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Sacrifice For a Friend

Part 2
by Backlash



It's been a couple years since Trowa last saw Quatre. His heart ached from the loss. He missed him so much he wished he knew if he was safe. He once vowed to himself that he would never hurt him that he would protect him from harm. Now he would give anything to see him again and to make things right.

Quatre totally diappeared. No one knew hwere he was not Rashid not his sisters no one. Though he would occasinally send Wufei a postcard. He didn't want him to feel guilty about what happened. Knowing Wufei he probly did so he tried to keep in touch. Just to let him know he was all right. Quatre would call him once a month to and Wufei promised not to tell anyone about it.

Quatre would still go on missions when he was needed. He ussually only accepted missions that only required him. He just couldn't be around the others. Maybe with more time he would be able to but he doubted it. How could he be with his friends when they didn't trust him.

Wufei's birthday was coming up and Quatre was afraid he was going to spend it alone like always. So he decided to go visit him. Apparrently he wasn't the only one with that idea.

Wufei was doing a Kata when he turned around and saw Quatre. "Quatre? it's good to see you. What are you doing here?"

Quatre smiled and replied. "Happy Birthday." Wufei looked at him with a strange look and Quatre continued. "I know I know. You don't do birthdays.I got you this." he handed him a box.

Wufei opened it and smiled. It was a beautifully hand crafted sword. "Quatre it's beautiful."

It was good to see Quatre again. Though he wouldn't admitt it he missed his friend. He still felt guilt over that stupid mission.

***Flashback***

"Quatre are you all right?" he asked as Quatre returned to the cell. Quatre sat on the floor and pulled his knee's to his chest.

"Is it always like that?"

"What?" he asked.

"Sex is it always like that?"

"what do you mean?" he saw some bruises on him.

"It hurt. It was rough. I thought sex was suppose to be beautiful. I don't think I ever want to do that again."

Wufei put his arm around him and said. " That wasn't I mean sex isn't the same as making love .When it's with someone you love it is beautiful. I promise it's not like that. I promise."

****End Flashback***

"I was hoping you'ld like it." he smiled.

When they walked into his house they were both surprised to see the others there holding a cake and yelling surprise. Trowa saw Quatre and they both kind of stared at eachother. Quatre turned around and walked out. Wufei followed.

Quatre began to breathe very hard. "Quatre are you all right?"

"I'm sorry. I guess seeing him again."

"It's all right how about we get out of here?"

"No you enjoy your party. I'll see you later. I'm sorry if I ruined you birthday."

"You didn't." Quatre walked away unaware he was being followed.

Quatre was walking until he came upon a coffee shop. So he went inside. He thought about how much he still loved Trowa even after all this time. Even after all the hurt he wanted him to hold him again. To wake up in his arms. He looked up and saw someone it was Trowa. He sat across from him in the booth.

"Quatre."

"Trowa." he looked so sad. Quatre held himself back but then asked,

"you look so sad what's wrong?"

"I did something stupid. I pushed away someone I love and now I've lost him forever. I'm sorry I should have listened to you."

"I can't do this. I have to go." as he got up Trowa grabbed his arm.

"Please don't run away again. I love you so much I should have trusted you."

"Yes. You should have. Why didn't you?"

"I don't know I heard you say you had sex with someone else. It scared me I thought you found someone better. Someone you deserve."

"I could meet a prince and still no one could measure up to you Trowa. I hurt inside. Having sex with that man broke me inside. Then you walking away. I just don't know if I have anything left to give."

to be continue........



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