Author's Note: I have struggled for a long time with the nagging desire to write this. I in no way mean to offend anyone, or to presume how anyone else feels about the events of this day. I don't know if there will ever be a good time to write this fic, but I feel it's something I have to do. Please send the replies good and bad. And, a special thanks to Melissa who gave me the courage to finally put pen to paper, so to speak.
Brenda got out of bed, got the morning paper, and settled herself
on the couch to read the paper and watch a little of the morning news. It had been
Sonny's day to get the kids up and off to school, allowing Brenda to sleep in a little.
Brenda flipped on the TV, realizing that the news was over already.
She turned on a talk show, then looked up as the news announcer broke in. Her eyes
widened in horror as she saw the picture on the TV. There was a terrible picture,
black smoke streaming out of the World Trade Center. The news person was saying
that a jetliner had crashed into one of the towers. Brenda put the paper down and
slid off the couch to her knees, horror evident on her face.
Brenda continued
to watch the coverage, switching over to CNN, knowing they would have the latest
updates. The pictures showing people running from the site reminded Brenda of pictures
she had seen after bombings in a foreign country. She continued to watch smoke pour
out of the building, then the unbelievable.
A second jetliner flew towards
the tower that wasn't on fire. Brenda watched as the airplane hit the tower, exploding
on impact. Brenda cried out, almost feeling a physical pain as her mind went to
all the people that were working there.
Then, just as she was thinking
this couldn't get any worse, she watched first one tower, then the other collapse.
Tears were streaming down her cheeks as she prayed out loud for the first time in
years. She prayed for the people in the towers, the families, the firefighters, the
policemen. Watching the TV through her tears, Brenda knew it couldn't get any worse.
The news announceer suddenly switched the pictures. Now they were showing a
piece of the pentagon where yet another airplane had crashed, killing even more people.
And, there was a report of yet another highjacked airplane, and it was said to have
crashed somewhere in Pennsylvania. Brenda's eyes widened in disbelief. This couldn't
be happening. This was America. Things like this weren't supposed to happen here.
Things like this only happened in horror novels and horror movies. This couldn't
be real. Please don't let this be real, her mind cried.
Brenda looked
up as Sonny walked in the door. Seeing the expression on his face, Brenda knew that
he had heaerd the news already. Sonny sank to the floor beside Brenda, taking her
in his arms, crying with her as they continued to watch the developing story. The
news kept showing the towers, the 2nd plane crashing, the Pentagon burning, the towers
falling.
As the day went on, Sonny and Brenda were joined by their
family and friends, and finally thier children getting home from school. Everyone
sat around the TV, getting up only when absolutely neccessary. Brenda looked around
her living room, seeing the same expression on everyone's faces. Horror and disbelief
emanated from every single person in the room.
Looking up, Brenda
saw someone had switched to a local station, and they were announcing a candlelight
vigil in the park. Looking around, there was a silent agreement that they would
go. Tonight, differences were put aside, old feuds forgotten.
Arriving
at the park, they saw all their friends and family there. Even people they didn't
like. Brenda lit a candle, handed one to Sonny, then
one to each of their children.
Everyone stood gathered in a large circle. Someone had brought a radio, turning
it on, but down low so everyone could hear, but no one was disturbed. Someone started
singing a hymn, and the entire group joined in. When that was finished, someone
broke into The Star Spangled Banner. With choked voices Sonny and Brenda joined
in, hoping and praying that there was a way to heal from all the death and destruction
that had happened today. Praying that someday things could go on, but maybe not
as they had before. Maybe people would learn to slow down now, learn to say I love
you a little more and argue a little less. Sonny brought Brenda close to him, pulling
their children close to them, Sonny and Brenda held on to their family and prayed
for all the lost ones.
God Bless America
Land that I love
Stand
beside her and guide her
Through the night with a light from above.
This
fic is dedicated to all the people who lost someone that day, to all those who gave
their lives doing the job they were meant for. God Bless each and every one of you.
I don't know what it is going to take to heal us as a nation, but I pray that one
day, we do heal. I don't live anywhere near New York, I'm Illinois born and raised,
but I know that the tragedy of 9-11 touched each of our lives. For those of you
in New York, and close to New York, I pray for you each night.
THE END....