Freak Show:

Slave

Lived too long now you've come to take me

To a place where I can die

Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me

Can't be something but I'll try

Lived too long and waited to just drown

In my self pity I keep falling down

Want to be your solider

Want to be your slave

I have no pride in myself

Only book that I own is called 'how to lose'

Pick a chapter, I know them all, just choose

Lived too long and waited to find

A place where I can die

Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me

Give me something but I'll try

Want to be your solider

Want to be your slave

I have no pride in myself

That's how I behave

Freak

No more maybes

Your baby's got rabies

Sitting on a ball

In the middle of the Andes

Yeah, I'm a freak of nature

Yeah, I'm a freak

If only I could be as cool as you

As cool as you

Body and soul, I'm a freak

Try to be different

Well get a different disease

Seems it's in fashion

To need the coldsore cream

I don't really know

How to put on a 'cool' show

As boring as they come

Just tell me where to go

If only I could be as cool as you

Freak

Abuse Me

Need to ask a question

Calling out my name

Nothing seems to bother

Wish I had a clue

C'mon abuse me more I like it

Well I don't think you like me

Well I hate you as well

No one seems to like you

Wish I couldn't tell

C'mon abuse me more I like it

C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true

Throw the sailors overboard

Lie To Me

Gonna be a liar?

Lie to me

Yeah

Gonna be a while?

Lie to me

Yeah

No Association

You've never wanted to know me before

Little or no association

Leave me alone, I want to live

Stop sucking the blood right out of me

Couldn't care less if I died right now

Who am I?

I don't know, you tell me

You seem to know everything else

Need a pathway need a guide

Contemplating suicide

Wish I could be like you

You say you care, but do you?

Do you?

Burn

Cemetery

Need a change

Not to imitate

But to irritate

All the ones who hate

I may be late

Always seem to get the wrong date

Well, I guess it's fate

I live in a cemetery

Full of good will and integrity

You see, I have no specialty

Here's your warning

I'll give you click click boom

I live in a cemetery

I need a change

Not to imitate

But to irritate

I live in a cemetery

The Door

Could've been like before

Could've had to lock the door

Make your mind

Let the door, let the door swing

Only one

Only one to let the door

Wanted to pretend he's dead

Didn't have to pretend

All this and more

Makes no sense to me

All this and more

Makes me drown

Let me know if it's alright

Let me know if you just might

Pop Song For Us Rejects

Addiction's held you back

But you don't care

'Cause you're on a high again

And it's not fair

Consuming alcohol

While I gotta drive

Take a hit from the drugs you stole

And try to survive

Since your life was over

You haven't yet been sober

You have held me back so long

Everything you do is wrong

Now I gotta dump you

Continue my life too

I tried to help you

Don't care what you do

You're state of mind's improved

But we're still apart

I visited you'd moved

Don't know where to start

Your life's an open cold sore

Got to get out the cream

Now I'm thinking positive

But I know it's a dream

You died yesterday

Learn To Hate

I wanted to be friends with her too

So my relationship could be the same as yours

I hated everyone just like you

Hating you should be introduced as a new law

Take the time to learn to hate

Come and join the mass debate

Take the time, take the time

It's all uphill you've gotta climb

You betrayed all the trust I gave you

Now I need therapy to hate a little more

You cannot help me to forgive you

The drugs have given you all kinds of different sores

As you pump drugs into your bloodstream

I sit observing in disgust

Hoping that you will finally come clean

So I don't have to use this gun

Petrol & Chlorine

Sinking through dark black holes

It's never gonna end

Open gash in my ribcage

It's never gonna mend

Take another picture off the wall

Sinking deeper every time I fall

Each day ends quicker

And my mind gets slower too

As my life just fades away

I wouldn't have a clue

Take another drawer out from the shelf

I'm too weak to do it by myself

Though you had the world at your feet

You could see it I was blind

Had the perfect job called life

You didn't like it you resigned

Brain's a square of grass

Growing on petrol and chlorine

On petrol and chlorine

You know just what I mean

Roses

Drained as drained can be

Life is gone from me

Drained if drained is free

If only I could breathe

Smelling dead roses

Take your mind with you

There's no room for two

I can't handle both

Handle both of you

Smelling dead roses

But I won't fall down

No I won't fall down

Nobody Came

Laying lost and wounded

Just myself to blame

Have no life and

Being hand-fed pain

Head's a crying wasteland

Filled with shame

Cried for help before and

Nobody came

His father beats him

No hesitation

His face left dripping

In humiliation

As he lies wounded

His father turns to clay

A frozen statue

Can't walk away

His head's a crying wasteland

Filled with shame

Cried for help before and

Nobody came

To see what I can lose again

For being the victim

No

The Closing

Welcome to the closing

Not for love what for?

It's easy to be taken

But to say

Come again

Leave again

Waste of time

Come again

I'm all alone while you're having fun

You have faith while I feel none

Sleep till late to waste half the day

But I'm happy to live this way

And you know that you can't see my pain

But you know that I can see your pain

Me and shame are the same

Me and shame take the blame

Me and pain are the same

Me and shame take the blame

Welcome to the closing