Oh my god!! I found out that Eric's gonnabe working the Eagle Eye Cherry show on saturday. I'm so fucking excited now. I'm gonna keel over and die. I keep thinking "does he want me, or does he not want me?" Bleh. He was descrbing his ideal woman to me "About 5'11" or above, long thin legs, and an angular face..." That is NOT me!! I am short and stumpy and have a round face. Bleh!! But I took a picture with my holding a sign saying "Eric Sucks" and he made is his wallpaper on his computer. Isn't this a sign he wants me? I really think so. But he says no. Fine. I'll just have to show him my tits. :D

I made friends with Peter last night. Oh wow. It was kinda intense. I showed him all the poetry I had written about him. He thought it was really good. This actually means a lot to me. I was blushing, and I was so very happy. I mean, I'm knowing there's no chance of us ever getting back together, but still. It means a lot to me. I can't even explain it to myself. He also told me I was a great kisser. YAY!! That's very reassuring.