collapse



the ruins of everything i knew and loved
all of it still collapsing before my eyes
dying in the heart of all the chaos
i cry out to the empty skies
no one hears me, there's nothing there
who was i kidding, falling into everyone's lies
every day i pray for death
a perfect release, everything dies
i don't have anyone, anything, anywhere
i'm just a shattered soul with a body that cries


cmg

8/5/00





my abyss...
black notebook