I am an adult. Brandis had a balloon tied to my chair when I got into american studies, and I was so surprised and happy that I cried. She's awesome. Totally blew me away.
But the thing is, the whole day I'm expecting something from Damien. I doubt he even remembered it was my birthday though. He prolly just saw the balloon next to my new on icq and sent me that cheap little cyber card thing. As I said before, fuck that bastard.
Something even more awesome happened today. For the first time in my life, I received roses from a guy..Sean. I knew he liked me, and I knew he was a great person, but I didn't expect anything like that. And he gave me Brer Rabbit. I don't usually like stuffed animals, but its from him so it's going with me everywhere. I sent him home sort of rudely, but he forgot his card, so I had to go get it.
And I went to Ian's room right down the hall with Jaime and we watched "Debbie Does Dallas II" which I found quite humorous then Sean told us he had better porn so we brought it over to our room. We fast forwarded through a lot, but I thought it was fun. Except the whole time we were watching and Sean was sitting next to me, I wanted to hug him. But I didn't cuz of course I'm like that.
It appeared after a while than Ian and Jaime needed to be alone so Sean and I went outside and talked. I was prepared for awkwardness, but what happened wasn't exactly what I thought was gonna happen. He gave me yet another present. A necklace. With a beatiful charm on it. I should take a picture, but I am too lazy. That would require rebooting. I'll take one tomorrow. Yes.
And he asked me out. I dunno exactly what that means, but I wanna see. I like the idea.