Quatre went to his room. He thought burning the painful reminder he would feel better. Unfortunatly it made him remeber more. “No more.”

***Flashback***

“Hello, Sunshine ready to take your medicine?” he laughed. He glared at Quatre holding a whipp fondling it in Quatre’s face. “After last night I thought you’ld be asleep. You’ve got stamina. That tells me you want more.” Quatre sat on the floor chained to a wall completely defensless. “They really shouldn’t have sent someone so weak. Well let the games begin.”

***End Flashback****

Trowa was outside of Quatre’s door ready to give him a piece of his mind when he heard Quatre saying. “NO MORE! STOP” Trowa tried to go in but the door was locked. After hearing Quatre’s cries he busted down the door. “Quatre! Quatre where are you?” then he spotted him. He was hudled in the corner holding himself. Trowa kneeled down besides him. Quatre was shaking but Trowa didn’t care if he pulled away he held him and no matter how much he fought he held him. Finally Quatre gave in and held him back. “Please Trowa make it stop.” “I wish I could take away your pain.” He continued to hold him and Quatre laid his head on his shoulder. There was silence for a long time as they sat and just held one another. They fell asleep in eachothers arms.

Quatre woke up to see Trowa still holding him he carefully removed himself from his arms and got up. He needed to think. Trowa must really be tired. I’ll cover him up. I wonder why Trowa came to my room for last night. I must of freaked him out when I set that fire. I feel like we’ve switched places I’m the one that won’t reach out. I wish....

Trowa woke up and saw Quatre watching him intently. “I’m sorry about last night Trowa.”
“Don’t worry about. I’ll always be there when you need me I wish you knew that.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Stop that.”
“Stop what?”
“You keep apologizing you didn’t do anything wrong.”
“I..I know that.”
“Do you? I don’t think so.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” he started to walk away. Trowa grabbed his arm feeling the anger come over him. “Everytime lately I say what you don’t wanna hear you walk away. That’s not the Quatre I know. He wouldn’t just walk away. He would fight for what’s his.” That’s when Quatre yelled,
“I’M NOT HIM THAT QUATRE IS DEAD.!” “No he’s not I still see him in you.I just want to help you.”
“I am so sick of this. Fine you want to help here it is. I was a prisoner chained to a wall. I was beaten and raped more than once. That man tortured me and killed my spirit. I can never go back to the way I was. He’s in my head everything reminds me of him everything. I am in total darkness and the light hurts me. I’m dead my body just doesn’t know it yet. Please Trowa just give up on me I don’t have anything left to give.” Trowa then realized that Quatre wasn’t gone he was just lost and needed a guide to find his way back. “Never. I will never give up on you.” they turned around and the others were there listening to everything Heero said, “EVERYONE OUT! I’VE HEARD ENOUGH. I want to speak to Quatre alone.”