They seem to find a place in your heart, it does not always show up right away, you may even begin to wish that you don't have to deal with the people all the time. Still, when you think of them you feel a connection to them and would never wish them gone or harm in any way. The more years you spend with them the closer the bond becomes, the more your feelings are made and the more you don't want to lose them. No matter how they may seem because they get sick they may get moody and complain alot or even wish for death, and you may even wish that they would quit talking to you just so you dont have to listen to them. One day you wake up and find that they are gone and you realize how much you are going to miss them. You may even sit and wonder how come you had not felt like this before but you have always felt like this, just you did not realize it till you think about everything that has happened over the years. The many different things you have done with them, the suprises that you have helped them plan or pull off or just say hi to them.It seems to mean so much now, your heart seems to hurt at the thought of them never beign able to talk to you again in this life, but yet at the same time you feel a sense of peace because you know that all their pain and suffering is gone now. Even though their loved ones and anyone that knew them will hurt for awhile, in time it will get better, it will never go away but will get easier knowing that they are at peace. Theses thoughts come after the death of a close family friend whom i will miss.