Ok, I would like to start off my declaring I am a nerd and I am proud. I have seen 3 movies this weekend, and two of them today. I went with my mom to see "Shakespeare in Love". If I weren't bitter and jaded from the whole relationship thing, it would have made me want to fall in love. The next movie I saw was today..."Waking Ned Devine" I saw about half the movie then the power went out in the movie theatre. Bastards. So I of course will never know what happened. And finally I saw "Varsity Blues" with Jackie and Jessica. We bonded while Jessica complained throughout the whole movie about her headache. I was about to smack her a couple of times. Anyways, the movie had really no plot, but it does make me wanna screw a football player. Um, ok, maybe not.

After the movie we all went to the Silver Diner. I haven't been there since Joe and I went together ::swoon::....ok, I am a wee bit over Joe. Anywho, Jason was there as usual and I learned he reads my page rather regularly (hi Jason, you freaky stalker boy!). I was actually quite surprised by this. And a little freaked out. I write what I feel honestly in this journal because I think that no one I know will read it. A lot of the times I write feelings that I have that would never voice out loud. So the fact the he knows intimate things about me makes me feel quite vulnerable. I was always scared of him, but this makes it worse. And of course he is going to read this and feel all high and mighty, but I don't wanna take my journal down because I enjoy writing and I hope someone can relate to it. So I dunno what to do.

I found out last night that Chris was arrested a little while after we broke up. I found this highly amusing. He's such a loser. I sure do know how to pick them. But I shouldn't say that about him cuz we're friends again and I really do love him to pieces. I am glad he's found this Angi character to be with (especially since she's a piercer and will pierce me cheaply!) I am still confused about my feelings towards him though.

I keep thinking about talking to Robin. But then I don't really want to. I love the way she completely ignores me. Makes me feel absolutely wonderful.

Haven't heard from Josh for a few days. I imagine his power's still out. He's quite the interesting character. I am so happy I know him and he's my friend. yay!!