Feed I don't need my ego fed I just want to feel I can trust Cynic Yeah I made a promise to love myself Somehow I don't think I'm going to make it Yeah Is that me behind the screen? I see some shapes but I can't see any faces An ego might not be so bad It could be something I should have I can't make my mind up Help me with this while I grip this I made a promise to myself but I think I need some help If you see something that is good in me won't you tell me? And maybe I'd be something you could stand Yeah I made a promise to love myself I think this could be good for you as well as me Yeah I know I'm not that much fun The joke I have become doesn't make you laugh An ego might not be so bad It could be something I should have I can't make my mind up Help me with this while I grip this I made a promise to myself but I think I need some help If you see something that is good in me won't you tell me? And maybe I'd be something you could stand Here comes the doubt again Mayonnaise and Malaise Writing what you say and saying it all back to you Mayonnaise and malaise to go The catcher in the rye caught a catch 22 Mayonnaise and malaise to go Keep it at a pace, my life is like a crawl to me Mayonnaise and malaise to go Catatonic faced, I'm marking time randomly Mayonnaise and malaise to go Mayonnaise and malaise to go Dull and null and void and all my best instincts stink Mayonnaise and malaise to go They pay me by the hour and I don't even have to think Mayonnaise and malaise to go Charismatic bore and I don't want to work no more Mayonnaise and malaise to go I'm gonna kill the next customer who walks in the door Mayonnaise and malaise to go Mayonnaise and malaise to go It's really something to be twenty-nothing I feel my place is so secure A culture spot that I have got So glad to be unsure Passed our prime in record time I never thought we'd fall so low Come this far to sell you a car I want all my unease- To go It's really something to be twenty-nothing I feel my place is so secure A culture spot that I have got So glad to be unsure I've come to resent what i represent I'd like to smack that smile off your face For my angst i must say thanks So good to be put in my place Mayonnaise and malaise to go Mayonnaise and malaise to go Punk rock car User I used, I used her right I used, I used her right I used, I used her right Oh yeah Don't you give me no Don't you give me no shit Don't you give me no Don't you give me no shit I used, I used her right Oh yeah I broke her open wide I broke her open wide I broke her open wide Oh yeah Don't you give me no Don't you give me no shit I used, I used her right I used, I used her right Oh yeah Digging down, down deep in my conscience Digging up something, something nasty and white Break wide down, down the middle and hard I'll tear away what I came for I used, I used her right I used, I used her right Oh yeah Manipulator I never said now I never said now I never said I wouldn't lie to you I never said that what I said was true I never said I wouldn't lie to you I never said that what I said was true Real strong now Manipulated Real strong now Manipulated Real strong now Real strong now I never said now I never said now I never said now Why don't you sit down I never said now I never said now I never said I wouldn't lie to you I never said that what I said was true I never said I wouldn't lie to you I never said that what I said was true Real strong now Manipulated Real strong now Manipulated Bag of Hammers Pin me down, box my ears I'll get you back, motherfuck I'm no baby I'm no baby I've made a meal The first course is crow Choke it down cause you suck I'm no baby I'm no baby You never said smart was your strong trait But smart never seemed to be a trait at all And I never wanted to see you go down But I must admit that I'd like to see you Fall right back into your cock trap And bend your back back until it fucking snaps And I never wanted to hurt you that bad But I must admit that I'd like to see you fall Pin me down, box my ears I'll get you back, motherfuck I'm no baby I'm no baby I've made a meal The first course is crow Choke it down cause you suck I'm no baby I'm no baby You never said smart was your strong trait But smart never seemed to be a trait at all And I never wanted to see you go down But I must admit that I'd like to see you Fall right back into your cock trap And bend your back back until it fucking snaps And I never wanted to hurt you that bad But I must admit that I'd like to see you fall La La La La La Yeah You pin me down, box my ears I'll get you back, motherfuck Scott-rock I believe in someone I believe in someone You change my mind all the time The only one I know I know it's kind of sudden But, I believe in someone I couldn't say how this would play I've made my purpose clear The you that I refused to see You had me but it's over now You had me but it's over now I believe in someone I believe in someone I believe in someone I believe in ones I love I've never been this naked I don't think I could fake it It's as I've feared I don't feel scared I'd trick you if I did Can I tell you something? I believe in someone That someone's you And I would be true But you've never asked me to I believe in someone I believe in someone I believe in someone I believe in the ones I love The ones I love, the ones I love Sports Bar Fucked up, drunk, and stoned Every choice has a no Speech slurred I called you again You're not even my friend I did it again Choked up I gotta go Every choice has a no I'm broke I don't belong They're raping my favorite song And every time I wake up I feel sad I dream about the things that I used to have How did I get into this? I'm tied to it I'm tied to it Teased up, high hair disgust No sex, a natural distrust I don't care You can't get through I dig hating you I did it again Drink it up I'm pissed off I'm a hack, you're a smoker's cough I'd like to fuck but you're too dumb Gee, it's great being single and young And every time I try to talk to you I know there's something else you'd rather do How did I get into this? I'm tied to it I'm tied to it And every time I wake up bruised I know that my brain's not in use And every time when things are great I don't know why I detonate I'm tied to it I did it again And every time I wake up bruised I know that my brain's not in use And every time when things are great I don't know why I detonate I'm tied to it I did it again Chicago Fanphair '93 Sorry, to crash your party But I just couldn't wait for an invitation And I know damn well that you never sent one But you can't kick me out, cause I live here too And I'm the life of the goddamn party that you threw Hanging out with a bunch of brats I know you like that you know where it's at But you don't I understand why you guys are so mad I wasn't picked to be part of your plan, but oh well Sorry, to crash your party But I just couldn't wait for an invitation And I know damn well that you never sent one But you can't kick me out, cause I live here too And I'm the life of the goddamn party that you threw Threw, threw, threw Hanging out with a bunch of brats I know you like that you know where it's at But you don't I understand why you guys are so mad I wasn't picked to be part of your plan, but oh well Hanging out with a bunch of brats I know you like that you know where it's at But you're dumb I understand why you guys are so mad I wasn't picked to be part of your plan, but oh well Hanging out with a bunch of brats I know you like that you know where it's at But you don't I understand why you guys are so mad I wasn't picked to be part of your plan, but oh well Strict-9 You You're not asking questions that I don't have answers for You're not asking questions that I don't have answers for You're hard to fool But not too hard to do You played it cool But cool can get you screwed And I'm way to fucked up on that to allow myself a way to get back You You're not taking actions for responsibilities You're not taking actions for responsibilities And these are only words And, yeah, these are yours You knew that of course We have tricky words And I'm way to fucked up on that to allow myself a way to get back to get back to get.. You You were throwing caution to what you were pissing in You were throwing caution to what you were pissing in Pissing in the wind That's the shape I'm in I took that on the shin The circle's closing in And you don't have to grin Or give my world a spin And I don't want to win I just want to begin And I'm way to fucked up on that to allow myself a way to get back Skid Marks No No No No No I'll cut you in a minute You know you should admit Oh yeah No No No No No I'll cut you in a minute You know you should admit Oh yeah No No No No No I'll cut you in a minute You know you should admit Oh yeah No No No No No There's no turning back I guess that you knew that My eyes are turning black and my brain is getting fat I'm staring at some ants that are swimming in shellac I won't do this again No No No No No I'll cut you in a minute You know you should admit Oh yeah No No No No No Here I go again I should be among friends I'll let you know when I start to feel a nerve end That should be around 10 So just shut up until then Soaked in glowstick juice No No No No No Grrrlfriend I'm in love with a riot girl I'm in love with a riot girl I'm a boy and I know that that's bad But I don't see what's got her so mad Now I'm not dumb I've got my eyes tied on I've seen her 'zine and I think it's right on I don't care if she makes me be quiet I'm in love and I think it's a riot