Ok. I am so confusing. I cannot even understand myself. So I've been emailing Nissim for the last week or so to catch up on him. Then today he reveals to me that he was a girlfriend and when he goes away for 2 weeks over the summer he's going to miss her "waaaaaaay too much". Bastard. He never missed me. So I of course am pissed off and I strike back by casually mentioning Peter, and that I cheated on Nissim with Peter. That made me feel good.
Of course I would never get back together with Nissim. He treated me better than the 11 other boyfriends/girlfriends I have had put together. But he never touched me, never complimented me, never made me feel like more than a friend. It took him 2 fucking months to even kiss me. And when he kissed me, I felt nothing. By the time he got around to sticking his tongue down my throat, I already knew what a real kiss what supposed to feel like and that wasn't it. But nevertheless, I am jealous. Maybe its because I'm not with anybody now. I'm not sure. But whatever, I'm a total bitch. I should be shot.
Plaid pants boy was limping. I almost felt sorry for him, but I was laughing too hard.
I rode my bike 4 miles today. I'm dead tired. Time for bed.