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Back at the hotel, everyone was hanging out in the family room trying to decide on what to do about dinner. "What's wrong lil sis?" Jessy asked latching onto Zoe as she walked past for the umpteenth time. "Me tired." Zoe said. "You know I was thinking I felt the same way. Anybody in your room? Maybe we could sneak off and lay down for a while." Jessy suggested. "Me room empty." Zoe said. "Wonder if Zac's tired too?" Jessy asked. "You come lay down too?" Zoe asked. "You know I was feeling tired but I didn't want Jessy to think I was a baby and needed to take a nap." Zac said and the three made their way to Zoe's room where Jessy ended in the middle of the bed. Zac laid next to her, holding her gently in his arms at first then his hand went exploring. "Jessy" Zac moaned softly as Jessy turned in his arms the minute Zoe fell asleep. "What my love?" Jessy asked gazing deep into his eyes. "Jessy how are we ever going to make it until you graduate? I want you now and then. Jessy I want you so bad." Zac asked. "Like I have the answers. Oh Zac I don't have the answers, I've never wanted anyone like I want you. I've never had anyone awake such feelings in me as you do. Your touch makes me come alive with all these emotions I've never known before and I don't know how to deal with it Zac. It's so intense at times, I'm scared." Jessy shared. "Don't be scared babe, love can't be wrong. I swear Jessy we are meant to be. We'll be together forever." Zac pleaded. "I know that Zac, I feel us together always. It's, it's more I'm scared because I listened how upset you were at Taylor's suggestion that maybe we had made love and I wasn't upset Zac. I wasn't upset by what he said because that's how I felt, I wanted you to make love to me so bad Zac." Jessy confessed. "Babe there's nothing wrong with wanting to so bad but Jessy be honest, you shared you were going to graduate a virgin, wouldn't you be upset with yourself if you didn't?" Zac asked. "Maybe Zac, I don't know. I just know I love you so much Zac, that I wouldn't stop you Zac and I'm afraid that's not fair to you, always having to be the one with their head on straight. The one to say no." Jessy confessed. "Don't worry about me babe, I'll be okay and when I can't handle it, we'll just deal with it when that happens." Zac answered. "You're no help saying things like that, it only makes me want you more." Jessy shared kissing him deeply with more passion then before and as Zac plunged his tongue to the back of Jessy's mouth over and over, Jessy moaned his name as her body arched instinctively towards his. "Zac I want you." Jessy moan as he wedged a leg between hers, slowly moving hers to make room for himself. "And I want you Jessy, I want to make love to you and show you how much I love you." Zac whispered to her as he slowly rubbed himself against her quickly arousing himself. "Zac you want me too." Jessy whispered. "You won't know how much until I make you my wife." Zac moaned rolling off of her. "No. How can you just.. Zac where are you going?" Jessy asked as she watched him open the door. "Zac talk to me." Jessy whispered racing after him. "Zac." Jessy said loudly after closing Zoe's door but he didn't stop, didn't answer before disappearing into his room. "Fine. Be that way." Jessy yelled heading in her room, slamming the door behind her. "Whoa. Hurricane Jessy just blew into town." Taylor said. "I better go see what Zac did." Chele said heading down the hall. "Why Zac. I better go see what Jessy did." Taylor said heading towards their room. "What do you mean by that?" Chele asked. "Just what I said." Taylor said heading into his room. "Fine. Be that way." Chele yelled heading into their room, slamming the door. "Sis? Hey your getting ready early." Chele said entering the bathroom after hearing the shower running. "Jessy? Are you crying? Sis what's wrong?" Chele asked. "Nothing." Jessy mumbled. "Yeah we all cry about nothing. Tell me what's wrong. I mean I just fought with Taylor because of you. We heard you yell and slam the door and Taylor made a wise crack calling you Hurricane Jessy. Well that pissed me off so I said I better go see what Zac did and he said, No, I better go see what Jessy did. Jerk. Who does he think he is anyway?" Chele argued. "It was nothing. I got shampoo in my eyes is all." Jessy said drying her hair so she could have an excuse not to hear her questions. Chele followed her still asking what was wrong as Jessy pulled on her underclothes and then dressed in her biggest, baggiest jeans and sweatshirt. As she pulled her hair up, twisted it, so it hung only a little past her ears then donned a bucket hat, "What is this? Jessy you look normal. Why?" Chele asked. "I'm going down the street and get an ice cream cone and I really don't want that kind of attention." Jessy said putting on a fake piercing in her nose, eyebrow adding four to each ear before placing a pair of fake tattooes one on the back of a hand and the other on her neck. "Well you'll not be getting any attention except from punkers looking that way." Chele agreed. "Good I'll be back than." Jessy said making her way to her purse grabbing some money and her ID when the first knock at the door was heard. "I'll get it." Jessy said stuffing the money and ID in her pockets. "Chele?" Tay called out knocking again as Jessy grabbed her sunglasses , opened the door, "Excuse me, she's in there." Jessy said slipping on her sunglasses and quickly making her way past Taylor and heading down the hall. "Where's Jessy going Chele? That was her, wasn't it?" Taylor asked. "Yeah, that's her don't draw attention to herself look. She's running down the street for ice cream. So what did she do, she just told me nothing was wrong." Chele asked not looking at him. "Baby I'm sorry. Chele look at me. I don't know why I felt that way, you know like you blaming Zac. Chele. Please baby look at me?" Taylor begged. "Well you must be happy, you were right. If Jessy tells me it's nothing and Zac is pissed, so what did she do?" Chele asked. "She didn't do anything baby. It was, umm what a jerk. You sure can tell we're brothers." Taylor declared. "He's a jerk. Like you?" Chele asked finally turning to face him. "Yeah, like me. Baby I don't know what ever made me act that way. I'm sorry." Taylor pleaded, adding, "Forgive me." "Of course I forgive you Tay. I love you, don't you know that and you know love means never having to say your sorry. But I'll take your sorry and forgive mes anytime TayBear." Chele said caressing his face before wrapping her arms around him, hugging him tight. "Why do you love me? I'm such a jerk." Taylor whispered into her ear. "I'm just supose to love you. I don't know why, I can't explain it Tay, I just do." Chele explained pulling back and gazing into his bright blue eyes. "I know why. Why you love me like you do." Taylor proclaimed. "Oh you know why I feel the way I do when I don't huh?" Chele teased. "Yeah baby, you and me, we're meant to be. So you just gotta love me." Taylor declared. "Oh I see I just gotta love you huh? Hey, then you just gotta love me." Chele proclaimed. "I do baby, no questions asked, I just love you." Taylor answered wrapping his arms around her, pulling her closer before kissing her deeply. "Jessy?" Zac asked knocking on the door. "Babe let me in. I'm sorry." Zac said knocking again. "She's not here bro. When I came over to apologize to Chele, she was dressed funky and split. Chele says she was headed to get ice cream." Taylor explained answering the door. "She must be really pissed Zac, that's about the only time sis eats ice cream any more." Chele explained. "Yeah she's probably really pissed. I really blew it big time." Zac shared his head hung low, his eyes not leaving the floor. "Zac, she really loves you, she'll get over it, I'm sure." Chele shared. "I pray you're right. I sure am sorry. I should have talked to her, but.." Zac stopped in mid sentence. "Zac just apologize bro. Over and over if you have to until she finally believes you and accepts your apology. I think she loves you too Zac." Taylor shared hugging his brother. "Thanks you two, I think I'll go look for her. What she wearing? Funky you say?" Zac asked and Taylor explained reminding Zac he couldn't leave the floor. "Tell you what bro, babe you mind if we go to my room and let Zac wait here. You know he could probably see her from the balcony here." Taylor asked "You are such a good brother. I think you deserve something special. How about a back rub? I bought some new body oil the other day, it would give me a chance to see if it's worth the money I paid for it." Chele said making her way to the bathroom grabbing the oil and returning to Taylor. "Just be honest with her Zac. If you two can't be honest with each other it will never work. Think about it bro." Taylor offered, taking Chele's hand and leading her across the hall to his room. Chele walked into the bathroom, grabbed a towel, "Here get into this while I go potty." she said tossing the towel at Taylor. When she finished, the oil warming in a glass of hot water, "You need help babe?" Chele asked bending to untie his boots and pull them off and before she could rise he had pushed his jeans and boxers down to her, "Lift a foot baby." she ordered, pulling off the jeans and boxers as he did. After repeating with the other foot, Taylor laid on the bed as Chele rose, laying his jeans at the end of the bed by his shirt. Chele turned, smiling as she looked at Taylor spread out on the bed then grabbed the oil, letting a drop fall on her own skin to test the temperature. "I'm going to put some warm oil on your shoulders." she informed as she did just that before replacing it in the hot water. Chele slowly rubbed and massaged his shoulders before adding more oil and working her way down each arm. Soon she was massaging her way down his back as he moaned and groaned his pleasure. "This is heaven baby. You sure are good to me." Taylor moaned. "I love you TayBear, of course I'm good to you." Chele replied as Taylor responded by turning over beneath her, gazing into her warm brown eyes. "Chele?" he asked. "What TayBear?" Chele replied, smiling at him. "I love you too baby. You're everything I ever dreamed of and so much more. You're the warmest, kindest person I've ever met baby and hearing you say you love me too, makes me so very happy. God has been so good to me, letting me find you." Taylor confessed pulling her to him, kissing her deeply. Zac stared and stared, praying for Jessy to come back, "God please I didn't mean to hurt her. I love Jessy but maybe not enough, I was ashamed of my wanting her so but I didn't tell her, I just ran from her. Help me find the right words." Zac was overcome with guilt feelings and slowly walked back inside collapsing on the bed, fighting the tears. As Jessy entered her room, she heard the faint sobs and was shocked to find Zac on her bed. "Don't cry babe. Zac please don't cry. Everything will be okay, honest Zac." Jessy said making her way to his side, kissing the back of his head, stroking his long blonde hair. "Jessy, forgive me I'm sorry. Please don't stop loving me because I'm a stupid jerk. Please Jessy. I love you even though I don't act like it. I can't believe I ran from you, ashamed and embarassed. Jessy, I know I shouldn't be ashamed or embarassed about how I feel about you, but I did. I think it was because I'd just promised you how strong I'd be and the first thing I do is lose control of my feelings. I was ashamed of how I lost control and needed you, wanted you so much. I just couldn't let you see me that way. Stupid huh?" Zac asked. "Oh Zac is that what it was. Geez Zac, I don't know how to tell you, but I felt how much you wanted me. I thought you left me because of the way I reacted to you. I mean I no more and got into you and you up and split. I didn't know if I'd done something wrong or, or, you just didn't want me because I acted that way." Jessy confessed. "No babe, don't ever think that. Jessy I love that you want me. I look at you sometimes and wow, you're so beautiful, so perfect. I think of how many guys would die to be with you and I can't believe it's me you want. I just can't believe it's me who gets to touch you and love you. I can't believe it's me who gets to feel your love." Zac confessed, adding, "Babe. What's with the getup?" "Umm I just didn't feel like guys looking at me that way. You know, you didn't want me and I didn't want anybody else to, is all." Jessy shared. "Wow that would be an awful lot of holes in you if they were real." Zac said staring at her. "Zac? Hun would you help me out of them, they're starting to hurt." Jessy asked. "Sure babe. What do I do?" Zac asked then did as she said, removing the fake piercings. Jessy took off the hat and untied her hair letting it fall, shaking it free. "Jessy, I know I promised you I'd be the strong one but I'm not that strong. Jessy I want you, I want to make love to you so bad. I lied to you, I can't do this alone." Zac admitted, turning away in shame. "Zac don't turn away, please don't be ashamed of wanting me. This is what I felt earlier, you not wanting me, ashamed of me." Jessy gasped. "No Jessy it's me ashamed of me not you. Me ashamed of how much I want you, desire you after telling you I'm strong. Babe don't ever think I don't want you Jessy. I can't wait for the day I can make love to you. The day I can finally show you all of my love, share all of me with you. The day I can love you totally." Zac confessed taking her in his arms. "Jessy I love you so much, you have to marry me soon." Zac pleaded. "I guess I could drop out of school and take the GED and graduate high school now but that would blow my GPA and I'd probably lose my scholarships so college would be out of the question. But we could make love without my going back on the graduate high school a virgin." Jessy shared. "No Jessy. You can't do that, I won't let you. How could I ask you to do something so stupid. Jessy please don't let me screw up your life." Zac begged hugging her tight as the tears started to fall. "Zac don't. I don't mean to be so much trouble, honest. Why does love have to be so hard." Jessy asked as she started to cry. "Baby don't cry. Love isn't so hard. Look at me Jessy. Please baby?" Zac asked as Jessy lifted her head and looked at him, gazing deep into his warm brown eyes, smiling as they connected, their souls becoming one. "See baby loving is easy, it's life that's hard. Jessy I swear, somehow we'll get through this. I mean as long as we're together we'll be okay." Zac insisted kissing her deeply. "I love you Zac. I better get out of this getup before dinner." Jessy said rising and heading to the dresser pulling out a pair of jeans, quickly unbuckling, unsnapping and unzipping what she was wearing and slipping out of them. "Babe?" Zac asked. "Yeah Zac?" Jessy replied turning to find him coming her way. "Jessy would you go to lunch with me, you know, just you and me?" Zac asked. "Umm sure Zac. You know I love to be with you." Jessy answered. "Oh, I thought you loved to be with the family?" Zac asked confused. "Sure I love your family Zac. Hun I never mind the times we spend with your family you know, I understand why we're with them but Zac, I love to be with just you. You're my favorite person." Jessy declared wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him deeply. "I don't know what I did to deserve you." Zac said kissing her back passionately. "I love the way you kiss me. Zac what we going to do for dinner so I know what to wear. Hey, why don't you just pick out what I should wear." Jessy asked. "I was thinking we'd eat on the balcony. I like this." Zac answered pulling a dress from the closet. "I like that too." Jessy replied pulling off the baggy shirts, slipping into the dress then turning for Zac to zip it up. She then changed shoes, ran a brush through her hair as Zac called room service and ordered dinner before the two headed down the hall to explain to his folks. "That's a sweet thing to do Zachary." Diana said kissing his cheek. "You two have a good time, we're headed for pizza. We'll be back in time to head over." Walker said as the family gathered. "How'd it go? She's smiling." Taylor whispered to Zac. "Honest is good." Zac whispered, smiling before sharing their plans for dinner. "Smooth move Zac. Why didn't I think of that?" Taylor mumbled. "Go for it. After the back rub, I'd say you owe her. Call room service and suprise her." Zac suggested as Taylor moved to the phone calling room service and ordering dinner. When Zac turned back he found Jessy surrounded by his siblings, Zoe in her lap as she read to them. "Hey Mackie." Zac said picking him up and sitting next to Jessy, finishing, "Can I listen too?" "Yeah she reads good." Mackie declared as Jessy started again as Walker picked up Avie and sat on the other side listening to the story. "When we leaving?" Isaac asked when they finally arrived. "As soon as your father is done with his story." Diana explained making her way to Chele and Jessie. "Looks nice sweetie. You're quite talented Chele." Diana said. "I'd love to braid your hair some day." Chele said. "I'd love it. I start out with good intentions but get tired before it's done." Diana explained. "And they lived happily ever after. There's your story, can you put your book away for me Zoe." Jessy asked. "More." Zoe asked. "Sweetheart, Daddy is going to take you for pizza as soon as you put your book away." Jessy explained. "Me do." Zoe said sliding off Jessy's lap and running to her room. "Mackie can you run and help her with her door, please sweetie?" Jessy asked. "Yup." Mackie said kissing her and racing after Zoe. "Hey that's my girl you're kissing." Zac hollered. "Me know." Mackie said and laughed. "He's laughing at me." Zac complained. "No dear, he's not laughing at you." Jessy said in a comforting tone before turning to his father and giggling. "Hey you laughing?" Zac asked. "No babe." Jessy answered her back to him so he didn't see her trying so hard not to laugh. "So your younger brother, has the hots for your woman huh son?" Walker asked as Jessy nudged him. "Jessy you sure you're not laughing?" Zac asked as Zoe and Mackie returned. "Thank you Zoe and you too Mackie." Jessy said kissing their cheeks as they returned. "Go daddee." Zoe asked. "Come on Jessy." Mackie asked. "Sorry little dude, I'm going to dinner with you brother." Jessy answered. "But you love pizza. Don't you know she loves pizza?" Mackie asked Zac, adding, "I take you Jessy." "Sweetie you're right, I do love pizza but I love Zac more than pizza and he asked me to a special dinner Mackie." Jessy explained. "She must really love you cuz she really loves pizza." Mackie told Zac. "Man, how'd I luck out, her loving me that much?" Zac asked. "Me not know but she must. You be good to her." Mackie ordered. "Well thank you Mackie. I hope he listens to you." Jessy replied kissing him again. "Let's go gang. Pizza waits for noone." Walker announced lifting Zoe to his shoulders. "Me push the button." Mackie screamed running towards the elevators. "You two have a good time." Diana said stopping to kiss Zac and Jessy. "Thanks Mom." Jessy said. "Yeah thanks Mom, we'll see you after dinner." Zac replied. "So where you think you're going?" Taylor asked. "Come on babe, pizza awaits." Chele said tugging on his hand. "Nah. I don't want to." Taylor pouted. "What?" Chele asked as Taylor wrapped her in his arms and whispered in her ear. "I love it TayBear, and you." Chele declared kissing him deeply. "You two taking the night to yourself too?" Diana asked. "Yeah Mom. Plan on giving her the special treatment." Taylor shared smiling at her. "Too? What does she mean TayBear?" Chele whispered and Taylor explained. "Thanks for the suggestion Zac. You two enjoy." Chele wished as they made their way to Tay's room. "What did she mean thanks for the suggestion?" Jessy asked and after Zac explained. "I had already decided to be totally honest with you babe, but it was nice to hear them agree with me and when they both said they thought you loved me, it gave me hope that maybe you still did." Zac shared. "I'm so sorry Zac, I never considered not loving you hun. You're my life Zac don't you know that?" Jessy asked as room service headed down the hall. "Wait here babe, why I set things up?" Zac asked heading down the hall then entering Jessy's room and returning with, "A blindfold. Zac do I have to?" Jessy asked. "Trust me babe?" Zac asked. "That's not fair, you know I love you and trust you with my life." Jessy pouted. "Please Jessy, for me?" Zac asked slipping on the blindfold and taking Jessy by the hand, entering the room. "Music, nice. Something smells good." Jessy said. "Here babe, sit here." Zac said leading her to a chair and finally removing the blindfold. "Oh Zac. It's beautiful, just perfect." Jessy gasped at the flowers, candles her eyes misting up. "I love you Jessy and I'm sorry for not telling you more often how much that is. When I worried maybe you didn't love me anymore, I don't want that to ever happen Jessy. I love you and need you in my life." Zac pleaded. "I love you too Zac, forever hun not just until I get pissed off." Jessy shared reaching and caressing his face. "I know that Jessy and I shouldn't have doubted it." Zac replied holding the hand caressing his face and kissing it. They dined, danced, and even cleaned up together before heading back down the hall, talking honestly and openly about sharing the responsibility of their relationship by being honest and open with each other, while waiting for the family to return.
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