Trowa could tell he was in pain. Why wouldn't he share it with him. "Why did you run away from me?"
"I don't have to explain myself to you." Trowa just didn't know what to say Quatre was evading his questions. So he just blurted it out. "I love you Quatre."
"What is this some game?"
"It's no game."
"Stay away from me. First you don't then you do. Tomorrow you'll hate me again."
"Quatre I never hated you. I love you."
"Whatever." then Wufei came in hoping they had time to talk. Quatre ran out of the room so fast. He made his escape. Trowa yelled in a shaky voice. "Quatre you promised." he heard him but continued to run.

Quatre stopped running as those word echoed in his mind. "Quatre, You promised."

***Flashback****

Trowa was working on the computer when he started throwing things. "Trowa? what's wrong?"
"Nothing."
"You know Trowa no matter what happens I'll always be your friend. You can't get rid of me. I'm here to stay so you might as well get used to it." he smiled.
"Promise?"
"I promise. No matter what. Even if you push me away. I'll come back for more." he put his hand on Trowa's shoulder and hugged him.

****End flashback****

Quatre began to get a pain in his heart. Trowa was so sad and he could feel it in his heart. He began to run back to the hotel. Forgetting about his pain he needed to help Trowa he hated when Trowa was sad. As he entered Trowa's room. He could here crying in the bedroom. He saw something he had never seen before. Trowa was sitting on the bed crying. It tore Quatre apart.

Quatre ran over to him. He kneeled on the floor and looked up at Trowa. He placed his hand on Trowa's cheek and said. "I'm sorry Trowa. Please don't cry. Don't be sad because of me."
"Please Quatre just hold me." Quatre did he held him in his arms. They fell asleep holding eachother. Quatre never felt safer in his life. He was afraid the feeling was just a dream. When Quatre woke up Trowa was still holding him. He was afraid to let go afraid that Quatre would leave again.

"Quatre, when you told me you loved me I was scared so I pushed you away. I thought I would hurt you."
"It hurt me worse thinking you didn't care." Quatre got up and Trowa said suddenly.
"Are you leaving again." just then Quatre realized something he denied before. "You really do love me don't you?"
"More than I thought was possible. It broke my heart when I drove you away." he looked away.

Quatre went to him and motioned him to sit down. He sat next to him.

"Trowa you didn't drive me away. It hurt that you rejected me yes. Then I found out about my sisters and I started to think. Maybe it was better that you didn't because everything I touch leaves me. Either by death or they just get sick of me. Something inside of me broke and I wanted to die. I tried to make myself emotionless but didn't have much luck. I always went back to thinking of you. I was going to kill myself but you stopped me. I thought what would Trowa think about this."
"I'm sorry I pushed you away."
"I'm sorry I let you. I love you." Quatre noticed a mirror and said
"Man I look terrible."
"I think your beautiful lit.." he stopped himself.
"It's allright I don't mind."
"Little one." Quatre and Trowa spent the morning together talking and holding eachother.

The end