So I get home from school today and there's this tard letter that says "To the parents or guardians of Julia Wolf" so of course I open it. And its listing all my fucking unexcused absences. Luckily I hid it before my mom got home. I mean, hello, I have 1 week of school left and they think I care about my stinking absences? Whatever. I so don't care anymore.
So like, Nissim basically called me a whore. I am so hurt by this. Because I know what I did to him was horrible. And I never wanted him to know. Fuck. He shouldn't know. I dunno what the hell I was trying to do, telling him. I should have kept him thinking everything was just fine and dandy. And now I'm totally screwing with the poor boy's head. I wanna shoot myself. I can't believe how mean I am. I am having fun at this too.
