The Path - An ongoing log Moduel



The problem with today is that we seem to erase the yesterdays yesterday. No one is remembering enough of the good stuff that happened longer ago. Too little love and warmth with us today, people are slowly dieing from lack of life. Everyone is full of shit these days it is very strange to find someone with more and they too seem to be littered with the wrong sort of color to their eyes......life is fake and death is real, but colder than both is the reality of the living. There is nothing but the code, your life means nothing other than the code you lived by. Call it codex, call it honor, call it your heritage it is what you leave behind and what you see before you. I think most people that say they have nothing think they have nothing but really have something small.
"What brighter image is that of the sun shining through a prison window" I live by that. It means that things look better in times of hardship... but I realized it means more…………… The core of things must be pure to be powerful be it negative or positive. A single bright light in a dark heart is brighter than a heart of gold......... I grow, stronger each day ready for the next beat of life but now seems not to taste so sweet, I’m seeing through it now and it’s not a nice sight. Preach your drugs your religions your faith you really preach my death.

All this B.S was in me, we used to make it each beat and thrive on it. Now its like wasted blood that has gone dry, trick is to get it fresh and keep it flowing.

Keep thinking about the cause. what is the cause now? I know you all have that same question in a different form. We all do, but we all don’t understand it.

Scientists said the people have to believe in something because they don’t have the brain power to do otherwise, I add to that and say that people cant truly believe unless you have nothing....how does an animal feel, a chicken in a hatchery. All its life coming up to one moment when it will be killed, skinned and later eaten. Placed in someone’s chicken nuggets. Now you cant honestly say the chickens don’t know that they are gonna die, all these years and not one chicken has even wondered where all his family has gone off to. They know, but they have faith but they have it on a lesser brain. A brain that can’t understand anything better. To them it is life, the majority here seem the same. They accept what they have, may not be too proud off it, but they do. I do know that people like you and me don’t just take it.……… we make it.

You see no one is supposed to get this text, it’s supposed to stay this way for some time. The reason it might make it out is because I feel that having friends means belonging.

By the end of this writing I shall determine that I either delete it, send it or save it and hide it somewhere on some distant server. I wrote something meant for me now, it was written in 1996 but it started in 1990... its meaning is to comfort me if I ever strayed the path I am to hold. Its like a magnet that keeps on me to make sure I do not go off.

I have gone off on cretin occasions and it has guided me back. Have you ever gotten the feeling that an action you made has changed the path of history. It happens every now and then, you get a whiff of the could be, it just smells different.


	---[]-Time and time again we will return-[]---
After editing this I find that I never will stray the path intended for me. This is because I am the path, and we are nothing if not one, together a symbiosis of energy. Love the world like the people. Things are funny, life is an interesting challenge. We have it in us to remember but to remind ourselves that we are here to be challenged and nothing else. The goal is to live and benefit the surrounding, may sound socialist but that is the way it Is. We benefit from the surrounding energy and we benefit them in return. ----[]-A self sustaining system-[]---- Everyone must understand his or her way: to me it makes no sense to do otherwise. I have learnt though that just because I may not have understood it doesn’t mean it’s not right. I have also understood enough to make myself a growing entity.
It has to be that way, I must learn what is wrong and fix it before I become to dependant on it. My codex is my own existence, yet without it I exist. It is want should make the understanding I adopt different from the understanding I am. Putting distance between my mistakes will not make them any less mine, but it will give me perspective enough to understand why it is MY mistake. There comes a point when what you know, what you understand, what you feel becomes more than what you are thinking. It becomes what you breath to keep alive, without it you might just suffocate and die. The greater purpose I have adopted is myself. I will become more in every sense. I will understand the meaning of everything I come in contact with and learn from my own mistakes in it………have more tools to use in life Method and faith have to be s self-sustaining systems that thrive on their own. They have to reach the point where no matter what, they will continue to learn and adopt new ways to see things. Even the center of the code itself falls on the same judgment, the rule of survival. Grow learn and be better.