So, I am officially a resident of Indiana. It's kind of awesome. My house is amazing. It's absolutely beautiful. My room is a teensy bit on the small side, but I won't be in it that much. I painted clouds on one of my walls today. Wonderful. I could say bella bella....

I visited grandpa today. Hadn't seen him in a year. My bitch grandmother actually asked my mom and I to go with her to pick out his casket. I burst into tears and sat in the car. He's so lost and confused. He has no idea who I am or what he's lost. And it makes me so sad. And to think...I could be like that someday. That scares the crap outta me.