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Becky woke early as every other morning but was thrilled to find herself in Isaac's arms. As the tears started to fall, she quietly made her way to the bathroom and returned, trying to be ever so quiet as not to disturb him. "Becky? What's the matter baby?" Isaac woke asking. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you. I just had to go potty and I was trying to get back in my spot." Becky answered. "You mean the spot where you belong?" Isaac asked. "Yeah that one." Becky answered as Isaac pulled her close. "Isaac?" Becky whispered. "Yeah babe?" Isaac replied. "Thank you. Thank you for loving me." Becky whispered. "Babe I can't help that. Maybe you shouldn't thank me for something I can't help." Isaac suggested. "But I wanted to thank you." Becky said kissing him deeply. "You are welcome very thankful person. Whoa what a thank you." Isaac exclaimed as Becky wriggled from his arms, pushing and pulling her way out of her jammies. "Baby what are you doing?" Isaac asked concerned. "Laying in your arms naked." Becky said as if there was nothing wrong with it as she wriggled back into her spot finally pressing her bare body to Isaac's. "Oh god Becky how can you do this to me?" Isaac moaned softly. "I won't then." Becky said bolting from bed heading out the door. "Becky don't baby, please I'm sorry." Isaac said catching up to her taking her arm. "Don't touch me and don't look at me." she screamed trying to break free. "Oww" she yelped. "Baby don't, please. Becky I love you. Baby please forgive me. Becky I need you don't pull away from me, please. Becky I can't go back to the way it was before you, don't make me." Isaac begged desperately. The tone of his voice stopped her in her tracks, "Isaac I'm sorry. Honest I am. I know you didn't mean it he way I took it. I'm.." Becky said giving way to tears and crying. "Baby don't cry, it'll be okay." Issac reassured her, picking her up and carrying her back to bed, laying her down and crawling in bed and onto her. "Someday Becky. I promise someday I'll show you how much I love you." Isaac promised her kissing her tenderly. "I know you will. I'm sorry Isaac, forgive me. I just can't help it, I'll try harder." Becky said between her cries. "It's okay baby, I know you don't mean it that way. Becky you know you're everything to me right?" Isaac asked and Becky shook her head no. "Becky you know I love you right?" Isaac asked and Becky shook her head no. "Becky are you being difficult?" Isaac asked and Becky shook her head yes and giggled. "Funny huh?" Isaac asked tickling her. "Nooo" Becky squealed, wriggling beneath him. "No more please." Becky begged hugging him tightly burying her face in his hair as his hands caressed instead of tickling. "Isaac, I'm getting hungry. You gonna take me to breakfast or do I make us something." Becky asked moaning from his touch. "Becky you do know I love you right?" Isaac begged to know. "Yeah I know you love me. I didn't mean to tease about loving you. I love you Clarke Isaac Hanson with every part of me." Becky said caressing his face, kissing him deeply over and over. "Becky god I want you so." Isaac moaned, adding, "We better get dressed and go before I can't be strong." "I really do want you Isaac. I wish you'd believe me." Becky argued pushing him over and crawling on top of him. "I can't wait until you'll let me prove to you that I love you and only you. Isaac everything makes sense now. I gotta show you something don't move." Becky said crawling from bed, running to the kitchen returning with two Sunny Delights and a box of Nutra Grain bars, handing them to Isaac as she moved to the closet digging through a box pulling out a scrapbook. "Sit up. Here." Becky said tucking pillows around him before crawling in front of him, cuddling back into his arms, placnig the Scrapbook 'BECCA' in her lap grabbing her Sunny D and a bar. "Like Chris said I've been doing this for quite a long time." Becky said thumbing through the clips of her younger years. "You were a cute kid." Isaac said looking over her shoulder. "Thanks I think." Becky giggled. "You think?" Isaac asked puzzled. "You know, you were such a cute kid ahhh what happened? Or you sure that's you?" Becky joked taking another drink and bite before continuing. "Here this is what I was talking about, now it all makes sense. Isaac I didn't love them and thank god for keeping me from making some really bad choices." Becky said gazing at the picture of her and her fiance next to the article describing the breakup, turning the page to three or four of the same pictures and articles. "Becky? God tell me there aren't more?" Isaac asked shocked. "I can't lie to you Isaac, that would't be right. Yeah there were more." Becky answered closing the book, "This was a bad idea." "No Becky I'm sorry, I'm just shocked. I mean you're so beautiful, I can see them all falling for you. I don't see how you could.." Isaac was explaining as she interrupted him, "How I could what, want to be loved so desperately that I accepted their proposals. They proposed only because I wouldn't sleep with them, that's right. I was wrong, I thought because they wanted to marry me it meant they loved me, not they'd marry me if that's the only way they'd get me in the sack. God have I changed, engaged a dozen times and half of them didn't even get to cop a feel and here I am naked in bed with a man who turns me away." Becky explained as she fought the tears. "That's because I love you baby. You know that don't you?" Isaac asked pulling her close. "I know Isaac, I love you too. That's why it all makes sense, I didn't love them I just wanted to but it wasn't meant to be, you are. I didn't marry them, I didn't let them love me, I didn't even let them hold me like this, it wasn't meant to be. I guess I was meant to be with you all along." Becky explained kissing the arm cuddling her. "Becky show me the rest babe, I'm ready for it now." Isaac asked as she turned the pages, "This is when I gave up. Didn't date, almost gave up doing videos. Seemed like I got engaged to someone with every video I did." Becky shared. "Becky?" Isaac asked with a puzzled look on his face and concern in his voice. The sound of his voice worried her and she turned to see the puzzled look. "What's wrong hun? Isaac you're scaring me, what's wrong?" Becky begged to know. "Baby it's okay, it's just I don't want the press to compare me to them but I really want you to do a video for us too. Becky it's not what I was planning, I was thinking more along the line of a romantic dinner, candlelight, music and writing something that you can't resist. Becky I love you more than anything. I've waited for you, looked for you for such a long time now. When I met you, I had given up on ever finding you, I had convinced myself that Grandmother Lawyer had been wrong, there was no one special out there for me. Even the latest round of Isaac bashing took its toll, Becky I normally ignore them but I was starting to believe I should move on, the band would be better without me. Recording was at a stand still, Tay and I at each others throats not agreeing on anything, Zac trapped in the middle. That's what I was doing the morning we met, I was talking myself into quitting the band. Until you smiled at me and all the pressure went away, things started making sense, I cared about something, the band, music, my brothers but mostly you. When you choked out you were a fan, right there on the spot I knew I had to come up with a number one just for you, I couldn't chance you not liking at least that part of me because by then I was a goner, totally gaga over you. Becky you are the warmest, kindest soul I've ever met. I felt that before I even looked up to see the angel that had said it." Isaac was explaining as she interrupted, "Some angel, naked in bed, teasing you to succumb to her charms." Becky giggled at her description. "Now I'm trying to be serious here you sit and listen or I'll have to spank you again." Isaac warned as Becky grabbed her bottom, looking at him pouting. "Baby it's okay. I just wanted to ask you someting is all and it's important to me." Isaac explained lightly rubbing her butt then taking her hands in his, "Becky like I said I love you more than anything, you came into my life and you picked me up from the lowest place I'd ever been and things have only got better everyday since and I know as long as you're in my life it will continue that way. You are the one special someone meant for me, the one I've searched for all these years, and I don't want to wait a respectable time, Becky say you'll marry me, marry me soon." Isaac asked as Becky gasped. "I know it's kind of sudden and this isn't actually the way I'd planned to ask you but I've never been so sure of anything like I'm sure of me and you being meant to be." Isaac asked gazing into her eyes hopeful at the love he found there as the first tear broke free. "Isaac I don't want to wait either, I know I love you, you showed me what love is. It just is, it isn't because someone loves you, it isn't something that you grow into, love just is or isnt. I don't need all that other stuff the candles, romantic dinner, all I need is you now and forever. Yes I'll marry you and the sooner the better." Becky answered wrapping her arms around his neck kissing him deeply. "Yes, you said yes." Isaac said kissing her back longer and harder holding her tighter. "You thought I'd say no! Are you crazy, and let the best thing that ever happened to me get away." Becky asked. "Let's get dressed and see if anyone is up at my house. I feel like telling the world." Isaac suggested. "Me too. How about a day at Hanson Beach?" Becky asked and the two got dressed and headed to Isaac's house.
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