poison of truth



i'm losing my mind
i'm so confined
i can't even breathe anymore
i'll fall and die on the floor
rotting through my soul
in place of a heart just a hole
leave me alone you don't care
you're just taking up space, breathing my air
give me the freedom to fly, to die, to cry, to try
show me my whole life was just a lie
it's just an illusion, a delusion, manufactured
by my shattered mind, it's fractured
bring me the cure to all my pain
a poison to kill, my life was all in vain


cmg

8/6/00





my abyss...
black notebook