“No I’m fine.” They were both quiet. Each waiting for the other to say something.

They were silent for only a few seconds but it felt like eternity. Trowa could sense that Quatre was nervous and maybe a little scared.

“It’s Ok Quatre just tell me what you need to tell me.”

“I’m sorry that I hurt you before Trowa. Now that I have had time to think though.”

“Yes?” Trowa asked hopefully.

“I now know I made the right decision seperating with you. I think a clean break would be the best option. I can except my missions from here. And....”

He stopped as Trowa approached him and sat on his knees in front of him. quatre looked away from him he couldn’t bare to look at him.

“Please don’t look at me like that. It’s too hard with you looking at me.”

“You think I’m going to make this easy? quatre you can’t expect me to do that I love you. Relationships can be hard and sometimes painful but you have to work at them.Together we can get past it your my angel.” that’s when Quatre snapped he stood up abruptly and walked over to the door and he turned back to Trowa.

“That right there you think I’m some pure angel. I’m not I am not some innoccent you have to admire.”

“Quatre calm down.”

“CALM DOWN. you don’t love me you love the idea of what you think I am.”

“What do you mean?”

“Trowa think about it. You think I’m some pure soul that can do know wrong. Some sort of virginal being.”

“That’s not true.”

“You don’t know the real me.”

“Tell me then who are you?”

“I’m a weak person. I am dirty and un pure. I am no angel I wish I was dead.” he was crying now. Trowa approached him but Quatre yelled, “STAY AWAY!”

Trowa ignored him and said, “No, not this time.” He placed his hands on his shoulders and said, “Quatre look at me. Please look at me.” he reluctantly did. “You are the one who is lost not me. I know exactly who you are and your not perfect you have flaws. You won’t always feel this way. You have a kind heart and you always put yourself out there for your friends.”

“Trowa I can’t be what you need not now.”

“All I’ve ever needed or wanted was you. Let me be there for you. Let me help you. Let me love.”

“But Trowa I’m damaged. I’m.”

“No your not. Your just hurt.” This time Quatre let him hold him without a fight. “Trowa I don’t know how long before I can..Before I can..” >Trowa walked up the steps and knocked on the door. Quatre let him in but was quite nervous about it. They sat down accross from eachother and Quatre kind of just stared off. trowa stared at him. “Do you want something to drink?” asked Quatre. “No I’m fine.” They were both quiet. Each waiting for the other to say something. They were silent for only a few seconds but it felt like eternity. Trowa could sense that Quatre was nervous and maybe a little scared. “It’s Ok Quatre just tell me what you need to tell me.” “I’m sorry that I hurt you before Trowa. Now that I have had time to think though.”“Yes?” Trowa asked hopefully. “I now know I made the right decision seperating with you. I think a clean break would be the best option. I can except my missions from here. And....” He stopped as Trowa approached him and sat on his knees in front of him. quatre looked away from him he couldn’t bare to look at him. “Please don’t look at me like that. It’s too hard with you looking at me.” “You think I’m going to make this easy? quatre you can’t expect me to do that I love you. Relationships can be hard and sometimes painful but you have to work at them.Together we can get past it your my angel.” that’s when Quatre snapped he stood up abruptly and walked over to the door and he turned back to Trowa. “That right there you think I’m some pure angel. I’m not I am not some innoccent you have to admire.”“Quatre calm down.” “CALM DOWN. you don’t love me you love the idea of what you think I am.” “What do you mean?” “Trowa think about it. You think I’m some pure soul that can do know wrong. Some sort of virginal being.”“That’s not true.”“You don’t know the real me.” “Tell me then who are you?” “I’m a weak person. I am dirty and un pure. I am no angel I wish I was dead.” he was crying now. Trowa approached him but Quatre yelled, “STAY AWAY!” Trowa ignored him and said, “No, not this time.” He placed his hands on his shoulders and said, “Quatre look at me. Please look at me.” he reluctantly did. “You are the one who is lost not me. I know exactly who you are and your not perfect you have flaws. You won’t always feel this way. You have a kind heart and you always put yourself out there for your friends.” “Trowa I can’t be what you need not now.” “All I’ve ever needed or wanted was you. Let me be there for you. Let me help you. Let me love.”“But Trowa I’m damaged. I’m.” “No your not. Your just hurt.” This time Quatre let him hold him without a fight. “Trowa I don’t know how long before I can..Before I can..” “I would wait eternity to be with you.” Quatre laughed and Trowa asked, “What?” “When did you become so sappy Trowa Barton?” trowa and Quatre still had a long ways to go but they could get threw if they fought hard enough.

“I would wait eternity to be with you.” Quatre laughed and Trowa asked, “What?”

“When did you become so sappy Trowa Barton?” trowa and Quatre still had a long ways to go but they could get threw if they fought hard enough.

To be continued: special note in the next chapter the rapist will appear. I love feedback so please tell me how I’m doing so far.