Quatre had just returned from a mission with Wufei a couple hours ago. Wufei went to make repairs on his Gundam trying to forget what happened. A mission he never wanted to think about again. Quatre waited in Trowa's room. He needed to tell him what he did. He hoped Trowa would understand.

As Trowa entered the room he could sense something was wrong. "Quatre?"

Quatre ran over to him and held him tightly. "I'm sorry Trowa."

Trowa stoked his hair and said. "Whatever it is you can tell me. What's wrong my love?"

Quatre knew what he had done was right. Hopefully Trowa would agree. "Trowa. I."

"What is it?"

"I had sex with some one else."

Trowa jumped back with hurt in his eyes. "How could you?"

"Please let me explain. There rea...." he was interrupted.

"I don't want to hear excuses. I opened myself up to you and you betrayed me. I should have known."

"Trowa please listen." he started to cry.

"save it. The sight of you makes me sick." with that said he slammed the door. Quatre sank to the floor. "He wouldn't even let me explain. Why wouldn't he listen?" Trowa told Heero and Duo what Quatre had done and they also gave Quatre the cold shoulder. They wouldn't listen they treated him like crap. Heero even punched him in the face for betraying a team member. He couldn't take it anymore so he packed a bag and left. The next day Wufei came out of his room after hours a meditation. He saw the others at the table eating. All except Quatre. "Where's Quatre?"

"Who cares?" answered Trowa. What?

They told him what Quatre did. Wufei was pissed not at Quatre but at them. Wufei knew the circumstances. "WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU GUYS THINKING?"

"Hey Wu man we're not in the wrong Quatre is. He betrayed Trowa not us."

"Don't call me that. To think Quatre actually believed you trusted him. Did you even let me tell you what happened."

"What are you talking about?" asked Heero.

"we were captured. I pissed off the general and cut him. He was going to kill me when Quatre yelled for him to leave me alone. The man saw him and started touching him. He said if Quatre willingly had sex with him he would let me live. Quatre said no at first but then the man began beating me. I was bleeding and wincing in pain. The guy pulled ou a knife. Quatre couldn't stand it and agreed. He did it to save my life."

"Quatre?" Trowa said. What have I done. My poor angel.>

Wufei approached Trowa. "He loves you Trowa he wanted the first time to be with you. He didn't want to hurt you. He thought that you would understand his sacrifice to save me. I guess he was wrong."

Trowa ran to Quatre's room to find him and tell him how sorry he was. It was empty he found a note on the bed. All it said was:

Why didn't you trust me

"NO! QUATRE!" He had to find him and make it right.

To be continued.