Robin – “True. But I thought we made it pretty obvious.” She says with a smile.
Sonny – “Okay. Enough. Just tell us which one it is?”
Carly – “What makes you think it’s just one of you?” she says innocently.
Jason – “I think I better sit down for this.” He says and goes to sit in one of the lounge chairs.
Brenda – “I think that’s a good idea.” She pauses as if to think for a moment, “Maybe you all should sit down.” She says and waits for AJ and Sonny to find seats.
The ladies each go to stand in front of one of the guys. Carly stands in front of Jason, Brenda in front of AJ and Robin in front of Sonny.
Brenda, Carly, and Robin – Looking at the person they’re standing in front of in the eyes, they say in unison, “You’re going to be a dad.” They say with a smile and then go to stand in front of their own man. Also in unison, they say, “I’m pregnant.”
Sonny – “Wha… Wha…What?” he stammers.
AJ – “How? I mean I know how but How?” he says stumbling over his words.
Jason – Addressing mostly Robin, “Are you sure?” he asks. When he sees them nod he thinks for a moment and just looks at them curiously before bursting out laughing, “Oh brother.” He manages to say still laughing.
AJ – “So. You mean to tell me. All three of you are pregnant?” he asks cautiously.
Sonny – Still in shock, “At the same time. You’re going to have a baby. We’re going to be fathers. You’re going to be mothers.”
Carly – Rolls her eyes at her brother in amusement, “That generally what I’m pregnant means Sonny.” She says with a laugh.
Sonny – “No s*** Sherlock.” He says with a slight laugh, “Forgive me if I’m just a bit overwhelmed at the moment.”
Jason – “This is not news we expected to hear. Ever.” He begins, “Well, not at the same time at least.” He clarifies.
Robin – Looks at him, her eyes unsure, “So you’re okay with this. You’re not mad.”
Jason – Gets up and goes to Robin, “Why would I be mad?” he says with a huge grin on his face, “I love you and you just made me the happiest man on earth.”
Sonny – “One of the happiest.” He says interrupting. Getting up and hugging Brenda tightly before kissing her deeply.
Jason – “One of the happiest.” He says with a smile before he bends down and kisses Robin gently on the lips, “Why were you afraid that I wouldn’t be happy?”
Robin – “Because of what this means.” She asks going over to the railing and leaning against it.
Jason – “What does this mean? Besides the fact that you’re carrying our child and I love you. Nothing else is important to me.” He says and kisses the top of her head hugging her tightly to him.
Robin – Pulls back a bit, “You know we have other things that we have to worry about.”
Jason – Nods solemnly, “I know.” He says quietly. The others watch them interact. They knew Robin would have a hard time dealing with this; it was one of her biggest fears, infecting Jason. They vowed to be there for her in any way that they could.
Robin – Her voice a whisper, “You have to be tested again Jason. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” She says her voice cracking.
Jason – “I will and that’s never been a problem for me. I love you Robin.” he leans down and whispers in her ear, “Please don’t worry about that right now baby. Please don’t cry.” He says softly his voice full of emotion, “Everything is going to be okay.”
Robin – “I almost believe you when you say that.” She says with a half smile.
Jason – Kisses her gently, “Believe me.” He says softly, “This is a good thing.”
Robin – Looks at her friends sadly, “I’m sorry for bringing everyone down.”
AJ – “You didn’t bring us down. I don’t think that it has sunk in yet.” He says, “When did you all find out?”
Brenda – “We suspected last night. But we just found out for sure a few hours ago.”
Sonny – “What made you suspect that you were all pregnant? Did it happen all at once or one at a time?” he asks curiously hugging Brenda closer to him.
Carly – “Robin and I had no clue. If you had told us this was going to happen we would have said that you were crazy. We had absolutely no idea…” she says beginning to ramble.
Jason – “Carly?” he says.
AJ – “Honey. What’s wrong?” he says from his spot next to her.
Carly – The fact that she’s not only pregnant again but her two best friends as well is beginning to hit her, “Huh?” she asks confused. She shakes her head a bit to clear it, “Where was I?” she pauses to think for a moment. “Robin and I had no clue, we just took the test so that Brenda wouldn’t feel alone.” She says sending down on the lounge chair that was behind her. She sits down and wraps her arms around her waist thinking.
Brenda – “Yeah. They just wanted to help me out.”
Sonny – “So you suspected first?” he asks Brenda.
Brenda – Nods sadly, “I’m sorry that I didn’t say anything. There was just so much going on with everything else that I was trying to deal with that I didn’t really think about it again until we were up here.”
Sonny – Nods in understanding, “Oh. Uh-huh.” He says and kisses her gently on the lips, “I just wish you would have told me that you thought you might be pregnant.” He says and hugs her to him.
Brenda – “I haven’t really suspected for that long. And I didn’t want to say anything before I was absolutely positive.” She looks curiously over Sonny’s shoulder at Carly who was sitting in the same chair and position as before but now she was rocking slightly. “Carly?” she called concerned stepping out of Sonny’s embrace and causing everyone to look at Carly except for AJ who had been watching Carly concerned as she became lost in her own memories.
Carly – looked up at the sound of her name. Her eyes were filled with tears looking lost, hopeless and scared. Getting up she heads towards the steps, which lead down to the beach, “Excuse me.” She says in a soft voice without looking back before she heads down the beach.
Sonny – Making a move towards the steps in his overprotective brother mode says, “I’ll go talk to her.”
AJ – Moves next to Sonny and stops him on the steps with a hand on his arm, “No.” he says firmly but his voice betraying slightly his concern for his fiancée, “No. It’s me she needs right now.” He says before going down the steps and heading down the beach to catch up with Carly
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This is strickly AJ and Carly. I wanted a good scene between the two of them and I hadn't written one in awhile.
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Part Three – Memories from the Past
AJ caught up with Carly down the beach and pulled her to him in a tight, firm embrace. She struggled against him for a bit before she relaxed in his arms and let the tears come. He held her closely whispering tender words in her ears and gently rubbing her back. A barrage of phrases such as, “Its okay baby” and “I love you Carly” and “It’s gonna be okay” as well as “There’s nothing to be afraid of Carly” and “It wasn’t your fault baby” was whispered in her ear over and over again until the tears stopped.
Carly – Sinking down into the sand and tracing lines with her fingertips avoided looking into AJ’s eyes, “I’m sorry baby.” She said softly her voice breaking on unshed tears. “That was selfish of me.”
AJ – “Carly,” he says sitting down beside her and gently lifting her face so that she is looking at him. She is not surprised to see the tears silently rolling down his face, “It’s okay to be selfish. Especially when it comes to this. I understand. There’s nothing wrong with being a little selfish now and again.”
Carly – Stares into his eyes, “I know but I’m sorry. I know you’re feeling the same thing too.” She sighs and turns to look at the water. “I can’t help it though. I miss him so much.”
AJ – Pulls Carly back into his arms and kisses the top of her head, “I know sweetheart. I do too.” He gently pulls away and caresses her face, “I wish that I could wave a magic wand and make all your pain go away.”
Carly – Reaches up and touches his face and brushes a tear away with her thumb, “But who takes your pain away?” she asks softly.
AJ – “Don’t you know that being here with you like this. Holding you like this, makes everything better for me.” He takes a deep breath and slowly exhales through his mouth before saying, “I love you so much Carly. But it hurt when Michael died. I was angry and hurt and alone. Even though you were there with me you weren’t there. I didn’t handle things the best way.” He sighs and closes his eyes for a second against the tears, “I screwed up. I should have been turning to you instead of away from you. I’m the one who should be sorry. I’m sorry for being there with you in physical form only. I’m sorry for leaving you to deal with this on your own emotionally and mentally instead of talking to you about it.” He swallows against the lump in his throat that had formed, “I’m sorry for everything that happened during that time, but I am grateful that you were able to forgive me and love me again.”
Carly – “There’s nothing to forgive baby. I know what you were going through and I was just as much as fault as you were. I should have turned to you instead of my brother. I’m the one that’s sorry for leaving you alone to deal with things on your own.” She says with a sad sigh as the tears begin to fall again.
AJ – “Please don’t cry baby. Don’t cry.” He says as he pulls her close to him and rocks her gently in his arms, “You will never have anything to apologize to me about. Ever. You carried him inside of you for nine months. You were the one that nurtured him inside of you. He was a part of you…” his voice breaks and he allows his own tears to flow freely.
Carly – “He was a part of you too sweetheart. I carried him but you put him there. There would have been no Michael without you.” She wipes a few of his tears away. “God AJ. It still hurts so much. Everyone says it’ll get easier with time. Time heals. I’m not sure I believe that anymore. I’m not sure I even want too.” She places a hand on her stomach, “And this baby. What if I destroy him or her too?” She says pulling away, getting up and walking away.
AJ – Runs after Carly and catches her he holds his hands on her forearms loosely. He looks at her until she looks up at him, “I know honey. I know how you feel. It seems wrong to go on, doesn’t it.” He asks softly and he sees her nod, “It seems like a slam to Michael?” he asks and she nods yes again, “But it isn’t. It took me a long time to realize that. Carly our baby boy lived for two days and he was already the world to me. He meant, means the world to me still. Besides you, he is the only one who has captured my heart so fully, so quickly. And I already love this child, our child that is growing inside you right now.” He smiles sadly at her and places his hand on her abdomen, to which she places her own hand over his, “It’s okay to go on. We have to. That’s what Michael would have wanted. Our baby boy was a fighter for those two days and he would be happy for us now, about the baby. I sense it. I can feel it. I feel him everyday when I look at you. I feel him here.” He says and places his other hand over her heart and she copies the movement with her other free hand. “I love you so much Carly. That will never change. And Michael’s birth defect wasn’t your fault and it wasn’t mine either. It took me awhile to get to be able to say that. To not blame myself and believe it. But never once, never did I ever blame you baby. Your pregnancy was as stress free and perfect as it could be. What happened wasn’t your fault. Please don’t think that. I understand you want to hold on to Michael and we will. With our love and the few memories that we created with him before he was born and when he was born.” He drops his hands from her and pulls her too him. “Everything is going to be okay.” He whispers into her hair.
Carly – Steps back and looks at him, “I almost believe you when you say that.” She says with a sigh, “I know somewhere inside me that neither you or I am the blame. But it still hurts AJ. It hurts. But I know I have to move on. I just don’t want to forget him. It hurts so much still.”
AJ – “I know baby. I know it hurts.” He says pulling her too him again, he speaks with a quiet but strong voice, “I know it hurts because I still hurt too. And you aren’t going to forget him Carly. I won’t let you and you won’t let me okay.” He asks and pulls back as he waits for her to nod before he continues. He gently grabs both her hands in his, “Please let me help you with this Carly. Let me in. Lean on me.” He says with sincerity, “I won’t let you down. I promise. I’ll always be here for you. When you need me and even when you don’t.” he takes a step towards her and gently kisses her on the lips, “You don’t have to be afraid anymore. I’m here.” He says, “I love you and I’m here. There’s nothing more to be afraid off. Don’t run from me, let me help you, let me love you.” He says gently looking deeply into her eyes.
Carly – “I’ll try AJ.” She says and kisses him on the lips gently, “I’ll try but I’m scared.” She hugs him now and whispers in his ear, “I don’t want to be scared anymore baby. Help me.” She says and leans her head on his shoulder. “Please.”
AJ leans his head down and rests it on hers and stands and holds her close to him as she holds him close to her. Each trying to bring comfort and peace to each other; And each succeeding in finally breaking down the rest of the barrier that had surrounded their hearts. They stayed like that for a long time, lost in the comfort that only the other could give. And finally a little more free-er than when they had first arrived.
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I normally wouldn't just have a kid die but I had to for the story to work. For those who have read from the beginning, I mentioned Michael in the prologue.
In this version he died from his heart defect. I hope this doesn't turn you off from the story. I promise no more kids will die in this story from this point on.
Chapter 11 will be happy for the most part. Girl talk, Rick and Holly arrive and maybe Mac.
-danie-
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I wanted a bit of happiness for everyone. This is parts one and two. Part three is separate since it's so long.
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Chapter 11 – Good Times
Part One – Girl Talk
Carly, Brenda and Robin were sitting around the pool lounging. AJ was inside making some phone calls, while Sonny was going over security with Daniel/Duke, and Jason was in the pool swimming.
Carly – Turning her head towards Robin, “So when do you go to the doctor again?”” she asked.
Robin – “Later today. I have a meeting with Daniel first and then Jason is taking me to my appointment.” She watches as he glides through the water smoothly, “He made me an appointment with Dr. Meadows and Alan for when we get back.”
Brenda – “Yeah.” She laughs slightly, “Sonny did the same thing. Well not with Alan but with Dr. Meadows.”
Carly – “I wouldn’t be surprised if that’s not one of the calls that AJ is making right now.” She says laughing at well, “I just hope that one of those calls isn’t to Edward.”
Robin – “Yeah. He’d probably set up a trust fund already and set aside stocks of ELQ.”
She smirks, “We’re holding off telling the family. Lila and Em will know but no one else until we’re ready.”
Brenda – “That’s probably the smart thing to do.” She laughs.
Robin – “This is going to be something.” She says putting a hand on her stomach, “The three of us pregnant at the same time.” She smiles at her friends. With a laugh, “I don’t know what’s worse the three of us pregnant at the same time or Edward when he realizes that there will be two Quartermaine’s born at relatively the same time.” She laughs.
Carly – “Yeah. It couldn’t have worked out better if we planned it.” She says with a smile, “Though I don’t know how we could.” She sighs and gets serious for a second, “I wanted to thank you for that. I’m not sure I could handle this again alone.”
Brenda – Grabs Carly hand, “You are not alone.” She says with a smile, “That’s my niece or nephew you’re carrying. Sort of anyway.” She says with a smile. “I plan to do some major spoiling of this baby and Robin’s too.”
Carly – Smiles slightly, “Thanks. I needed to hear that.” She takes a deep breath and slowly exhales, “I think I might make an appointment to see Kevin or Gail. AJ agreed to go with me to some also. I think it would help.”
Brenda – “Me too. I have to get a handle on all this before this baby comes. I was thinking the same thing.”
Robin – Looking at her friends closely, “Kevin is great to talk to. He is a really good listener.” She says with a slight smile. They knew she saw Kevin occasionally to talk about the HIV and life in general. She turns and watches Jason swim a bit more. She smiles when she sees him pause and smile at her before going back to swim. She has a goofy grin on her face.
Carly – Sees the look on Robin’s face and smiles, “What is that look for?”
Brenda – Noticing the look on Robin’s face and laughs, “You have that same look Carly. I’ve seen it before.”
Robin – Confused, “What look?”
Brenda – With a smile, “The I-can’t-believe-this-incredibly-sexy-Greek-God-looking man is mine look.” She laughs, “Though Carly’s is more of a My fiancé is this gorgeous, sexy man who has an amazing body, great smile, as well as rich, handsome, smart, and gorgeous eyes. And really nice, big hands…” She says letting her voice trail off.
Robin – Mock anger and jealousy, “And what do you know about my, and I quote, ‘incredibly sexy, Greek God looking, amazing in bed man.”
Brenda – “I never said he was amazing in bed.” She laughs, “I wouldn’t know about that but I’ll just have to take your word for it.”
Robin – “That would be best. Beside we wouldn’t want your sexy Cuban, wonderful Italian food cooking, fantastic chef, too die for dimple having, smart, irresistible man getting jealous now would we.” She laughs at the look on Carly’s face, “I know he’s your brother Car. But don’t sit there and try to tell me that you haven’t noticed.”
Carly – Makes a gagging sound and scrunches up her face, “That’s just disgusting.” She says with mock horror. With a mischievous grin she says, “And even if I have or had noticed, which I’m neither confirming or denying, it would be improper of me to mention.”
Brenda – Laughs loudly at this, “Since when has propriety mattered to you.”
Carly – “It doesn’t but it sounded good didn’t it.” She laughs.
Robin – “Boy you had me worried for a minute there. I thought we were about to lose our partner in crime and shopping over to the side of all that’s good and righteous.” She laughs, “I’ve been there. And believe me it wasn’t pretty or fun.”
Carly – “Never happen.” She says with a laugh. “Now let’s get back to this description of AJ and his hands. Brenda?”
Brenda – Pretending innocence, “Well. I just meant that he had these nice, big hands. You know?” she smiles, “Perfect for holding things.”
Carly – Blushing slightly, “Well. All I can say is that his hands aren’t the only big part of his anatomy.”
Robin – “Must run in the family.”
Brenda and Carly – Look at Robin in mock shock, “Robin!?!”
Robin – looks innocently at her friends, “What?” she smiles, “I was talking about his heart. Jason has a really big” she pauses, “Heart.”
Carly – “Sure. That’s what you meant. And AJ has green eyes.” She laughs.
Brenda – “Too bad there’s no Quartermaine brother’s left.” She says then pauses, “But Sonny has a huge heart also.”
Robin – “You guys have the dirtiest minds,” she laughs, “I was talking about the gorgeous eyes.” At that statement the ladies all look at each other and bust out laughing, When she regains control of her laughter, “Ok. Maybe not.” She says with a smirk as she watches Jason get out of the pool and start towards her. She grabs a towel and walks over to him with a smile. “Have a nice swim?” she asks leaning up to give him a kiss.
Jason – Smiles and then grabs her and pulls her in for a deep kiss. Pulling back he looks at her with a smirk, “I’m sorry. Now I got you wet.”
Robin – Looks at him with a smile, “Well I guess this means that you’re going to be the one drying me off then.”
Jason – “Oh you betcha.” He says with a laugh as he picks her up and carries her back to their room. Only stopping long enough to say hi and bye to Carly and Brenda.
Part Two – Uncle Duke
Due to their detour upstairs, Robin wasn’t able to meet with Duke until after her doctor’s appointment.
Duke – “So how did things go at the doctor’s?” he asked concerned.
Robin – With a huge grin, “Fine. Just fine.”
Duke – “So, I take it you got good news then.” He said curiously.
Robin – Nods, “Yeah. I did.” She says with a smile she steps closer to him, “Congratulations Uncle Duke. You’re going to be an uncle.”
Duke – Lets out a loud whoop and grabs Robin and spins her around in a hug, “Robin. That’s so great. I’m so happy for you.” He says with a smile.
Robin – “I know it’s unbelievable isn’t it.” She says with a sigh.
Duke – “What’s wrong? Why aren’t you happy?”
Robin – “There’s too much at risk. There’s too much going on.” She sighs and flops down in a chair in Duke’s office, “We have to deal with Faison. Mom and Dad may be alive. Those d*** pictures of A.D.” she purses her lips in a frown, “And that’s only things related to the past.” She gets up and begins to pace, “There’s also my HIV to deal with. What if I pass it on to my child? What if I gave it to Jason?” she stops pacing and turns to face Duke with tears in her eyes, “What if I subjected my baby to a death sentence? What if I gave him or her something that could destroy their life before it even begins? What if I gave the man that I love and count on for so much this dreaded disease? What if I made him damaged like me?”
Duke – pulls Robin in a hug, “Ssh.” He says softly, “No more what ifs. They can drive you crazy.” He says softly pulling back, “Believe me. I have my own what ifs but I can’t let them rule or overtake me. And you can’t either.” He hugs her again; “The best thing to do is to talk to Jason about it. If anyone can help you is him. I can tell by the way he looks at you that he loves you very much. Almost as much as I love your mother.”
Robin – “I love him too.” She says her voice strong. In the way it always was when she spoke about her love for Jason. “I know he loves me. I’m just afraid that I’ve hurt him.” She sighs sitting back down on the couch, “But you’re right. I should talk to him. And the first thing he would probably say is that, it’s his choice to make and his risk to take to be with me.”
Duke – Sits back behind his desk and sighs, he watches Robin for a moment before beginning, “I know that you have a lot on your plate but we have some things that we need to discuss.” He waits for her nod before he continues, “Rick and Holly have some new information that they want to discuss with us and they will be here either later tonight or early tomorrow.” He pauses for a brief moment, “Robin have you talked to Mac lately?”
Robin – Begins to get anxious, “No. Why? Is he okay? Nothing happened did it.” She asks in a rush trying not to panic.
Duke – “No. And I’m sorry to worry you but I think that he needs to be here for this.”
Robin – “I’m not ready to deal with him just yet but I’ll think about it.” She says resigned. She looks at the clock, “I hate to cut this short but I promised Jason that we would have a nice quiet dinner together.” She says with a smile. She walks around his desk and gives him a hug and kiss on the cheek, “Thanks.”
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This is a bit long. All three parts are here. And it doesn't have everything I wanted to include. Like Sonny/AJ, Sonny/Carly and Sonny/Robin as well as a few other character mixes. The mixes will go up when I add in the other Scorpios. Trying to make this more rounded in the characters. But it is still mostly, Scorpios and J&R.
Let me know what you think.
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Part Three -- Resolutions
Part 3a – Sister Connection
Carly was sitting on the balcony overlooking the beach when Brenda came in.
Brenda – “I can leave if you want to be alone.” She sat down when Carly shook her head no.
Carly – “Stay.” She says softly.
Brenda – “I’m sorry.” She says quietly.
Carly – Turns and looks at Brenda stunned, “Why?” she asks curious.
Brenda – “Because I brought back some painful memories for you. I wasn’t thinking about you or what happened when I told you guys about me. And I’m sorry.” She pause a moment before continuing, “I should have found a better way to tell you. Maybe before I told them. Alone. I don’t know.” She says slightly frustrated.
Carly – “That’s only part of the reason I’m sad.” She sighs, “And it’s not your fault. Or anybody’s really. I wish I could point a finger at someone and say, It’s your fault. You did this. But unfortunately I can’t.”
Brenda – “Sometimes I wish I did live in a fairytale. Then I would have a fairy godmother or a magic wand to wave and make everything better for everyone. Take all the pain away. The hurt, but I can’t. And that’s what I’m sorry for the most. I can’t do anything to change what happened to you. Or to me. And speaking strictly for me, I’m not even sure I want to.”
Carly – “Why?” she asks quietly studying Brenda’s face, “Why didn’t you say anything to me?”
Brenda – “I was trying to be unselfish for a change. I was trying to think of someone else besides me. You were still dealing with losing Michael; it was too fresh for you. And Robin had her own things to deal with. I didn’t want to add to your problems.” She tilts her head to the side, thinking, “I wanted to deal with it on my own.”
Carly – “Don’t you realize how much more pain we would have been in if you had done it.” She asks quietly.
Brenda – Thinks for a second, “No. I didn’t realize that then. I didn’t think about it really. I knew I wanted to do it and I didn’t want Sonny to find me. So I guess in a way, I did think about it but I didn’t care really.” She laughs bitterly, “It’s funny. I was trying to be so unselfish and here I was about to do something really selfish.” She pauses and takes a few deep breaths, “I’m so sorry Carly. I just wanted the pain to go away.” She says softly tears pooling in her eyes.
Carly – Who also has tears in her eyes, “I understand.” She says in a whisper, “I wanted to do it too. So much. So much.” She repeats quietly, “After Michael died, I was lost. I didn’t have anyone to turn to. Nobody understood. Sonny did in a way, but not really. AJ did, but I didn’t want to add to his troubles.” She sighs, “I was being selfish too. I held it all inside until it festered and made me sick.” She pauses, “I almost did it too. I wanted to but I was too afraid too. I knew how disappointed AJ would be. He would be hurt, and that’s the last thing I wanted to do.” She takes a deep breath, “That’s the only thing that stopped me.”
Brenda – “I understand.” She says wiping a few tears away. It had been Sonny who had stopped her too. Both literally and figuratively, “Boy do I understand.” She says with a sigh. She reaches out and grabs Carly hands and gives it a light, reassuring squeeze, “Everything is going to be okay. We just have to remember that we aren’t alone.”
Carly nods her head in agreement and squeezes Brenda’s hand back in reassurance. Maybe things were beginning to look up, maybe things were getting better.
Part 3b – Brotherly Love
Jason was sitting on the deck leaning back in a chair with his eyes closed when AJ came out.
AJ – “I’m sorry.” He says, “I was looking for Carly.”
Jason – “She’s over there.” Opening his eyes, he points to the direction of the balcony.
He then closes his eyes with a soft sigh.
AJ – “Thanks.” He says and turns to walk away. He stops at the door, “Hey Jase.” He calls. Jason opens his eyes and looks at him, his eyes asking him what he wanted. “Is everything okay?”
Jason – “Yeah. As well as can be expected.”
AJ – Walks back onto the deck and takes the seat next to Jason, he turns to face him, “I don’t want to bother you. But I can listen if you want to talk about it.”
Jason – Studies his brother for a second, “There’s nothing really to discuss AJ.” He pauses, “There’s nothing that you can do to help.” He begins and decides to clarify his statement when he sees the hurt look come over AJ’s face, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that the way it sounded. I’m not trying to shut you out.” He sighs in frustration, “H**l there’s nothing that I can do really.”
AJ – “Is this about Robin?” he asks quietly, “She’s not sick is she. The pregnancy won’t affect her HIV will it.”
Jason – “It’s not the HIV. I wish it were that. I can handle that. I know what to do when she gets sick from her meds. When she doesn’t feel well or is tired. There’s nothing I can do about this.” He pauses and thinks for a moment. You can see the worry in his clear blue eyes, “Have you ever had the feeling that something bad was about to happen? A feeling that you couldn’t shake?”
AJ – “Yeah. The day that Michael died.” He says and pauses for a moment, thinking about his son. “Is it the organization? Are you in danger?”
Jason – Laughs bitterly, “I wish it were that. I know how to handle threats to Robin from the organization. That’s easy, I just eliminate them. But this doesn’t have to do with that. And no I’m not in danger, no more than usual anyway.” He sighs in frustration again, “I want to protect her but I have a feeling that I won’t be able to.” He says and gets up and goes to the railing and looks out at the water for a moment, lost in memories. With his back to AJ, he begins to talk again, “If anything happened to Robin or our baby I would die. She’s scared about the pregnancy and the HIV. And I am too, but not for the reason she or anyone else may think. If it turns out our baby is HIV positive AJ, I can deal with that. But I can’t deal with losing her. Robin means the world to me and it hurts knowing that she is so scared right now. Too scared to even enjoy the pregnancy. She puts up a good front for others and she is happy to a degree but she is still worrying in the back of her mind and that is keeping her from enjoying this.” He turns to AJ, tears in his eyes, “My God AJ, Robin’s pregnant. With my child. That’s amazing. It’s a miracle. All the precaution and safety we take. We still created a child.” He says with a half smile. “I love her so much. And I know that women with HIV carry babies to term and deliver all the time and their babies are born without HIV. But it is still risky. She has a lot working in her favor, but I can’t lose her AJ.” He says and the tears start to flow.
AJ -- gets up immediately and hugs Jason to him, tears in his own eyes. “It’s going to be okay Jase.” He says quietly, “Robin will be fine. And so will your baby. Nothing is going to happen to either one of them. Robin loves you just as much as you love her. I’ve seen it. So don’t worry.” He says softly holding on tightly to his brother. He holds on hoping that he was able to give a little bit of his strength to Jason, to help him. “Everything is going to be okay. It’s going to be okay Jase. Trust me. Everything is going to work out as it should.” He says and pulls back to look at his brother. It pained him to see the look of pain, confusion and helplessness in Jason’s eyes. “I know that it doesn’t mean much me saying this. But I really believe that everything will work out. Robin is going to be fine. You guys have been through so much to get to this point. I mean you’re getting married, you’re having a baby. Try and be happy and not worry so much.” He laughs slightly, “I never thought that this day would come.”
Jason – Smiles, “Yeah me either. We’re standing here talking and not at each other throats. We’re both engaged to wonderful women and about to be fathers.” He says.
AJ – “I was talking about us not fighting and you letting me in to help you. I hope I did help.”
Jason – looks at his brother and smiles a genuine smile at him, “You did AJ. Probably more than you realize. And thanks for listening. I’ll try not to worry to much about this but I can’t shake this feeling.” He pauses, “And I always worry about Robin’s HIV and how it affects her, I can’t help it. It’s the one thing that I can’t control.” He sighs, “I hate not having control.”
AJ – Looks at his brother a moment, “I know you worry about Robin and the HIV. We all do. And we’re here to help in any way that we can. Just know Jase,” he says pausing, “That I’m here if you ever want or need to talk. You can come to me.” He says and starts to walk away. Pausing he turns back and says, “I’m just gonna leave you alone now.”
Jason – “AJ?” he calls, “Thanks for everything big brother. And the same goes, if you ever want to talk.” He says leaving the invitation on the end open. AJ smiles and nods and goes back inside.
Part 3c – Heart to Heart
~~ Robin’s Room ~~
When Jason got back to the room, Robin was already asleep. He had stayed out on the deck for a while longer thinking and remembering. He sat down in her desk chair and leaned back against the desk and watched her sleep. She looked so beautiful to him, so peaceful. He wished her face could always have that calm look on her face. About fourty-five minutes later she began to stir.
Robin – reaching over for Jason, she slowly opened her eyes when she realized he wasn’t beside her. She remembered that he hadn’t fallen asleep with her and sat up with a start. A slow smile crept across her face when she saw him sitting there watching her. She notices the worried look he has and quickly gets out of bed to go to him. “Hey.” She says softly touching the side of is face, “What’s wrong?”
Jason – doesn’t respond at first he just pulls her into his lap and hugs her close to him burying his face in her hair. He loved her hair and was glad that she had let it grow long again. “Nothing now.” He says quietly.
Robin – Pulls back and looks at him for a second, she tilts her head to the side and says, “Okay. Now do you want to tell me the truth?”
Jason – allows a small smile to escape, he knew that she could tell he was holding something back, “It’s nothing really.” He says trying to convince himself as well as her. He shakes his head at the disbelieving look on her face. He pats her leg so she can let him up. He goes and stands by the window and says, “I’m scared Robin.”
Robin – Goes over to him and pulls him to sit on the bed beside her, “Of what?” she says curiously. Immediately thinking of ways to take away whatever is scaring Jason and trying not to let her imagination run wild.
Jason – Gently takes her hand, “I’m scared of losing you.” He pauses and takes a deep breath, “You mean so much to me Robin. You are my world.” He says softly letting go of her hand and cupping her face with his hands. “Those few days I spent without you were like torture. I couldn’t sleep and I barely ate. At one point, I thought Sonny was gonna have Johnny or Francis shoot me. That’s how bad it got. I couldn’t even concentrate.” He drops his hands from her face and smiles slightly at the amusement on her face, “Don’t laugh.”
Robin – Trying not to laugh, “I’m not laughing at you honey.” He gives her a disbelieving look, “Okay maybe I was, just a little. I’m sure you’re exaggerating about Sonny having Johnny or Francis shoot you.” She pauses, “They wouldn’t do that anyway. They would have me to answer to then.”
Jason – Smiles at her statement and leans in to kiss her, “I love you.”
Robin – Smiling, “I love you too.” She pauses and gets more serious, “What makes you think that I’m going anywhere? You don’t have to worry about losing me baby? I would never leave you.”
Jason – “I know you want to believe that but we don’t have a guarantee of that.” He sighs, “At some point you are going to have to leave. You have this psycho, Cesar Faison chasing after you, and there’s no telling what he might do.”
Robin – “I know. But he wouldn’t hurt me. Not psychically anyway.” He looks at her curiously, “He wouldn’t hurt me because of mom. If she’s alive then him doing something to hurt me would upset her and he would never do anything that would upset mom. He’s obsessed with her.” She sighs, “There’s something else you should know.”
Jason – “Okay.”
Robin – “First, Rick and Holly should probably be here tomorrow sometime. She got the pictures on A.D. And Daniel should have the diagnostics on my bike back also.” She pauses and takes a deep breath, “And Daniel’s real name isn’t Daniel Lund. It’s Duke. Duke Lavery.”
Jason – “I know.”
Robin – “How?”
Jason – “Besides the fact that he favors him a bit, you called him Duke earlier this morning, when you called to tell him you would have to reschedule your meeting.”
Robin – “I forgot about that.” She pauses and asks hesitantly, “So you’re not mad.”
Jason – “Disappointed that you felt you had to keep this from me, but mad no. I understand. You did it as much to protect him as you did to protect yourself and me.”
Robin – Nods, “Good.” She says letting out a sigh of relief, “And don’t worry. I can handle Faison.” She sees the look on his face, “I can. I mean the worse he would do would probably be to kidnap me. But he wouldn’t let any harm come to me.”
Jason – Gets up and starts to pace, he turns to face her, “And that’s supposed to make me feel better.” He sighs and starts pacing again, “It doesn’t Robin. I’m worried. I can’t stand the thought of something happening to you.” He calms down and goes to sit by her again. He takes both her hands in his, “Plus, you’re pregnant now. I don’t want to miss a second of it. I want to be with you for every craving, morning sickness, worry, joy, everything.” He pauses, “I know you Robin. I know how much you want this baby and how much you’re afraid to hope for it. I know that you’re scared that our child my be born HIV positive or that you passed it on to me.” He sighs, “I want to be with you to talk through your fears and worries. I want to be there to love away the doubts and concerns.”
Robin – Looks deeply into his eyes and sees the worry and love there, “You will be Jason.”
Jason – “I told AJ a few hours ago that I hate being not in control. I can’t control the disease in your blood. I can’t even control your worries and fears.” He pauses a second to collect his thoughts, “What hurts me that most, what scares me the most is knowing that you’re so scared and worried about this. This should be the happiest time in your life. We’re back together, and getting married, and having a baby. Something that we only hoped and dreamed about. And don’t misunderstand. I’m happy. I’m thrilled. I’m overjoyed by this news. We’re going to have a baby Robin. The woman that I love with all my heart, body, soul, and mind is going to be having my baby.” He pauses and wipes the tears from her face that his words had caused, “I know that you’re happy too. I just don’t want you to worry about this. Even though I know you will. I can’t lose you Robin. I love our child already but I love you more. You are my life. I don’t think I could go on without you.”
Robin – “Oh Jason. I don’t know what to say.” She says and pauses, “I’m happy too. Really happy. I love you and I love our child. You made me a mother. And you have always been so understanding and caring with me, about everything. But I can’t live like everyone else. I can’t pretend to be HIV negative as much as I may want too. You just being with me puts you at risk. Now I’ve added a child into the equation.” She sighs, “But I wouldn’t change a thing. Not a single moment that I have had or will have with you and later with our child. But we have to face facts, I’m not like everyone else. I’m dying. It may be a slow death but I’m still dying.”
Jason – “I know.” He says sadly, “But you may outlive every one in this house. There’s no guarantees on how long any of us will be here.” He pause, “And once we talk to Alan and Dr. Meadows and who ever else we need to you will see that the chances for you to bear a HIV negative child is great.” He pauses and brushes a strand of hair off her face, “Why don’t we wait to discuss this more later? Once we talk to Alan.” He says softly and waits for her nod before kissing her forehead, “And it’s always been my risk to take Robin. To be with you, has always been my choice. One that I’m grateful to have and glad to take. I probably wouldn’t be here if I hadn’t met you. You changed my life for the better, and I will do everything within my power and most likely outside of my power to keep you with me and to keep you safe.”
Robin – “I know Jason.”
Jason – “I love you so much baby.” He says pulling her too him and laying down on the bed. “I don’t regret a moment I have had with you. All the risks are worth it just to be able to hold you like this.”
Robin – “For me too.” She says softly laying her head on his chest. “For me too.” She repeats and leans up to pull him into a passionate kiss. A kiss that showed how much she loved him and wanted to be with him.
~~A while later~~
Jason -- Smiles down at Robin in his arms, he loved the look on her face right after they made love. ''I've never considered it a risk Robin.'' he whispers before drifting off to sleep
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Chapter 12 – Reunions Part II
Part One – We meet again
Rick and Holly arrived late the previous night when everyone else was sleeping. Robin was pleasantly surprised to find them downstairs eating breakfast with Sonny, Brenda, Carly and AJ when her and Jason came downstairs.
Rick – Looking up from his waffles, “Hey sharpshooter.” He says his mouth slightly full of food.
Robin – “Don’t call me that.” She says with a pause, “Slick.” She laughs at the look he gives her, “And didn’t anybody ever tell you not to talk with your mouth full.”
Holly – Smiling at Robin before turning to glare at her brother, “Mind your manners Rick. Honestly.” She says.
Robin – “That’s okay Holly. I’m used to his poor manners and rude behavior.” She says with a laugh.
Rick – “Hey. I resent that remark.” He says with a laugh, “Sharpshooter.”
Robin – Ignoring Rick she grabs Jason’s hand and takes him over to Holly, “Holly. I want you to meet my fiancé Jason Morgan. Jason this is Holly.”
Jason – Shakes the hand that Holly offered, “Holly.”
Robin – “And you know everybody else already.” She says with a laugh before turning to Holly, “Have you been properly introduced to everyone?” at Holly’s nod she smiles. “Well, I’m starving so I’m going to get something to eat before Rick devours it all.”
Jason – Smiles down at Robin, “I’ll get it for you.” He says and kisses her gently before going over to the breakfast buffet that had been set up and fixing a plate for Robin and one for him. He sets the plate down on the table and gives Robin a quick kiss again and whispers I love you, before they dig into their food.
After breakfast, Robin filled the others in on the situation and they all joined Daniel in the room that led to the deck to discuss things. Robin wanted Brenda and Carly there for support and so that they would be aware of what was going on.
Robin – “Okay tell me what’s going on.” She says firmly.
Holly – Looks at the girl who was once her stepdaughter, with a sigh she hands her an envelope. “Those are the pictures and negatives I found.” She begins, “But as I told Frisco, it seemed that the job was too easy almost. I’ve done this plenty of time before, and I have never had a job run so smoothly. No hitches or glitches. It was too easy so he’s investigating it further to see if maybe Faison and Mrs. Newman had a relationship of any sorts.”
Rick – “What about it made it seem out of the ordinary to you?” he asks looking at his sister.
Holly – “I’m not bragging here but I’m good at this. D**n good. But this was a cakewalk. Even an amateur could have done this without a hitch. When I said there were no glitches, I mean none. No security checking. No problems getting in or out. I was able to get into the security room with no trouble. There was only one guard at the front and one by the security room. There was no patrols, during the entire time I was there.”
Robin – “That does seem strange. So you suspect Faison?” Holly nods. “And Frisco agrees?” Holly nods again. Robin opens the envelope Holly gave her and looks inside. She shudders; there they were the pictures that she had posed for. She purses her lips thoughtfully and looks at Jason who gives her a reassuring smile. “Okay what’s next?”
Duke – Clears his throat, “The report on the bike is back.” He begins, “I’m sorry Robin but it wasn’t an accident. One of the bolts was loosened and wires frayed. I had just had the bike checked out that night before, so whoever did it after that.” He pauses, “And I have a good idea who it was. And he will be dealt with accordingly.” He sees Sonny and Jason exchange a look, “And if Mr. Corinthos and Morgan would like to be there as well, then that can be arranged.” He says and nods when he sees them nod in appreciation and acceptance of his offer.
Holly – goes over and sits next to Robin, “I don’t mean to but in but as your once stepmother I’m going to.” She pauses, “Have you talked to Mac recently?” she asks.
Robin – “No. I don’t know what to say to him or if I want to forgive him yet.”
Holly – “Okay. I understand.” She begins, “I’m going to say this and then I won’t mention it again.” She pauses, “He’s worried about you and he misses you. He’s sorry. He knows he screwed up, but there was some things going on that isn’t of handling it he held it inside and unfortunately you were the person that was the unlucky recipient of it’s unleashing.”
Robin – Nods thinking for a moment and pushes those thoughts to the back of her mind before turning to Rick, “Any thing else I should know?”
Rick – “Not really. The only concrete thing we have is Mrs. Jerome making a phone call to Faison.”
Duke – “The Jerome’s. D*****t. I thought we had gotten rid of them once and for all.”
Robin – “The only way to be truly rid of them is when they all are dead.” She says softly.
Sonny – “How are the Jerome’s a threat. They don’t have any power or backing anymore. And any backing they had would go to Robin because of Duke.”
Rick – “True but they have something that is worse than power and prestige.” He says and pauses, “They have revenge. They want vengeance on Robin for whatever crimes they think Duke may or may not have committed.”
Robin – Sees the look on Duke’s face and goes over to him, “This is not your fault.” She says softly, “You didn’t force Olivia to fall in love with you or to go crazy. Plus you’ve been ‘dead’ for years. Even if they knew you were alive, they couldn’t prove it. And if they did know you were alive, they would be coming after you instead of me.”
Duke – “I know. But that doesn’t make me feel any better.” He pulls her into a hug, “I’m sorry.”
They are interrupted by a loud voice saying, “What the h*** is going on here?” They see that the voice belongs to Luke Spencer. They turn to stare into the faces of Luke and Laura Spencer and Anna and Robert Scorpio.
Robin – Stares at her parents, “How? Why? Where?” she says quietly, “You’re alive.” She says softly. Robin stares at them in shock for another minute, “This must be a dream.” She says and pinches herself, “Okay it’s not a dream. This is a nightmare.” She pauses and looks intently at Luke and Laura. She knows that it’s really them. She doesn’t want to believe it, for fear that it really was a dream. But she knows that neither Luke nor Laura would do this for her. She sees Jason watching her, waiting for her reaction. “How do I know that you’re really my parents?” Her friends watch her closely, and Jason who was by her side instantly when they came in grabs a hold of her hand. They all wait patiently for her reaction and her parents reaction. They know that she had always wished her parents were alive and wondered whether her dreams were about to come true or be dashed beyond recognition.
Robert – “Ask us something that only your mom or I would know?” he says staring at his daughter in awe at the beautiful woman she had become. Restraining himself from running to his daughter and holding on to her for dear life.
Anna – “Oh Robin.” she says softly breaking down in tears and holding on to Robert for the strength and patience not to run over to Robin as well.
Robin – “Okay. Dad?” she begins tentatively, “%Once upon a time, there was an island and all these little children lived on the island…”
Robert – He smiles instantly at the memory of the story she told him when she was a young girl. “If I recall you never did finish that story. But the next part was this, %The children were all six and under and were looked after by the girls who were six, the babies were very loved and looked after, the boys were busy getting coconuts and fish to eat. And then there were other boys always on top of the mountain. You know, on top of the mountain-looking for ships to come. they were looking... waiting for their parents to come for them…” he pauses, “That’s all I know. You fell asleep on me after that.”
Robin – Is instantly taken back to that night, “Oh Dad.” She says softly tears pooling her eyes as she squeezes Jason hand tightly, she takes a few deep breaths to calm her self. She takes a tentative step towards them, still holding on to Jason’s hand. “Mom?” she says, “What was my doll’s name?”
Anna – Looks at her daughter and smiles brightly, without hesitation she says, “Cindy.”
Robin – Tears falling down her face, turns to look at Jason and gives him a smile. He steps forward and kisses her forehead before releasing her hand, “Mom. Dad.” She calls out and runs forward into their open arms. “I can’t believe it’s really you. I can’t believe you’re really here.” She then steps back and hugs them separately, first her mom then her dad. Stepping back with a smile on her face and tears still streaming back she looks at them in disbelief. “Jason.” She calls happily, and he is by her side in an instance. “My parents’ are alive Jason. Can you believe it? Our baby is going to know his or her grandparents.” She says happily jumping in his arms, “My parents’ are alive.” She yells with a happiness that is contagious and makes everyone in the room smile and cry with her.
Anna – “Baby?” she says in shock, “My baby is having a baby.”
Robin – Still holding on to Jason, “Yes.” She turns in Jason’s arms, “Mom. Dad.” She begins and pauses, “Wow. I’ve always wanted to say this.” She smiles, “Mom. Dad. I would like you to meet my fiancé and the father of your future grandchild, Jason Morgan.” She bubbles.
Anna – “Nice to meet you Jason.” Anna says shaking Jason’s hand and hugging Robin again. “My baby is all grown up.” She says softly crying.
Robert – “Jason.” Robert says shaking Jason’s hand firmly and giving him the once over.
Jason – Nods in Robert’s direction and looks him over as well, “It’s nice to finally meet you Mr. And Mrs. Scorpio. Robin’s told me many wonderful things about you.” He says.
Robin – “I’ve seen to lost my manners. I’m sorry guys but it isn’t everyday that my parents return from the dead.” She says turning to her friends who smile and nod to let her know that they understood. “Mom. Dad. You remember Holly and Rick don’t you.” At their nod, she continues with the introductions, “These are my dear friends. Sonny Corinthos. Caroline Benson Spencer Corinthos. Brenda Barrett. And last but not least, AJ Quartermaine.” She says pointing to each one. She walks over to Duke who was trying to fade quietly into the background, watching the reunion of the love of his life and the young woman who was like his daughter. Grabbing his hand she guides him gently over to her parents, “Um…” she begins unsure of how to introduce or rather re-introduce Duke to her parents.
Anna – “It’s okay love. I would recognize him anywhere.” She says to her daughter. Anna holds her hand out which Duke promptly kisses much to Robert’s chagrin. “Hello Duke.” She says with a smile. “I see that death agrees with you.”
Duke – With that brilliant smile of his, “You too my dear.” He says with a short laugh before turning to Robert, “Robert.” He says with a nod.
Robert – Possessively taking a step towards Anna, “Duke.” He says evenly.
Robin – “Okay now that the testosterone fest is done.” She says with a smirk as she pulls out her phone. She takes a few deep breaths and locks eyes with Jason and found the calm that she always did. The quiet reassurance, calm and love that was devoted only to her. With another deep breath, she closed her eyes and said a silent prayer before dialing the number of the one person she knew who may be more effected by this then she was. “Hello Adam.” She says with a smile at her young cousin, “Is your dad there?…May I speak with him please?…I will. Thank you.” She smiles as she hears Adam yelling Daddy into the house. She takes a deep breath and slowly exhales when she hears him pick up the phone, “Hi Uncle Mac. It’s me…I know…I don’t want to talk about that right now…Uncle Mac…could you come down here please…I need you…No, my health is fine…It’s not that and I didn’t mean to worry you. But this isn’t something that I can get into over the phone…I’m fine Mac really…and no, it’s not Jason. He’s right here beside me” she says with a laugh. She rolls her eyes; her uncle would never change and probably would never really accept her relationship with Jason. With a sigh she says, “Please Uncle Mac. I really need you to be here right now. I really need you right now Uncle Mac…that’s hard to say…well, that’s really up to you…and bring Adam too…yes, it’s safe. Do you really think I would endanger Adam’s life?” she snaps and takes a deep breath to calm down, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to snap. Please come. I’ll send the plane for you. It’ll be quicker that way.” She pauses, “And Uncle Mac?” she calls into the phone before he hangs up, “It’s okay. I love you too.” She says and hangs up. She turns to the others, “Well, Uncle Mac should be here this evening. Adam said to tell his Mommy that he misses her and loves her a whole bunch. And to tell Uncle Rick that he’s been a good boy so he owes him that new game.” She says wrapping her arms around her waist. “Wow.” She lets out a loud laugh, “My parent’s are alive.” She says again loudly with tears coming down her face, “My parents are alive.” She says softly. “My parents’ are alive.” She says again, looking from her parents to Jason before fainting.
Jason – Notices that something is off with Robin, especially with her coming off such an emotional rush is by her side in an instant and catches her before she hits the floor. Scooping her up in his arms, he goes over to the couch and holds her, gently rocking her. Anna and Robert come and sit on either side of him, Anna sits gently stroking Robin’s hand and Robert places a hand gently on her leg. The others stand around helplessly knowing that Robin would need Jason now more than anything but not wanting to leave in case they could do anything to help. “Robin. Baby. Come on. Wake up.” He says softly. “Come on Robin. Please open those beautiful brown eyes for me.” He says. He smiles when he sees her eyelids flutter open and close and finally open again. Robert moves his hand from her leg and Anna stops stroking her hair when she opens her eyes. They know that she has to process this in her own way and time and as much as they don’t want to. They know it’s probably best to let Jason handle it.
Robin – Looks up into Jason eyes, “Jason.” She says softly, “Was it just a dream?” she pauses and takes a deep breath. She is focusing on Jason and doesn’t see Robert sitting by her foot, “Or are my parents really alive?”
Jason – Nods, “Yes. They’re here baby. You weren’t dreaming.” He says gently. Helping her into a sitting position, “Do you want some water?” she nods. And he motions for Sonny who is closest to the bar to get her some water. “Thanks.” He says to Sonny and hands her the glass. He notices the time and motions for Carly to get her pills for her. He knows the dosage by heart and hands her the pills to take, “Here.” He says gently. “Do you want to get up know or sit here?” he asks not minding that she was sitting on him but wanting her to be comfortable.
Robin – “Is it alright if I just sit here for a bit?” she asks quietly already knowing the answer.
Jason – Smiles down at her, “Of course it is baby.” He says and kisses her gently on the lips. He sees Anna move to sit beside Robert. “I think your parents want to talk to you though. They’re a little worried about you right now.”
Robin – “I’m sorry but it may take me a bit to get used to you guys again.” She says her voice tinged with sadness, regret and anger. “And I’m sure you have a lot of questions. As do I, but I would rather wait for Uncle Mac to get here, or afterwards to address them. I hope that you understand.”
Anna – “Of course we do love. It’s a lot to take in at once.”
Robin – “Thanks.” She says leaning into Jason and watching her parents as they watched her. She sits and studies them a bit, how much they’ve changed. She had to ask her dad about what happened to his arm. She also wanted to find out what happened to them, where they were, where they’d been, and why they hadn’t come back for her. As all the questions and possibilities flood her mind, all the memories of times she wishes they were there with her. She began to softly cry.
Jason – Instinctively pulls Robin closer to him and holds her tightly, “Ssh. It’s okay Robin. Everything is going to be okay.” He whispers, “I love you. And your parents love you.” He says softly over and over again, “They’re not going to leave you again. I’ll make sure of that.” He whispers in her ear, “I love you. You are so brave and beautiful. You are so amazing baby.” He says gently. “You’re not alone anymore.” He says and hugs her tighter to him. He knew that she always had felt alone and abandoned when her parents died. Even though she had had her Uncle Mac.
Robin – “I know.” She whispers, “That’s why I’m crying. I’m so happy and sad at the same time. I have my parents back.” She says.
Anna and Robert stand off to the side watching their daughter interact with the man that she loved. The man they both knew they would have to contend with if they ever did anything to hurt Robin again. They sighed and held each other close, as they wonder what their little girl has gone through and hope that she can forgive them for what they put her through.