So, a couple of minutes ago, I informed Ryan I am involved. Which isn't the truth. But I decided I don't want to see him anymore. Cuz I actually felt guilty for kissing him whilst being in this evolving emotional relationship with Damien. I mean, we're not committed. We're not together at all. But we could be once I move to Maryland. And I know I'd be jealous as hell if I knew Damien was seeing another girl. I don't wanna jeopardize even our friendship. I dunno. I'm probably being totally melodramatic as usual. But that's me. Miss Drama queen!