I'm thinking optimistic but living in a world full of pessimism.    
     
  7 days is all I have so why count them.
   
I'm asking to believe but hoping for no reply.  
   
   
   
This world is just pointless so what's the problem.  
  Life is for living so it must be worth it, why would we hate it?
   
I'm feeling down but don't want to be happy.   
just know that when the day is through, 
i'm here for you.
to love cherish,
and honour you.

I'm willing to do everything i can
To make you a happy man.
We'll find ur feelings,
Atleast that's the plan!
Love you
 
   
   
  A heavy heart is all I need, it keeps the pain inside.
   
Screaming on the inside, that's where I want to be. Don't tell me I'm scared, I'm the one who's sane!  
   
   
   
   
You think what you want but you know what you want, control is your enemy and your friends control your thoughts, emotion is left to decay your heart, it will eat you alive.  
  Time is moments, moments are good, time to make some now!
   
  How long must I keep going?  
Run to where you're going. Don't fall behind. Now is too late, do it faster. Faster like the flash, he had only time to kill.    
     
    Time is your friend, keep it close. Close to your heart, don't let it go.
  Where are your questions, can't you see I'm not right.  
Time is there use it well, caus people won't be, make your own way.    
   
   
   
  When entering my room, make me laugh, make me cry, but don't ruin my life!
   
   
   
Ask me a question or are you too polite?  
   
     
  Society's fucked, give me a shot. I'll make it good, I'll bring the tape (sticky).  
     
Can you have a packet for everything? I'll take some love & throw in some pain, don't forget the milk.   Time waits for no man but God waits for good timing.
     
     
  Feels right, take a bight. Seems wrong but is it fun?  
     
     
    Natural abilities come & go but friends die with age.
The longer we think, the less we live.    
  Winter warmth is the best love there is.  
    This is wrong, keep me here, we'll make it right, just don't let go.
Summer sun & winter chills, I'll be your hand warmer if you'll just be there.    
     
  Sing if you love to, don't do it to distract yourself from life. A real music lover listens to the words and resists singing.
     
  People are there for u, they can pull you out of the hole that they put you in.  
    Does a love song mean nothing if you haven't experienced love?
Take me away! Anywhere but here, somewhere I can go, anywhere without you.    
  Stick me in a sock, clean the stench right out of me, toss me in circles, keep me in the spin.  
    There's no excuse to be that way, we're both human, why should it be like this.
Oh what a thing to have done, you've broken me in 2, not even the tape can save us this time.    
  I did it all for you, I only ever wanted you, why did you have to go and keep me down, why did you kill it, why do you hate me, why was it so easy to crush my heart and kill my soul?????  
    Can't you see I'm busy? I don't care for you anymore. Move you're in the way.
Can I be mean, I hate your guts, I wish I never knew you. Take your baggage and go, you don't belong here anymore. This is my world and you're the Satan.    
    This is the game plan, I make or I break, either way we're movin forwards.
     
  The surface is clean, washed from all your scrubbing, it's the heart that's mine and you can't clean that deep.  
     
Water colour clouds, show me the meaning of you, you think your king but baby you're just the brush.   Blues & Greens remind me of you, the colours of the earth is what I think of you.
  The artist is here some where, the anti-perfectionist, he's working hard to enjoy his work.  
     
   
What am I doing sitting here, tapping on my pad in the bitter cold, I don't want to be here, take me off this planet, I know I don't belong here. I have a shadow, it passes next to me as an evil copy, always there to watch over me, it takes care of me when I'm not there, when I am weak, when I need my walls, it's my saviour give me a sec and I'll save you too.
   
   
   
  A song is a poem, a life is a song, make the words rhyme and it will be long.
Just sitting here wastin time, just sittin here give me your time.  
   
  The trick is to turn nice guys into assholes and then you have a man, which is what women want.
Love is strong, it is the force, use the light side to kill the dark.  
   
  Sing a song, a happy song. Now is the time, move out of the pain.
Twisting and turning inside my head, I should be a song writer instead.  
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