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Jessy headed in to clean up and pack for the weekend. "Come on Sis, hurry up." Jessy said carrying their bags to the car. "What's the rush?" Chele called out. "Man I don't believe it." Jessy sighed sitting on the porch swing on her return from the car. "Don't believe what? That you let Zac take the baby? Ah Sis admit it. You love Zac." Chele insisted. "Yeah I know I do and he loves me. Sis I don't believe that Zac asked me to marry him and I said, I don't believe you." Jessy replied. "What? Aaaahh I don't believe it." Chele screamed. "I know that's what I said." Jessy screamed back. "No you're suppose to say YES!" Chele screamed. "I know but I said I don't believe you." Jessy screamed back. "Oh sis, believe him. He adores you and the baby. You, Zac and the baby are so meant to be." Chele shared hugging her. "Well that's what I was waiting to hear. If you think we are meant to be, then we are." Jessy replied hugging her back. They loaded up and were soon on their way. "Man I think I'm having withdrawal pains." Jessy said curling into a ball, adding, "I've never been this far from him before. I hope he's okay. What am I saying, he's with Zac and probably having a ball, not giving me a second thought." "Sure makes you feel insignificant real fast huh Sis?" Chele asked. "Gees I hope he remembers who I am." Jessy teased as they slowed and pulled off the road. Chele pulled up to a box and pushed the call button. "Chele dear you're here. Come on in sweetie." Diana answered. "Hi Mom." Chele called out before pulling into the drive when the gate opened, heading to the second gate. "See I told you that you and the baby would be safe here." Chele reminded. "I see what you mean now." Jessy replied as she pulled up to the house where Diana and Walker waited their arrival. "Mom, Dad, how are you?" Chele said heading to hug them as Jessy sat watching, slowly taking off her seatbelt. "Come on Sis. Jessy this is Zac's Mom and Dad." Chele said pulling her out of the car and towards them. "Mom, Dad this is my Sis, Jessy. You know the reason you hardly see Zac anymore." Chele introduced turning Jessy beet red. "Don't be embarassed sweetie. She is right you know. Even when he is here, he's either on the phone with you, or talking non-stop about you. Jessy it's so nice to finally meet you. Your son is so precious." Diana said taking her hand and patting it while she spoke. "Yeah he is something `special but so is your Zac." Jessy replied. "I've always thought so too." Diana shared wrapping an arm around her. "Oh sweetie there's nothing to you." Diana gasped as she felt Jessy tense up. "Oh my how rude. Jessy I am so sorry sweetie but it's true. Dear you feel like my Avie in my arms." Diana explained as tears started rolling down her face. "Please forgive me. I didn't mean to make you cry Jessy." Diana apologized. "Sis she didn't mean anything by it." Chele added. "I know. I didn't do it on purpose it's just I'm so busy taking care of..." Jessy tried to explain. "Oh Sis I know how hard you work at taking care of the baby. You have to let us help okay? You have to take better care of you." Chele insisted. "But he's my responsibility. God gave him to me not you." Jessy argued. "But he didn't say you couldn't have help taking care of him. You are so stubborn at times." Chele said giving up, shrugging her shoulders. "Jessy let's start again. I'm so happy to finally meet you. You make my son so happy." Diana said taking her hand and patting it "Nice to meet you too. Zac makes me very happy too." Jessy replied, looking up and smiling at her. "Sweetie this is Zac's father. Walker this is Zac's Jessy." Diana shared. "Zac's right you are a beauty. Welcome Jessy I'm glad you finally decided to come. Don't worry okay, you and the baby are safe here. If there's anything you need, just let me know sweetie." Walker said hugging her tight. "Wow you're a great hugger. Can I have another one?" Jessy asked and he hugged her again then led her into the house. "Wow this is great. So warm and inviting for something so huge. This makes our place seem like a playhouse huh Sis?" Jessy shared as they entered. "Oh most definitely." Chele replied, adding, "You're right on the warm and inviting though. First time Tay brought me here I felt at home." "Good that's what I like to hear. I hope you feel at home too Jessy." Diana said leading them to the deck, adding, "Everyone is down at the lake. Walker get their bags and I'll show them to their rooms." "No need Dad, we both came dressed for the lake. Besides Taylor can carry in our bags." Chele shared as she waved getting his attention. "You go girl. Put him in his place." Diana teased as Taylor headed to them. "Hey babe." he called out as he neared. "Taylor Hanson I told you stop calling me that." Diana teased. "Oh Mom I was talking to Chele." Taylor replied. "I used to have top billing." Diana pouted. "I still love you Mom." Taylor said hugging her then making his way to Chele, hugging then kissing her. "He used to kiss me too." Diana teased. "Mom you're impossible lately." Taylor complained moving to her side kissing her cheek. "I love you too Taylor." Diana sighed. "He's having a blast Jessy." Taylor said noticing her staring at Zac and the baby. "Oh I'm sure he is. Probably doesn't even miss me." Jessy sighed. "Not yet." Taylor answered. "Gees you could have lied to me Tay." Jessy pouted. "Jessy what's this Zac was saying about you being afriad of the baby's father's reaction to you two being together?" Walker asked putting an arm around her. "I'm just afraid of what Bobby's going to do. He swears he's not doing drugs anymore but I don't think I'll ever trust or believe him again. If he's still doing drugs there's no telling what he'll do." Jessy explained. "Hey he said he'd take a drug test that night. Take him up on it Jessy, do a random drug test." Taylor suggested. "I think that was just talk to impress me and it didn't work." Jessy replied, turning to Walker, adding, "Zac said he told you about me and Bobby. I'm afraid Bobby still thinks there's a chance we'll get back together and that's just never going to happen. Even if I'd never met Zac, I would never trust Bobby enough to love him again. I don't even trust him with his own son." "I can understand not trusting him. You should have put him in prison for what he did." Diana insisted. "You know I agree with her." Chele shared. "Sis you know by not putting him in jail, I got Bobby to sign off his rights to the baby. It's the only way I could protect the baby, what I felt just doesn't matter." Jessy replied. "Oh Jessy you do too matter." Chele insisted. "Sis when you've had your first child, let me know how you feel then." Jessy replied. "She's right Chele. A mother protects her young and her older ones too. Sweetie Walker will handle this. He won't let that man do anything to you, the baby or Zac." Diana shared. "She's right Jessy. Do you think I could see this agreement you had him sign." Walker asked. "Sure I carry a copy with me. Like I said I don't trust him so I always carrying it in case there is trouble. It's a legal binding agreement. If there's trouble the police would have to enforce it so I carry it with me at all times." Jessy shared as she produced a copy of the agreement. "Hey Babe. Jessy you have got to see this. Hey Bub look who's here." Zac hollered. "Mummee" she heard making her way to the shore. "Get your suit on babe, you have to see him." Zac insisted. "Got it on." Jessy said removing her shorts, then top before making her way to them. She felt everyone's eyes on her, "Jessy what they think doesn't matter. It's how you feel that matters babe. Just ignore them." Zac said extending his hand towards her. "I'm coming. Nothing can keep me from my two most favorite fellas." Jessy exclaimed placing her hand in his as he pulled her to him. "Hey Bubba. How's Momma's boy?" Jessy asked as she neared. "Me Ack." he answered. "Okay Hanson what did you do to my baby? How come he only wants you? You must be something special." Jessy teased. "It's about time you figured it out." Zac teased back."Mum Ack?" she heard and bent down picking up the baby. "You Zac. Me Zac?" Jessy asked. "Mum wuv Ack." he insisted. "Yeah baby, Mommy loves Zac." Jessy answered, adding, "But don't tell Zac okay? Mommy wants to surprise him with it someday." "Mum wuv Ack." he said putting a finger to his lips. "Hey Bubba you got a secret?" Zac asked as the baby squealed. "Come on Bub tell me." Zac pleaded. "Mummee." he squealed. "What Bubba?" Jessy asked, adding, "Oh no Zac. Don't tell Bubby." "Ah Ha you do have a secret." Zac teased whisking him up into the air, adding, "Tell me boy." "Mummee." He squealed. "Hey Bubby." Jessy said stepping under him as Zac lowered him to her lips. "I love you Bub." Jessy sighed before kissing him. "Mum wuv Ack." he said after her kiss. "Bub you weren't suppose to tell him. Now he'll get a big head." Jessy teased as Zac lowered the baby, trapping her in his arms. The baby squealed as Zac lowered him to her back and he hung on tight, squealing his delight. "Doesn't take much to amuze him." Jessy shared. "You know I get a big head any old time I'm near you." Zac whispered in her ear as he pulled her closer rubbing up against her. His hardness drew her attention, "Zac." she gasped. "Babe you know I love you and someday I'm going to show you how much." Zac said kissing her deeply as his hands followed her shape. "Ack wuv Mum." the baby squealed. "We know. We know." Chele said as she and Taylor joined them. They were soon joined by the immediate and extended family. "Zac who are all these people?" Jessy whispered when she noticed the crowd. "It's just family babe. You know Aunts, Uncles, Cousins and so on. Jessy come on there's Grampa Lawyer. You got to meet him, he's so cool." Zac said placing the baby on his shoulders, taking her by the hand and making their way to the house and his grandfather. "Grampa. Hey Grampa." Zac called out as they approached. "Zachary my boy. Who's that happy looking young man up there?" Grampa asked."Grampa you remember I told you about meeting someone special. Well Grampa this is Jessy and the happy fella up there is her son. Hey Bubba, this is my Grampa. Say hi boy." Zac said lookng up at him. "Ack. Ack." the baby squealed hugging his head. "If you two would rather be alone." Jessy teased as Zac pulled him from his shoulders, kissing and tickling him. "I said say hi to Grampa boy." Zac repeated as the baby stared at him then at Zac. "Bub what's the matter?" Zac asked holding him close as he began to cry, adding, "Jessy what can it be?" "Hun I don't know. Bubby what's wrong?" Jessy asked. "Mum." he cried out as he reached for her. Jessy cuddled the baby, walking him to ease the crying. "Son what's wrong? Daddy?" Diana asked. In the distance Jessy began singing, "When you have no light to guide you and noone to walk beside you, I will come to you, Oh come to you." as she rocked the baby. "Don't know Mom." Zac answered making his way to Jessy, joining his voice to hers as they sang the baby to sleep. "Maybe he was just tired." Zac said after he nodded off, taking him from her arms. "Thanks. He's getting so big. Oh Zac what am I going to do when he's so big I can't pick him up anymore? He's just growing too fast." Jessy sighed laying her head next to the baby's. "I'll pick him up for you." Zac whispered kissing the top of her head. "What did I ever do to deserve you loving us the way you do?" Jessy asked in a whisper, fighting the tears. "You know Jessy. I so love the person you are. Your body ain't half bad either." Zac teased as his hand made it's way down following her shape then resting on her butt. "I do love you Jessy." Zac whispered. "I know babe. I feel it everytime you touch me. I see it in your eyes when you look at me. Zac when I watch you loving Bub.. Oh Zac I love you so much for loving him the way you do." Jessy whispered hugging him tighter before lifting her head from his chest and gazing into his warm brown eyes. "Loving him is easy Jessy. He's such a great kid. His Mommy sure has done a great job of raising him." Zac whispered kissing her sweetly. "Is he okay? Jessy you can put him down in Zoe's room or there's a porta crib in your room." Diana suggested as she kissed his head. "That's okay Mom, I like holding him, his Mommy gets closer when I hold him." Zac teased. "Oh son, she'd get even closer if you put him down. She'd probably take his place." Diana teased back. "Cool. Come on babe let's go put him down." Zac insisted, heading to the house with Jessy in tow. "Where babe? Zoe's crib or the one in your room?" Zac asked. "The one in my room I guess." Jessy answered following Zac, watching as he laid him down. "Sleep tight." Jessy whispered, bending down and kissing the baby as Zac wrapped his arms around her. She rose, turning in his arms before kissing him passionately. "Zac." she sighed as he picked her up and gently laid her on the bed then crawled on top of her, pinning her to the bed as he kissed her deeply. "Jessy I love you." Zac whispered into their kiss. "I love you too Zac. I want you so bad. Zac when will you love me?" Jessy asked. "Oh Jessy I want you now but I'm so afraid of messing up and losing you. I couldn't face losing you. I see the way he looks at you and when you look at him, he just dies. I don't think I could handle you looking at me that way." Zac answered. "Why do you compare yourself to him. You are nothing like him. Zac how could you think that? Get off of me." Jessy said pushing at him. "No Jessy. Just listen babe." Zac pleaded as she continued to wriggle beneath him. "Why should I? Get off of me. I don't want to be anywhere near you if you think you're like him. You just go ahead and be a copy of him if you want but I'm out of here. Get off of me." Jessy insisted pushing with all her might but getting no where. "Fine just get it over with and leave me alone." Jessy said in a defeated tone. "Jessy don't you ever say that." Zac said getting up and leaving the room without saying another word. Jessy chased after him and as she made it to the hallway, she saw Zac at the end of the hall, "Zac Hanson don't just walk away. Get back here and fight fair." Jessy whispered loudly. Zac's pace didn't even slow to acknowledge her. "Fine. Be that way. I didn't want to talk to you anyway Bobby." Jessy said to anger him. "What did you call me?" Zac asked stopping in his tracks. "Oh that's right you prefer Kid Rock." Jessy replied. "Take that back. Now." Zac insisted. "Why? Man you turn your back on me and walk away just like he did every single time we disagreed. You've got it down pat." Jessy teased. "I said take it back." Zac said walking back to her. "When you take back the fact you walked out on me. Shout some order at me and just leave like I should sit, beg, obey. No way." Jessy argued. "Jessy I'm not fighting you about this. I am not him. I didn't mean to compare myself to him. Babe I just wanted you to know how afraid I am of screwing this all up. Jessy I love you and the baby and the thought of losing you two. I just can't, I'd rather die than lose you two. I can't imagine living without you. I mean I did before I met you but Jessy I don't want to go back to the way it was before you." Zac explained. "I don't believe you. Zac Hanson you are like so sucky at fighting. You aren't suppose to say nice things like that. Now I don't have anything to grump about." Jessy pouted. "Sorry babe. I'll try harder next time." Zac teased. "Are you making fun of me?" Jessy asked. "No dear you do that so well on your own." Zac teased. "Oh. I never. You. You." Jessy stuttered. "Babe I'm sorry." Zac shared. "Oh you are impossible to fight with." Jessy insisted. "I don't want to fight with you babe. Jessy I want to love and live life with you not fight." Zac shared. "Oh Zac I didn't mean to fight but we were getting so close and then you had to go mention him. Zac please I don't want Bobby in bed with us ever again okay." Jessy pleaded, adding, "I'm having a hard enough time with this I'm happy, I'm in love stuff, I just can't think about the past. Zac the thought of him just terrifies me. I know I shouldn't let it but I can't help it Zac." "I didn't mean to babe. Jessy it's just I want you so bad. I want to make love to you now and later. I know it's wrong, but I still want you now." Zac explained as he wrapped her in his arms. "Zac why is it wrong?" Jessy asked. Because I should wait until you finally understand that I love you and you marry me." Zac explained. "Oh Zac how precious." Jessy exclaimed as a few tears trickled down her face before she began to giggle. "What's so funny?" Zac asked. "Not funny really. Man I just thought about what you said, you know that you want us to wait, me to wait, me with a kid." Jessy explained as she started to cry. "Babe don't do this. Jessy what is it?" Zac asked holding her closer. "Zac it's true. I've had a baby but I've never made love to anyone. I want it to be you Zac. I want to love you." Jessy admitted. "You do? I want to love you too babe." Zac replied, adding, "Someday we'll be together." "Zac?"Jessy asked. "What babe?" Zac answered. "Even though we're going to wait until it's right to, you know. Zac can we like practice." Jessy asked caressing his body. "That sounds like a great idea." Zac answered lifting her into his arms and walking them back to her room, to her bed where he gently laid her down, crawling in on top of her. "I love you Jessy." Zac confessed lowering himself to her, kissing her deeply. "I love you too Zac." Jessy admitted kissing him back passionately, her tongue searching out his. As her tongue left his mouth, his followed flling her mouth quickly with his. Over and over he retracted his tongue then filled her mouth again. "Zac." Jessy moaned as an overwhelming desire for him filled her whole body and soul. "Zac you have to love me." Jessy moaned as her hands searched out his body. The feel of his skin, his broad shoulders, his muscular build, the firmness of his butt drove her crazy with desire. "Please Zac, I want you so." Jessy moaned as he pulled away. "No." Jessy cried out as he rose and walked to the door and locked it. Jessy caught his eye as he turned to return to her, causing her heart to race in anticipation, "Will he love me?" she thought as he stopped at the end of the bed. Jessy rose and crawled to the end of the bed on her knees until she reached him. "Zac I love you." Jessy whispered before kissing him passionately. "Jessy." he moaned as his hands fumbled with the string ties of her suit. As her top tumbled downwards Jessy moved closer, rubbing her bare chest againt his. "Jessy." he moaned again, kissing her long and hard as his hands caressed her breast. As their kiss ended, Zac lowered his lips to her breast and gently kissed then licked before he finally began to suck lightly. "Aaaah." Jessy moaned as her whole body came to life. As his lips traveled to her other breast, Jessy's hands explored his body, ending on his butt. She caressed it over and over, finally slipping a hand inside his trunks. "Aaahhh." he sighed as he still sucked at her breast. Jessy caressed his butt as his trunks slid lower and lower until Zac lifted his body and she slipped his trunks down past his hips the lifted a foot and pushed them down to his feet. Zac kicked them free before lowering himself on to her once again. "Jessy." he moaned as he rubbed against her. 'Zac." she moaned as her hands explored his body and he hardened in reaction to her touch. "Jessy love me?" Zac whispered nuzzling her breast. "I do love you Zac. I want you so bad." Jessy said as she stroked him and he grew. "Jessy don't let go." Zac moaned as he began rocking up and down. His paced quickened. He began to moan his pleasure as his hand joined hers. As the pace slowed, Zac kissed her passionately as his warm flow covered their hands and her body. "Zac I love you so much." Jessy whispered as he rose from their embrace and their eyes met. "Not as much as I love you." Zac replied kissing her deeply. "I better clean up. Take a shower with me?" Jessy asked. "Man I've died and gone to heaven." Zac sighed rolling off to her side. "Don't die on me now old man. I just found you and you won't make love to me until I marry you so you can't die now." Jessy teased straddling him then kissing him deeply before rising and pulling him to his feet. She led him to the shower where they explored each others body. After they dried each other slowly and seductively. "Good thing I brought another suit." Jessy said picking up her bottoms covered with stains. "Hey at least it went on you instead of in you." Zac teased. "You are so. so...." Jessy tried to say, "So madly in love with you." Zac confessed kissing her deeply. "And I with you." Jessy sighed as they heard the baby stir. Zac slipped on his trunks and went to him, as Jessy found her other suit and slipped it on. The three made their way back outside, the baby on Zac's shoulders and Jessy wrapped in his arm. "Wow that must have been some nap. All three of you are smiling." Diana teased. "You were right Mom. I put the baby down and she took his place." Zac replied. "I love being in his arms. It feels so right." Jessy sighed. "Daddy this is Zac's Jessy and that happy fella up there is her son. Jessy this is my father." Diana introduced. "We've already met when Bub let us know he was tired." Jessy explained and the two of them sat chatting and getting to know each other while the baby just stared as he held onto Zac. "Babe he's really got hold of my hair." Zac shared. "You know he doesn't look to thrilled up there like he was." Grampa Lawyer commented. "He's right Zac. Something's up with him. I can't put my finger on it though." Jessy said keeping an eye on the baby as she talked with Grampa Lawyer. "Oh Bubby what is it?" Jessy asked as he started to cry. "Mum." he cried out as Jessy reached for him and he buried his face in her chest, hiding. "Zac what can it be?" Jessy asked cuddling the baby. "Maybe he's hungry. Let me grab him a banana." Zac said racing to the house. "Hey Bub. You hungry boy?" Zac asked. The baby looked and hid his face in Jessy's chest again. "I'd hide there to if you'd let me." Zac teased. "Hey sweetie how's our boy?" Diana asked. "I don't know Mom. He's never acted this way before. He's not a Momma's boy honest." Jessy answered, adding, "He isn't is he Zac?" "No babe. I've never seen Bub afraid like this. Babe you know that promo we met at, that's the last time he's been around a crowd. Sorry Mom but just family is a crowd." Zac said stroking the baby's head. "Bubba is there too many people? Bubby is that what's wrong?" Jessy asked as the baby cuddled again. "Bub you trust Zac don't you?" Jessy asked. "Ack" he replied. "Bubby you know Zac loves you and he won't let anything happen to you. Zac knows all these people here. All of them and Zac wouldn't lie to you would he?" Jessy asked and the baby looked at Zac and smiled. "Bub ask Zac if all these people are okay?" Jessy suggested and the baby looked at him the looked around. "Ack" he asked when he looked at him again. "Bubba I wouldn't let anybody hurt you ever. Bub this is my Mom. Yeah like your Mom, this is my Mom. And this, this is my Mom's Dad. Dad come here. Bubba this is my Dad." Zac explained. "Me Ack." the baby squealed looking at Walker then Zac. "Yeah Bub, me and you." Zac said lifting him from Jessy's arms. Zac walked around introducing the baby. "I never thought of it. We do live a secluded life and this definitely is a crowd." Jessy shared and they all chuckled. "Jessy I spoke with our attorney, faxed him your agreement with Mr Richey. He's looking into a few things but thought Taylor's suggestion of a random drug test was viable. He's a little concerned of it's implication if negative should he try to get visitation." Walker explained. "No he can't. He gave up all rights. There is and will never be visitation until the baby decides that's what he wants." Jessy responded. "That's what I told him you'd said. It's one of the things he is looking into. Sweetie do you remember who his attorney is?" Walker asked. "Never forget the man who asked me to take a paternity test. Bobby drugs and rapes me and he needs a paternity test. His attorney was Allan Gregory." Jessy answered, adding, "I was so terrified, almost eight months pregnant and the court orders me to do an amnio." "Hey we got through it. Don't go back there Sis." Chele said walking up behind her rubbing her shoulders. "Such a risk to the baby for absolutely no reason. I don't think I'll ever forgive him for it." Jessy sighed as she hung her head, softly shaking it no. "You should have put him in prison." Diana mumbled. "I think at times Bobby wishes I had. It would be over one day but this way he'll pay for it everytime he wishes he could see his son. He'll pay for it the day his son asks him why? He'll pay for it the day his son tells him he doesn't want to see him." Jessy explained. "I never thought of it that way." Diana replied. "I just couldn't face the trial. After asking for the paternity test, I didn't trust him with anything. I don't know if Zac told you but when I was faced with having to leave home because of my age the State would have pressed charges after investigating paternity. If you'd asked anyone in my town "If Jessy was pregnant who do you think the father would be?" They all would have answered Bobby. I had to move fast, like almost overnight. I didn't figure out I was pregant until I was almost six months. No prenatal care and I'd been so sick, I was a rack of bones. Anyway when I moved and everything came out, Bobby hires that attorney and everything went bad. Before I delivered, Bobby's Dad couldn't handle anything else. The two of us had always been close. He made up for the poor excuse of a father I had. Anyway his Dad goes and tries to hang himself the night he found out Bobby forced a paternity test on me. Mom Richey says he just felt so guilty that he didn't see it coming. Well Bobby pays for what he did everytime he visits his father in the hospital. You see Bobby and his Mom found him before he completed the job. It damaged his voice box and they don't know the extent of brain damage from oxygen depravation." Jessy answered as Walker slipped an arm around her. "You're okay now sweetie." he whispered hugging her tight. "You know I think you're right. I am going to be okay. Thanks for making me feel safe Daddy." Jessy sighed hugging him back.
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