twisted



sea of madness, crimson and black
drowning in glee, stretched across the rack
torn in two, flaming twins of turmoil
hearts of black, feeds red blood a boil

chaotic twisting, rising and falling
emotions damaged, feelings mauling
veil of poison, mental collapse
insanity rising, psychotic relapse

anger ascending, burst of rage
twin creatures, a separate cage
fuel of hatred, loss of balance
deathly pain, a searing dance

escape of thought, escape of mind
loss of heart, none of a kind
torn soul, missing reason
doubtful self, emotional treason

light among dark, irony of fate
change of perspective, failure to hate
feelings twist, thoughts rot
life altered, intentions caught

want to change, power of will
inner self triumphs, ends desire to kill
twisted half purged, one true self
hope emerges, steadies health

future of uncertainty, past of knowledge
raising of truth, back from the edge
foresight innacurate, path imposed
blocks life, the chance still not closed


cmg
1/22/00

my abyss...
black notebook