I changed my mind about not keeping a journal. I missed it. And all the drama has died down...basically, I don't think those people care anymore about what I have to say. I also don't care enough to talk about them. Uh oh. Does that sound bitchy? Too bad.

I've been walking around in a happy cloud lately. I'm trying to sort out exactly why. I think a lot of the stress of leaving home has gone away. I am feeling more comfortable in my surroundings. I haven't necessarily found my niche yet...which bugs me sometimes, but I am at ease here.

And then of course I got myself out of a couple bad situations. I finally finished that long, torturous thing (being there no other word to describe it) with Damien. I kinda figured out that I was only obsessed with him because I was so bored. He treated me like crap and normally people like that would disgust me, but I let it slide with him. But I'm not so bored anymore, so there's no point in contiuing all that.

Also I got rid of a big black spot in my life...Sean. I was so desperate for friends that I looked past all his fakeness. He was so broken up over me not wanting to be romantically involved with him for a day, then the next day he decided to be in love with Jaime. That boy is just ridiculous. Now everyone just kinda laughs at him. We all see through him now.

And then there's Dan. My boyfriend. He came in a really good time in my life. I'm feeling comfortable with myself, so I am feeling comfortable with him too. He's the first guy I have been with that I can just say exactly what I want to and feel good about it. And last night when I was walking him out of my dorm, I grabbed his hand. I've never done that before. I'm always really passive and don't show emotion to anyone. But with him, its easy. I really like this.