hypocrite



it's christmas eve
and i could care less
it's totally silent
and i don't mind, i must confess

late into the night
they'll get wasted and drunk
it's a quick release
how low have they sunk?

is this what we've come to?
these people i now come to resent
i fucking hate it
and i hold them in contempt

yeah i know i'm a freak
yeah i'm clean
is that so goddamn hard to understand?
it's understandable after all i've seen

but guess what?
i cared too damn much before
you can go fuck it all up
because i'll care no more

fucking hypocrites
'do as i say, not as i do'
you can eat shit and die
cuz i'll do whatever i want, too

don't lecture me about it
maybe it's YOU who needs to learn
when the shit comes down on you
don't come crying to me, now it's your turn


cmg

12/25/00







my abyss...
black notebook