come back



i stand outside my door
awaiting your return
i stare into the black sky
over the empty road
thinking of days past
times i want to relive

the sky opens up
rain breaking the silence
concealing my tears
and hiding my feelings
i wish it would cleanse me
of the sadness in my heart

a light in the distance
i wish it was you
it's just someone's car
maybe a content person
on the way home
to live a picturesque life

while i stand in the mud
soaked in rain or tears
i don't know anymore
why do i even care
i know i shouldn't anymore
but...i can't help it


cmg

9/15/00







my abyss...
black notebook