"Holy Shit! They shut the air off," I shouted. I started running towards the door, thinking it might be unlocked (don’t ask, I’m just dumb like that). I tripped, and since wearing handcuffs, couldn’t catch myself. It just so happened Wufei was standing right there. I ended up falling on top of him.

I heard the air get shut off. I didn’t say anything, but inside I was panicking. Duo freaked out. He tripped over something and landed on top of me.

It was then that I realized I had a crush on this guy. He wasn’t that heavy, but with him on top of me like that felt kinda nice.

He started to get up, while apologizing. It was then I did something so out of character, I surprised myself. I pulled Duo back on top of me, and kissed him…

Quatre must be insane. There’s no way around it. He was different from the guy who had helped me stop the explosion at the New Edwards by directing me where to go.

I flew towards him.

"What did I just say? Don’t come any closer to me!" Quatre yelled.

I ignored him. Quatre was crazy. He needed to be stopped.

"Quatre," I said, "I’m going to kill you…"

Heero and Quatre started fighting. I didn’t know what to do, but I didn’t want either of them to get hurt.

Quatre fired at Heero. I knew that if that blast hit Heero he would die. I maneuvered in front of Heero and took the blast.

"Trowa!" I heard Quatre yell.

I flew upward, not wanting to hurt Heero or Quatre when I exploded.

"Oh Quatre, it doesn’t matter how it happened but the colonies have taken sides with OZ," I began, "And we have to keep in mind that this marks the end of a war. At the same tie it means that our mission has come to an end. From our point of view it’s disappointing that the colonies that we have been fighting for have changed their perspectives, but that’s what happens in wars. We have no choice but to accept it. What’s left is what happens with the remaining soldiers, what happens within our hearts. Us Gundam pilots have been completely trained to be soldiers before we even realized it. When you put everything into a battle you start to think that you can change the world all by yourself. Don’t you? But Quatre, you’re not the only one who feels that way. We all do. But the kinder you are the bigger the toll it takes n you. We have to fight with ourselves, and in our hearts, and we have to do it harshly, in order to come to the right conclusions, even if it means our battles to date are meaningless. The five of us have become nothing more than the Gundam soldiers, Quatre. So now, let’s accept it. Turn back into the nice guy I once knew. I just hope that something triggers your mind and calms you down…. Something…"

I sincerely hoped that something would calm Quatre down. Maybe that something would have to be my death…

I listened silently to Trowa’s little speech. He sounded like he cared about what happens to me… I quickly diminished these thoughts, I had to save Trowa!

I started flying up towards Trowa, but Heero came after me, preventing me from getting to him. What the Hell was he doing? The bastard!

"Heero, let me go! Trowa’s gonna die!" I yelled.

"Yeah, and you killed him," Heero answered.

That saying that says: ‘The Truth Hurts’ is very true. It felt like Heero had punched me, not slapped, punched. What he said was true though. I deserved to die for killing Trowa.

Notes: Well, how was that? Trowa’s ‘speech’ might not be entirely accurate. I was writing it down and pausing my tape every 5 seconds, trying to copy it. Anyway tell me what you think ^_^