The Journey
There was once a sick child
in a time not far from now, he and his companion had fallen deathly ill.
A night came when he had given up all hope in
despair and prayed that his death would be an easy one, but he heard a
voice, a gentle voice, this voice said unto the boy
"Yee needn't
fear death child, I come with the promise of life."
"Who are you?" Said
the child in a voice filled with pain and weakness, the voice said
"I am the All
Father, I have heard your plea and I am loath to watch such potential wasted,
I have staved deaths chill hand for a moment.
Just time enough to bestow upon
thee a second chance. Yee must venture forth into the land of Advan
and seek yee the eight guardians of Valhalla, willst thou do this child?"
"Anything to get well."
Before he could stand a dark shape appeared before him and pressed its
left thumb upon the center of the boys chest, once lifted the boy could
see what resembled an empty square, the edges glowed slightly.
Feeling a little better the
boy wordlessly let the All Father lead him from his room, opening the door
he did not see the hall leading to the living room in his house, but a
moonlight path that seemed to stretch on for eternity.
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Looking back he only spied
more of this strange lunar road. Boldly setting off on his journey
it was not long before he saw a humongous statue in the distance, when
he roamed closer he could see every beautifully carved detail, right down
to the runes upon the great hammer. "What a glorious statue. . ."
The child exclaimed in awe, but awe soon turned to fright as the stone
eyes turned to him and words fell from the marble lips in a booming voice
that shook that land with thunder.
" I AM NO
STATUE BOY!" It proclaimed in a voice that rivaled the
thunder.
The child fell to his knees
as the ground shook with the displeasure of the giant. "Well then
what. . .who are you?!"
"I AM THOR!
GUARDIAN OF THE GATEWAY!" Roared the god of thunder, "AND
WHO MIGHT YOU BE LITTLE ONE? YOU WHO SO DARES TO TREAD THE LUMINOUS
PATH OF ADVAN!"
"I am merely a sickly boy,
upon a journey of healing. The All Father told me I could find a
cure for my sickness here. . ." He said somewhat hopefully.
"LIAR!"
Boomed Thor,
"I SHALL TEACH YOU NOT TO TAKE THE ALL FATHERS NAME IN
VAIN!!" And with a bone chilling roar his great hammer
came down upon the child, the boy did not feel fear, he anticipated death,
for it would bring him final peace.
But it was not to be, the
hammer was stopped inches before it struck him, and Thor, for all his might,
could not push it one inch further.
"WHAT FOUL
SORCERY IS THIS?! I DEMAND TO KNOW WHELP!"
The child's mind became a blank as the all fathers
gift filled his soul with a great roar, he spoke, but the words and voice
were not his own. "THOR! I command yee to cease
at once!"
This child is under my protection,
do not dare strike him, or I shall string thee up by thy loins from Yggdrasil,
and my ears shall be deaf to thine cries for all eternity!"
Thor looked upon this child
with fear and wonderment in his eyes, slowly he shrunk to human size.
He gazed at the boy intensely, his eyes fell
upon the child's chest and froze, he stared at the rune in the center of
the child's chest and shame filled his eyes and reddened his face.
"I. . .I apologize
for my impertinence, I will see you on your way through the gate."
Wordlessly Thor touched his thumb to the child
chest, just above the All Fathers gift.
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Thor's rune shone with power,
and he gestured toward the now visible gate of Thurisaz, and so the sickly
child's journey continued.
And as he quested forward
a feeling of great strength filled the boy who strove forward never looking
back.
After many miles he soon tired and decided that
this was as good a place as any to rest, "Only a small nap." He mumbled
to himself. His sleep was fitful, filled with dark and demonic shapes
that lurked in the darkness. He ran and ran, but they were always
behind him, never stopping never faltering.
He stumbled and fell, soon they would be upon
him, but he had come so far, how could he give up?
A glint of silver caught his eye, slowly it fell
into his outstretched hand. "A. . .a leaf?" And he awoke.
Slowly he stretched, yawned,
and opened his sleep gummed eyes, silver light revitalized him and he felt
refreshed and new.
". . .Are you well child.
. .?" Asked the silver light with a gentle ringing voice.
"I. . .I feel better, thank
you. But where are you?"
". . .I am right here child.
. .in front of you. . ." Abruptly the light dimmed, and the young
boy could see a beautiful tree, a silver birch.
"You. . .your a tree."
He spoke in a soft, awed voice, "The most beautiful tree I have ever seen!"
". . .Child, I know that
you have suffered much, and your journey stretches out long before you.
. .but before you are truly healed you must clear your mind and soul. .
.brush your hand gainst my trunk and together we shall cleanse your spirit
of all doubt and darkness. . .are you ready. . .?"
Pausing to consider this,
the child looked up at the great birch and felt such a sense of peace and
well being that he trustingly reached out with his left hand and gentelly
laid it on the tree. His mind was filled with the ringing song of
Berkana, the great birch tree washed away all the fear, the doubt, the
sadness and hate, and left him a blank slate waiting to written upon.
Slowly, with regret, he pulled his hand away
from Berkana and gazed down at his chest.
Just next to Thor's gift was Berkana's rune,
its soft silver glow gave him an inner warmth that washed away all doubt.
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". . .Let the shadow of
doubt be banished forever from your soul. . .now go forth with my blessing
child. . .you journey awaits. . ."
Moving with peaceful grace
he walked with neither thought nor effort until he reached an end to the
Luminous path of Advan. Wordlessly and without fear or doubt he took
a leap of faith, right off the edge. He fell and fell, it seemed
like an eternity of falling in a maelstrom of darkness, but with him he
carried his own light to ward of the darkness.
Suddenly the fall was stopped and a chill wind
blew him into a hard surface, knocking the air from him. There was
no light, save his own, and the air frozen solid, nothing moved.
A voice, biting and chill like
the air, spoke into his mind. "Who are you to disturb the eternal
slumber of ISA?" A silibant whisper demanded.
"Merely a sick child who desires
a cure to his malady sir." Was the calm reply that fell from the
child's lips, Thor's strength and Berkana's determination gave him the
courage, to face down this cold adversary.
"So you think to face me
with sheer willpower?"
A cold heartless laugh filled the boys mind.
"Know that you shall fail, and your journey
shall end here!"
"NO!" Screamed the boy,
" I have not come this far to be stopped by you! My pride is strong
and my will is great, you don't frighten me!!"
Attempting to move forward he found that he was
frozen in place, her could not move an inch, his light was extinguished.
For the first time since he had departed the presence of Berkana he felt
self doubt, fear, and finally despair. He had failed, slowly he submitted
to the will of Isa, sacrificing his pride and willpower, his last thoughts
were of his friend who had also fallen ill.
"I accept your sacrifice
young one, and give you my blessing." Said Isa the eternal.
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Opening his eyes to the harsh
blue glow emanating from his chest, he gazed at the rune of Isa glowing
proudly. He felt a great sense of modesty overwhelm him. Only
when the glowing rune's light dissipated did he realize he was floating
in the middle of an endless sea of clear water, looking into the depths
below he saw endless water leading nowhere, all he could see was his reflection.
His reflection gazed back
at him intently, slowly it rose out of the water to confront him, clear
blue eyes, blue as the water around them, gazed into questioning brown
ones.
"You. . .you look like me.
. ." Said the boy.
"Yes, I am Mannaz, the self,
I am you." Replied the blue eyed boy. "Your merit is great,
and your modesty bespeaks your kind soul. I am the endless possibilities
of life, together you and I can go places, but first you must place your
trust in me, or rather in yourself, for I am you."
"I. . .I don't understand."
Hesitantly he reached out his hands to grasp those of himself.
The blue eyed child firmly
took hold of the sick boy and said with a kind voice, "Keep an open mind,
do not narrow or limit your thinking. Do not seek praise for your
accomplishments, do your task willingly and with out complaint. Live
an ordinary life that is not ordinary, be not of this world, for this is
the key to the true present. And my final lesson myself is, take
nothing in excess and most important of all. . .know thyself." The
last was said with a good-natured half smile as a comforting light took
him far from this place of peace within himself.
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When his vision cleared he
found himself in a strange corridor with thousands of doors, in sudden
realization he discovered that each door represented a possibility, one
that he might very well follow.
Remembering Mannazes advice about possibility
he ran gleefully to the sixth door on the left, but to his disappointment
he found is locked tight. Still not discouraged he tried door six
on the right, it was also inaccessible. Frantically he ran about
with cause to each door, and each time found it closed to him.
Sitting down he refused to let self doubt overtake
him, Berkana, Isa, and Mannaz began to shine with a soft light as he cleared
his mind. After a moment of thought he realized that the mistake
was his own, not all possibilities were open to him. Standing, with
his decision firm in mind, he closed his eyes and reach out his left hand,
feeling a doorknob where one was not before he ignored the peculiarity
of the situation and turned the knob.
"You may open your eyes
now little one." Came a deep voice with a slight chuckle.
Chagrined he opened his eyes,
to find a white stallion gazing at him with laughter in its eyes, the boy
wasn't shocked, this was nothing compared to the myriad of encounters he
had been party to before.
What supprised him was that the horse was upside
down walking on the ceiling.
"Y-your.
. .your walking on the ceiling!?" He shrieked.
"No I'm not" Stated
the horse placidly, "Infact, it is you who are the wrong side up little
one." With another chuckle Ehwaz stamped his front left hoof
into the young adventurers chest and said, "Have no fear, what
is yours will come to you."
With another snicker of glee Ehwaz the horse
of progress and movement galloped away.
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Ehwazes rune was placed next
to Mannazes, but the strange thing about it was that it was placed like
its incarnation, topsy-turvy. Instead of forming something resembling
an M it looked more like a W.
Deciding that further thought on this subject
would render him immobile and effectively put his quest to a stop he resolutely
continued onward. Soon he came across what looked like a ravaged
battle field, the sky turned black and lightning struck a spot not five
feet from him.
Standing before him was a dark version of himself
with a strange glyph painted upon his shield, in his right hand he held
a great spear.
Looking down upon the child
the Sky God Teiwaz frowned thoughtfully.
"YOU ARE A STRANGE ONE" Said he,
his great voice echoing. "YOU ARE STRONG YET WEAK, PROUD YET MODEST.
. .IN YOU I SENSE GREAT WISDOM, BUT ALSO GREAT FOOLISHNESS. WHAT
I FEEL THE MOST IS INTENSE IMPATIENCE!"
"I. . . I suppose I am a little
impatient. But that's no reason to be angry." He replied meekly.
Teiwaz roared his displeasure,
glaring at the child with such ire the boy thought that he would surely
shrivel under that terrible gaze.
"IF YOU DO NOT ANSWER MY
QUESTION I SHALL SURELY SMITE THEE CHILD!
WHAT IS THE GREATEST REWARD OF PATIENCE?"
Sitting down and forcing himself
to ignore those horrible eyes that came from his own face, he began to
pound his brain into action, desperately he tried to come up with an answer
fast, looking up he could see the almost imperceptible smirk playing upon
Teiwazes lips.
Suddenly all the teachings guardians of Valhalla
came back to him, he calmed considerably when
Teiwaz roared his fury. How long he sat and pondered the answer he
did not know, but Teiwazes screams became louder and longer with each passing
moment, smiling he stood and faced Teiwaz with such undeniable courage
that for a moment he faltered.
Smirking once more Teiwaz
look at the child with contempt. "SO LITTLE ONE? HAVE YOU
AN ANSWER?" He lifted his spear in anticipation. "Yes,
I do Teiwaz the warrior." He refused to give him the honor of Sky
God.
"LITTLE WHELP! ANSWER
ME NOW OR I SHALL CRUSH YOU!!"
"Fine 'o' great impatient
one. . .the answer to your query is. . ."
The tension on Teiwazes face
multiplied as he searched for a hint to what the child might say.
Stretching out the wait as
far as it would go before snapping the child looked at Teiwaz and saw that
he was about to break down, now was the time to answer. "The reward
of patience. . .is patience little warrior."
The blow was like that of Thor's hammer striking
a mountain with all his might, the mountain, like Teiwazes willpower, shattered
at the full force of this incredible blow.
Screaming in pain and rage
Teiwaz launched the great spear at the child, the All Fathers Rune glowed
with power and swift as lightning the boys left hand shot up, almost negligently,
and caught the spear right before it plunged into his heart, with infuriating
calmness he scratched the symbol of the Sky God above that of Ehwaz.
Teiwaz crawled back in fear
of the All Fathers wrath.
"No Teiwaz,
I shall give you a second chance, but never again will I tolerate open
betrayal such as this. NOW GO!" Boomed the All Father.
Teiwaz scrambled away howling
in rage and fright.
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Smiling, he had the distinct
feeling that he was one the last foot of his Journey, soon he would be
cured, but what test awaited him here? With a clear conscience he
strode forward, astoundingly he realized he was on the Lunar road once
more.
Feeling like the hero in some unknown fairy tale
he continued down the road of glory, suddenly he stopped to think.
What if this wasn't real, but a part of the new test? Should
he continue onward?
Or should he stop and think, "Maybe I should
jump from the path like before. . ." he thought.
"No. Maybe I should run forward?"
Suddenly the boy felt sick again, just as bad or even worse then he had
in bed, did they despise him? Why punish him after coming so far?
He had not betrayed them at all. Soon he saw a woman, a luminous
beautiful woman, the road ended at her feet, but as he drew closer she
slowly stepped farther from him, extending the road each step.
He stopped, she stopped. Finally the sickness
made him weak, he could not draw strength from any of the runes he depended
on. He gave up, dropped to the ground. Laying on his back he
pleaded with her, "Please!" A tickle in his throat told him he would
cough, and he did, endless gasping and wheezing, each cough drew out a
little bit of life from him. "Please! Why do you scorn me so?
I. . .I don't want to die. . ."
Looking at him she smiled
the most charming smile he had ever seen. "It does not matter what
you wish little one. . .all that matters is what you have strove for, on
this journey you have learned trust, the power of the self, modesty and
patience, but in the end you forget them all? You have made yourself
un-worthy of my lesson. young one." Her voice was soft and sweet
but concealed in it was an unspoken reprimand.
He realized how stupid he
was acting, how childish. Slowly as he recalled his lessons strength
and will returned. "I am sorry Luna," Her name coming to his
mind unbidden. "Please, now do you find me worthy?"
Stepping closer, he was fascinated
how the road also receded with her milky white pale feet.
Leaning down she kissed his forehead, a burning
in his chest told him that he had acquired a new rune symbol, but something
else told him that one more was waiting for him at the end of the journey.
"Never forget my lesson my child, for now you
have been re-born and re-raised by us all, we welcome you into our family.
I am sorry for placing this burden upon you at so young an age."
She looked at him with searching eyes, she seemed
to be waiting for an answer, slowly one came to mind.
"It is no burden fair Luna, gladly will I take
up your task for a while, if you are all right with that Miss."
She smiled, and it was like
the most beautiful full moon he had ever seen.
"Ah young one, I am wise to your little game,
but your innocence has stolen my heart and warmed my soul, perhaps you
humans aren't so bad after all. . .Ah no matter. Now is the time
for you to journey forward and meet your last parent"
Though he had been taught
faith he looked at how the road receded behind her, she smiled once more
as if scolding a young one who had forgotten his lessons.
Looking at her he decided that he would trust
in himself, not in anyone else.
Valiantly he strode forward, as he reached the
edge he took another step of faith, all thoughts were clear from his mind
and his soul was cleansed, tripping he fell, still he held his faith, and
it was rewarded, with the pain of smacking his face against a hard surface.
Opening his eyes he saw that road before him,
and at the end a beautiful castle, it's splendor rose before him, it seemed
to made made of rainbow diamond and refracted the pale silver light back
at him in millions of colors. The sight was breathtaking. "I.
. .it's beautiful. . ."
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He took the shirt from his
chest, he no longer needed it, the runic light was all the heat he needed,
with great patience he walked across the newly forming road beneath his
unshod feet.
His mind was clear as he pondered his fate, without
realizing it he had reached the castle.
Standing before it he swore that he heard a gentle
voice say enter. Trusting himself he strode up the rampart and entered,
not looking back he didn't realize the road recede all the way back to
Laguz.
Not speaking he strode down endless hallways,
upstairs and through towers.
Finally he came to a chamber, a great chamber,
it soared overhead into unimaginable heights.
High above great dragons took to roost and gazed
at him with intense but un-feigned boredom.
As he gazed around the great hall he saw all
his past teachers smiling at him, they approved of him, for once the guardians
of Valhalla all agreed upon one thing, their student, no, their child,
every single one of them was allowed a single
emotion, pride, they were proud of him.
Nodding to each one he passed without a word, standing upon a throne was a familiar shadow, one that had given him the chance to start this journey, the All Father stood before him and beckoned for him to come forward.
Suddenly everything became
dark, a light shined, all the runakefali etched upon his skin began to
glow starting with Thurisa all the way to Laguz. Finally the cycle
ended with which it had began, the All Father, it's bright silver light
was at first painful to his eyes, but they soon adjusted.
For all the brightness only a small amount lit
the darkness, but for the very first time he saw his patron the All Father
for who he truly was, a tall man, naked to the waste, a scar upon his gut
that looked as if a great sword had penetrated him, looking to the side
the child saw that the sword to commit this injury was his own. His
hair was long as was his beard, both were snowy white, his eyes were the
most beautiful blue, they were clear and as blue as when the sky and the
ocean meet.
Looking at this young boy
he smiled like a loving grandfather.
"Thou hast done well mine son,
I do verily believe thou deserveth yon cure more then anything, thou hast
won mine undying respect as well child, also that of mine elder children."
The All Father touched his left thumb to the
child's chest once more, in the very center.
The cycle was complete, the circle of his being
was restored, he was whole again.
Falling to his knees he gazed
up at his benefactor, and began to cry tears of joy.
"Why dost thou
weep child?" His voice was filled with concern.
"I weep tears of happiness
father, for you have made me well." He replied.
A soft chuckle stopped the
flow of tears.
"You make of me a jest sire?"
His face flushed.
"Nay dear one,
thou hast healed thyself. Had thou not passed the eight trials I
would have turned thee away."
The boy smiled and laughed,
"Thank you my lord, but before I return. . .I have one thing to ask of
you. . .if. . .if it's not to much trouble, please, tell me your name."
The All Father laughed uproariously,
slapping his knee with a mighty palm.
"Thou hast learned much child,
thine guile doth please me, I shall answer thy query though." Pausing
for effect, the All Father stood to his full height, he was modest, unlike
Thor he did not tower, but he was no dwarf. He stood fully 12 feet
tall, the child reached his knees only.
"Mine name, mine title, since the
very beginning of the ages has been, and always shall be. . .ODIN!"
Under other circumstance he
would have never believed it, but he had learned many a lesson, he took
this calmly, Odin approved.
"Thou art truly mine son, tell
me child. . .what is thine title?"
"I am. . . . . . .!"
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The eight guardians of Valhalla