Chapter 11
Ned walked into the dance studio. It sure was quiet with Brenda gone. He locked the doors and windows. He walked out.
N: "Okay Luke, all locked up tight."
Lu: (nodding) "On my end too. You got everything ready to go up to the cabin tomorrow?"
N: "Yeah it's all set."
Ju: (walked up to them) "Secure."
N: "Where's Lois?"
Ju: "I don't know, she was heading to do her rounds."
Ned looked at his watch. Luke gulped down the rest of his drink.
Lu: "She's fine."
Ju: "Do you want me to go look for her?"
Lu: "Yeah go ahead. I'm gonna go check the grounds and then head off to be. After you find Lois, you should do the same. We leave early tomorrow."
Ju: "Okay... Ned you coming with me?"
N: "Yeah..." He thought for a moment. "Why don't you go on to bed? I'll find her."
Ju: (looked disappointed but agreed) "See you in the morning."
Lu: (looked at Julia and shook his head slowly) "Night." He walked away.
Ned went in the other direction, leaving Julia standing in the hallway. She slowly made her way up the stairs. Instead of going to her room she changed directions and headed to Brenda's. She opened the door and inched in looking around. She went to the dresser and saw an old picture of them together.
Ju: "I'm sorry Brenda..." (A tear fell. She jumped slightly when she heard a noise behind her. She turned quickly and smiled when she saw who it was) "Oh, it's you."
G: "What are you doing in here? Where's your sister?"
Ju: "She went away. I don't know where to."
G: "She has a guy after her and she goes on vacation? I don't think she is taking me seriously. Maybe I need to give her something to let her know I'm for real."
Ju: "You're being taken very seriously. She's away because she fears you."
G: "You sure about that? Maybe I should give her a slight reminder."
Ju: (quickly) "NO!"
G: "NO? I thought you hired me to kill her? This is what you wanted."
Ju: "Yes, but..."
G: "BUT WHAT? Are you changing your mind?" (He advanced towards her) "This is what you want. Your sister out of the way. I'm giving this to you."
Ju: "She's my sister."
G: "Yeah and you hired me to kill your sister. You knew the rules when you hired me. I don't stop until my job is complete."
Ju: "I'll pay you double to leave it alone."
G: "But I'm having so much fun."
Ju: "You can have fun with someone else."
G: "What about you?" (He moved towards her and she backed up. Julia gulped as he pinned her to the wall) "Oh I got you scared don't I?" A glimmer appeared in his eye. He was enjoying this.
Ju: "You don't want to do this."
G: "Oh yes I do."
Julia closed her eyes as she felt a knife held against her neck. She asked God for forgiveness as her life was taken from her.
Brenda sat up in the night and grabbed her throat. Sonny opened his eyes.
S: "What's wrong sweetheart?" (Brenda fought to catch her breath as tears streamed down her eyes. He sat up) "Brenda? You okay?"
B: (looked at him, terror in her eyes. She felt choked up) "Something's wrong."
S: "What is it?"
B: (shook her head as she sobbed) "I don't know."
S: "C'mere sweetheart." (He pulled her into his arms and kissed her head) "Okay, was it a nightmare?"
B: "It seemed so real."
S: "Brenda, what happened? You're scaring me."
B: "He killed her. She was scared and he just killed her." She placed her hand on her neck. "He slit her throat."
S: (eyes grew big) "What? Who? Brenda what are you talking about?"
B: "I couldn't see their faces." (He wiped the sweat from off her face and kissed her lips) "I'm sure it was just a nightmare. Come here." (He laid back and pulled her with him. Brenda settled into his arm and tried to calm down, but couldn't. He caressed her arms and kissed her forehead) "Baby... calm down. It's okay."
B: "No it's not Sonny. I don't get nightmares. This is bad."
S: "What do you want to do?"
B: "I don't know."
S: "Do you think it is someone you know?"
B: "Oh God I hope not. It was horrible."
S: "How can I get you to calm down baby? You're so jumpy."
B: "I don't..."
Sonny interrupted her sentence by placing his lips on hers. Brenda pulled him closer. His hand slid under her body pushing her over as he rolled on top of her. He kissed her lips, her nose, her cheekbones.
S: "Am I helping any?"
B: "Lots."
S: "Really? Not sad anymore?" He kissed her neck and nibbled on her ear.
B: (letting out a sigh) "Not at all." She caressed his back.
S: "Mmm, sweetheart? What can I do for you to take your mind off things?"
B: "You're doing a pretty good job right now."
S: (smiling) "Am I?" (He moved down pulling her gown up over her head. He looked down at her body scantily clad in only lace panties) "You're so beautiful."
B: "No, YOU'RE the one who's beautiful."
S: "No baby, it's all you. You make me a better person."
B: (She caressed his cheek softly as she looked into his eyes) "I love you."
S: "I love you so much more sweetheart."
B: "So make love to me."
Sonny stared deeply into her eyes and kissed her lips passionately. His tongue plunged into her mouth as he tasted her sweetness. Brenda moaned against his lips as they kissed slowly. She tangled her fingers in his hair as he slipped her underwear off. He slipped in between her legs and broke off the kiss as he stared into her eyes. He slowly entered her as his eyes held hers. Brenda let out a small breath as they began to move as one. Sonny moved slowly as Brenda ran her hands up and down his back, bringing him closer. Sonny moved within her smoothly. Loving the feel of her wrapped so tightly around him. He groaned into her mouth as she leaned up to kiss him. Sonny lips fastened on hers as their tongues sought out each other's. Brenda wrapped her arms tightly around him as she took her fill of his mouth. Sonny moved slowly within her, prolonging their lovemaking. She sighed happily as his lips moved from hers to make little pecks on her face. He began to nibble her ear, causing Brenda to moan in delight and to move a bit faster. Sonny placed his hands on her thighs, willing her to slow down.
S: "Slow down sweetheart. We have all night."
He eased out of her and back into her ever so slowly as he moved to a slow exotic rhythm in his head. Brenda willed herself to slow down and found the beat as she moved with him.
B: "Oh God."
Sonny chuckled and kissed her neck, licking her body here and there. Brenda tangled her fingers in his hair as she met him thrust for thrust. He leaned down and kissed her breasts. Taking one creamy fleshy mound in his hand while his tongue flicked and nipped on the other one. He looked up at her with a twinkle in his eye.
S: "Mind still on your dream?" (Brenda let out a small cry in response. She pushed Sonny's head down so that he could resume what he was doing but he laughed) "I'll take that as a no." (She pushed down his head again) "My aren't we bossy!"
His mouth moved to the other breasts as he outlined her nipple with his tongue then caught with his teeth gently tugging. Brenda moaned in delight. His tongue swept over it lavishly caressing it and easing the pain. He slowly came back up to her mouth as he gazed into her eyes.
B: (hoarsely) "God, I love you."
Sonny nodded, his eyes twinkling, as his lips descended on hers once more. He quickened the pace and Brenda wrapped her legs tightly around his waist. She buried her head in his neck as he thrusted deep and hard into her. Sonny's release was coming but he wanted to hold out for Brenda. This night was all about her and pleasing her. He held back as he continued to thrust deep into her. Brenda took Sonny's hand in hers and linked their fingers together as he held it high above her head. She squeezed his hand as she felt herself begin to soar. Sonny took his cue and quickened the pace. Brenda moved with him as her release came. She screamed out and Sonny let out his own right after. She lay trembling underneath him. He ran his fingers through her hair breathing fast.
S: (soft whisper) "That was wonderful."
B: "You are wonderful. Thank you. For everything."
S: "For what sweetheart? All I did was love you and I should be thanking you for that."
B: "You mean everything to me, do you know that?"
S: (caressed her face) "You do to me too Brenda."
B: "Always?"
S: "Always baby. You mean the world to me and so much more sweetheart."
B: (kissed him slowly) "Right back at ya baby."
S: (licked his lips) "Mmm, I can't get enough of you."
B: (smiled) "You won't have to."
She caressed his back and felt him growing hard again inside her. She giggled as Sonny began to make love to her again.
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-Chapter 12
Luke woke up the next morning bright and early and made his way into the kitchen. Ned and Lois were finishing up breakfast.
N: "Hey Luke, you're early!" (Luke shrugged him off) "Hey, where's Julia, she's normally on time."
Lu: "I was expecting to see her sour face staring back at me this morning. Didn't anyone check on her?"
N: "I didn't see anyone in her room this morning. So I figured she was up. But when I came down she wasn't anywhere to be found."
Lu: "She probably went somewhere. We still have an hour to go."
N: "Lois, you have any idea where she could be? I mean it's just not like her and she seemed upset last night."
L: "I didn't see her and don't care to."
Lu: "That's the spirit."
N: "Guys come on I know how she is but what if something happened to her? I mean hello why is Brenda gone in the first place. She could be hurt! Brenda would kill us!"
L: "Who would hurt Julia? She'd nag the person to death first."
N: (looked between the two of them and shook his head) "Fine, I'll look for her myself!" He stormed out of the room.
L: "Think he'll get lucky?"
Lu: "If he doesn't faint from the shock first. Julia in the morning is not a pretty sight."
N: (walked up the stairs and stopped outside Brenda's room. He slowly opened the door) "Julia?" (He gasped and quickly shut the door as a wave of nausea hit him. He slowly opened the door again and peered in. There was Julia on the bed coverd in a pool of her own blood. Written on the wall, was the message YOU'RE NEXT BITCH! Ned closed the door and ran downstairs) "Luke, shit... damn man... Lois call the cops. Or wait, shit... what the fuck!"
Lu: "What's going on?"
N: "She's dead! Oh shit... should we call the police? I mean maybe Sonny? What the hell is going on?!?"
L: (stood up) "Whoa. Back up a bit. She's what?"
N: "She's been fucking murdered! Her throat is slit." (Lois headed for the stairs. Ned grabbed her) "No, please don't go up there."
L: "Think I can't handle it?"
Ned looked at her and realized he cared for her and only wanted to protect her like he couldn't do for Julia. He knew she had had a crush on him. He felt so guilty for never returning her feelings. Maybe she would be alive now. "No, I'm the one who couldn't handle it."
L: (taking it the wrong way) "Oh. Well it must be hard seeing someone you care that much about like that. I'll call the cops." She pulled from his grasp and walked towards the phone.
N: "No, Lois I didn't mean..." (she was out of the room already) "SHIT! What the hell you laughing at Luke, this is serious."
Lu: "Don't I know it. You two should just do it and get it over with."
N: (glared at him) "Oh go to hell Spencer! Go do meet the paramedics or something!" He left to go find Lois.
Luke laughed as he walked out of the house. Lois had just hung up the phone when Ned found her.
N: "Lois... listen to me, it's not what you think about Julia."
L: "What does it matter?"
N: "Look I'm trying...." (Ned shrugged) "You want to act like an ass fine, be my guest." He turned to walk out.
L: "You know. How the hell can you be mad at me?"
N: "You're so damn stubborn. I'm trying to explain something to you but you don't want to listen to me. Why the hell can't I be mad at you?" (Lois shrugged and looked at him. Ned looked at her. The woman drove him insane sometimes) "You know what, I don't have time for this. When you want to listen to me, let me know." He walked into the corridor waiting for the medics to show up. Lois gave an exasperated scream and followed him out of the room.
L: "Ashton, get that stick out ya ass!"
N: "What the hell do you want from me huh?"
L: "No, it's what YOU want from ME. You came to look for me remember?"
N: "Damn it I LOVE YOU! That's why okay? You happy now? I'm not devastated because I had feelings for Julia of anything other than a friend. You have my heart. You always have."
L: (mouth opened slightly in shock. She stared at Ned as his words registered. Tears filled her eyes) "You what?"
N: (looked away then back at her) "I love you."
L: (looked down at the floor as she whispered to herself) "This has gotta be a dream."
N: (closed the gap between them. He lifted her face up) "Oh no, this is no dream. I've wanted you for a long time now. After this I realize life is too short and can be taken from you so fast. I'm not waiting anymore."
His lips descended on hers coaxing her to respond. Lois didn't need much coaxing as her mouth opened under his. She wrapped her arms around him and pulled him closer as he kissed her hungrily. They were interrupted by a person applauding. Lois pulled away first and looked at Luke.
Lu: "About time. Anyone call Sonny?"
N: (looked at Luke) "You sure do have awful timing. I finally take your advice and you interrupt us! No, not yet. Should we tell him over the phone?"
Lu: "He needs to know."
N: "You're right, I'll wait for the medics, you go ahead and give him a call."
Lu: "Oh yeah. Give ME the hard job." He walked into the library and shut the door. Lois turned back to Ned.
L: "You're not gonna take any of that back are you?"
N: (stroked her cheek) "Not on your life. I meant every word of it."
L: "Good. Cause I..." She took a deep breath. "I love you too."
That was all Ned needed to hear. His mouth crashed down on hers as he sought to have possession of it. Just then the ambulance arrived. He stepped back feeling guilty again. He was experiencing so much pleasure when his friend, and he used the term lightly, had just been killed. He went and opened the door shaking his head free of that thought.
P: "Where's the body?"
N: "Upstairs, first door on the left... I'll show you." He headed up the stairs.
L: "NED!"
N: (looked back at her) "Yes?"
L: "You're gonna be okay?"
N: "I'll be fine, I'm not going in... Hey go get me the camera..."
A police officer entered.
O: "That will not be necessary. We will take care of all the details."
Ned nodded. Luke was sitting in the chair waiting for someone to pick up the phone on Sonny's end. Finally, a sleepy Sonny picked up.
S: "This better be good."
Lu: "It's me."
S: "It's you! Why the hell aren't you on your way here? You were suppose to leave an hour ago."
Lu: "We ran into a little problem."
S: (sat up and whispered into the phone not wanting to disturb Brenda) "What is it? Another letter?"
Lu: "Wish that's what it was. It's Julia."
S: (eased out of bed and stepped into the bathroom closing the door) "What happened?"
Lu: "She's dead."
S: "What? What the fuck happened?"
Lu: "Her throat was slit."
S: "Oh God, we're coming home."
Lu: "She can't see this."
S: "So what do you suggest? Her sister has just..." (Brenda's nightmare came flooding back to him) "Oh no, she saw it... she saw the whole thing."
Lu: "What?"
S: "Brenda she had a nightmare last night. She saw Julia being murdered, only she didn't know who it was. I wonder if she saw the killer? You don't want us to come home so what do you suggest? We stay here?"
Lu: "I think that'd be best. As soon as the cops leave we'll go down there."
S: "Okay... I guess I should break her the news. Is there anything else I should know?"
Lu: (swallowed) "There was a warning. Just watch her closely okay?"
S: "What do you mean warning?"
Lu: (told him about what Ned had seen) "Don't tell her."
S: "Okay... do you think it is safe for you travel? I mean I don't want anyone to follow you."
Lu: "I can handle it."
S: "Okay see you later then." He hung up the phone and ran a hand over his face. How was he going to tell Brenda? Brenda sat up on the bed. She looked around for Sonny and then slid off the bed. She walked to the bathroom door and knocked on it.
B: "Babe?"
Sonny jumped. He went over and opened the door. She looked so beautiful. He gathered her in his arms and kissed her. His tongue slipping into her mouth; his lips crashing down on hers. Brenda was caught off guard, but kissed him back hungrily. Sonny walked her backwards to the bed and covered his body with hers. She turned her head to the side as his lips placed kisses on her neck.
B: (whispering) "What's wrong?" (Sonny couldn't do it. He rolled off of her and stared at the ceiling. Brenda sat up, a worried look on her face) "Sonny, you're scaring me."
S: "Baby... I... there's... I need to tell you something."
B: (shakily) "What is it."
S: (gathered her in his arms) "Remember you dream sweetheart?" (She nodded) "Well, what if I told you it wasn't a dream."
B: "What do you mean?"
S: (sigh) "Brenda, there was a murder last night. A guy cut the woman's throat just like you saw."
B: (stood up on wobbly legs) "What?"
S: (followed her. He braced his hands on her shoulders) "Brenda... it was... Julia."
B: (shook her head) "No."
S: "I'm so sorry Brenda. I... I don't know what else to say."
B: "NO! Take it back Sonny. Tell me it's a joke, or that this... THIS is a dream."
S: "You know I wouldn't joke about something like this. I wouldn't and as much as I wish it was a dream it's not. She's gone baby."
B: "She' CAN'T be gone. NO!"
S: (wrapped his arms around her but she jerked out of them) "Brenda..."
B: "Let's go back."
S: "We can't... It's too dangerous. Luke is bringing everyone here."
B: "That's my sister. I have to see her."
S: "No baby... please trust me on this one. You don't want to see her."
Brenda stared at Sonny as the tears slid down her eyes. It finally hit her that her sister was gone. "She's really dead?"
S: "Yes baby, I'm so sorry." (He opened his arms) "C'mere."
Brenda fell into them as the sobs overtook her. She slid down his body to the floor as Sonny followed her, cradling her in his arms. "She was all alone."
S: "She had you."
B: "I wasn't there."
S: "She doesn't hold it against you."
B: "We fought. I didn't even tell her that I loved her."
S: "She knew it Brenda. Believe me she knew."
B: "How did she know? I never told her."
S: "Brenda, I saw the way she treated you. She was jealous, but you never let that bother you. You always kept your temper. If you didn't love her, you would have thrown her out on her ass a long time ago. But you didn't. You put up with her, why? Because you loved her."
B: "I can't believe she's gone."
S: "I know baby, but it'll get better with time. I swear to find this guy."
B: "You do that and bring him to me so I can kill him myself."
S: "Oh baby, no. It's your anger speaking believe me killing someone is not the way you want to go. It haunts you forever. I won't put you through it."
B: "And what are you gonna do when you find him?"
S: "Kill the bastard."
B: "And it's okay for YOU to do it?"
S: "It's my job to protect people. Sometimes I have to kill someone to do it. It is not an experience I enjoy but to protect you, yeah I'd do it again. I'd do it a thousand times over to protect you from that feeling."
B: "She was MY sister."
S: "I'm not going to argue with you on this Brenda."
B: "We're not arguing. I'm giving you an order. You work for me and you do what I say."
S: "What? Oh so I just work for you now?"
B: "If that's the way it has to be Sonny. I want to handle this."
S: (threw his hands up in the air) "Fine!" He walked out slamming the door.
M: (looked up as Sonny bounded down the stairs) "Good morning Michael."
S: "Go to hell." He walked outside.
Mike looked after him and shook his head. Brenda slowly walked down the steps. She looked at Mike.
B: "Good morning."
M: (looked at Brenda) "Is it?"
B: "My sister's dead."
M: "I'm so sorry. Is there anything I can do for you?"
B: "Convince Sonny to do what I want."
M: "I can't convince Sonny to do anything, but I'll try. What is it?"
B: "I want to kill someone."
M: (looked at her with wide eyes) "What?"
B: "My stalker. He killed my sister."
M: "Let Michael do that Brenda. It's his job."
B: "You sound just like him. She was MY sister. He wants to kill ME. The least I can do is kill him myself."
M: "You don't want to put yourself through that Brenda. To take another life... it's not something that you want to do. Trust me."
B: (looked at him, a confused look on her face) "How would you know?"
M: "I killed Michael's stepfather."
B: "What?"
M: "I came back and I saw what he had been doing to Michael and Adela so I killed him. I can't promise I could take it back, but I would do it differently."
B: "Does Sonny know?" (Mike shook his head) "Oh my God." (She sat on the chair next to him) "Why did you tell me then?"
M: "I want you to really think about this. My son, he... I've never seen him so happy before. And for you to do something like this, well, it eats away at your insides. I know this is driving a wedge between the two of you. I just wanted you to know my stand. I didn't want you to think I was choosing sides."
B: (looked down at her hands) "I don't want him taking care of everything for me."
M: "It's not everything Brenda. This thing here is his job. Tell me, if this guy hadn't have killed your sister would you be so dead set on killing him? Or would you let Michael do his job?"
B: "Sonny didn't come out of retirement until MY case. This is MY fault."
M: "You're evading my question."
B: "I'd let him do his job."
M: "So let him do it now Brenda. Nothing has changed, I mean it is still his job. He knows this guy is serious now, and he doesn't know what to do. He's scared Brenda."
B: "He shouldn't be."
S: "Did he tell you about his last job?"
B: "The girl who died?"
M: "Yeah, it devastated him. He came up here after the accident. I also know that he didn't love her half as much as he loves you. I haven't seen that glow you put in his eyes for so long. He's afraid to lose that."
B: "He really loved her."
M: "Not like he loves you." (Brenda shrugged slightly, but didn't say anything) "I can't make you believe me. And I can't change your mind. I can only tell you the truth and let you decide. I'm going to go cook breakfast. Michael went on the docks if you want him." He got up and left Brenda alone.
Brenda thought for a few minutes and then walked out of the house. She slowly walked down to the docks and saw Sonny staring out into the water.
B: "Is this where you come to think?"
S: (He looked back at her) "Yeah. The water calms me."
B: "I'm sorry."
S: "You really hurt me in there Brenda. You made it seem like what we have is nothing to you."
B: "What we have means EVERYTHING to me."
S: (looked at her) "Does it? Because if it does you will let me do this for you."
B: (looked down at the floor and sighed) "Do what you want."
S: (sighed exasperated) "Why did you come here Brenda?"
B: "To tell you to do what you want."
S: "I don't want to do what I want. I want to do what you want me to."
B: "You don't want to do what I want. But it doesn't matter. Just do your job."
S: "You won't let me do my job. I don't want you upset with me."
B: "I'm LETTING you do your job. I won't complain."
S: "Good. I appreciate that." He turned away staring into the water.
B: "Right. Well I'm gonna go get dressed."
S: "Okay. Tell Mike don't worry about breakfast I'm not hungry."
B: "Suit yourself." She turned to walk away.
S: "Brenda..."
B: (stopped in her tracks) "Hmm?" She didn't turn around.
S: "I'm sorry I'm being such a jerk. I don't know how to act when I'm scared. I'm sorry if I'm hurting you in any way."
B: (still not turning around) "You're not hurting me."
S: "Yeah? Well why won't you look at me? You know what? Forget it."
B: "It's forgotten." She continued walking down the path.
S: (threw a rock in the water) "Damn!"
B: (walked into the house and yelled to Mike who was still in the kitchen) "MIKE, SONNY'S NOT HUNGRY. FORGET BREAKFAST!" She ran up the steps and slammed the door shut to the room. She started throwing her clothes back in her suitcase.
He came out of the kitchen and looked up. He walked up the stairs and tapped on the door.
M: "Brenda are you okay dear?"
B: "I'm fine. Just putting some things where they belong."
M: "What happened down there?"
B: (pulled open the door and looked at Mike) "I'm going home."
M: "You can't do that Brenda."
B: "You're gonna stop me?"
M: "No, I'm not. But you have a killer after you. Do you think it is wise?"
B: "Who cares." She walked back towards the bed and zipped up her suitcase. She picked up her jacket from the bed and flung it over her shoulder before picking up her suitcase. She walked towards the door.
Mike stepped to the side and let her pass. She walked to the truck and was throwing her stuff in. Sonny walked up.
S: "Where the hell are you going?"
B: "Home."
S: "No the hell you aren't! We discussed this already." He took the bags back out.
B: "Sonny, I am not going to fight with you. Just let me go and it'll be all right."
S: (threw his hands into the air) "What the fuck is your problem? There is a man after you, he wants you dead Brenda. He just killed your sister! You hired me to protect you, why the hell won't you let me do that?"
B: "Now i'm UNhiring you. Leave me alone Sonny."
S: "Oh wait, so I'm fired? You know what I don't care anymore. Do what the hell you want Brenda. I'm through. I've busted my ass trying to keep you safe and this is how you repay me? I don't need this shit!" (He stormed towards the house. Mike was at the door watching them) "What the hell you looking at?" He walked past him.
B: (sighing) "Goodbye Mike. Thanks for having me in your home, and for listening." She threw her bag back in the car and got in the driver's seat.
Sonny watched her drive off. Mike came up behind him.
M: "Quit worrying Michael, she'll be back. She doesn't know which road to take. It took you almost a year to figure it out."
S: "Who's worried?"
M: "Maybe if you stopped being so hard about everything, she wouldn't have left."
S: "Me, hard? Mike mind your fucking business. All I told her was that I didn't want her killing anyone it was my job. She's the one being difficult!" He sighed and sat down, running his hands through his hair.
M: "You know, your attitude is starting to get on my nerves. If you have such a problem, get the hell outta my house!"
S: "Well I would, but there's one little problem. She took the damn car!"
M: (sighed and shook his head) "I don't have time to deal with you."
S: "Well, then don't! I didn't ask you to."
There was a horn blowing outside and Sonny looked out the window. Luke stepped out and Ned pulled up behind him driving the car Brenda was in. She was not at all pleased.
B: (angrily) "You did this on purpose didn't you?"
S: (walking outside) "Oh yeah I knew they were coming so I stalled you so you would run into them. Well I know you like to blame me for everything, but even I don't have that much power."
B: "Go fuck yourself!"
S: "Oh baby, but you're so much better."
Brenda narrowed her eyes and started walking down the path. They all watched her. Luke turned to Sonny.
Lu: "What did you do to her?"
S: "Why did I have to do something? What if she did something to me? You are all the same! Everything is always my fault." He walked down the path in the opposite direction.
Lu: (looking at Mike) "He's very touchy isn't he?"
M: "Oh don't even go there. Touchy does not describe Michael. Hey Luke, long time."
Lu: "I was thinking the same thing myself. Good to see ya." (motioning to Ned and Lois) "That's Ned and the pretty lady there is Lois."
M: (shook their hands) "Nice to meet you both. Well, he's going to be out there a while and as for her. Well, I guess she needs some time too. Come on in. You guys hungry?"
Lu: "If you cooked, yeah."
L: "Wait a minute, this guy can cook?"
Lu: "The best."
M: "Until you've had my cooking, you haven't lived!
Get in here little lady, and let me show you how it's done."
N: "Hey... hey... just make sure it stays on the topic of cooking and I mean food."
L: (dimpled) "Jealous?"
N: "Of the old man? Nah. But then again I can't cook."
M: "Old?"
L: "Well the way through THIS girl's heart is definately through her stomach." (to Mike) "You're no where near old. Now come show me your skills." They walked off.
N: "Those skills better remain cooking!" (Lois looked back and blew him a kiss) "Luke man, do you think Brenda is okay? Maybe I should try to find her?"
Lu: "She has to come back. It's hell trying to figure out the way outta here."
Sonny was sitting inside the boathouse in the dark. He heard the door open and Brenda step in. He heard her sit down and then he heard sobs. His heart shattered into a million peices. He remained still as he just watched to her from his place in the shadows. Brenda leaned back and looked up at the ceiling as the tears coursed down her face. She hated this feeling. She hated that he made her feel this way. Never before had anyone had that much power over her emotions. As good as it felt, at times like this, it hurt like hell. Sonny's face contorted with pain. Look at what he was putting her through, she was putting him through the same thing. How could love hurt so bad? He sighed a little too loudly and she turned in his direction.
B: "What, you're spying on me now?"
S: "I was here first Brenda. I just didn't want to startle you. You seemed deep in thought."
B: "Well I'll leave."
S: (softly) "You don't have to do that... If my being here is uncomfortable for you I'll go." He got up and walked to the door.
B: "Why should I put you out? This is your house, not mine."
S: "It's not my house, it's Mike's. Look Brenda... I... just... nothing."
B: "Say what you gotta say."
S: "Why? So you can ignore me, criticize me, no I'll pass. I've had enough for today."
B: (closing her eyes) "Say what you have to say."
He couldn't resist anymore. He turned and looked at her. The tears still fresh on her cheeks, her eyes closed, as her face is upturned to the ceiling. He slowly walked over and traced her cheek, wiping away the tears. She opened her eyes ever so slowly. His eyes looked into hers and all that needed to be said was said. His thumbs traced over her lips.
S: (whisper) "I'm sorry, forgive me Brenda."
B: "It's my fault."
S: "Not totally, it's both of our faults."
B: (sadly) "I absolutely hate fighting with you."
S: "I promise we won't make it a habit."
B: "Can you be sure?"
S: "No baby, but I can promise to try. We just have to... we have to listen to each other and hear each other out. Compromise... we both like to get what we want, but now we can't do that."
B: (shaking her head) "No we can't. But I can try. You're too important to me Sonny and I don't want to lose that over my ego."
S: "I can say the same... oh baby, this has been so hard on me! Knowing that I had hurt you."
B: "Same here. I love you Sonny. With all my heart."
S: "I love you too sweetheart. For always." (He pulled her into a hug as he caressed her back. His hands came up to her face and he kissed her deeply. They pulled away breathlessly) "Maybe we should be heading back?"
B: "Maybe I got other ideas."
S: (grinned mischievously) "Oh, and what might those ideas be?"
Brenda looked into his eyes as she started unbuttoning his shirt. She ran her hands over his chest and shoulders as she slipped the shirt off of him.
S: "Uhhh you know they are going to be really worried..." (She kissed his shoulders and his chest) "Um, yeah they'll get over it."
B: "I thought you'd see it my way." Her lips placed kisses over his face. He grabbed her hips placing her on top of a table. His hands made fast disposal of her pants. He pulled the shirt from over her head and looked at her magnificient body.
S: "And to think I almost lost all this."
B: "Is that all you were worried about losing?"
S: "Yeah..." (She started to put her shirt back on but he stopped her) "You know I'm playing baby. I almost lost the way you look when you wake up in the morning. That sparkle in your eyes when you find something amusing. The way you light up a room when you enter it. The way you smell, your personality, but most of all your love."
B: (looked down at her hands) "Are you sure that's what you meant?"
S: (He tilted her head up and stared into her eyes) "Do you doubt me? Forget that, do you doubt you? Do you even realize the effect you have on me? It is impossible for me not to have meant that."
B: "I don't feel like I'm good enough for you."
S: "Where is all this coming from sweetheart? You... you are the best thing that could have ever happened to me. If anything you're the one getting the bad deal."
B: "Oh no. I'm getting the BEST deal. You're everything, don't you know that?"
S: "If I said I know, would you admit that you know the same thing? Maybe that is why we are so perfect for each other. We both think the other deserve better... when maybe we are both the best for each other. Wait, did that make any sense at all?" (He smiled) "Probably not, but I love you! Now I know that made sense."
B: (laughed slightly) "I love you too sweetheart. So very much."
S: "How much is so very much?"
B: "Let me show you."
She wrapped her arms around Sonny and pulled him in for an explosive kiss, wrapping her legs around his waist. His hands moved around to her back exploring. He unsnapped her bra and let it fall to the ground. She pulled him back in as her breasts smashed against his chest. The contact of skin on skin made him take in a sharp breath. Brenda threw her head back as Sonny kissed her neck and moved down to her breasts. He softly licked one nipple as his fingers played with another. She moaned and wrapped her legs around him tighter. Her hands moved down his back as she pulled him up to lay on her. She reached between them and unbuckled and unzipped his pants. Sonny helped her work of his pants and boxers. He slid down the length of her body and kissed her feet, calves, knees, thighs, and eased off her panties. He came back to her mouth and looked into her eyes as he thrusted deep into her. She gasped and arched to meet him. He settled himself inside of her and eased her back down. He ran his hands softly over her as he began to move inside of her. His hands moved up and down her body as they settled on her hips. He hoisted her up as her legs wrapped around his waist. He hobbled backwards and sat down in the chair he had abandoned earlier.
S: "Much more comfortable... besides you're supposed to be showing ME how much you love me not the other way around." He dimpled.
Brenda smiled and kissed him lovingly as she began to move ontop of him. Sonny caught his breath as she rode him. His hands applied pressure on her hips as he tried to keep his control his breathing. Brenda quickened the pace as Sonny begin to move with her. His hands guiding her hips. He groaned deeply as her tongue came plunging down into his mouth. She tangled her fingers in his hair as she swallowed his moans. Sonny gripped her hips as he felt himself drowning more and more in her. He pulled his lips away from hers and looked into her eyes, his breathing coming out in pants. She smiled and licked his lips.
S: (gasping) "You find this amusing?"
B: (whispering in his ear) "I love the fact that I can affect you this way." She licked his outer lobe.
S: "Mmm hmmm I bet you do." (He pulled her head back and kissed her neck. He whispered in her ear) "I can't hold out much longer sweetheart."
B: "So I'd be wrong in trying to torture you huh?"
S: "Brenda..." (She tightened her hips and he yelped) "What are you trying to do kill me?"
B: "Me kill you? Never that darling."
S: (low groan) "Brenda..." He could feel his world beginning to shatter but he wanted to hold out for her.
B: (whispering into his ear) "Just let go."
Unable to withstand it any longer the fire inside of him exploded as he released his juices within her. He screamed out her name in ecstasy. Brenda swallowed his screams as she continued to move untop of him. After a few moments, she let out her release and melted against him. Sonny kissed her shoulder and then her face.
S: (breathlessly) "How do you do that to me?"
B: (softly) "What do I do?"
S: "You make me lose control. No one makes me control like that but somehow you do. It scares me to know that you have that power over me."
B: "Well you have more than that over me."
S: "What's that sweetheart?"
B: "Every ounce of my being."
S: (smiled) "You have my heart and my soul. I love you Brenda, with every fiber of my being. I want to spend the rest of my days showing you just how much I love you. When all of this is over and done with will... will you marry me?" He seemed shocked that he had said it but he smiled knowing that he meant every word he had just uttered.
Brenda didn't answer him. After a few moments, a sad Sonny lifted her chin with his finger and forced her to look at him. He let out a breath as tears streamed down her cheeks.
S: "Oh baby, I'm sorry. It's too sudden, I shouldn't have asked yet. Don't cry Bren, please don't cry. I hate it when I make you cry. Baby, please." (She shook her head, but couldn't speak) "Baby, talk to me. What did I do wrong?"
B: "It's what you did right. Baby, I love you. And yes... yes I'll marry you."
S: (His eyes connected with hers and a light lit up in them) "Yes? Yes! Oh baby, you just made me the happiest man alive. I promise to love you and protect you forever. You...you… c'mere." (He pulled her mouth down to his as he gave her the gentlest kiss. He pulled away) "I love you Brenda."
B: "And I love you. Forever."
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-Chapter 13
Sonny and Brenda slowly made their way back up to the house wrapped arm in arm. He opened the door and they slipped in hoping to be unnoticed but no such luck.
N: "Where the hell have you two been?"
B: "Nice to see you too Ned."
M: "Son are you okay?"
S: "Never better. Isn't that right Bren? Wait hold that thought. Mike can I speak to you for a second?" (They stepped off to the side) "What ever happened to Ma's ring?"
M: "I have it right... wait a minute! Are you going to ask Brenda to marry you?"
S: "I already did and she accepted."
M: (his face broke into a smile) "I'll go get the ring."
Mike came back with the ring and a tear fell down Sonny's cheek. He accepted the ring and they walked back into the den. Sonny pulled Brenda over to the couch and sat her down. He dropped to one knee and took her hand easing the ring on.
S: "This makes it official."
B: (stared at the ring as it shined brightly on her finger. She then looked into Sonny's eyes and wrapped her arms around him) "It's beautiful."
S: "Just like you. It belonged to my mother."
B: "Your mother? Are you sure you want to give it to me?"
S: "Yes, you remind me of her so much. I know she would've loved you. She would want this. Believe me."
B: (looked at him and then looked over at Mike who was standing by the doorway. He smiled at her and nodded. She looked back at Sonny) "Thank you."
S: "No thank you for agreeing to marry me. I love you Brenda."
B: "I love you more."
S: (grazed her lips with his thumbs) "I'll let you think that for now."
Lu: "Is anyone else besides me feeling ignored?"
N: "You should be used to it by now man. I am."
Lu: "No, you get ignored because no one likes to hear your whining..."
N: "Me whine? Hmm that doesn't says much for your taste does it?"
Lu: "What does my taste have to do with your whining man?"
N: "You hang with me bro."
Lu: "Well I'm going to have to go out and make some new friends... you're cramping my style."
N: "Whatever. Lois, I'm not cramping your style am I baby?"
Lo: "Well now that he mentioned it..." She dimpled at him.
N: "Oh so you want to play that game? Fine with me. Besides Luke is just jealous because he doesn't have a woman."
Lu: "A woman is right. I have plenty to keep me satisfied. Ain't that right Lo?"
Lo: "Yeah sure... whatever you say." She looked at Mike. "Can ya keep him?"
M: "I don't think there is help for his kind. He's just gone."
S: (laughed) "Luke man, everyone's against you!"
Lu: "Not Brenda."
B: "Never darling. I'll always love you."
S: "Oh and what about me?" He feigns a pout.
B: (kissing him softly) "You... I'll love forever and a day."
S: (poked his tongue out at Luke) "Yo Pops! Where's breakfast I'm starving!"
M: "It's 3 in the afternoon Michael."
S: "Well I guess that explains it. Get in that kitchen."
M: (walking into the kitchen grumbling) "Treats me like I'm his wife... feel bad for Brenda..."
B: (laughed and turned to Sonny) "Just so you know, I don't cook."
S: "I do, as long as you don't treat me like I treat Mike."
B: (smiling) "Why not?"
S: (warningly) "Brenda..."
B: (mocking him) "Sonny..."
S: "Ha Ha... okay I'll treat him better."
B: "See, and I didn't even have to try hard."
Sonny stuck out his tongue at her. She leaned forward and captured it in her mouth. She lightly sucked on it before kissing him passionately.
N: "HELLO! There are other people present! Ewww they are so lovey dovey it's sickening."
Lo: "How come we're not like that?"
N: "Public like that?"
Lo: "Yeah!"
N: (pulled her into his arms) "If's that how you want it Miss Cerullo. I only aim to please."
Lo: "Mmmm... that's how I want it." She closed her eyes as Ned's lips descended on hers.
Lu: "Oh you guys make me sick!"
S&B&N&L: "GET A WOMAN!"
They heard Mike laughing from the kitchen.
Lu: "I'm gonna chill with Mike. Have an orgy for all I care." He walked out of the room with a small tremble of disgust.
S&N: "Orgy?"
B&L: "Don't get any ideas!"
Sonny and Ned looked at each other.
S: "Not that I wouldn't love to be with two beautiful women but I don't think I could stand the sight of a naked Ned."
N: "Yeah well same here buddy! Besides nobody and I mean nobody better see Lois naked but me."
L: "And we haven't even gotten to that point yet."
B: "Well get to it! It's the best part.:
Sonny smiled.
S: "On that point I must agree with you baby."
He leaned down kissing her.
B: (smiled against his lips) "I thought you'd agree."
S: (whisper) "I can't get enough of you Brenda Barrett."
B: "Mmmm... the feeling's mutual baby."
His hands roamed her lower back pressing her body closer to his. She giggled as she felt something poke her.
S: "See what you do to me? Now you can't move unless you want me to be embarrassed."
B: "Sonny, behave yourself."
S: "I'm behaving! You just drive me insane."
He kissed her neck.
Brenda closed her eyes and leaned closer to him.
S: "Now who's misbehaving?"
N: "Can someone please shoot them for me! Knock it off you two."
B: "Aww, you just mad cause you ain't getting any!"
N: "Lois! It's your friend make her stop. And yeah why haven't I been getting any? We're together now right? We're going to have to remedy that."
L: "Patience, Sweetheart."
N: (mumbling) "Yeah you would say that when we have two IMMATURE adults getting it on in the same room as us."
L: "They're just hornballs. We have willpower."
N: "Yeah right."
Sonny laughed.
S: "You think we should spare him sweetheart?"
B: (wrapping her legs around his waist) "Nah.:
S: "I tried Nedly."
He pulled Brenda down on the couch with him. Ned looked on disgusted.
N: "How can they just tune us out like that?"
Sonny kissed Brenda oblivious to what was being said around him.
L: "They're selfish like that. Come on, let's get out of here."
Sonny looked out of the corner of his eye.
S: "They're gone."
He kissed her nose.
B: (giggling) "We're not hornballs are we?"
S: "Hmmm honey if we're not we're awfully damn close. But there's nothing wrong with being horny. That's what happens when a guy have someone as beautiful as you in his arms."
B: (laughed) "Right."
S: "So you want to go check on them or ummm (he outlined her lips with his thumb) continue."
B: "Oh, continue of course."
He switched his position so that he was laying on the couch and she had straddled him. She begin to casually move against him and he groaned.
S: "Don't start something you can't finish."
B: "Hmm..." She moved a little more and then got off of him. "Since we can't finish."
S: "You can't just leave me hanging like this!" He looked down. "And I'm not even hanging anymore. Oh you are so cruel woman."
B: (laughing as she backed away) "That's me, a cruel woman."
S: "Brenda! You want me to walk around like… this?"
B: "Who said anything about walking?"
S: "Oh so you're going to carry me?" He grinned. "You know I like it when you be aggressive."
B: (laughed) "You want me to bash you over the head and pull your hair like a caveman?"
S: "Oh baby, I love it when you talk dirty."
He laughed.
Brenda picked up a pillow and threw it at him.
B: "Get up."
S: "Domestic Abuse already! Ahhh Pops!"
B: "You little punk! You gotta call your father to come bail you out!"
S: "POPS! Your daughter in here calling me names!"
He got up running around her. Then catching her from behind.
S: "Okay what was all that noise you was talking?"
B: (settling against him) "I was making noise? Don't remember that."
S: Yeah I just bet you don't."
They walked into the kitchen with her still in his arms.
B: "Mike your son is being difficult."
S: "No, I'm not. I'm always a good boy. Luke left us and she was being a very naughty girl. So I was only trying to teach her a lesson. Only, I'm the one who was taught."
M: "And what was the lesson?"
S: "I don't think I should share that with everyone. Let's just say that women have all the power in at least one department."
They all laughed. Mike looked at them and shook his head.
M: "Can I speak to Brenda alone?"
S: "Why? You trying to test out my theory? Don't do it Pops, she'll bring you to your knees!"
He kissed her cheek and took the plates in Mike's hands. Everyone walked out.
B: "Wanna take a quick walk, Mike?"
Mike nodded.
M: "I'd like that."
They left out the back door. Mike walked looking up at the stars.
M: "Beautiful night. You know you remind me of Sonny's mother. She was so beautiful and she brought out the best in me. Just like you do with my son. Have I told you thank you?"
Brenda's eyes flickered with surprise.
B: "I should thank you. That's a huge compliment."
He smiled.
M: "No, you brought my son back to me. Michael hasn't been this pleasant, this long to me for a long time. His life was always in shambles and he loves to blame that on me. Well, now his life is moving on the right track and he is actually treating me as his father. I can't thank you enough for giving that to me. I'm going to love having you as a daughter in law."
He hugged her.
Brenda hugged him tighter.
B: "And I'm gonna love having you for a father in law."
M: "I just wanted to let you know that. I haven't heard him call me Pops in a long time with a smile on his face. It's going to take some getting used to."
B: "Well you'll hear it more often. Sonny loves you a lot... more than he wants to."
Mike nodded.
M: "I know that. It's always good to hear though."
B: (smiled) "Well there you go... you're gonna be a very happy man"
Mike smiled.
M: "Come on let's go. You know how jealous Michael gets. I'm stealing away his time."
They walked back in and the group was already eating.
M: "Hey! Where's your manners? I thought I taught you to wait on the ladies?"
S: "Well, my father stole my lady meanwhile I was hungry as hell. So sorry babe. I know you understand."
B: "Actually I don't... but payback's a bitch and her name is Brenda."
Sonny looked at the gleam in her eye.
S: "You wouldn't? No....baby come on! It's our engagement night! You wouldn't do that to me?"
B: "Oh, but I would."
S: "Brenda... you know you can't if I really put my mind to it. You can't resist me."
B: "Yeah, so you think."
Sonny was about to say something when he noticed everyone was watching them.
S: "Come upstairs with me. This is going to be one performance I don't think you'll want an audience for."
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-Chapter 14
Sonny and Brenda walked through the doors followed by Luke, Lois, Ned, and even Mike, who had decided to accompany them. Brenda looked around when she entered the house and her hand tightened around Sonny's. He looked at her hard as he caressed her palm with his fingers showing he was there if she should need him to hold her. Their eyes locked and he pulled her into his arms.
B: (softly) "I don't know if I can do this."
S: "I'm right here with you. No one is going to touch you. I swear."
Brenda looked up into his eyes and nodded. She swallowed and turned around. They began to walk up the steps. Luke, Lois, Ned and Mike slowly followed behind.
They reached the landing and Brenda hesitated before continuing. Sonny took her hand and forced her to look at him.
S: "You don't have to do this Brenda. I can move all of your things into the guest house and you never have to enter that room again."
B: "Where are they holding her?"
Sonny looked at Luke.
Lu: "We identified the body so, they have already moved her from the morgue. We chose that funeral home on the boulevard, you know I never was good with names."
N: "Which is probably why you never married."
S: "Now is not the time Ned."
N: (cleared his throat) "Sorry." He smiled slightly when Lois walked over to him and took his hand in hers.
Brenda looked at Luke and then at Sonny.
B: "I wanna go in there and then I wanna see my sister."
S: "Bren, are you sure?"
B: "Yeah. And when we're done with that I wanna move out."
S: "Okay." He walked to the door and opened slowly walking in. He stopped when he saw the outline and blood. He quickly backed away and shut the door behind him.
S: "Don't. Luke, man, couldn't you have at least cleaned it up?"
Lu: "The cops said they were bringing someone in. We went straight to you after we identified her."
S: "Would you call them please? Bren... baby, I think we should wait until the cops come and clean the place. It looks like they did something because there isn't a bad stench, but it still isn't pretty. Let's wait sweetheart."
B: "I wanna see it now."
Sonny moved to the side and slowly swung the door opened, allowing her to enter.
Brenda looked at him and then slowly entered the room. She stopped short and covered her mouth to hold her startled gasp as she surveyed the room. She let out a cry at the outline of where her sister's body was found and covered her eyes.
Sonny was immediately by her side and he swept her up in his arms taking her from the room. He walked down the hall and laid her down in the guestroom.
S: "I'm so sorry."
Brenda buried her head in the pillow and shed tears for the sister she loved with all of her heart.
Sonny watched her uncomfortable because he knew that he could not ease her pain and suffering. He stroked her cheek with his finger.
S: (softly) "Would you like me to go?"
B: (quickly looked at him) "Please don't."
He nodded looking at her tenderly.
S: "How can I help you? I hate to see you in so much pain."
B: "She didn't deserve that Sonny. She was a good person."
S: "I know she didn't baby. I wish there was some way I had been here to protect her but I never once thought that... that if he couldn't have you he would take someone close to you."
B: "How can I live without her? She won't be by my side on our wedding day."
S: "It's going to be hard, but you will make it, day by day. She is always right here with you." He points to her heart.
Brenda held his hand against her chest and then nodded.
S: You're going to get through this Brenda. And I'm right here to help you. I'm not going anywhere."
B: "I love you for that. Thank you."
S: "I love you and you don't have to thank me. I always want to do my best to make you happy. It's the least I can do after you shown me love and given me back my father."
B: "But that's nothing. I'll do anything for you."
S: "That means everything to me."
B: "Does it?"
S: "Yes."
B: "Why?"
S: "Because you mean the world to me Brenda. I want you to be my wife, and all I want is to make you happy. Knowing that I make you happy, makes me happy."
B: (smiles slightly) "I'm so glad you decided to take this job Sonny."
S: "I am too sweetheart. More than you will ever know." He kissed her temple as he held her to him.
B: (sniffling) "You're gonna catch this bastard soon right?"
S: "I've got people working on it baby. We're going to catch this creep. I promise you that."
B: "I believe you."
S: (looking into her eyes) "I'll never lie to you. When I make a promise I intend to keep it. You have no reason to ever doubt me."
B: (looks up into his eyes, whispers) "I don't."
Sonny moved in to kiss her when there was a knock on the door.
Lu: "Hey man. I tried to get them to wait until tomorrow but they are pissed they had to make the trip out here so they want to talk to Brenda now."
B: (looks up) "Who does?"
S: "It must be the police. Are you up to it? I can tell them everything they need to know if you're not ready to face them yet."
B: (looks at Luke) "Is it ONLY the police?"
Lu: "Who else would it be doll?"
B: "Does the press know any of this?"
Lu: "Brenda, I know you're hurting right now. But I'm honestly hurt that you would think I would send you out there to those bloodhounds. This me, Luke, we're talking about here. Now, yes, there are some reporters here but they are outside the gates and that is where they will remain."
B: "I'm sorry Luke. I didn't mean to imply..."
Lu: "Don't worry about it. Sonny, what should I tell them?"
S: (looking at Brenda) "Boss?"
B: "I'll speak to them."
S: "Sweetheart, are you sure? It can wait until tomorrow if you want. They can't force you to talk tonight."
B: "I wanna get this over with Sonny. All I want is to lay my sister to rest."
S: "Okay."
He took her hand as they left the room. The police met them in the living room. Brenda sat down in the chair and Sonny sat on the arm bracing her shoulders.
S: "What can we do for you officers?"
O: "We came to talk to Miss Barrett... alone."
S: "Miss Barrett is under a lot of emotional stress right now. I don't think that is wise...."
B: "Sonny... I can speak for myself."
The officer smirked at Sonny and turned his attention to Brenda.
Sonny grumbled but quit talking, however he didn't move.
O: "Miss Barrett...alone?"
B: (nodded and then looked at Sonny) "Honey, can you give us a minute."
S: "Brenda, are you certain?" She nodded. He got up and gave her look. "I'll be right outside if you need me." She nodded again and he left closing the door behind him as he leaned against it. Brenda turned her attention back to the officers.
O: "Miss Barrett do you have any clue who want to kill your sister?"
B: "If I did, you'd know."
O: "Has she been acting suspicious?" Brenda frowned. "I'm just trying to gather any clues that may help me find her killer. What was she doing in your room?"
B: "I don't know. I was away."
O: "No ideas? Is it at all possible that the person was after you and killed your sister by mistake?"
B: (stands quickly) "What?"
O: "Don't get offended ma'am. It's a question that needs to be asked."
B: "Well what would you ask THAT question?"
O: "The fact is that you are a superstar and there are a lot of crazy people out there. Someone may have meant you harm and killed the wrong person in the dark."
B: (stepped back slightly) "No. That can't be."
O: "How do you know that for sure?"
B: "Because I said so. Now if you have nothing else to ask..."
The second officer finally stepped up.
O2: "No ma'am, that will be all. We thank you for your cooperation and we are sorry for your loss. Come on Davis, let's go."
Davis nodded and glanced at Brenda again before leading the other officer out of the room.
Sonny watched them leave shooting Davis a dirty look. He smirked and walked out. Sonny ran into the living room to find Brenda staring out the window looking at nothing in particular. He came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist laying he head against hers.
S: (softly) "Hey you..."
B: (whisper) "Hey yourself."
S: "How you holding up?"
B: (shrugged) "I'm holding."
S: (stroking her cheek) "You sure?"
B: (closes her eyes) "Yeah. I was thinking... maybe i should forget about the music business."
S: (shocked) "What? Bren, I don't think you should let this guy run you out of the business you love. I've seen you when you're out on that stage. Your whole face lights up, you love performing, in more ways than one I might add. (He chuckled then sobered back up) Baby, don't make a decision you might later regret."
B: (slowly opened her eyes) "My career killed my sister. Because of me and what I do my sister is DEAD Sonny! I can't deal."
Sonny turned her to face him lifting her face so that their eyes met.
S: "I don't want to hear you say that Brenda. There is some psycho running around out there and THAT is NOT your fault. Your sister is dead because of him not you. Never you Brenda. You cannot take the blame for whatever the hell is running through that psycho's mind do you hear me? Do you?"
B: (pulled away) "You're the first one who said I should quit. Remember?"
S: (squinting) "Maybe I did, but that was before I realized how much you love it. If you truly want to quit I'll stand behind you all the way. But I don't want you to just make a decision that you will regret later down the road. If the pressure is just building up so much right now that you can't handle it then take a leave of absence. Your sister has just passed away. I'm sure your fans will understand."
B: (sighed) "I don't know Sonny. Maybe this was just a big wakeup call. This could be exactly what I needed to get out."
S: "Maybe you're right, but like you said you don't know and I don't want you making any hasty decisions, not in the condition you're in. So why don't you just take the leave of absence and if you enjoy life without the music then retire. But at least you are leaving yourself with open options."
Brenda stood quiet for a while and then looked at Sonny again.
B: "What do you think Julia would want?"
S: "You would know the answer better than me. I think she loved your music and she would hate to see you stop producing it simply because of her death. She would only want you to stop if it's the right thing for you."
B: "I guess I'll have to think hard about it. Maybe something will come up to help me finalize."
S: (smiling) "I'm sure something will. Is there anything you would like to do now? I'll bet you're starving. I could fix you something to eat."
B: "No I'm really not hungry. Can we just get out of here now?"
Sonny took her hand and led her towards the door. Luke came out of the opposite room.
Lu: "Hey where ya going man?"
S: "Brenda, just needs to get out for a while. Do you think you can man the fort while we're away?" He looked at Luke pointedly, who nodded. "Alright see you later, then." They walked out the door. "So where did you have in mind?"
B: "House hunting. I need to move outta here."
S: "Your wish is my command. Besides, I don't think I should be living in the guesthouse anymore. I mean even Luke and Lois get to live in the main house. I feel like a servant." He pouted.
B: (looked at him and smiled slightly) "Aww honey... well this time we'll get you TWO rooms in the new house."
S: (smiling) "That's okay sweetheart. All I really need is one room and that is going to be the one with you in it laying right beside me every night."
B: (moves closer to him) "Mmm, I like that idea."
S: "I thought you might." He kissed her lips before helping her into the car. He got into the driver's seat. When they neared the gate he saw the mill of reporters hovering like vultures on the other side. He shook his head and looked at Brenda.
B: "Stop the car." As he slowed down she turned around and jumped in the back and hid. "Go ahead."
Sonny nodded as he waited for the gate to open. His foot pressed down on the accelerator and he raced through the crowd causing people to jump out of the way. The gate starting closing behind him. He looked into the mirror and noticed a lot of them trying to slip inside.
S: "It's safe. I think. But hold on. I just want to make sure no one is lurking around these corners." When they were a safe distance he pulled over and she jumped back into the front seat. He brushed the tears slowly from her eyes.
B: (swallowed) "I'm okay. Just drive. We got a long day ahead of us."
Sonny nodded and looked away from her before she noticed the tear that was slowly from the corner of his eye. He hated seeing her in so much pain and not being able to do anything about it. He took her hand and pressed it to his lips vowing he would do everything in his power to bring the guy who had caused her all this pain to his knees.