"Zac for the third time you have to get up." Jessy ordered. "I'm up, now let me in." Zac said rolling her over, crawling between her legs and making love to her. "Hun you have to get ready before your brothers come down and drag you out of here kicking and screaming." Jessy said rolling away from him. "No I want to stay in bed with you." Zac whined. "I don't think so. Fine I'll get up then." Jessy said making her way from the bed, heading to the bathroom, starting the shower. Jessy was washing her hair when Zac entered the shower with her, "Babe wash my hair for me, please?" Zac asked pouting. "You and that bottom lip of yours." Jessy complained washing his hair. "You love us both, admit." Zac declared. "I do love you." Jessy admitted rinsing his hair, adding conditioner then a final rinse. "There you go, now let's get you dressed. You have a family to support, you better get your butt to work." Jessy teased grabbing Zac's butt. "Two can play that game." Zac said squeezing her butt. "Ouch I didn't pinch you." Jessy pouted rubbing her butt. "Babe I didn't pinch you. I just squeezed a little." Zac said bending and kissing her butt, adding, "Now next time we fight and you get reallly mad at me, before you tell me to kiss your ass, remember I already did." "Zac Hanson you are definitely the funniest husband. I think I'll keep you, you make me laugh." Jessy teased kissing him sweetly as Zac returned the kiss with desire. The kiss grew in intensity, "Zac you have.." Jessy moaned as Zac's hand slipped between her legs, "Zac youuuuu." Jessy squealed finally giving in to the passion of his touch and they made playful, passionate love to each other. They washed each other after and finally got out, drying each other with such love. Jessy dried her and his hair before they headed to get dressed, "I want to dress you." Zac said taking her panties and bending down in front of her. "Your are the sexiest woman alive, you wake such passions in me." Zac said stroking her leg, then kissing it higher and higher. "I don't think so, Zaaaa." Jessy tried to protest as Zac pulled her to him, lifting her and laying her on the floor in front of him. Zac pressed his lips to hers as his hand guided him inside her once again, quickly exciting her reaching heights of passion as they both moaned, "Jessy now?" Zac asked as Jessy moaned his name loudly and they collapsed together, "I swear," Jessy paused trying to catch her breath. "You swear what babe?" Zac said panting for breath. "I swear you're trying to screw me to death. God Zac, I can't believe I considered being away from you and surviving." Jessy said as her eyes filled with tears. "Jessy am I too heavy?" Zac asked quickly rolling them over. "Nah Zac." Jessy said getting up grabbing a diaper wipe, cleaning herself and heading to the dresser pulling out the rest of their clothes. "Jessy then what? Babe why are you crying?" Zac asked confused by her tears. "Hold me Zac." Jessy pleaded. "Jessy your trembling. Tell me please? What did I do?" Zac begged to know. "It's not you Zac, it's umm, I thought about why I didn't want to come. I just got scared is all." Jessy said holding him tight. "Babe noone can get you Jessy, you and Jacob are safe. Dad's even going to stay with you instead of coming to the studio. You'll be safe." Zac said to reassure her. "What? He will not. I'm no frigging baby and don't treat me like one. I'm just scared of the press getting hold of the fact that I had a baby out of wedlock, that he was conceived during one of the worse moments of my life. I just want to protect him from my mistakes is all." Jessy fumed pulling on her clothes as Zac made his way to the crib. "I'm sorry son, it's all my fault. I was angry and I hurt mommy. As much as I loved her I took my anger out on her. You came out of that anger, God I pray you never know that kind of anger. But if you do, I'm here for you son, I believe in you. I'll help you through it." Zac confessed to Jacob as he slept. "Zac I'm sorry." Jessy cried at the hurt in his voice. "Jessy don't apologize for something I did. God Jessy I'm so sorry for all this except Jacob. Jessy thank you for Jacob, sometimes I think of what other choices you could have made, an abortion, giving him up for adoption and I just thank God you didn't. Thank you Jessy for believing in us enough to have him all by yourself." Zac cried hugging her tight. "Zac I wasn't alone, you were in my heart because I did believe in us and always will." Jessy said, adding, "Zac honey you have to get dressed, please. I need you to tell you Dad he doesn't have to babysit your wife. Tell him she's a big girl with an irrational fear is all." Jessy teased. "Irrational fear, you? How dare you say such a thing about my wife." Zac laughed. "Man your wife is certifiable. Haven't you figured that out yet?" Jessy asked holding Zac's boxers and bending while he stepped into them. Jessy helped him dress and they were half the way upstairs when Jacob cried out. "I'll get him, you go explain to your father." Jessy said racing back down changing Jacob before heading back up nursing him on the way. "Whoa. Man can I quiet a room. I wonder why. Daddy probably told them I was certifiable and they're all afraid now." Jessy giggled to Jacob who stopped nursing and laughed. "Jacob not you too." Jessy teased causing him to laugh again. Zac leaned down to kiss him as Jacob squealed and quickly slipped Jessy's nipple back in his mouth staring at Zac. "Whoa I think you were just put in your place." Jessy announced. "Son, Jacob, I wasn't going to take your boobie. I know that's yours for now, but it was mine first and it will be mine again." Zac shared as he leaned in again to kiss him, Jacob grunted and Zac pulled back. "Hun kiss him, just do it." Jessy ordered as Zac kissed Jacob on the forehead softly. As Zac softly kissed his cheek, Jacob turned and sucked Zac's face, baby kissing him all over as Zac lifted him from Jessy's arm. Zac turned facing her, Jessy saw the tear and hugged him whispering, "Zac he loves his daddy. You know he does." Being their first day to the studio, Becky, Chele, Mom and the kids were all going along making it harder on Zac. "After I get my class work done, I think Jacob and I are going to go to the beach." Jessy announced. "Jessy, I want to take you and swim with Jacob." Zac complained. "Scratch that. I will be right here when you get back, just give me the ring. Here take the keys with you too so I don't do something stupid like go out in the world." Jessy fumed pulling on Zac's ring. "Relax your finger." Jessy ordered. "What?" Zac asked shocked. "Relax your finger please?" Jessy asked and Zac slowly relaxed his finger. Jessy slipped his ring down his finger but at the last minute, Zac bent his finger trapping the ring. "Babe please?" Zac pleaded. "This was a mistake. I should have stayed home. All this fighting is making me sick." Jessy said putting her hand to her mouth and running down the hall. "Jessy unlock the door. Jessy let me in please babe. Jessy let me help you." Zac begged. Jessy got up from the floor slowly, flushing the toilet before making her way to the door. Jessy returned to the sink rinsing her mouth than splashing water on her face before burying her face in a towel. Zac stood behind her pulling her hair back. "Jessy I swear I'll stop fighting this. Please I don't want to hurt you anymore than I have. Here's my ring." Zac said putting a chain holding his ring around her neck, continuing, "Babe are you going to be all right or do you want Sis to stay home with you and Jacob? She offered to stay with you." Zac said. "No Zac, she belongs with Tay. Jacob and I will be fine." Jessy said making her way back to Jacob. "I'll take him Mom. You guys have a good time." Jessy said pouring a glass of milk heading to the table to finish nursing Jacob. "Sis let me stay with you and Jacob. You don't look so good Jessy, are you okay?" Chele asked. "I'll be okay after I eat something. You guys better get before Chris has a mini stroke." Jessy teased as they loaded up. Zac had flowers delivered at noon, chocolates and a plant delivered at two and at four they came with balloons and a big tin of popcorn. Zac kept his word, he gave up fighting Jessy and became her biggest supporter of anything she tried to make herself feel stronger. Jessy and Jacob were soon making daily trips out, the beach, the gym, the library, shopping returning stronger and more confident each time. Then one night at dinner Jessy surprised them all, "I've been thinking, praying for a long time now and lately I've been having this same recurring thought, dream I don't really know what it is. I, oh I'll just show you." Jessy said handing everyone a packet, "Dear MOE Member, Fellow Hanson Fan: Hi. You don't know me but I'd like to change that now. You actually caught a glimpse of me a few years back, I was the rumored girlfriend of one of your all time favorite drummers, Zac Hanson. At that time I denied the rumors in hopes of protecting Hanson, feeling that you the fans wouldn't accept me. I admit now to that being the first of many mistakes I made, I should have trusted you, knowing that true fans would never turn on Hanson. From that first mistake, Zac and I made a couple of real doozies but we have worked so hard at trying to accept responsibility for our actions and make the best of things. I know I'm prejudiced because I personally believe Zac can do no wrong, but I believe that we have done a great job at making the best of things. I admit to making the mistake in the beginning believing that I should hide from you, that you would never accept me. Whether you do or not is up to you, but I'll ask for a chance anyway. I'd like to start again.... Hi my name is Jessy and I'm madly in love with Zac Hanson. I have been since the first time I looked into his warm brown eyes and we connected. That connection has only grown and helped us through some really rough times in our young lives. We have grown from a couple of immature teens, I'm sure you remember the big blow up we had. Well, we managed through it, logging a lot of time on our knees praying for guidance. With the help and love of some very special people we've grown into a couple of mature teen parents. I gave birth to our son Jacob on Hanson Day of this year. He's just beautiful, looks just like his daddy. My prejudice is showing again, why don't you judge for yourself. I am so sorry to have been so selfish in all this and not sharing with you, the most important people in Hanson's life, I was afraid you wouldn't accept me and couldn't face the thought of hurting Hanson like that. Hanson is one thing we have in common, they ROCK. I've been a fan since the first time I heard 'Mmmbop' on the radio and will take my last breath a Hanson fan. To try to make amends, please turn the page and join me on a quick look into our photo album. All I ask is for you to give me a chance before you judge me. Hopefully this is just the first of many visits we have. As Zac would say, Peace, Love, and Bulletproof Marshmallows, Jessy Hanson" the letter went and on the following pages were pictures of them when they first met, a few pictures of them dating, two or three pictures of Jessy pregnant , a picture of Jacob at birth, the first picture of Zac, Jessy and Jacob, and numerous recent family pictures. "So what do you think?" Jessy asked nervously. "Way to go Sis. I knew you could do it. Just go with your heart huh?" Chele squealed racing to Jessy. The two hugged and cried, "They don't accept you I know where they live and I will personally kick every ass." Chele declared turning their tears to laughs. "Well Hanson can I, will you print my letter to your fans?" Jessy asked. "I agree with Chele and I'll hold them while she kicks their asses." Taylor said hugging Jessy tight. "Lil Sis I knew you were a smart one, but this is awesome. You sure you're younger than me?" Isaac asked. "He's right Jessy you've matured so these past years. Momma must be smiling down at you." Becky said. "Jessy I'm so proud of you sweetie. This is the perfect answer. I can't imagine a dry eye by the time they have finished and before they do they will be Jessy Hanson fans." Diana said hugging her. "I hope so because, Zac remember you said anything I wanted, well Daddy I want you to be my representative and I want to sign on with Chris and Mercury and be the opening act for Hanson. I mean I'll audition and everything, I just want a chance at it." Jessy said looking to Zac. "Babe I told you whatever makes you happy. I love you Jessy and I only want you to be happy." Zac declared to all taking Jessy in his arms kissing her tenderly with all the love he held for her. Their lives changed from that point on, Jessy stood and faced her biggest fears. By the time MOE was in the mail, Jessy had signed her first Mercury contract, had joined the guys in the studio, recording her first album even duets with each of the guys. Chris had mapped out their promotional tour to coincide with the mailing of MOE. Their first public appearance being on the Rosie show where Jessy opened the show backed by Chele and Becky. They sang and danced up a storm bringing the house down, Rosie cutting to break with a standing ovation and returning to the same screaming and clapping. "They want more and we have a special treat Jessy and her Drummer boy. I'm told this is the song she sang as her vows at their wedding and she blew him away. Here they are for their first public appearance, Mr and Mrs Zac Hanson singing 'From This Moment'" Rosie introduced and as a duet they audience went even crazier. The guys performed next and after the break the six sat for their first interview. Rosie spoke with Isaac meeting his girlfriend Becky. Chatted with Taylor who introduced Chele, the love of his life. "So Zac do you have a girlfriend?" Rosie asked. "No Rosie my wife won't let me." Zac answered bringing the house down. After making the audience promise not to scream, Zac went and brought out Jacob while Jessy spoke honestly about how in spite of their young ages things have turned out okay but only because of the strong family support they received and their strong religious beliefs. Jacob stole everyone's heart quickly becoming the most popular Hanson. They made the talk show rounds before the family headed over seas promoting the new releases and soon the name Hanson was found in four of the top ten Billboard numbers until the week the top four spots read Jessy Hanson, Hanson, Tay Hanson and Jessy Hanson, and finally Zac and Jessy Hanson and they remained in this order over the next six weeks when the band's second single release off the album came in at number five and Hanson was listed in the top five spots on Billboard, breaking records again.