Disclaimer: No matter what anyone may think, I am not
using these characters for any reason other than to create a good story.
They are not mine, no matter how much I may wish otherwise. The story
idea, however, is mine, so back off. As I am a poor college student,
suing me won't accomplish anything but heartache. Enjoy the story.
Voice of Alonzo:
*We've been on this planet for several months now. A planet
designated as G889 by unimaginative bureaucrats who have never set foot
on a living planet before, and probably never will. That's part of
the problem, nothing we have ever seen or heard of on the stations could
have prepared us for the reality of this place. By coming to this
world, we were embarking on a new way of life. Each day presents
us with new challenges and experiences. All of us have to learn and
understand the ways of this planet; its seasons, its weather, its beauty
and dangers, and its unique life-forms, terrians and grendals, as well
as anything else that may be out there.
The terrians want to know more about us as well. They visit
me in my dreams on an almost weekly basis, although their concept of time
isn't anything like our own. They want to know everything they can
about us and they are, in turn, teaching me about themselves and their
world. It's slow going, though. As a human, I don't have the
same extended capacity for dreaming and remembering as they do. I
think they understand this and are doing what they can to accommodate by
slowing down and simplifying the information. Unfortunately, I frequently
wake after a night filled with unfamiliar dreams tired and frustrated at
the slow rate of learning. The terrians and I are doing our best
to learn and teach. We'll just have to face the facts that it's going
to take some time.*
Dr. Julia Heller sat beside Alonzo as he slept. They
had retired for the evening to the med-tent early, as Julia had wanted
to monitor his dream state. She decided that it couldn't hurt to
gather as much information about his terrian dreaming as possible.
She thought she could use the information to explain to Dr. Vasquel how
the dreamplane worked when he arrived with the 150 Syndrome children and
their families. Staring at her dia-glove, she blinked as Alonzo's
brain patterns shifted suddenly. He was still dreaming, but not on
the deep level she had always associated with terrian dreaming, nor had
Alonzo slipped into a normal dream state. She was unsure whether
Alonzo _could_ dream normally, as he claimed to have lost that ability
a long time ago. This new dream state was something in between the
two. Excitedly, she turned to her laptop and began recording the
information into her medical logs. She decided to label this phenomena
N-REM, or new-REM, for her own purposes. With her back to him, she
didn't notice Alonzo open his eyes suddenly and sit up in bed, his dark
eyes staring blindly. He swung his legs around until he was sitting
on the edge of the cot, on the verge of standing. He remained that
way for a moment, before shuddering sharply once and laying back down.
The strange REM patterns stopped and Alonzo dropped into a normal sleep.
Julia finished entering the data and turned back to the cot. She
smiled fondly at the pilot. Sometimes he got on her nerves.
At times he was arrogant, and he hated to be dependant on anyone.
But his charm, warmth, and sensitivity had worked their spell on her, she
was hopelessly in love with the man. She sighed and ran her hand
once through his dark hair before readying herself for bed and joining
him on the cot. She curled up beside him and was soon fast asleep.
During the night, Alonzo Solace again entered N-REM.
This time, he got out of bed and made it half-way across the tent, his
eyes wide and unseeing, before he again shuddered violently, turned, and
returned to the cot to sleep the rest of the night in Julia's arms.
Alonzo awoke feeling tired, but soon forgot about it in the
confusion of picking up camp and traveling on for another 15 clicks.
That evening, the group set up camp in a small clearing in the woods they
had been traveling through. John Danzinger, the group's resident
mechanic, came by to help Alonzo with the med-tent. They worked for
a few minutes before Danzinger spoke up. "You doing all right, 'Lonz?"
Alonzo looked up from the supplies he was unpacking, a bit
startled by the question. "Yeah. I'm fine. Why do you
ask?"
Danzinger shrugged lightly. "You look tired, that's
all. Been having any dreams lately?
Alonzo started to speak, then stopped, his brow furrowed.
"I'm not sure. I woke up feeling like I usually do after a terrian
dream, kinda tired and worn out. But I don't remember being in contact
with them."
Danzinger nodded. "You may want to let Julia know.
Can't have you falling asleep on us."
Alonzo nodded noncommittedly and the two men finished putting
up the tent. Danzinger went to check on the perimeter fence while
Alonzo headed for the camp's central fire. He stood for a moment
looking fondly down at Julia, who sat on a log tugging snarls out of her
honey blonde hair. "Hey doc," he dropped a kiss on the top of her
head, "I could watch you do that all night."
She smiled up at him, "Have a seat, I'll get you something
to eat."
He shook his head, "Nah, thanks anyway. I'll grab something
later. I'm a bit tired, so I thought I'd get some shut-eye before
guard duty tonight. Wouldn't want to doze off in the middle of a
shift. Wake me in time?"
"Sure will." She shivered slightly at the warmth of
his smile for her and watched him make his way to the med-tent. Half an
hour later, Julia looked up from her spot by the fire to see Alonzo standing
by the tent flap and staring off at the distant mountains the group was
steadily moving closer to. She turned to see if anything special
had caught his attention, but couldn't detect anything unusual. "Alonzo?"
She looked and he was no longer there. Frowning, she entered the
tent the two of them shared. Alonzo was on the cot, sleeping.
He was curled up like a cat, his face buried in the pillow. She gently
placed a hand on his shoulder and whispered his name. Alonzo didn't
stir. Slightly concerned, she put on her dia-glove and ran it over
him. The reading indicated that he was again experiencing N-REM.
As she watched, the readings changed as Alonzo dropped out of it.
A few minutes later, Alonzo opened his eyes and found Julia hovering over
him.
"What's wrong?" he asked. She looked pretty worried.
"Probably nothing. Have a good nap?"
"I guess so, still a bit tired, but I don't think I'll get
much more sleep. I'm going to grab a bite to eat and get ready for
my shift." He stood, gave Julia a long lingering kiss before
she could question him further, and left the tent. She was about
to go after him when Baines came in complaining of a headache. By
the time she had given him a mild pain block, she had forgotten about Alonzo's
strange behavior.
Alonzo came back to the tent several hours later after being
relieved from duty by Danzinger who had gruffly told him that he looked
like hell and should get some sleep. Alonzo had been puzzled by the
demand but grateful to comply. He smiled down at Julia's sleeping
form. She was the most beautiful and brilliant woman he had ever
known and he loved her deeply. He gently brushed her blonde hair
away from her face and kissed her forehead. She murmured softly in
her sleep. He changed into a pair of sweat pants and, yawning, slid
into bed, careful not to disturb Julia. He kissed her shoulder once,
then relaxed into sleep.
If Julia had been monitoring him, she would have been concerned
to note the rapid shifting Alonzo went through between terrian dreaming
and this new form of dreaming. After a few minutes, Alonzo was completely
within the new dream state. His eyes snapped open and he quietly
got out of bed without waking Julia. Unseeingly, Alonzo went through
the tent flap and made his way across the camp until he came to the northern
perimeter. He stood staring towards the mountains in the distance,
fists clenching and unclenching. Danzinger came by on one of his
rounds and noticed Alonzo. He called out to the pilot but received
no response. Alonzo shivered convulsively once before returning to
the met-tent and Julia. He completely ignored Danzinger, but the
mechanic shrugged it off, deciding Alonzo probably hadn't heard him.
Julia awoke the next morning to find herself alone in bed.
She glanced around the tent, thinking Alonzo had already gone to breakfast.
Sitting up, she was surprised and concerned when she noticed Alonzo curled
up on the ground beside the bed. She grabbed her dia-glove and knelt
down beside him. She scanned him, only to find he was in a deep sleep.
"Alonzo?" She shook his shoulder slightly, he murmured sleepily but
stayed asleep. "Alonzo, wake up."
Brown eyes fluttered open to meet her pale blue ones.
"Doc? What's the matter?"
She smiled slightly to hide her uneasiness. "What are
you doing on the floor, 'Lonz?"
He looked around him in confusion. "I don't know.
How'd I get here?"
"I would have said you fell out of bed, only you're on the
wrong side." She bit her lip as she considered something. "Alonzo,
have you ever sleptwalked before?"
"Sleptwalked? No. Never have."
"Not even when you used to dream normally?"
He shook his head, a lock of dark hair falling over into his
eyes. "No. Do you think I'm sleepwalking?"
"Possibly. I'm not sure." She was silent for a
moment. "Do you remember coming to the tent flap yesterday, after
you went to take your nap?"
Alonzo shook his head wordlessly.
Julia smiled suddenly and offered him her hand. "Come
on, fly boy. Let’s get you some breakfast."
At the tent flap Alonzo stopped her and pulled her into a
hug. "I'm sorry."
She wrapped her arms around him in return. "For what?"
"For being such a nuisance."
She smiled into his dark eyes, committing his handsome face
once again to memory. "Come on. We'll talk about this later.
We'll be able to figure out what's going on after we get some food into
our systems."
After breakfast, the couple cornered Devon and Danzinger.
Devon took in Julia's worried expression and Alonzo's tired face.
"What's wrong? Is it the terrians?"
After a glance around the camp, Danzinger opened the flap
to the med-tent. "Let's take this conversation inside."
Julia and Alonzo sat on the cot together, Devon took the chair
and Danzinger leaned against the desk, arms crossed. Julia cleared
her throat. "I think Alonzo has started to sleepwalk." This
was met by silence from the other two. "On two occasion, I've detected
a shift in the pattern of REM during Alonzo's sleep. It is very different
from what I've come to recognize as normal terrian dreaming."
Danzinger glanced at Alonzo who sat quietly staring at his
tightly clasped hands, white knuckled. "Julia, I saw Alonzo last
night by the perimeter." Alonzo stared up at him in slight shock.
"You did?" John nodded, "Yeah, you never heard me call you, did you?"
Alonzo shook his head.
Devon leaned forward. "Could he be dreaming normally,
and this is just a manifestation of it?"
She shook her head. "It's different from terrian dreaming,
but it's also not normal either. It's somewhere in between."
She glanced at Alonzo and placed a hand over his, earning a tired smile
in return. "Yesterday, Alonzo had turned in early. I noticed
him at the tent flap a half hour later and yet he doesn't recall waking
up. This morning, I found him sleeping on the floor."
Danzinger tried to lighten the mood, "Never quite made it
back to bed, huh 'Lonz?"
Another tired smile and a shake of the head.
Devon spoke up. "What would you like us to do?"
Julia gave Alonzo a questioning glance and continued when
he nodded. "Help me keep an eye on him. I'm afraid that if
he really starts wandering around at night, he could get completely lost."
"Alonzo, what do you suggest?"
He ran a hand through his dark hair wearily, his brow furrowed.
"Maybe if we could attach some gear to my clothing when I sleep.
If I do wander off and get lost, I can always contact the group for some
help. I really don't know. I've never had this kind of problem
before."
Danzinger leaned forward. "Do you remember any of your
'excursions'?"
"No, I just wake up feeling like I haven't slept at all."
He looked frustrated and worn out and his temper was wearing thin.
Devon patted his knee as she stood. "We'll all do what
we can, 'Lonz. Everything will be just fine."
Danzinger herded Devon out of the tent. "Try to get
some rest, we won't be ready to leave for a few hours yet, I need to check
the ATV, it's acting a bit sluggish. We'll wake you in plenty of
time to leave, okay?"
"Alright, thanks." Alonzo smiled as Danzinger took his
leave. He sighed and rested his head on Julia's shoulder. "So,
what do you think, doc?"
"We'll watch you for a couple of nights, see what happens.
We'll get to the bottom of this, don't worry."
He gave her a tired grin as she brushed his hair away from
his eyes and kissed his forehead. She rose from the cot and helped
him lie down. He was asleep almost at once. She busied herself
with packing up the med-tent, careful to keep the noise down, and Alonzo
got two solid hours of uninterrupted sleep before the group was ready to
roll.
For the next three nights, Julia monitored Alonzo's sleep,
occasionally being relieved by Devon or Danzinger. Although she detected
the strange REM pattern several times, Alonzo never stirred from his bed.
And, although still waking up feeling somewhat tired, he wasn't exhibiting
the exhaustion that had accompanied the previous sleepwalking episodes.
A week went by, and Julia finally concluded that once Alonzo had been made
aware of sleepwalking, he no longer had a need to do it.
The Eden group had been traveling approximately fifteen clicks
every day during this time. Picking up camp in the morning, traveling
through the day, stopping only to recharge the vehicle and change drivers,
and setting up camp again in the evenings. They had been getting
steadily closer each day to the mountains that Alonzo had seemed so interested
in a week ago. The periods of N-REM that Alonzo experienced grew
longer with each passing day, and the periods of terrian dreaming were
almost non-existent, but he no longer sleptwalked. Julia decided
that there wasn't anything she could learn from this shift in dream states
until she had access to more proper equipment, so she decided to cease
monitoring Alonzo's sleep.
One night, Devon awoke suddenly. Her son, Uly, was thrashing
about in his bed. She ran to his side, checked his forehead for fever,
and tried to wake him. "Uly?" His blue eyes snapped open and
focused slowly on his mother's worried face. "What's wrong, Uly?"
"They terrians spoke to me. They said that they can't
get through to Alonzo anymore."
"How do you mean?"
"Just that he keeps moving in and out of the dream plane too
quickly for them to speak with him. The terrians are real confused
and upset about it, they say it's not right." Devon sat for a moment
in thought. "Mom?"
She looked up to see him staring at him solemnly, "Yeah, Champ?"
"Is Alonzo okay?"
"Yeah, he's fine." She tucked the blanket around his
thin shoulders and hoped she wasn't lying. "Now get some sleep.
We've got a long day tomorrow."
"Night, mom."
She brushed his hair out of his eyes and kissed his nose.
"Night." She turned to Yale, who had heard them talking and came
in to check on them. "Will you keep an eye on him? I’m going to talk
to Julia." The elderly tutor nodded and Devon strode out of the tent.
The only light came from the fire, as the sky was obscured by clouds.
She found the other woman sitting by the fire, drinking a cup of coffee.
Devon sat next to her and the two women stared into the fire for a moment.
"Uly had a terrian dream tonight."
Julia looked startled. "About?"
"He says the terrians are concerned. They haven't been
able to contact Alonzo lately on the dreamplane."
"He mentioned that he hasn't heard from them in quite some
time. Which, considering the past few months, is a bit unusual."
"Uly mentioned that Alonzo was flickering on the dreamplane,
moving in and out quickly. Could that be what caused Alonzo to sleepwalk?"
Julia bit her lip pensively. "Maybe, only he hasn't
sleptwalked in almost a week now." She stood, "I'm going to talk
to him about this, maybe he can talk to the terrians and find out what's
going on." She left the fire and Devon debated following her.
She jumped up at Julia's shout. "Alonzo? Alonzo!" Running
towards the med-tend, Devon just missed hitting Julia as the doctor rushed
out of the tent. "Baines! Have you seen Alonzo?"
Baines nodded. "About an hour ago. I saw him by
the northern perimeter, but didn't think anything of it."
Julia ran a hand through her hair and tried to explain to
Devon. "He went to bed a couple of hours ago. I left him alone,
thinking his sleepwalking was finished. I just found his gear in
the tent. We don't have any way of contacting him or tracking him."
Danzinger overheard this last remark and came up to the two
women. "What direction was he headed?"
"Baines last saw him near the northern perimeter."
"How far could he have gotten?"
"He's had an hour head start, and he's in excellent physical
condition, but I found his shoes next to the cot, so..." she shook her
head helplessly. "It would depend on the terrain."
"Get your med kit, doc. We'll take the ATV and track
him down." Julia gifted him with a smile and ran for the med-tent.
He turned to Devon. "Meanwhile, Adair, we'll stay in gear contact.
Keep an eye on True for me." Devon nodded and within minutes Julia
and Danzinger were on their way.
They found his tracks leading from the camp almost in a straight
line towards the mountains. Thirty minutes later, Julia frantically
yelled for Danzinger to stop. She leapt out of the ATV and began
to study the ground. "What is it?" She looked up at him, stricken.
"Blood." She grimly climbed back into the ATV. "There's a blood
trail leading north. I think Alonzo may have injured himself, by
the amount of blood, I'd say pretty badly." John Danzinger reported
this disturbing news to Devon and started up the ATV again. Julia
used the jumpers to scan the area for any sign of the wayward pilot.
The farther along they traveled, the more worried Julia became. They
continued to find signs of blood, not a lot, but enough to make Julia pray
they found Alonzo before he bled to death.
Five minutes later, the two were startled to hear the sound
of a terrian lightening bolt. A squeal was heard and Danzinger slammed
on the breaks as a Grendel dashed past them, its ragged clothing smoking.
The creature growled at them but ran off as another bolt crashed at its
feet. Julia grabbed Danzinger's shoulder and pointed. Alonzo
was up ahead, lying unconscious along the path. A terrian stood next
to the injured pilot, its staff's tip glowing with power. Danzinger
held a hand out to the terrian and it solemnly lowered its staff, the power
fading away. It gave a last look at the pilot and disappeared back
into the earth. The two glanced at each other and then Julia grabbed
her bag, jumped out of the ATV, and rushed to Alonzo's side.
"Alonzo? Alonzo, can you hear me?" He didn't stir.
She slid on the dia-glove and checked his vitals, frowning at the signs
of the N-REM patterns, but her main concern was for his health. Alonzo's
skin was a pasty grey color and he was covered in sweat. Blood trickled
from a long gash in his right leg. She ripped the cloth away to inspect
the wound better. It started just below the knee and ran down the
leg for four inches. It was deep and embedded with dirt and splinters
of wood. Opening her bag, she rummaged around for antiseptic and
bandages. As Danzinger positioned the leg at a better angle, she
gently cleaned the wound, her frown deepening as Alonzo tossed his head
fitfully and muttered in his sleep. Once finished with his leg, she
began on his scraped hands and forearms.
"How is he, Julia?"
She glanced up at Danzinger, her blue eyes clouded with worry.
"He's lost a lot of blood and if he's been in this new REM stage the whole
time, then he's not getting any real rest, either." She returned
to her administrations.
Danzinger contacted camp over gear. "Devon? We
found him."
"Is he alright?" Her face was tight with concern.
"He's been injured. Lost a lot of blood. Julia
says he's still in sleepwalker mode."
"Can she wake him?"
Danzinger glanced at Julia, who shook her head. "No.
Were going to bring him back now. Maybe, he'll remember some of this
when he wakes up on his own."
"Alright. I'll have Yale get the med-tent ready for
you. Adair out."
Julia finished patching Alonzo and the two were about to pick
the pilot up when Alonzo sat up quickly, his eyes wide with pain and fear.
"Julia!" It was a strangled shout. He glanced around wildly
at the unfamiliar landscape, not seeing Danzinger and Julia. "Julia!"
She quickly sat down beside him and wrapped her arms around
him. "I'm here. Shhh. You're safe." She gently
rocked him back and forth. Alonzo trembled violently, his heart pounding
furiously and his breathing harsh and erratic. He clung to her tightly.
"Shhh. Shh. It's alright. It's okay. Your safe.
Shhh." He buried his face in the crook of her neck with a sob and
shook. She murmured softly in his ear for several minutes before
Alonzo began to relax.
He shuddered once more and raised his face, grey with exhaustion,
to take in his surroundings. "Where are we?"
Danzinger crouched down in front of the pilot, hazel eyes
meeting ebony. "We're about five miles north of the camp."
Alonzo's forehead furrowed. "How'd we get here?"
Julia smoothed his damp hair out of his eyes. "You were
sleepwalking. John and I came after you in the ATV." Alonzo
shifted on the ground and hissed in pain. "Careful, you injured yourself
pretty badly."
He stared at the bandages for a moment before putting a hand
to his head. "Ah, hell."
Danzinger handed him a canteen. "Here. You look
like you could use it."
Alonzo drained the canteen and nodded his thanks, eyes drooping.
"I'm tired, Julia."
Julia exchanged concerned glances with Danzinger over Alonzo's
head. "Let's get you into the ATV, 'Lonz. Then we'll go back
to camp. You can sleep on the way." The two helped the injured
man to his feet and into the ATV. Julia sat in the back with Alonzo,
his head on her shoulder. She wrapped a blanket around his shoulders
as Danzinger pointed the vehicle back towards camp. "Do you remember
why you came out here, 'Lonz?"
Danzinger strained his ears to hear the low reply. "There's
something... It's frightening, Julia. It's so dark and cold."
Alonzo's eyes were closed and he sounded half-asleep.
"Dark?"
"I don't want to go. Don't want to see. But I
can't help myself." Julia felt a shudder run through his body and
Alonzo's voice dropped an octave and took on a menacing quality that no
one had ever heard him use before. It sent shivers up and down their
spines. "I will have him yet. And there is nothing you can
do to stop it." Julia scanned him, watching as the last residues
of N-REM left him and Alonzo fall into a natural sleep. She cradled
the exhausted man in her arms. Danzinger turned to glance at them
both, concern and a barely contained fright in his eyes. "We have
to find out what the devil is going on." She nodded and the two were
silent the rest of the way to camp.
Once Julia got Alonzo to bed, she finished cleaning and bandaging
the rest of his scrapes and cuts. Alonzo woke long enough to give
Julia permission to administer a dream inhibitor, so that he would be able
to sleep the rest of the night without sleepwalking. Before falling
asleep once more, Alonzo tried to apologize, saying he didn't mean to be
such a burden. She stopped him with a kiss and stayed beside him
as he fell asleep, making sure that the N-REM cycle didn't start up again.
Satisfied that he would sleep peacefully, she left the tent and walked
slowly to where Devon and Danzinger sat waiting by the fire. She
pushed a hand wearily through her hair. "He's resting comfortably,
now. Luckily, we got to him before he lost too much blood and before
infection set in his wound. He's weak, but should heal quickly."
Devon handed her a cup of coffee which she sipped gratefully.
"What exactly is going on?"
Julia and Danzinger exchanged glances. Danzinger cleared
his throat. "It's like this, Adair. 'Lonzo doesn't seem to
have any control over this, just as he has no control over his terrian
dreaming, they just take over when they want. From some of his descriptions,
it's like someone or something is drawing him towards it."
"Is it the terrians?"
"No, we already know they haven't been in contact with him,
plus, Julia and I saw one protecting Alonzo from a Grendel. If they
wanted him, they could have taken him at any time, no need to make him
walk there."
"There was a Grendel?"
Julia nodded, "I think it was drawn to the bloodsmell.
The terrian used its staff to the keep it away from Alonzo until we showed
up. Then it left. I don't think they're what's causing this.
On our way back, Alonzo said...."
"Said what?"
Julia looked down into her cup and didn't respond. Danzinger
shifted uncomfortably for a moment. "He mentioned that where ever
this place is, its dark and cold, and someplace he'd really rather not
see, but not being able to help himself." He glanced at Julia's strained
face and his voice dropped to a whisper. "His last words, before
he passed out, didn't sound like him at all."
Devon's brow wrinkled, "You mean out of character. That's
hardly surprising after what he's been through."
"I mean that it was 'Lonzo talking, but the voice was deeper,
very menacing. Not like him at all. As if..."
"As if someone else was speaking through him?" Both
Julia and Danzinger nodded. Devon sighed. "So what do we do
now?"
Julia looked up, face pinched with worry. "I have an
idea. But we'll only do it if you agree, Devon."
Devon felt her stomach sink, "And that is?"
Julia took a deep breath. "We ask Uly to talk to the
terrians about what's going on. He already mentioned that they haven't
been able to reach him in a while. Maybe they know why." Danzinger
and Julia kept quiet while Devon thought it over.
Devon glanced at their hopeful faces and sighed. "Alright.
I don't like it, but alright. Will tomorrow night be early enough?"
Julia sighed in relief and nodded. "Tomorrow's fine."
Devon stood, wished them a good night left the fire for her
tent and her son. Danzinger placed a hand on Julia's shoulder squeezing
briefly before heading for his own tent. Julia tossed the rest of
her coffee in the fire, stood, stretched, and walked to her tent.
Entering, she looked worriedly down at Alonzo. He was tossing feverishly,
mumbling agitatedly in his sleep. Using the dia-glove, Julia noticed
he was running a low grade fever and that the strange REM cycle seemed
to be warring with the terrian dreaming, normal sleep, and the inhibitor.
She wasn't sure how much more of this he could take before retaining some
serious damage. She applied a medi-derm to reduce the fever and gently
bathed his sweat covered face. Kissing him on the forehead, she laid
down next to him on the cot and wrapped her arms around his shuddering
form. She was awarded a few minutes later when Alonzo relaxed and
slipped into a deep sleep. Relieved, she soon followed.
The next morning, Julia awoke to find a pair of dark eyes,
filled with warmth and affection, watching her. Alonzo was studying
her face intently, as if he had never seen it before and found it absolutely
wonderful. 'Or,' a small voice in the back of her mind said, 'as
if this will be the last time he will ever see it again.' She shook
that off as he bent to kiss her cheek. "Good morning," he murmured,
his hand tracing the line of her jaw gently. A warm smile brightening
his face and lifting her heart. "Morning," she responded. "Sleep
well?"
He looked sheepish and shook his head. "Woke up three
or four hours ago and couldn't get back to sleep."
She leaned back a bit and finally noticed the dark circles
underneath his eyes and the paleness of his skin. "Why didn't you
wake me? I could have given you a sleep aid."
He shook his head again, a lock of hair falling into his eyes.
"Sleeping hasn't been very restful lately. Thought I'd do better
just lying here for a while. I think it helped some." He grinned,
dimples showing. "Besides, you looked so peaceful, I could bear to
wake you."
She shook her head despairingly and got out of bed.
"Come on, sleepjumper. Let's take a look at that leg of yours."
She pulled up his pant leg and gently removed the bandages. The cut
was still red and angry looking, but it had scabbed over well and Julia
was satisfied that it was clean and that no infection had set in.
"How does it feel?"
"It still hurts. And I can feel the leg stiffening up
on me." Alonzo gently rubbed the injured muscle.
"Well, I'll give you another medi-derm for the pain, I want
you to spend the day riding on one of the vehicles until I'm sure the wound
won't reopen. If by lunch-time you feel up to it, I'll let you try
walking on it for a while. We'll see what we can do about finding
a decent walking stick for you."
"It's alright, doc. It shouldn't be too hard to find
a long enough branch to use." Julia re-bandaged his leg and he rolled
the pant leg down. Before she could get up, he caught her wrist and
pulled her closer. He kissed her once, playfully, then a second time
more lingeringly. Julia deepened the kiss and the two came up gasping
for air a few minutes later.
Alonzo chuckled, "A couple more of those, and I'll be up to
full charge in no time."
Julia laughed and quickly got dressed. She flashed a
grin as she slipped out of the tent. "All right, flyboy. Get
dressed, I'll save you some breakfast." Alonzo laughed and followed
after Julia a few moments later.
True came up the small rise, she saw Uly crouched down in a
dry stream bed. "If you're trying to scare me it isn't going to work."
Uly looked up, his blue eyes narrowed in the sun. "Come
on down, got something to show you."
She slid down the bank and landed in a puff of dust.
"What is it?"
"I found this tree branch, think it would make a good staff
for Alonzo?"
True studied the branch carefully. "Well, it looks long
enough." She tapped it. "Seems solid enough. It isn't
rotten anywhere, so it probably would hold his weight. But the bark
is real rough and prickly. It'd cut up his hand."
"We could strip the bark. The wood underneath won't
be so scratchy."
She nodded. "Yeah. But when would we do it?
I mean, I was sent to make sure you didn't fall too far behind. We
aren't going to be able to walk and work on this at the same time."
"Yale's driving one of the vehicles. I'm sure he'll
let us ride for a while, you know, just long enough to fix up the staff.
And since it's for Alonzo, he won't think we're just trying to grab a ride.
He might even help us hide it till we get done."
"So this will be our surprise to Alonzo, then, huh?"
Uly brushed sandy blonde hair out of his eyes. "What
do you say?"
"I say," she tugged on the brim of her hat, "Let's get this
to Yale."
The two children each grabbed an end of the branch and scrambled
out of the river bed. Checking that Alonzo wasn't looking there way,
they quickly brought the branch to where Yale had stopped to check his
compass.
"Yale?"
The elderly cyborg glanced up at the two of them. "Ah,
what do we have here?"
True nodded to Uly, "We had a question for you."
"Yeah, Yale, could you help us make this into a proper walking
stick for Alonzo. He's getting fed up with just riding around."
Yale smiled, "I've noticed that too. Especially since
Dr. Heller won't allow him to drive any of the vehicles himself.
Let me see." He picked up the branch and examined it. "Yes,
children, I believe this will make an excellent walking staff. I
take it you will wish to strip the bark off of it."
They nodded. "Where did you find this?"
Uly pointed, "In that old river bed."
"Humn. Strange, there doesn't seem to be any of those
type of trees in this area. I wonder how it got there. Oh well,
hop on. We've have quite some distance to travel before lunch, you
can work on the staff until then."
The group stopped for lunch in a beautiful meadow. A
small spring welled up, and everyone refilled their canteens with the sweet
water. Audible sighs could be heard as boots were loosened and faces
bathed. Alonzo and Julia sat under a small tree, the shade a blessed
relief from the sun. The two of them looked up to see Uly, True,
and Yale approaching them. All three of them had on similar expressions
of seriousness. Julia leaned forward, "Is anything the matter?"
Yale stepped closer, "No, not at all, doctor. The children
have something they'd like to present to Alonzo."
"Oh?" he shifted his leg a bit. "What is it?"
Uly glanced at True, "You say it."
She shook her head, "It was your idea, you do it."
"Just do it."
Alonzo chuckled softly and the other two adults just smiled
in amusement. Finally, True cleared her throat. "Well, we know
you don't like just sitting around all day, not doing anything. So,
Uly and I made you this." She motioned to Yale who pulled the staff
from behind his back. The two children grabbed a hold of it and,
together, gave it to Alonzo.
Alonzo grinned at the both of them. "Thank you, this
is beautiful." The staff was almost perfectly straight with a small
Y at the top. The wood was a golden brown color and felt like satin
when he ran his hands over it. With some help from Julia, Alonzo
stood and found that the staff was about four inches taller than he was
and that the slight curves in the wood were at just the right height to
accommodate his hands. He balanced on his good leg and took a few
tentative steps with the staff. His grin widened as he moved about
with ease. He bowed low to the two children and their tutor, "Never
in all of my days, have I seen or heard of such a wondrous staff.
Mere words cannot express my gratitude to you. Thank you."
True and Uly exchanged delighted grins before scampering off
for lunch. Yale stayed behind for a bit. Julia watched as Alonzo
used the staff to help himself down into a sitting position. "Yale,
make sure the kids know that I really do appreciate the gift and am not
just saying it. I can tell they worked real hard on it. It's
a beautiful staff, and will really help a lot."
"I'm glad. I was afraid that it would be too unwieldy,
it is a bit long."
"No, it's perfect. Even be good for night time, it'll
keep me from banging my head on anything."
The group continued on after lunch with Alonzo walking beside
one of the vehicles, the staff allowing him to keep up with the rest of
the group with a minimum of effort. A few hours passed before Julia
was able to persuade him to ride again in order to rest. He carried
the staff by his side, parallel to the ground, with ease, almost as if
he'd always been familiar with the length and weight of it. Not having
to be totally dependant on Julia and the vehicles anymore raised Alonzo's
spirits considerably and he pushed the ugly thoughts of why he had to use
a staff to the back of his mind. 'No use worrying over something
you can currently do nothing about.' he thought.
That night, after the Eden Project had set up camp, Devon,
Julia, and Danzinger sat with Alonzo and Uly by the fire. "Since
you haven't heard from them in some time, 'Lonz," Danzinger explained,
"We thought maybe Uly could talk to the terrians and see if they know what's
going on."
Alonzo turned to Uly, old eyes solemnly meeting young, "Is
this okay with you?"
Uly glanced at the others before returning his gaze to Alonzo.
"Yes. I want to help if I can."
Alonzo smiled, dimples showing, "Sounds like a plan to me."
He yawned suddenly and rubbed his eyes with slightly trembling fingers,
not noticing Julia's concerned gaze. "I take it you were thinking
of trying this tonight, yes?"
"Yes, we all figured that the sooner this is resolved the
better for everyone." Julia studied Alonzo intently and took his
hand in hers. "I honestly don't know how much longer you can continue
like this. This new dream state takes a lot more energy out of you
than the terrian dreaming, and I'm worried."
He nodded and gave her fingers a squeeze before pushing himself
to is feet. "If you will all excuse me, I think I'll try to get some
shut eye." He turned to Uly, "I know you'll do your best. I
look forward to hearing your report in the morning, Champ."
Uly tossed off a salute, "Aye,aye, Captain."
Alonzo laughed and tousled the boy's hair before heading for
the med-tent and some needed rest. "Good night."
Julia stood also, staring after Alonzo, preoccupied.
"Uly, do want to do this in the med-tent, or in your own?"
"My own, please." Julia nodded and glanced again at
the med-tent. "Dr. Heller? Don't worry, he'll be alright.
The terrians will know what to do."
Julia was startled out of her thoughts and she smiled down
at the solemn little boy. "Thank you, Uly. I know." She
glanced at Devon. "Why don't you go with your mom to your tent and
get ready for bed. I'll be with you in a few moments." Uly
took his mom's hand and helped her off the log she was sitting on.
The two figures made their way to their tent, hand in hand.
Danzinger placed a hand on Julia's shoulder. "What do
you think?"
She shrugged lightly, glad for the contact. "I pray
this works. I'm going to check on Alonzo first, give him a dream
inhibitor so he doesn't sleepwalk tonight. Then... We'll see
what happens."
Everything will work out just fine, you'll see."
She gave a wry smile. "I sure hope so. I sure
hope so." She patted his arm in thanks and watched as he headed for
his tent.\
True sat on her cot, waiting for her father before going to
bed. He'd been a bit distant the last few days and she was going
to find out exactly why. "Hi, dad."
Danzinger felt his spirits lift at the sound of his daughter's
voice. "hey, True-girl." He sat next to her and wrapped his
arms around her.
True twisted about till she was facing hr father. "Dad,
what's going on? Everyone's been acting weird."
"It's nothing, True."
She gave him a look, "I'm not a baby, dad. I can tel
something's wrong. Tell me what's going on, please."
Danzinger stared at his daughter, once again aware of how
independent she was growing, and of how proud he was of her. He looked
into her eyes, reading her determination to know the truth and worry and
concern she felt for him. John set her on his knee. "Alonzo
has been sleepwalking lately. He was gone last night and Julia and
I had to go after him."
"Is he going to be alright?"
John sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "We don't
know, sweetheart. His injuries will heal but this sleepwalking..."
he shrugged.
"What exactly is sleepwalking?"
"Well, you're asleep, but you move around like you're awake.
You usually never remember what happened or what you did when you wake
up."
"But Alonzo's sleepwalking is different, isn't it." her blue-green
eyes stared steadily into his.
John blinked, "Why do you say that?"
"Well, if it was normal, you, Devon, and Julia wouldn't be
so worried about it."
"Yeah, we're worried all right. Alonzo doesn't have
regular dreams like we do, Julia feels, and Devon and I agree, that his
sleepwalking isn't normal either, or voluntary."
True frowned slightly, "So, what is it you guys want Uly to
do?"
"Apparently, the sleepwalking is somehow interfering with
Alonzo's ability to communicate with the terrians. Julia wants Uly
to talk to them and try to find out what's going on. Hopefully, they'll
be able to tell us how to help 'Lonz. Now you, young lady, need to
go to sleep." He picked her up and swung her through the air to her
cot. She giggled uncontrollably as she landed and quickly scooted
under the covers. Danzinger kissed her on the cheek. "Sleep
tight, True. Pleasant dreams."
"Night, daddy."
Julia entered the med-tent. Alonzo was already in the
cot, his breathing slow and steady, but his eyes opened as she entered
the tent. "I thought you had already fallen asleep."
He shook his head and briefly looked at the staff Uly and
True had given him. It comforted him to know it was close at hand.
He turned back to Julia, "Nah, not yet. Think this will work?
You know, having Uly talk to the terrians?"
"I don't know, 'Lonz. It can't hurt any. I'm going
to give you another dream inhibitor tonight. There won't be anyone
here with you, and I don't want you roaming the countryside, okay?"
"Sure, doc. Whatever you say." He closed his eyes
as she applied the derm to his neck, his breathing slowing down and his
heart rate lowering. Soon he was fast asleep. She waited for
a few minutes to make sure he was doing all right, kissed his forehead,
then left the tent and made her way to the Adair's tent. On the way,
she encountered Mangus, who was on guard duty, and asked her to periodically
check on Alonzo for her until she got back.
Uly was already asleep by the time Julia got there. She
and Devon sat quietly in the tent, waiting. An hour later, Uly's
heartrate sped up and Julia adjust her glove to scan him. She glanced
up at Devon, who was staring anxiously at her son. "He's begun terrian
dreaming. Cross your fingers."
Devon tried to ignore the dread welling within her.
The hold the terrians had on her son was strong. She didn't know
what kind of promise she made in exchange for Uly's health. She wouldn't
change that for the world, but she was still unsure of what they were going
to demand in return. Uly began to toss and turn, snapping Devon back
to the present. The boy became increasingly more agitated as the
dream went on. "No, no! Stay away! It's dangerous!
Get away from there!" his voice got louder and louder. "No!
Alonzo! Alonzo!" Uly's eyes snapped open, full of fear and
uncertainty. He launched himself into his mother's arms and began
sobbing.
Startled, Devon wrapped her arms around him, rocking and murmuring
quietly to him. "Uly? Champ? Calm down, sweetheart.
You're scaring me. Uly?"
Slowly, Uly released the death-grip he had around his mother's
waist. Julia had called Danzinger over gear and now sat helplessly
as she watched the small boy's shuddering frame. She was suddenly
reminded of the way Alonzo had shuddered when trying to explain his dark
memories. Danzinger soon showed up and asked Julia, "What happened?"
She bit her lip in consternation, "He just woke up screaming."
Devon gently rubbed her son's back, rocking him back and forth.
"Uly? Uly? What did you see, honey? What did the terrians
tell you?"
Danzinger knelt by Devon and Uly and placed a comforting hand
on the boy's shoulder. "Uly? Take a deep breath, that's a boy.
Now, can you tell us what you saw?"
Uly sniffled, rubbed his red rimmed eyes. "The terrians
are real worried. They say something bad's gonna happen." His
voice dropped to a whisper and the adults had to strain to hear it.
"I saw part of it."
"What's going to happen, Uly? What did you see?"
Julia kept her voice soft and low, so as not to startle the boy.
"I wasn't on the dreamplane. The terrians sorta showed
me what might happen if we can't stop it. I saw Alonzo walking towards
the mountains, he was limping real bad, as if each step was extremely painful,
like he didn't want to go. Several terrians tried to stop him, but
he didn't notice them at all, just walked right past them. Then there
was this dark cave. And hands came out of the wall and grabbed him
and dragged him into the rock face. Kind of like a terrian does,
only..."
Devon hugged her son tighter to him, "Only what, Champ?"
"Only it looked like it hurt Alonzo a whole lot, not like
when the terrians do it. Then, something stepped out of the rock
face. It looked like Alonzo, only, somehow, I knew it wasn't really
him." The boy shuddered again. "The terrians say that this
thing is what's been causing Alonzo to sleepwalk, and it's been keeping
them from talking to him. It's been drawing him to it cause it can
leave with out a..." The boy frowned as he searched for the right
word.
"Host." Julia whispered.
The other two adults looked stricken.
"Yeah, that's the word. It can't leave without at host."
Danzinger looked at Julia. "But why did it pick Alonzo,
why not someone else?"
Uly shuddered again. "Cause Alonzo and I are the only
one who can use the dreamplane and I'm too little." Devon went
pale and clutched Uly tighter to her.
"Did the diggers tell you how we can stop this thing?"
Danzinger grated, his fists clenched.
Uly looked confused. "They said he has what he needs
to fight this thing, but they wouldn't say anything else."
"Damn." Danzinger ran a hand through his unruly hair.
Julia looked sick and kept clasping and unclasping her hands nervously.
She was about to speak when Mangus came running into the tent. "Julia!
Come quick! Alonzo's not in his tent."
"When was the last time you saw him?" she rushed to the med-tent,
praying that he would somehow, miraculously, be there. Danzinger,
Mangus, Devon, and Uly were close behind her.
"Half and hour ago."
Julia quickly scanned the camp for signs of him. "Which
direction?"
"Found tracks heading north, towards those rocks." Mangus
pointed.
She grabbed her med-kit and ran through camp, in the direction
Mangus indicated, remembering Baines' comment of how many caves seemed
to riddle the area. If Alonzo reached them first, they'd never
find him. 'Please be safe, Alonzo.' she prayed. She rushed
headlong, following the faint trail, heedless to any danger to herself.
Danzinger caught up to her and a few minutes later he pointed.
"Julia."
Alonzo was walking slowly towards the first set of caves,
leaning heavily on his staff. As Julia approached him, she noticed
the tension in his shoulders, back, and arms. His knuckles white
as one hand grasped the staff and the other balled in a fist. She
was horrified to see drops of blood ooze out of his clenched fist, as he
dug his nails deep into his flesh. Reaching one of the caves, he
seemed to stumble, only to catch himself with his staff at the last moment.
He stood stock still and Julia quickly ran over to him and scanned his
vitals with her dia-clove. She blinked at the readings; terrian dreaming,
N-REM, and his waking self all competed for dominance. Each fluctuating
dramatically, it was a wonder he was standing at all. She took a
close look at him, shocked. He was very pale. Blood trickled
down from where he had bit his lip clean through. His face was twisted
with pain and his eyes were tightly clenched, but Julia didn't this it
was from his leg wound, which had reopened and was darkening his pant leg.
Alonzo opened his dark eyes and Danzinger took an involuntary step back.
Alonzo's eyes blazed with pain, fury, and helplessness. Danzinger
could see that he was aware of his surroundings, and of what was happening
to him, but was powerless to do anything about it.
Alonzo sucked in a pain-filled breath, every nerve-ending
screaming. All he could do was stand still, the pull he had felt
for the past few weeks was at its strongest here, and he had no intention
of following it to its end, but he wasn't sure for how much longer he could
hold out.
"'Lonzo? Can you hear me?" Danzinger carefully
eased himself between the pilot and the cave entrance. A cold wind
emanated from the cave and sent shivers down his back.
Alonzo nodded, "Yeah. Julia?"
Julia took a step closer. "The terrians are worried.
Uly says there's something evil in that cave that wants you as its new
host." Alonzo paled even further, almost fainting from the shock.
Julia bit her lip but continued. "It can't come out of there without
you, or Uly."
"Why?"
"We're not sure, it might need your connection to the dreamplane."
Alonzo winced suddenly and took a stumbling step forward.
"No!" A look of concentration crossed his face and he came to a swaying
halt, the other two looking on helplessly. "How can I stop it?" he
cried in anguish.
"All the terrians would say is that you have what it takes
to defeat it."
"Nothing else?"
Julia shook her head sadly. Sweat popped out on Alonzo's
face and he wearily leaned his forehead against his staff. He took
two deep breaths to steady himself and, when he looked back up, Julia gratefully
noted that some color had returned to his face and that he seemed stronger.
Danzinger had been in gear communication with camp ever since
they had found Alonzo, he turned the eyepiece around so that Devon and
the others could see what was going on. Despite their predicament,
Danzinger was curious. "'Lonzo, how come you aren't in sleepwalker
mode?"
Alonzo blinked, "I don't know. Half way here, I realized
I as outside my tent, staff in hand, completely lost, and barefoot."
Sure enough, Alonzo had no shoes or socks on, something Julia had failed
to notice while she checked him earlier. Welts and thin lines of
blood crisscrossed his ankles, the soles of his feet battered by the rocks.
"The closer I got to the caves here, the more aware of my surrounds I became,
till I was able to at least halt myself." He indicated their present
situation with a wave of his hand. "Not that this is going to last
much longer. I'm getting tired and weaker by the minute." Alonzo
swayed again and took another two steps. He angrily planted his staff
firmly into the ground and hung on with both hands, his face set in grim
lines. He was only a few steps away from Danzinger and a couple of
feet beyond him was the cave entrance. Alonzo thought he saw a formless
shape deep in the cave's shadows and shuddered convulsively.
Danzinger scratched his chin in thought. "Can you ask
the terrians for help?"
Alonzo shook his head. "No. If I try to dream,
that thing," he nodded towards the cave, "will bring me right to it.
Though you, if necessary. That, I know for a fact."
"So, I guess picking you up and carrying you back to camp
is out of the question."
Alonzo laughed dryly. "If I didn't try to kill you,
I think it would probably make me go insane."
During this interaction, Julia had been keeping an eye on
Alonzo's vital signs. She was deeply concerned, the scans indicated
that the stress levels on Alonzo's nervous system were reaching critical.
She figured that one of three things would happen. Alonzo would give
in to the evil spirit - a distinct possibility, as much as she hated the
thought. It would give up on Alonzo and release its grip on him -
unlikely. Alonzo's heart would give out and he'd die - most probably,
as Alonzo didn't look like he was about to give in so easily. Julia
expressed her concerns to the two men, Danzinger relaying the information
to the group back at camp.
Alonzo furrowed his brow in thought, "What exactly did Uly
see on the dreamplane?" Danzinger told him. "And the terrians
said I have what it take to defeat it?" They both agreed. Alonzo
ran a thumb over the wood of his staff and he eyes it thoughtfully.
"Did Uly notice if I had my staff with me in the dream?"
"I'm - I don't think so," Julia switched on her gear.
"Devon? Can you find out if in Uly's dream Alonzo had his staff or
not?"
Devon spoke with her son, "No, he didn't. What's going
on Julia? Why is that so important?"
"When I find out... I'll let you know." She turned off
her gear. "He says no. Why, 'Lonzo?"
Alonzo was about to answer when a low growl came from the
cave. At his shout, Danzinger leapt away from the entrance as a large
boulder shot out of the cave to crash where he had been standing.
Julia crouched down suddenly as another boulder landed near her.
She kept her attention split between Alonzo and the cave. Alonzo's
concentration had been momentarily broken, and only by a large force of
will was he able to keep from entering the cave. The pilot stood
on the threshold of the cave, his vision blurred and his head ached and
swam. He again planted his staff. Taking a deep breath, he
trilled softly. A startled sounding growl answered him. Julia,
Danzinger, and the rest at camp watched in amazement. Alonzo continued
to trill, his voice running up and down the scale. Growls continued
to answer him as the two immensely different beings held a conversation
that was beyond the understanding of those who listened in. Although
they didn't understand the language, the other humans got the general gist
of what was being said, by how it was said.
Alonzo's voce stated firmly, 'You have no rights to me.
I will not go.'
The answer was commanding and cajoling, 'You have no choice.
I require you to leave this place. Allow me to join with you and
you will have everything you ever dreamed.'
Alonzo spared a loving look to Julia, 'I already have what
I want. No deal.'
Angry, 'You're a fool. I shall have you and then I will
destroy the others.'
Alonzo painfully drew himself up to his full height, eyes
snapping, voice commanding, 'Never. You wont have me or anyone else,
for that matter. I'll destroy you first.'
The being chuckled evilly, 'You'd be destroying yourself,
for we are already connected, you and I. My death would mean yours.'
Alonzo paled but held firm, 'If that's the way it must go.
So be it.'
'Enough of your talk. I've seen into your soul.
You value life so much, you do everything you can to prolong it.'
Wearily, 'You're right. By rights, I should be long
gone. But if you've seen into my soul, as you say, you'd know that
if it's between my life or my friends', I'd save theirs any day.'
Alonzo remembered how he had risked his won life against a terrian demon
that had possessed Danzinger and would have destroyed them all. Suddenly,
Alonzo smiled, grasped his staff tight, and took a deliberate step forward.
Julia and Danzinger ran towards him to hold him back when
two terrians exploded out of the earth before them, blocking their way,
their staffs crosses and sparkling menacingly.
"Alonzo!" Julia screamed.
Alonzo had stopped just inside the cave's entrance.
They watched in despair as he bowed his head to dream.
"Damn you, diggers" Danzinger yelled. "Let us
pass." He made a move forward, only to shield his eyes as the staffs
flashed. Julia gasped, grabbed Danzinger's arm, and pointed.
His jaw dropped and a small part of his mind was glad he was recording
this.
Alonzo stood silently, head bowed, and the air around him
seemed to shimmer. The growling from the cave suddenly sounded different,
uncertain, confused, and perhaps a bit frightened. The two terrians
suddenly turned towards Alonzo, their staffs discharging pure electricity
into the motionless pilot.
Julia screamed and tried to reach Alonzo, but this time was
stopped by Danzinger. "Look." She stopped struggling.
Alonzo was still standing, the air around him luminescent. The cave
brightened considerably, the darkness retreating to the back of the cave
and the growling became a pained yowling until all that was left was a
large blob of darkness that scurried this way and that away from the light.
Alonzo inhaled sharply, his body alive with the power from the two terrians,
a glow running from his hands to the top of his staff. With a cry,
Alonzo shoved the energy through the staff and into the cave, piercing
the last black shadow. Everyone watched in amazement as the shadow
writhed and screamed. Over the monster's death cry came a strange,
yet familiar and oddly comforting humming sound. Julia couldn't remember
when she'd heard it before, but the humming calmed her, allowing her to
think again.
The beam of light continued to stab forward until the shadow
was completely destroyed, a thin wailing could be heard for a moment, then
the light, the wailing, and the humming, abruptly stopped. The terrians
stepped away from the two humans, and Alonzo collapsed onto the ground,
his face completely drained of color.
Julia rushed past the terrians to Alonzo's side. "No!"
Danzinger started forward as Julia rolled the pilot onto his back and quickly
administered two quick breaths. "He's not breathing, and his heart's
stopped." Danzinger quickly positioned himself over the man's chest
and began compressions, counting under his breath. "1, 2, 3, 4, 5"
After '5,' Julia would administer a breath. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Breath,
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Breath. They continued this for several minutes.
1, 2, 3, *Dammit, 'Lonzo.* Breath.
the two terrians entered the cave, unnoticed by the frantic
humans.
1, 2, 3, 4, 5, Breath
They picked a glowing stone that rested where the shadow had
expired.
1, 2, *Come on, 'Lonzo.* Breath.
Reverently, one bent and picked it up. The other picked
up the dreamwalker's staff off the cave floor where Julia had tossed it
out of her way.
1, 2, 3, *Don't leave me.* Breath.
They attached the stone to the top of the staff, a special
quality about both objects, creating an instant bond.
1, 2, *Come on, come on!* Breath.
1, *I can't live without you.* Breath.
1, 2, 3, 4, *Please.* Breath.
The two terrians chanted a special prayer over the dreamwalker's
staff and regarded the two humans with, what was for them, pity.
They didn't understand at all.
Danzinger finally pulled Julia away from Alonzo's still body.
"He's gone, Julia. He's gone. There isn't anything you can
do."
She struggled to go back to Alonzo, but Danzinger held her
fast. She buried her face in his chest, beating his shoulders and
sobbing. "Oh, God, No! Alonzo, no!"
The two terrians came out of the cave and approached Alonzo's
body. Danzinger's sight turned red, "Keep away from him, diggers.
It's your fault he's dead. If you hadn't have stood in our way, we
could have saved him. Damn you, get away!" he growled menacingly
and tried to chase them away, but Julia's weight was holding him down.
Unconcernedly, the terrians placed the staff lengthwise on
Alonzo's body. Julia watched with tear-filled eyes as the two terrians
made a complicated gesture with their staffs and planted them deep within
the earth. The staffs shuddered on their own and the tips glowed
with power, two beams of light joined together and hit the stone on Alonzo's
staff. The air began to glow until the body was completely surrounded.
For a moment, a halo of golden light played along Alonzo's body before
disappearing. The stone came free from the staff and fell off the
pilot's chest and crumbled to dust as Alonzo opened his eyes. The
two terrians bowed slightly and disappeared into the earth. "Julia?"
his voice low and weak.
Julia scrambled over to him, scanning him disbelievingly.
She touched him to assure herself that he was here, that it was real, he
was alive! Alonzo reached up and touched her hair. She sighed,
tears of joy rolling down her cheeks.
An awed Danzinger helped the pilot sit up. "My God,
man! You were dead!"
Alonzo frowned and rubbed his head. "I was?"
Julia nodded, speechless, then wrapped her arms around him,
holding him tight. He hugged her back just as tightly, and they stayed
that way for quite some time.
Alonzo and Julia got ready for bed that evening. When
they had got back to camp, Alonzo had refused to discuss what had happened
to him. Strangely, only the very first part of the encounter with
the spirit was still on Danzinger's gear. Everything past the point
from when the terrians had shown up had somehow been reduced to static.
Also, whatever terrian dialect Alonzo had been speaking was so different
from that of the tribe that had saved Uly, the boy was unable to translate
what had been said.
Alonzo sat in bed watching Julia change. He lifted the
blanket as she came over to the bed. She snuggled close to him, resting
her hand on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. She looked up
into his ebony eyes. "I thought I'd never hear that sound again."
He held her gently and looked deep into her blue eyes.
The love he felt for her shining through his own. "I could never
leave you." he whispered.
She gave him that rare smile that made his heart leap and
snuggled even closer to him. "Alonzo?"
"Humn?"
"How were you able to destroy that shadow spirit?"
He chuckled softly, "Magic?"
She sat up to look him fully in the face. "I'm serious."
He was silent a moment, gathering his thoughts. "I remembered
how I used the terrian's staff to destroy the demon that had almost killed
John and myself. I had to willingly join it on the dreamplane in
order to destroy it."
"But, you didn't have a terrian staff. And it killed
you!"
His eyes were dark with memory and he tried to shake it off.
"I know. But the staff that I did have worked in much the same manner."
"How?"
"The terrians receive their staffs from the earth, their mother.
It is given in a special ceremony by both the youngest and eldest of their
tribe. My staff was given to me by the children, who had thoughtfully
and lovingly prepared it for me. That love was 'trapped' in the wood
for me to draw upon. Yale had helped, and he served as the elder
of the tribe, apparently, and when I accepted the gift, that served as
the ceremony. Even you held the staff a couple of times, and you're
love for me also could be drawn upon through the staff. I'm not exactly
sure how, but I was able to drawn on those positive emotions to repel the
evil."
"And when you died?"
"The shadow hadn't lied about that."
"About what?"
"It had said that we were connected. That if it died,
so would I." he turned serious eyes her way. "I would have
preferred death to what that creature offered and represented." He
ran his fingers along her jaw. "I don't know exactly what happened
to me after the terrians lent me their strength. Just that I was
warm and safe. It felt like I was being held in my mother's arms
and being sung a beautiful lullaby. But I had to get back to you."
He pulled her close, kissing her tenderly. "Next think I know, I
was flat on my back, feeling better than I had in years." For during
the return of his soul, all of Alonzo's wounds had vanished, everything
had healed without even a scar to prove they had been there at all.
Julia smiled brilliantly at him and gave him a long lingering kiss.
Alonzo pulled Julia beside him as he stretched out on the cot and the two
soon fell into a dreamless sleep.
Voice of Alonzo:
*I didn't tell Julia the whole truth. I do remember
some of what happened - but it was what happened after I "died."
I spoke with the planet, the very mother of everything on this world.
An understanding has been reached, I believe. Just as humans can
be both good and evil, so can this world's creations. She won't tolerate
wanton destruction by either her children or us aliens and she will repay
those who so in her own time and way. For now, I will continue to
dream with the terrians and learn all I can about this planet and it's
inhabitants. I'll take time, but the friends I have now, in both
the Eden Project group and in other unlikely places, time doesn't seem
so terrifying any more.*
Fin.
Copyright - June 21, 1996