My little trip to Clemson was a bust. I am not the biggest fan of that school. No siree. I think I will stick to good ol' University of Maryland. I mean, sexy Eric goes there after all. And there are lots of freaks for me to stare at. So yeah, I'm gonna go there me thinks.

I actually talked to sexy Eric. Awww. He likes so many of the same things I like. He's so fantabulous. But yeah, I dunno if it would ever amount to anything more than friendship. Especially on his part. I feel a strong physical attraction, but I dunno how attracted to him I feel otherwise. Its just great talking to him though. He's unlike boys I normally talk to. He knows so much about things I am interested in...threatre, movies, and music (especially music...he has over 300 CDs I think). I am relieved to know he is not gay. I mean he'd be cool if he were gay too, but there aren't many cool and sexy as Hell straight men out there, so its nice to know there's at least one. Whomever finds him is very lucky. This is all I have to say about him. I don't wanna get carried away.

I'm thinking Joe is gonna take me to prom. That'd be so extremely great if he did. He'd be a wonderful date. We'd have quite the time. And there wouldn't be sexual tension there cuz he's Joe and with Joe you don't feel sexual tension.

I talked to Robin for a brief moment. It was nice just to touch base, even though the conversation didn't last for too long. She seems very happy which in turn makes me happy. But I think she finds me a pest. Which I can be sometimes, I know. But I used to me so in like with this girl, its hard not talking to her and not feeling anything for her.