I am just a pyriah
banished for my sin
I am just an outcast
always looking in

This hate I feel
It's not new to me
I have lived with it forever
It has corrupted all of me

Burning lotus of pain
Save me from this disease
It has eaten my purity
Save me please
I need to find an escape
I need to be at ease

But I'm not.
But I'm not.

What's left of me
Is not half of what was there
I am nothing now
I don't even care
anymore

I am dead to you
I am dead to me
I am dead to everyone
but I am not free
I am alive in spirit
I am this monstrosity
I am the hate you feel
I am you, I forever will be
you

But I'm not
But I'm not
me

Half of You (All Of Me)-- Eric Enwood March 8/00