Second Trimester


August 1, 2001
I am 3 months pregnant. This pregnancy is going good so far. My baby is growing good and everything. He/she has a strong heartbeart. I have lost weight. I hope I dont gain a whole lot. My baby might be small. I am 4"11 and my bf is about 5"6 we are both under 140 pounds. Speaking of bf. He is getting on my nerves. He keeps on acting like he wants to do right but then he dont show me. Well let me go i have to go do my work.

August 2, 2001
Today is a boring day. I am feeling good. My baby isn't showing off today making mommy sick. I love my baby so much. I can't wait to he/she gets here. I really want a girl. But whatever god give me would be fine. After seeing cute lil baby boys like my friend Kim's son I dont think it will be all that bad. Check her site out. I wish these 9 months hurry up and come so I meet my lil angel.Well I don't have much to say today I will write later.

August 6, 2001
I am 13 weeks today. I feel good concerning the pregnancy but my heart is a lil broken. I broke up with my bf of 4 years yesterday. I am just so tired of his shit. You just dont know. All the fuck he wants to do is stay outside. He does not even have a job.I can't wait until after the baby is born so I dont have to stress. He called me last night but I wasn't home. Then I finally called him back he said he just wanted to see what I was doing. I dont want him to call me to see what I am doing or anything. If he want to call he can call to find out when my Drs. appt. are or anything about the baby. I dont really want to beef with him because we are about to have a baby and also we have been together for 4 years. Well I will write later.

August 7, 2001
Today I am really having a bad day. First of all I think my bf is cheating. I am not sure. I know you want to know why. And the reason is because I just do.He is not really acting different but I just have a feeling. I told him plenty of times that I dont want to be with him. But I keep going back. I told him we should have our friends or just be friends, he dont want that. He rather for one of us to fuck around. I think that he know since I am pregnant I am not really going to do shit. I told him that I dont want to stress because I dont want to loose my baby. He came over last night and we were both acting like everything is cool. I love him dont get me wrong but he just gets on my nerve. I am really mad now because his phone is turned off. Why the fuck is his phone turned off. I am pregnant and I could need him at anytime and this nigga got his phone turned off. But it's all good. Like I told my friend Kim this is no joke I am saying fuck him and this relationship. Well since I vented a lil bit I feel a lil better so I better get back to work....

August 10, 2001
Ok today is a better day for me. I feel alot better. I think I need to take all that shit I said about my bf back. I know that it is just my mones. I know that I need to stop assuming things unless I have proof. When I talk about his phone being turned off i know his phone is not turned off its dead. My family and friends say that since I am pregnant I am getting crazy. I dont think I am crazy I am just saying that I am staying on my p's and q's because I dont want to get hurt. I know alot of people say after your baby is born it is always problems. I know that but I have to think positive because I dont want to raise the baby by myself. I know I will have support but I think a child needs there father. My father was in jail when I was born. I just hope that my bf do the right thing and get his self together before it gets to late. Well I am really hungry so I will write later. BYE...................

August 13, 2001
Well today is monday the 13th kinda slow but you know how mondays are. I am at work as always. Sorry I didn't update this weekend but I only have a computer at work. So I can only update the days that I am here. Well anyway my weekend was ok . We had a block party but it kinda got washed out, but we still had fun. I forgot to bring some more pictures to work to get them scanned to put on the site. I do have one belly pic but its not up yet and when you see it dont laugh. My bf didn't really get on my nerves this weekend but I know it will happen soon. I think that since I'm pregnant I need to get my way and all this other stuff. I feel insecure with my self at times and I need to stop feeling that way because I know that I am not ugly.Today I go get my first u/s they want to get the EDD. The doctors was going by my LMP when they told me 2/12/02. That seems so far away but time is flying and I am just noticing that. I am now 14 weeks pregnant. I only have 26 more to go. I cant wait until I have my baby. I love my baby so much. Well I need to go finish up filling my bladder so they can get a good picture of my baby. I think I am having a boy.......LOL...So I will update tomorrow to let you know how things went...........

August 14,2001
Ok................ Let me begin. Well I went to the dr. yesterday and my baby is doing so good. He/she was moving around like crazy. I had a student tech doing my u/s until the real tech got there and my baby was showing off. He/she was standing on its head and flipping and all this other stuff. I hava a pic when I get it scanned I will put it up with no password. If you want the password just email me and I MIGHT give it to you. When me and my bf was in the radiology room my baby was putting on a show. I was crying because I couldnt believe that this was my baby doing all of this. My bf was smiling and stuff. When my bf and I was saying things like man look at him he is showing off the second tech not the student tech was like I think it is a girl. She kept on saying that. Maybe she knows something that we dont know. But she did say that it is a lil too soon to see....
Back to the the bf drama....Ok first let me say thank you all for signing my g/b and thanks again for all of the kind words. Let me tell you what happened to me this morning. Well yesterday you know I went to the dr.s. My bf took me of course. He does attend all of my visits and he is always there when I need him. He does come home every night. The only problem I have with him is he is a liar. He lies too much and he is too sneaky.I know I just went off of the subject but just bare with me. I dont know if it is just me who looks for stuff or if he is really doing all these things. Yes I do check his pockets, phones and whatever else I can get my hands on. He tells me he wants to be with me and everything but I think I am a lil confuse. Well tell me what you think. Now.......... This morning when he brought me to work today I had my sweater that I left in his car from yesterday that I needed. He told me that the sweater was in the trunk. I said ok get it. So when he opened up his glove compartment to press the button for the trunk I saw a beeper/pager what ever you call it in there. Mind you I did know he did have one but the battery was always dead. Well anyway I said oh you got you pager on and he said that it been on. My whole point is why didn't he tell me boo if you need me page me........ Well I am going to do my work so.... Stay Tuned To The Next Episode

August 20,2001
Hey guys today is Monday 8/20/01 I am now 15 weeks pregnant due to my u/s that was done last week. I know I have been saying that I am going to have my belly pic and my u/s pic up soon with no password. The only problem is that I am getting some help with my site from my girl Kim from Baby Love and we still have not had time to get it all up. Well anyway this weekend was ok. I didn't think my bf was cheating this week....lol I was a lil under the weather this weekend but I feel alot better. Friday my office was closed I was so happy. So I had a 3 day weekend. Friday my bf and I just stayed in the house. Sat I went to a babyshower and man did she get alot of stuff I cant wait unitl mine. I know I have a long way to go. My baby is getting so big. You will see when we post the pics. Speaking about posting my pics I had a girl in my gb who left kinda a rude comment talking about she thinks my password pics are stupid and stuff like that. Well let me explain. I have a password on my pics for crazy people out there. That I do know exsist. I really dont want the whole world seeing me and my family. If you do have the password plese do not give it to anyone. At one time if you would email I would give it to you but now I have questions about that because there are so many fake sites out and fake people. I think that when a person and you know who you are can sit there and write in your gb and tell you how stupid something is without thinking is crazy. People who want to write stuff that has nothing positive to do with it needs a life. If you all notice the ones who always have something to say always leave there name blank. Well anyway today is going to be really slow and I dont have that much work to do. oh yeah before I forget I am so scared my bf go to court tomorrow so please pray that he gets off. I think he will but if he dont I will be so sad. So I wont be online tom.. due to that. So I will write later. BYE........

August 21, 2001 Hey Guys! I am back........ I was out yesterday because my boo had to go to court. He didn't get locked up. Yes. But he is on probabtion for 6 months. I was so happy that he didn't get locked up. Well other then spending our day in court yesterday it was ok. I went home and watched Baby Story and then took a nap. I had an interview but I didn't go. Ok, now I have a question for you. Have any of you while pregnant seeked employment? And if so was it hard? The reason why I asked because I don't know if I should wait until the baby is born to find a new job or if I should do it now. Cause you know with all the Dr.s appointments and taking off is not going to be good for a new job. So if any of you have any advice please email me at candynw@hotmail.com or sign my g/b. Also before I forget I have just talked to my friend Kim from Baby Love.... What up Kim.... She told me that either my belly pic or u/s pic will be up for sure today so keep you eyes open.. Ok well you know what time it is so holla.........

August 23,2001 Ok today was a good day this morning when I woke up. But now it is not going so good. I went to register for school yesterday and now I cant even go cause I dont have the money. My grandmother told me she was going to help but not pay for the whole thing. I dont have my half of the money so I am short. So I dont know what to do. I am interviewing for jobs but I dont know how I am going to be able to work full time and still go to my dr. appt and all that other stuff. So I was going to stay at my job until I found something else. I have a meeting with my job today to see about the changes here after my baby comes cause if they say that I cant be out for 6 weeks then I need to start looking now. Well my office is close tom so I wont be online. Well I dont feel like writing anymore so later.... August 27,2001 Ok fist let me say that I passed the fake patrol this week...lol... Second I am so sad that Aaliyah died this weekend. I really loved her work. Well anyway RIP. Ok down to nitty gritty. I am now 16 weeks. Well I got my money for school. Yessss..... So on Friday I registered and went apartment hunting me and my bf. The question is do I really want to move in with him? Hmmmm. That's a good one I am not even sure.LOL...Sat I went to the mall and and cleaned up my room. Fun huh? Sunday I went to my bf grandmothers house like every sunday. And guess what. She brought my baby its first outfit. Its so cute cute and lil. It is yellow. So I hope I have a lil girl. I know that boys can wear yellow but shit my damn baby is going to be yellow itself. LOL.... I am light skin and my bf is red when I say red I mean red. He is cute though (I think) People have said that he looks like the light skin guy from Bone Thugs and Harmony not the one with the straight hair the other one, Bob Marley cause he have dreads and the light skin dude from Kris Kross. They said I look like with short hair dont laugh prince even though he is not ugly T-Boz Toni Braxton and Jada Pinkett. Do any of them look alike no. Then with my long hair they said Aaliyah (RIP) Faith, Mya and Erkya Badu. I dont want to look like any of them but my self. If you have the pw to my pics you can be the judge even though I look stupid cause it a pic from work. Well enough about nothing. My baby is doing fine. I have my 4 week check up today I am not really looking forward to it just my babys heartbeat. I cant wait until I am almost 40 weeks so I can see my baby. Also I cant wait until I feel flutters even though I think I felt something the other night but myabe it was just me. Do you all know that my bf's mother still haven't said anything about me be pregnant. When she saw the outfit yesterday all she said was o thats cute. I dont even think they know when I am due. Well thats them as long as my family support me I am fine. I know that they going to be all in my babys face as soon as it get here. Oh let me see what else......... Ok I start school on the 9/5 I cant wait cause I know time is really going to fly when I am in school. Well guys it is 12:52 and I leave at 1:00 so let me get my stuff together so I can go. I will write tom... BYE..... August 28,2001 Ok today was an ok day. I have been talking to Kim and Kanisha today. Well I went to the dr. yesterday and the moved my bue date up to 2/8/02. Thats a good thing. When I came to work to day I found out that there are 3 of us with that same due date, there goes my baby shower alone. I am so tired cant wait until i get home. I am going tot he movies with my bf to see a special screening of the movie O. Then when I get home I am going to watch the source awards. Well anyway it is 5:25 and its time for me to pack up so I can go home. Holla.....

August 29, 2001 Warning: DO NOT I MEAN DO NOT GO SEE THE NEW MOVIE O THAT IS COMING OUT. It is so stupid. Me and my bf went to go see it. That is anothe mistake that I made going to the movies with him or anywhere. He get on my nerves so bad. Even before the movie starts. Ok, here is todays story. When I got home yesterday it was 6:00 my bf said he will be back he was going to the store. At 7:00 he comes back in the house still not ready to go, mind you the movie is first come first serve. So of course we was late cause he wanted to smoke. Then we wanted to grab something to eat. When we get to the movies it was so stupid........ After the movie me and my bf got into it cause e wanted me to drive and I wanted him to drive. If I drove I wasn't going to go through the park. So he got mad at that cause the way I was going to was longer. I know thatbut o well it was dark as shit to be going through somebodys park. He got mad and told him me to take him home.......... good I was ready to take his ass home. So at this time it is around 9:30 so I went home and went to bed. Do you know he didnt even call to see if I made it home. So I woke up around 2 to see where he was at and what he was doing. He was outside of course, because he is a loser. Well, anyway he told me last night taht he wasn't taking me to work this morning but lil did I know he wasn't lying..........lol So this morning when I woke up I got ready to go to work and go pick him up. So I called him and asked him if he was ready he told me he wasn't home. So at this time I flicked he told me he was over his man house so I told him go home cause I didnt have any money to park and plus I knew he had something to do. Well to make a long story short he carried me I had to pay and drive to work.... Then he calls me to see if I made it work. I hung up on him. So he said he was going home around 11:00 did he no of course not. So I called at 12:45 to see if he left yet no he was leaving right now.(whatever) so i told him to call me when he got home did he call nooooooo. So any way I went to lunch at 2:00 came back at 3:00 and called him again at 3:30 phone is now off is it dead I dont now. So I left a message and told him we need to split and yaddy ya. So this time he called back and tried to cop a plea.. Well anyway like Karupt say "Its Over, Its Over Now, Its my turn now. LOL But anyway I gotta go home and keep myself busy......Oh yeah SIGN MY G/B.

August 30, 2001 Ok this is goignt to be fast cause it is 5:15. I just wanted to let you all know that I will be out on Friday, and Monday so I wont update. So have a good labor day.

September 4,2001 Well I am now 17 weeks. I have one question "Why is it that everyone wants to be pregnant"?. Damn is it really in the water. I have 2 friends and you know who you are who is either pregnant or the other dont think she is and yaddy ya.But yall are my bitches. Well anyway I had a good weekend. Just did a lil shopping for myself of course didn't find much but I did get some things. I just got finish talking to my girl Kim and also Kanisha. My bf got a real job...YAYYYY. I am so happy but I am also so sad he cant make no more dr.appt or he cant drive me to work. But its all good cause he can move me out now. So tatat ma. Let me see what else. Oh yeah I see I am climbing the charts on belly kicks. (Go Candy Go Candy)And one more thing I start school today. The question is am I going to go.(LOL) The first day is always boring and all the do is give out junk. Well anyway its almost time for me to go. So until next time............. PLEASE SIGN MY G/B

September 7, 2001 Ok this is going to be short but sweet. Today I am 18 weeks. Yay.... Time is flying. I know I haven't updated in a couple of days but aint nothing really happen but a few things. My bf quit his job after 2 days. I am really feeling flutters and I think I am getting bigger. I have been talking to Kim,Kanisha and Ty all damn day. Hey girls! Well I dont have big plans for the weekend only goin gto clean up and rest. I didn't make it to school this week but I will on Monday that is a promise. Also when I go to the dr. on the 24th I will get another u/s so we hope that we can find out the sex so we can prepare. I really hope I have a girl but I kinda think that I am having a boy. My bf said that he know what he planted lol... We will soon see. I love whatever it is so much. I f you are a parent or if you are pregnant you know what I am talking about. This baby is my life. My mother is so excited she is planning my baby shower now. I came home yesterday and she had a list of things that she need. I was like dang ma you are press. But I am glad that my family is happy. My ybf family is still showing lil intrest in my babay. But thats ok cause I am grown and I dont need them. Well anyway its friday and it is time to roll. So be safe and have a good weekend. Oh yeah please go to belly kicks and VOTE FOR ME

September 10,2001 Hey guys! What a weekend for me. It was so boring. Me and my bf, stepson, and my lil step bro went to the zoo on sat. On sunday I got my hair done. It looks so cute. I turned 18 weeks on Friday and I cant believe how time is flying. I started my first real day in school today it was ok not really important. Well I dont have much to say today so I will talk to you later......BYE oh yeah VOTE FOR ME IN BK.

September 13, 2001 OMG.......... The past 2 days have been terrible. I can not beleive what is going on. I am here in DC and 3 min away from the Capital, White House, etc..... And I am maybe 10 min the most from the Pentagaon. I was sitting here at work when I was told that the WTC have been hit and now the Pentagon. We was told to leave the building I was so scared cause I didn't know what was next. I called my bf and got the fuck out of dodge....... Then we we got home my ex boyfriend out of no where came and knocked on my fucking door. Yes if you are wondering if my bf was there he was. I was so mad that he came over but I was in shock and I didn't respond to the was that my bf would of. So we was beefing. Mean words was said and so forth. Yesterday I called into work cause it is so much traffic and stuff down here and I couldn't get a ride, so I was off. I went to Toys R Us and brought a baby doppler so I can hear my babys heartbeat. My baby is moving so much now. Well I dont have much more to say so I will write tom.......... BYE. Oh yeah 3 thingS. 1st Pray for all the families that lost someone or missing someone and pray that we as Americans can stick together. 2nd thing Vote for me. 3rd sign my guess book but if you are a damn fake patrol go to hell and leave people alone and get a life... Holla

September 14, 2001 Today I turn 19 weeks. Time is just flying so much. Today was a good day even though everybody at my job found out I was pregnant almost. The only thing is I dont mind if they know but I just feel so funny cause everybody else is married. I know that I am to young to get married right now. I have been with my bf for 4 years now so I know it wont be a mistake.Well once again I dont have much to say so Have A Good Weekend and vote for me.

September 19, 2001 Hello Everybody. Long time dont hear huhh.... Well I am ok and so is my baby. He/she is getting big. I can feel more movement now. Me and my bf is doing a whole lot better. Thats good... We have been chilling just waiting to find out what we r having. I really hope it is a girl but I think I am prepared to hear that I am having a boy. I have been using the restroom alot. Ihave been having trouble sleeping at night. I am so bored I am talking to Jamie and my girl Kim yes I said it my GIRL Kim. I know that there has been some drama on BK so if you dont know about it dont ask me. But yeah anyway. Vote for me on Belly Kicks. I think I am going to add my site to smooches site when I redo my site when i find out what I am having. So be on the look out for the New A True Blessing its going to be the bomb. I will have new pics and everything.I dont know if they will be pw or what. You know what I think they will as a matter of fact you r going to have to vote for me and sign my g/b to get the pw. Press huh... Yeah I know but what ever... Anyway me internet here at work has been acting up and now thaat it is up I dont have much to say cause I lost my thoughts. But anyway I have to go see ya tommmmmmmmmm.

September 21, 2001 Hey Guys. Whats up. Nothing much going on with me. Today I am 20 weeks. Almost there. I can not wait. I went to Babies R Us last night and I almost lost my mind. They had so much cute shit. I wish I knew what I am having. But I will know on Monday when I go to the dr. I really want a girl but we think it is a boy. Then again I dont know cause everytime my bf touch my belly it moves all around. I cant wait to go home cause I have plans for the weekend. Then monday will be here. So on Tuesday I will let you all know what I amhaving if the baby is gooing to act right and not have its legs close. Well I am going to go finish talking to my friend D and Kim . I will talk to yall later. Bye and have a good weekend.

September 26, 2001 IT'S A GIRL!!!! Yes I am having a baby girl. Sorry for not letting you all know yesterday but I was bust doing other things. Well like I said its a girl her heratbeat is 133 and she is doing fine. I cant believe I am having a daughter. I am so excited. My bf I think is nervous cause he is having a girl and dont really know what to expect. I cant wait until she gets here. I am so happy that I know what I am having I can start shopping. I have to get my u/s pic scan so you can see how big she is now. Well I gained 7 pounds so they say i thought that I only gained 4 but I was wrong. Well anyway I am about to go get something to eat I will write later.

September 28, 2001 Hey Everybody. I am so tired it is almost time for me to go home. The baby is on my side. Causing backache. Well i just wanted to write and tell everybody to have agood weekend and that my new site will be open by the middle of next week. BYE

October 2, 2001 Hello Everybody.Sorry about my update. Well so do you like the new layout. Well I am so bored. I dont have anything to do. Well me and my baby is doing and I have to do my homework before I go to school. So Holla

October 5, 2001 Hey. Let me update before I forget. I am 22 weeks today. Yayy....Ok my site is up and running now. How do you like it. I finally got my baby u/s picture up. Its a lil messed up because of all of the trouble that me and Kim went through. Yeah I give my girl her props for making a True Blessing. Man yall just dont know what we went through to get that damn picture up. Ok I brung the pic to work to get it scanned the girl scanned it but to a word document. Which mean Kim couldnt get it. I tried how many times to get it to you girl. Then after that didnt work. I had to print my u/s pic from the word document, and then scan the print copy so just imagine what I went through. Well my baby is fine she is moving like shit. I think she misses her father. He is gone to Florida with his job. He's been gone since yesterday and man do I miss him. But we broke up this morning I rather not talk about it. Only 2 people know why and you know who you are. Yeah back to my baby, I am going to buy her something this weekend. I am trying to get Kim to come back up here so we can hang out.Well right now I am bored just talking to Kim but I am about to go and do my work. So have a good weekend and vote for me. Ohh yeah isn't my baby huge.

October 8, 2001 Hello. Well let me do this before I forget. This weekend was so I dont know. My bf is gone out of town but he will be back today. I am not excited like I thought I was going to be. We are kinda beefin. Some of you know how it is with our baby mamma drama. Well off of him he is not my topic of the day. Well I went to the mall this weekend and I got my baby some cute stuff I mean the stuff is really cute. I love my baby so much. I can not wait until she gets here. She is putting a strain on my back now. It hurts so bad. I know I have been saying I am going to put belly pics up but I just haven't put the film in yet. I am going to go to the studio to get some done of me and my belly within the the next 2 months. So be on the look out. When I went to the mall with my best friend I told her to bring her digital camera so I can take more pics of my belly. She is the one who took the other 2 of my belly. Well I am getting ready to go home so I will write tom.................... BYE

October 10, 2001 Hey Everybody. Well today has been an ok day. Didn't do much just came in here. Eating like a dog to. Baby have been moving so much since her father is back. Yeah he is back and we are not beefin anymore. She is getting so big my stomach is getting huge. I go back to the dr. on the 23 cant wait to see how many pounds I gained.Oh yeah my stuff came that I ordered last monday from oldnave maternity.The stuff really dont look that bad. I have to go home and so my hair so I can look good when I wear them. Well anyway nothing much has happened so I will write later.................. Peace

October 13, 2001 Hey everybody. I am 23 weeks today. I can't wait until I am 40 weeks lol. Today has been a slow day. I didn't do much here at work. OMG I can't believe how many times in my journal do I speak about my BF in a bad way. I was reading my journal today and I was like OMG. Well let me get things straight. Yes me and my bf do have our times. But he is not as bad as I might make it. He is really a good man, even though I might not agree with some of his ways of doing things. He do anything and I mean ANYTHING I ask him to do.So if I tlk about him bad it means I am just mad at him. Ok. now since I got that out off of him. My baby is doing fine. She is moving a whole lot now. Last night my bf was like kick for daddy something said boop, he said kick for daddy again something said boop, i was like omg she must really know your voice. Then he was like daddy love you she said boop. I was LMAO how sweet right. Well anyway I dont have anyplans for the weekend. I am suppose to go to a baby show tomorrow where they give away free 100 dollar gifts to every couple. I dont know if I am going to go since my bf is going to have his son. Kids are not allowed so we will see. Also I have a hair appointment in the morning. Well anyway I am tired of typing I will write on Monday so HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND..............................

October 16, 2001 Hello Everybody..... I am so sick. I think I have the flu or something. But the baby is doing fine. She is still kicking and moving. I have a headache. I dont have much to say so I wil write tomorrow.

October 19, 2001 Ok, today I am 6 months 24 weeks. Damn time is flying. I cant wait until I get up there. Well today has been a boring day. I did nothing but talked to a couple of friends online you know who you are. My baby is doing fine she is getting so big. She kicks the mess out of me. I think she is going to be huge when she is boring. Well right now I dont have aby drama going on but when I do you will know about it. I am going to the mall tomorrow to bu my baby some more things even thoough I dont have any money :) Well I just wanted to update before the weekend so anyway Have a good weekend. BYE

Ocotber 24, 2001 Hello everybody. Sorry it took me so long to write. Monday my job had a power outage and yesterday I just didnt feel like writing. Well today I have a drs. appointment lets see what they are going to say. I want to know if I gained alot of weight or not. Well I dont have much to say today I will write tomorrow to let you know how my drs. appointment went. BYE

October 25,2001 Hey...Today I feel like a pig now knowing how much I weigh. I weigh 115 pounds I know yall are like WOW thats all. I know its not much but it just seems like a lot to me for a person who is use to weighing 100 pounds. Well my baby is doing so good. She has a dtong heartbeat the dr. was able to find it right away. I measured at 25 weeks I dont know if that is because I will be 25 weeks tomorrow of if my baby is just big. Well I do the Glucose test on 11-21-01 I am not really looking forward to it and after that I got to the dr every 2 weeks. My dr. also told me that I might can get another sonogram so I really hope so. Well I got to go now talk to you later. BYE...................

October 30, 2001 Hello everybody.....Sorry I didn't write for a while but things been kinda hected here in dc and in my office. I am now 25 weeks almost in my third trimester. Yessssssssssss...... Baby is moving around so much. We are doing good. I start my child birth classes next monday. I am excited but my bf is not. He dont want to go to all those classes let him tell. Even though I only take 7. So i put it like this I will be 27 weeks when I go 34 when I finish and then I will tour the hospital around the 35 week. Time is flying. I am getting a little nervous but I know I will be ok. Well its almost time for me to go so I will write tomorrow. BYE

October 31, 2001 Happy Halloween!!! Today has been a very boring day. I am playing phone tag with all of these stupid doctors in reference to all this Anthrax stuff. Being as though I do the mail here at my job they want to make sure I am not at risk.Well the baby has something in my side and this shit hurt. I dont know what it is. She is moving like crazy. I cant wait until I have her. Well like i said I am bored so I am going to surf the net. Hollaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa November 7, 2001 I am alive........... Hey everybody I know its been awhile since I last worte. Well everything is going good. Even though I had a little scare on Monday. Well I thought that something was wrong with my baby because she didn't move until later that day when my bf picked me up from work. She is moving so much today sticking her head or something in my side. Man I love this baby I can not wait until she is born. She loves my right side. Man times are getting hard. I cant sleep anymore I always have to pee. I have another drs. appointment on Friday to see what these lumps are under my arm. If any of you ever got that when you was pregnant please email me. Well I have to go noe. BYEEEEEEEEEE November 19, 2001 Damn it's been a while. I am 28 weeks as of Friday (7months) I am almost there. Yesss. Well I went to the dr. on Friday and the dr.said that the lumps are my breast tissue and after I have the baby if it dont go away I can have them removed.Well things have been going fine for me. Baby is doing good as we speak she is moving around trying to make space. I know I haven't talked much about my bf well he is doing good he is aroound we stay together no drama lately. Today I go to my childbirth class my mother is going with me since my bf has to work. I did my registry for Babies R Us. They have so much cute shit. Oh yeah before I forget whoever reads this and you have a baby please sign in my gb and tell me if you have a girl or a boy and then tell me what your baby's heartrate was. The reason why is because when I went to the surgeon on Friday I was looking at my chart and I saw that my baby's heartrate was 133 and that is a boys heartbeat. I am so scared that I might be having a lil boy because I told you that the tech said there was no penis my babies legs was open so I dont think it was hidden. Well anyway its this school here called Ultrrasound Diagnostic and they are students in training to learn how to do u/s and I have an appt there tomorrow so lets hopw they can see my babys coochie. I have gotten so much stuff for her already. My bf grandmother I think got more then anybody. But anyway its 5:20 pm and I have to get ready to pick my mom up and leave work. HOLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. DONT FORGET TO SIGN THE G/B. BYE

November 27, 2001 First let me say I typed this long ass entry and then it got erased I am so blown. Anyway I am 29 weeks I will be 30 weeks on friday. Time is really flying. I cant wait until I meet my baby. Well let me tell you whats been going on. In my last entry I mentioned that I had an appointment at a school called u/s technology where they train students how to do u/s. Well anyway me and my bf went and we had a scare of our life. The tech thought that our babys cord was wrapped around her lil neck. And yes I am having a baby girl. YESSSSSSSSSS.I had a drs.appt at my drs.office on that Wed they gave me another u/s and yeah it was still a girl and this time the cord wasn't around her neck it was by her neck. Thank god. Her heartbeat was 133 again and she weighed almost 3 pounds. I weigh 123 and I have strech marks. My dr. told me that sometimes cords get wrapped around babys neck and if they see any sign of distress they will put me on bed rest and then maybe give me a c-section at 36 weeks. I hope I dont need that. I really hope that the cord is just by her neck. Also I took my glucose test and it wasn't that bad like i thought it was going to be. I did get a lil sick when I was getting my u/s i think because maybe I was hot, nervous and scared. I almosted passed out. I was by my self to. My bf didnt go this time. My baby is doing so good. She is moving up a storm. I cant wait until she gets here. I hope everything goes good and yall please pray for us. I cant imagine losing her. Gotta go. My friend here at work is scanning my new pics as we speak. I have 2 new belly pics and another u/s pic from my dr. Well I am gone. Peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Hello everybody, Yeah I know its been awhile since I updated. Its been what 9 days since I last updated. Well anyway today I am 31 weeks pregnant. 9 more to go. Things have been going goo with me. I had a drs. appointment on Wed I weight 126 pounds now. The baby is fine. She is moving like crazy. OMG I love her so much and I cant wait until she gets here. Me and my bf is getting along great. I am so ready for christmas. I am going xmas shopping this weekend. I might buy the baby some more stuff. She already got sleepers and snowsuits and stiff like that. My babyshower is going to be 1/19/02 I know I am going to get a rack of shit. Well I dont know what else to say so I will update on monday when I get here at work.BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE