Authors Notes:
Well, here I seem to be again. After the past few months of writing I began to feel similar to musical artist and all time inspirer of mine, Kate Bush. My writing lifeline parallels very well to that of her music! My first story, the surprisingly successful The Things I Never Get, related to The Kick Inside. We both were unsure of some contents of our art, but it did much better than we thought. Yet, we loved every moment of it! I still recieve letters on the story as I'm sure Miss Bush does for her album. After a much needed break, I sat down to experiment on another story, still trying to capture the yaoi angst feeling of The Things I Never Get. I was particullary dissapointed with the disasterous results of Under the Lionheart, a Bakerestu Hunters fan-fic. One I really care to forget, even though it was <> as many ironic critics put it. Alas, Kate was there with me; as her second album, Lionheart failed to reach acclaim or the power of its predeccesor. When I sat down to write this fan-fiction I stumbled through thoughts to pull ideas together. My mind is like a drawer. You put things in, take things out, all admist the clutter, and things are bound to get lost. It was all a matter of inspiration. Particullary pleased was I, to notice the success of Gundam Wing in the US. I made a clear frame of mind I was going to write a Gundam fan-fiction. I am normally an angst writer, which I wanted to do this time as well, even though a Gundam angst fic is hardly orginal. I made it a goal in mind to write one of the best angst fics out there, and I was sure to succeed! Would this story parallel Never Is For Ever? (Kate Bush, 3rd LP)
I recently saw the 1991 remastered version of Wuthering Heights by Miss Emily Brontë, and was very moved by the film. The book, however is more touching, but that is a different ground completely. Ironic is the fact that Kate Bush's best selling song is Wuthering Heights, a song that propelled inside to be my all time favourite. I decided to apapt Brontë's basic storyline yet add a Gundam twist to this. I encountered many a problem first off. Who was to be my Cathy? My Heathcliff? At first I saw Quatre as Cathy and Trowa as Heathcliff. Both fit the bill rather well. Yet as I analyzed each character more I began to see Cathy as the flirtatious Duo, and her master Heero. The next problem was to either keep the predominate Victorian English setting or move onto a space theme. I chose the space theme for fear of redundency. As with most of my stories I do not write them solo, there is far greater power involved around us. For certian scenes I played the song Wuthering Heights by Kate Bush, and for others a certian other Kate song was used. All in all, this story was written by myself, Kate and Miss Brontë herself. I wrote as she did the first time, heartbroken and bewildered. I believe she is looking on at me and congratulates me for the reincarnation. I am glad to carry on the tradition of Wuthering Heights to the next level. I truly hope Emily is smiling.
Room for the Life~Jóga
by
Concertina
"Clouds descending I'm not
policing what you think and
dream I run into your thought
from across the room just
another trick can I weather
this I've got a fever above my
waist you got a squeeze box
on your knee I know the truth
is in between the 1st and the
40th drink concertina
concertina a chill that bends
this I swear you're the fiercest
calm I've been in concertina
concertina try the infrared this I
swear you're the fiercest calm
I've been in the soul-quake
happened here in a glass
world particle by particle she
slowly changes she likes
hanging chinese paper cuts
just another fix can I weather
this I got my fuzz all tipped to
play I got a dub on your
landscape then there's your
policy of trancing the sauce
without the blame too far too
far too far it could all get way
too cheerful concertina I know
the truth lies in between the
1st and the 40th drink clouds
descending concertina,"
~Tori Amos
From five colonies, across moors, rivers, mountains and into the dead atmosphere of space they were brought. Gundam. Five young men to pilot the most technologicaly advanced weapons in the stupid colonized worlds they lived in. The Reisistance were brought in, brought out against OZ, a corporation bent on supremecy. At a first glance it was insanely ridicioulous that the Gundam had done almost five times more damage in half the time than the Resistance had, but that was one mistake they didn't talk about. Thanks to the father of the resistance and the future Queen of the resistance Rulina, it was made possible. His favourite of the young men being Heero. Heero from the first colony was unlike any of other the men. Chiseled, sly, ungroomed, a true gypsy in his time. He was willing to do things others would not. Admist the cruel exterior, there was Duo. His opposite. From across the room he would smile at Heero, an all knowing smile that warmed Heero from time to time. But his M.O was to act cruel and hateful all the time, when someone was forced to act, how was one to recover and act hopeful? All this was painstakingly blown, when the assisination of Rulina's father occured. He went to being his favourite, to a common Gundam. No longer was he getting more, he felt he was getting less. That was no matter, he had a growing relationship with Duo as they set out to explore together. Be it the old school grounds riding horses, or deep in space fighting together they grew stronger.
Duo and Heero often took their Gundam to Earth and roamed in the moors. One morning before the day took full flight; Heero took Duo to the same beautiful moors they had walked upon in the past.
"Duo," Heero said taking Duo by the arm, "The sun will rise soon."
"I can't wait... I love seeing it."
"How about we put a little wager on it this time?"
"Hmm?" Duo said kissing Heero's cheek.
"If the sun comes up and the day is bright and cheery, so shall your life and hope. If the sun comes up and the day is bleary, that will be your life in place."
"All right.... I'll wager," Duo said beaming.
The sun broke up through the moors sending white radiant light through the land. Duo smiled until the rays began to grow dim. His grin faded completely as clouds and thunder rumbled through the skies.
"What have you done...," Duo mumbled, "I don't care!" he shouted out into the moors.
The mist rolled in. Heero carried Duo back.
"We make our own future, don't worry," Duo said with a smile.
Life went on as scheduled until one night when the chain broke violently, as they do in an almost painstakingly obviously manner which seems stupid and pointless in our lives.
"Heero," Duo said, "Won't you take me out tonight? We can ride in our Gundams and see that new colony's technology."
"Is it OZ, neutral, Resistance?"
"I dunno... but we were asked to check it out."
"It will be dangerous," Heero said in his same causal arrogant manner, "I don't know if I want to tag along."
"Well then. What's a risk if we don't take it? This was will be over sooner or later and this will be the only time we might do this."
"Sáa(well), let's go," Heero said giving in to his smile.
Minutes later the steady humming of the Gundams flinging into space was heard as the embarked into the space that had always been home to them.
"Do you like it there at colony headquarters?" Duo spoke to him through intercommunication, "I can't help but feel your getting less."
"They think because I have a cruel exterior, I can be cut out of everything... I have no say in decisions. I am a soldier."
"Then why do other colony members do?"
"Because I am from the first colony. The first colony members get less for more. It's a prejuduce that's been formed. They always take it to the next level."
"I don't care what number you are," exclaimed Duo, "You'll always be my Heero, someone I'll be with forever."
"You mean that, don't you," Heero said laughing in the slightest.
"I remember every day we would venture out in space together. Or even the earth itself. We would roam together. Then we would sneak back into your room at headquarters and clean the dirt off each other."
"My, you remember the countless times we did that?"
"I left out the best part," Duo said cheerfully, "I would always say, 'I can't go back to my room, it would make people angry if I woke them up'. Then you would always let me stay in your bed, lying next to your body, feeling you arm around me, having your warmth....."
"Duo...... Those were good days....."
"Heero, of course they were... We shall have more of them."
That is when they had said 'I love you' for the first time. The words were not verbally communicated, yet both of them new it. And they liked it all the same.
"We're aproaching the colony," Heero's voice echoed.
"That would be about true," Duo said as they found the mysterious colony.
"Wow... They really have hit the mother load here. I've never seen some this stuff before. Those OZ fat cats sure have it well," Duo spoke harshly.
"That would be right, if they were OZ...," Heero said snuffing the thought.
"I wonder what it would be like to be an OZ soldier, they have really cute uniforms."
"Heh, how surreal. They kill us, they threaten us, and you compliment their uniforms."
"I know it sounds shallow, but it's an interesting thought. Not that we have it so bad ourselves...."
"Hmmm... I never thought of it that way.., it IS shallow!" Heero said laughing.
"Ha, ha, ha... funny guy," Duo said laughing a little.
There was a snap as an alarm went off.
"What was that! Shit, did we hit an alarm?" Duo said frantically.
"Probably so... be on your guard," Heero said cautiously.
Gray mobile suit mechs jumped from behind the colony. They fired on site.
"Let's get out of here!" Duo said, we can't take on the colony with only two of us!"
Heero sped back in response with Duo slightly in front of him. The mechs, advanced faster, as they were paired with the technology.
Several beams sped past Heero.
"Shit Duo.... Don't get hit!" Heero said looking back everytime he was able.
"Heero...," was all he got in response as he heard an explosion outside.
Duo indeed was hit. The mechs were over him.
"This is the commanding officer. Are you with OZ?" came a foriegn female officer on the intercom.
"No! I'm with the resistance!"
"This colony is with the Resistance. Why were you spying on us?" the general said calmly, ironicly matched with her squeaky voice.
"The code failed. We were told to examine this colony's technological advances. You can do a background check if you want."
"I'm scanning your Gundam right now....," there was a pause," All right. Your companion is being taken into the clinic. Queen Rulina is taking him in personally."
"I'm going in! Let me in to see Duo!"
There was a pause, "Rulina does not expect any visitors. She asks you to leave, you got him there in the first place."
"This was a group mission!" Heero said, "Damn!"
He accelerated his Gundam through, "I'm going in, you had better make room!"
There was a pause, "Are you sure you want to risk yourself on this?"
"Maybe when you actually care for a person you'll understand, hey, don't blame me. Blame humans or yourself."
It was no sooner Heero landed he was over the colony like a mad dog.
"Where is the clinic?"
"To the left."
Then.
"Where is the clinic!"
"Down this hall, it's easy!"
Heero cursed as he finally found a worthy person.
"....Clinic.... tell me....," Heero panted.
"Okay... I'll take you there," said a soldier.
The walked down the same halls he had been running through.
"Are you here for the guy that was just entered? Miss Rulina seems to be taking extra care for him..."
"He's a Gundam pilot," Heero said leaving out himself.
"Really? That explains it, but hey... I'm sure he's doing fine."
The door that read 'Clinic' was steps in front of them. The bright red letters of the word beckoned and mocked him. A clarivoyant omen of bad things to come. He ran forward and burst through the open door forgetting to even thank the soldier.
"I'm here to see Duo," he told the nurse.
"Rulina wants no one to enter, there has been threats lately. This young man seems to be very important to her."
Heero said nothing a proceeded to run through the back. A glass window prevented him. He wanted to beat on the glass and scream out his name like some movie, but he was to shocked to speak. Duo lie up on a stretcher with Rulina standing behind him. She gently had his hand on his shoulder and with another hand she washed his swollen leg. Duo spoke silently but was smiling and looking at Rulina.
Like a tape recorder to him, he heard Duo's voice, "We would roam together. Then we would sneak back into your room at headquarters and clean the dirt off each other...."
"Has Rulina taken over my place?" he thought wildly.
He was now being dragged by force. Words. Cruel words.
"Your not allowed in here. Your kind isn't welcome."
He was taken to his Gundam and escorted back to headquarters.
By the next day Duo was not back. Everyone was afraid to talk to Heero. They walked on eggshells around him. By the end of that week and that month he was not back to his master Heero.
Heero silently toiled away until one evening Duo came back. Like a circle he came back. They had been away from each either for over a month. Heero walked into the lounge where the other members were welcoming him. He was with Rulina.
"Duo! Welcome back!" Quatre said in delight, "I missed you so much! Who else can I talk to around here? Everyone else is so gloom and doom...."
"Quatre, yeah, I'm sorry."
"Sáa, see you later then!"
"Duo. I see your doing well," Trowa said politely.
"I didn't expect to check out yet. I'm glad to be back."
Trowa nodded. Wufei came up to him next.
"Duo.... It's been hard around here with only four members," he said aggressivly, "Try not to be so careless."
Duo put his arms around Wufei and hugged him, "I missed you too. Believe it or not."
Wufei slipped back, "Sa.. sa.. sáa. Goodbye."
Rulina laughed softly and then noticed Heero.
"Heero? Aren't you going to welcome back Duo?"
Heero walked over to Duo. His green muscle shirt stuck to his body as his did his shorts.
"Why didn't you send word?"
"I was kind of busy Heero... why so cross?" he said smiling.
He grabbed his hand and squeezed it, "Aren't you glad to see me?"
"I was at the Clinic, why didn't you send for me?"
"Heero!" Duo said his smile slipping from his face, "Obviously you know nothing about obligations. Rulina was kind enough to take me in."
Heero's face froze. He did not move.
"Well Heero, if you will not be happy over my return you can stand there and pout. Come Rulina."
Rulina giggled softly and took Duo away from Heero.
"Duo.............," Heero said softly.
Over the next few months Duo and Rulina spent more time together. One time at breakfeast Heero presented Duo with a piece of paper.
"What's this?" Duo said annoyed.
"The week with a dot represents a week you spent with me. The week with a dash represents a week you spent with Rulina."
"My, I never knew I was so popular...," Duo said smiling.
"Don't you see Duo? Your spending more time with Rulina than me... what about us? Roaming the hills," Heero said sitting closer to Duo.
Duo folded the piece of paper and tossed it on the table. Heero leaned closer to Duo's neck and slowly kissed it.
"We would wash the dirt off of each other... I would massage your feet... then we slept next to each other... you looked so cute in my arms, ya know."
Duo smiled, "Come on then. The day is young still. I want to be in your arms right now."
Heero pulled Duo into his arms and started to stroke his hair. He kissed his neck. Caressed his face. Rulina came in the kitchen and broke up the couple.
"Duo. Come you promised to take me to look around the station today."
"That's right... I forgot...," he looked at Heero.
Heero got up and left the room silently.
"Duo...," Rulina said, "Is there something going on?"
"I don't know...,"
Duo came back late and got something to eat in the kitchen. He poured himself some green tea and made soup. Quatre came in and sat down with him.
"Quatre. Your never up this late...," Duo said drinking his tea, "Couldn't sleep?"
"Yeah... You could say that," Quatre said pouring himself tea. He had goggles strapped on his brow, such an eccentric touch, none the less cute, to his conservative apparel.[For Jun ^_^]
"Were you working on the Gundams?"
"Hmmm... yeah. Duo... You don't seem as dedicated to fighting as you once were."
"I have a life Quatre... life isn't about fighting. I have stuff I need to do to fufill myself. Fall in love, secure my life after the war."
"Fall in love? You mean with Heero?"
Duo laughed a little, "With Heero.....?"
"I always thought you two would end up being together," Quatre said, "Are you in love with Rulina now?"
"Rulina wants to get married... I think I'll accept."
"What! So suddenly!" Quatre said his voice shaking, "I can tell right here you don't love her."
"Why does one like you say that?" Duo said, "How can you tell?"
"I see the way you look at Heero... the way it makes you feel inside when he touched you is probably an awesome sensation."
"Quatre.... I'm obliged to marry Rulina... it's the obligation I know of well... I can tell that I owe it to her..."
"And Heero? Are you going to make him suffer like that?"
"Heero......... I.......... I want to accept him.... I... think I do love him..... but he should understand.... my love for Rulina is like the foliage in the great forests of England... it changes overtime... but is always constant.... my love for Heero is like the rocks on the moor.... It suppourts everything and is ultimitly needed.. Oh Quatre...," Duo said spilling tears, "I need him..."
A door slammed in the distance.
"What was that?" Duo said, "Do you think that was Heero??"
"Had he been listening the whole time, I would say yes..."
Heero couldn't sleep. He sat in his bed and wished, longed for Duo. He would have to capture him one day lay him on the bed. Strip him off all his clothes and gently stroke his pleasure and say, "Duo... if you want this to continue... say I'll be the only one... stay with me forever," and Duo sitting there breaking on every aspect of pleasure.... He wondered now if Duo was back. He should be. Heero creeped down to the lounge where he saw a light portruding from the kitchen. Not stupid enough to barge in he listened at the door.
"Fall in love? You mean with Heero?"
Duo laughed a little, "With Heero.....?"
"I always thought you two would end up being together," Quatre said, "Are you in love with Rulina now?"
"Rulina wants to get married... I think I'll accept."
"What! So suddenly!" Quatre said his voice shaking, "I can tell right here you don't love her,"
"Why does one like you say that?" Duo said, "How can you tell?"
"I see the way you look at Heero... the way it makes you feel inside when he touched you is probably an awesome sensation."
"Quatre.... I'm obliged to marry Rulina... it's the obligation I know of well... I can tell that I owe it to her..."
"And Heero? Are you going to make him suffer like that?"
"Heero......... I.......... I want to accept him.... I... think I do love him..... but he should understand.... my love for Rulina is like the foliage in the great forests of England... it changes overtime... but is always constant.... my love for Heero is like the rocks on the moor.... It suppourts everything and is ultimitly needed........."
Heero bolted out of the station and into the star port. Quatre had been working that night. He grabbed his Gundam and flew out into the dead of space. To a new colony.
Duo saw Heero's Gundam missing.
"Heero!" he called out, "We have to go after him!" he shouted at Rulina.
"Come Duo... we can't exactly do that can we? He's only one Gundam. Think of my obligation as Queen to my nation."
"I'm going after him!" Duo said and climbed into his Gundam.
He piloted into space looking and tracking his gundam. After that night and two moons past. Duo stopped looking. Heero was probably firing from another colony. Three months passed as OZ was brought down. Peace had been acheivied. Exhausted Duo stayed at Rulina's mansion. After one month they were married. Duo could no longer stay waiting for Heero. His heart reached out through space.
One day a letter came. Heero was stopping by! The door opened and Heero was there, strong as ever. Duo grabbed him and cried into his chest.
"Heero.... you left me... I'm sorry, forgive me."
Heero reached up and patted Duo on the head. Rulina stood at the doorway, "Ah Heero. Sáa, your in good health I hope?"
Heero picked up Duo's chin and nodded at him.
"I see you've married Rulina," Heero said, "Have you your first child?"
"No.... Why don't I leave you and Duo alone. It's a beautiful day out. Why not take him outside?"
"I'll show you the moors," Duo said and pulled Heero to the bright outside land.
"You and Rulina decided to live in a rural area?"
"I love the moors..."
Duo and Heero walked side to side not talking wearing their dark coats and slacks.
"Heero... why did you come back to me?" Duo said, "I know I have upset you."
"Duo. I needed to change myself. I don't think I was naive as I used to be. I don't need you anymore."
"I'll have to congratulate you," Duo said putting his arms around Heero, "I know I still need you," he kissed his neck gently.
"Rulina... why...."
"I couldn't keep waiting... Rulina threatened me though, she said I should be grateful."
"Then Duo...."
"Just keep me in your arms... I need you Heero. I love you."
Heero swallowed, "Now I am suppoused to acclaim I love you as well?"
Duo kissed him on his lips his tongue thrusting through like a lance breaking open thorns. Heero could smell the sweetness of Duo and see his graceful eye lashes. He took his hand a slowly felt Duo's ass up to his back. Duo gasped at the sensual touch of Heero.
"Come Duo... I need to take you home," he said.
"Heero.... Please love me."
Heero said nothing as he delivered Duo to Rulina. She said nothing. Heero would not tell her about the gray hair he discovered in the brown tresses of her brow.
One month passed. Heero was still a general in the Resistance. He spent his life reserving peace despite his virginity and love to Duo. Soldiers whispered that he would lose his sanity soon. One day Quatre visited Heero quite frantically.
"Duo has fallen ill," he told Heero almost on the verge of tears; he wore all black, "He calls for you."
"Duo... Ill? Explain."
"He caught pnuemonia... he's stood out on the rainy moors for two weeks straight just calling your name."
Heero looked in Quatre's eyes, "Well, what should I do about it? Duo..."
"He asked only for you," Quatre said, "Sir, I want to escort you there."
"I'll get a change of clothes."
Trowa sat by Duo's bed. Duo was wearing a white robe, he lie in a huge virgin white canopy bed. His skin was a light red colour.
"The centre of me... the honour of me... falling," Duo said gasping.
Trowa got up and stood at the foot of the bed, "Duo?"
"Heero! Heero is that you? Your here for me?" Duo said sweating bullets off of his skin.
"I'm Trowa, Duo... No, Heero isn't here," he said calmly.
Duo sat up, "Of course not.. he's out in the night...," he ran to the window and tried to pull it up, "I need air!" Duo screamed as the window forced itself open, "Heero!" he called into the open night, "He hears my call, hears me... will he except my invitation.... yes."
Duo said before slumping on the floor.
Trowa pulled him back on the bed, "Hey... don't die before he gets here..."
Rulina entered carrying a pitcher of water, "Trowa... what is the condition of my husband?"
"Bad... why isn't a doctor here?"
"He didn't want one! He said something about repetance and Heero....,and I haven't even bore a child yet."
"He has not touched you in the slightest?" Trowa said outraged, "That doesn't sound like Duo."
"That's true... he didn't lie a hand on me."
Heero entered with Quatre by his side.
"Everyone! Leave Heero and Duo," he said pulling Trowa out of the room with him.
"I'll be in the other room," said Rulina egressing to a better place.
She was glad the worse part of it was over. She could remember Duo screaming from their bedroom. She stood outside the door covering her ears. She was a coward, yes, she could not stand the stress.
"Heero, my love," Duo said lying up, "You came. You heard my cries..."
Heero slipped into the bed and lied next to him. He held him gently in his arms and caressed his hair like he did so many times before.
"Heero.... Heero........," Duo whispered.
Heero removed his robe and dipped the cloth into the cool water. He caressed the naked body lovingly. Duo smiled and shivered at the same time. Heero put down the cloth and held the shivering naked boy.
"Let me have you," Heero said, "I love you," he said pressing his lips on Duo.
Duo laid his hands and squeezed Heero's hard ass and thanked him over and over.
Heero fell asleep with Duo in his arms. He stayed like that for two days before he was called back to the service. He knew in his heart that he would not see Duo for awhile.
A month later Quatre appeared to Heero crying. He laid his head on Heero's chest and sobbed, Heero stroked Quatre's back and kissed his forehead.
"Duo..... Duo....," Quatre said before screaming again, "Duo!"
"I'm going back to the moors...," was all Heero said, "I'll drop you off at your home... I need to be there to send Duo off."
"He's lying under white lace now... He'll never roam the moors again....," Quatre said, "Duo... dead? He couldn't of left me... left you."
Heero hugged Quatre again, "You poor thing... Quatre... it's going to be all right..."
They flew through space. Only then did Heero almost cry, it reminded him of Duo being in space. The things you cannot do are the things you miss the most, like being handicapped. Heero ran to the house through the parlor.
[For Jun]
Rulina marched around her husband's corpse and placed a locket in his hands. The locket bare her picture. There was nothing else Rulina could muster. Her only goal as Queen Rulina was to bore a child, she began to wonder if she would ever have a daughter.
Heero ran to the room and punched through the glass windows on the side of the door. It shattered and sliced open the flesh on his hand. Heero unlocked the door not even noticing the blood and ran to the coffin where a white silk had been layed over Duo's body. In his small hands lie a charm with Rulina's picture in it. Heero picked up the locket and slammed against the coffin's rim. It cracked with a sickening sound and chimed as it fell to the floor. Heero grabbed Duo's corpse and held him. Only then did the tears fall on the silk like rain, as Heero stroked his back.
"Duo.... Duo....," he said kissing his ear.
The words echoed in his ear, "I'll be back... wait for me by the window."
Heero nodded. He would have Duo.
Quatre returned to him for the last time. He said that they wanted him back at the old Resistance Headquarters. Heero didn't know what to say to Quatre.
"I know you are still mourning over Duo... but you need to come with me. They are planning to reproduce your Gundam and they need your signature. Besides it will be good to reunite all of us... Wufei, Trowa, you and I...."
"What kind of reunion will it be without Duo?" Heero said knocking back a whiskey straight.
"Please Heero...," Quatre said putting his hand on Heero's shoulder.
Heero thought back to Duo's body, "I'll be back...."
"Let me get my suitcase, ready," Heero said shrugging.
The dinner was tense. Since Wufei and Trowa did not talk that much originally, the absence of Duo was heard hard. Heero could not talk, as much as he could swallow a piece of bread or drink a glass of water. Wufei and Trowa could hardly glace at Heero. Heero excused himself early. His old room still smelled of him and Duo. He could still hear Duo.
"Heero... I got all dirty today... What will they say."
"Here... take off your clothes and I'll wash you off."
Heero looked at his window and into space. He grabbed his cotton sheets between his fingers as he sat on his bed.
"Duo... you really can't come back, can you?" Heero said.
"Heero...," came the eerie response.
Duo hung from his window. He radiated light.
"Come to me... Through the window... Into space where we belong."
"Duo.....," Heero said, "Can we love each other?"
"Yes... come through the window."
Life flashes through our eyes before we die. Heero couldn't confirm this as he smashed through the window leading to space.
"I'm coming Duo...," he said.
Moors. Duo sat on a rock wearing a black robe as light radiated from his body.
"Duo.... Why did you come for me, not Rulina?"
"Are you blind Heero... I love you. In life we cannot get what we wan't. Our lives, our stupid lives were used for fighting, not love or anything else..."
"You came from the beyond to get me?"
"I wanted you that much Heero... I was stupid in life. Now your mine."
"Well, I guess we have a whole lifetime to get to know each other."
Duo walked to Heero and kissed him on the lips.
"Heero...," whispered Quatre.
Heero lie drenched in broken glass. His body was pale blue, frozen cold. Quatre put a black blanket over him.
"If he broke the window, wouldn't I die?" Quatre ran his hand across the 'broken' window. A gelitinaous substance coated it.
"Oh my god... Duo?" Quatre gasped.
Quatre lingered round his corpse, under the benign light; watched the stars among the window of the spaceship; and listened to the soft hum breathing through the glass; and wondered how anyone could ever imagine unquiet slumbers for the sleepers in that quiet earth.
Once and for all love tied them together. Duo and his master Heero. And the misty moors they rode upon so carelessly.
Wuthering Heights
"Out on the wiley, windy moors
We'd roll and fall in green.
You had a temper like my jealousy:
Too hot, too greedy.
How could you leave me,
When I needed to possess you?
I hated you. I loved you, too.
Bad dreams in the night.
They told me I was going to lose the fight,
Leave behind my wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights.
Heathcliff, it's me, Cathy,
I've come home. I'm so cold!
Let me in-a-your window.
Heathcliff, it's me, Cathy,
I've come home. I'm so cold!
Let me in-a-your window.
Ooh, it gets dark! It gets lonely,
On the other side from you.
I pine a lot. I find the lot
Falls through without you.
I'm coming back, love.
Cruel Heathcliff, my one dream,
My only master.
Too long I roam in the night.
I'm coming back to his side, to put it right.
I'm coming home to wuthering, wuthering,
Wuthering Heights,
Heathcliff, it's me, Cathy,
I've come home. I'm so cold!
Let me in-a-your window.
Heathcliff, it's me, Cathy,
I've come home. I'm so cold!
Let me in-a-your window.
Ooh! Let me have it.
Let me grab your soul away.
Ooh! Let me have it.
Let me grab your soul away.
You know it's me, Cathy!
Heathcliff, it's me, Cathy,
I've come home. I'm so cold!
Let me in-a-your window.
Heathcliff, it's me, Cathy,
I've come home. I'm so cold!
Let me in-a-your window.
Heathcliff, it's me, Cathy,
I've come home. I'm so cold!"
~Kate Bush
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