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Jessy woke with the sun and headed into the bathroom filling the basin and washing herself. Then using a large cup to pour water, she managed to wash her hair. She towel dried it, grabbed her dryer and a brush and headed to the kitchen. First thing, Jessy started a pot of coffee. As she dried her hair, she began to sing her biggest fear, "How do I get through one night without you. If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be. Oh and I, I need you in my arms need you to hold. Your my world, my heart, my soul. And if you ever leave. Baby it would take away everything good in my life. And tell me now, how do I live without you. I want to know, how do I breathe without you. If you ever go. How do I ever, ever say no.. How do I, How do I, Oh how do I breathe. Without you. There would be no sun in my sky, no love in my life. There would be no world left for me, And I baby I don't know what I wouldd do, I'd be lost if I lost you. And if you ever leave and baby it would take away everything real in my life. And tell me now, how do I live without you. I want to know. How do I breathe without you. If you ever go. How do I ever. ever say no. How do I. how do I Oh how do I live. Please tell me baby. How do I go on. If you ever leave, baby it would take away between your and me. Take away everything good in my life. And tell me now. How do I live without you. I want to know. How do I breathe without you. If you ever go. How do I ever, ever say no. How do I, how do I Oh how do I live." "You don't have to worry about that." Zac said walking up behind her and wrapping his arms around her hugging her tight. "Morning hun. I'm so glad." Jessy said turning in his arms to face him being totally overwhelmed by everything she felt for him. "What babe?" Zac asked. "Zac I've never felt this way before. I care so much about you, it scares me." Jessy said. "I care about you Jessy, I love you. I know we just met, but there's something about you. It's like I've always known you. You're everything to me." Zac said. "Me too Zac. I mean I know the public Zac sure, but there's something about you too. Something so familar, like a part of me already." Jessy said pressing her lips to his with such care and affection. She kissed him over and over with soft, tender kisses slowly inching her way around his lips then pulling back as she gazed into his warm brown eyes. "Oh Zac how will I ever live without you." Jessy asked kissing him deeper with a desperation she'd never felt before. She needed Zac. She pressed harder and harder as she felt Zac's tongue on her teeth, she parted them allowing him into her mouth as his tongue darted to the back filling her mouth. "Zac" she moaned pulling herself into him even more and more. She felt his hands caressing her butt, lifting her into him then he slid one hand a little lower, then back up higher and higher and he tugged at her shirt, trying to pull it from her jeans. Jessy pulled back gazing into his eyes then she reached down and pulled her shirt out of her jeans. She felt his hands touch her back and temporarily closed her eyes, smiling big. She gazed back into his eyes again as she felt one of his hands slide around her side and onto her belly then gliding higher, slipping under her bra onto her breast. Jessy gasped and her eyes got big. "Please Jessy don't pull away." Zac pleaded. "I'm scared. I want you so Zac it scares me." Jessy said. "Jessy please." Zac pleaded, adding, "Trust me?" and Jessy nodded yes. Zac removed his hand and took her hand in it and led her to the front of the church to the choir loft, blocking the door. He led her up the stairs. Sitting on the pew, he pulled her onto his lap, pressing his lips to hers harder than before. His tongue impatiently waited for her to open her mouth and let him in. As she did, his tongue darted to the back quickly returning teasing the tip of her tongue then darting to the back again. He slipped a hand at the back of her head pulling her closer and closer into him as she moaned. His other hand caressed her butt at first then slid under her shirt. He caressed her back then fumbled with the clasp of her bra as Jessy panicked. "Please baby let me touch you?" Zac asked withdrawing from their kiss gazing into her blue eyes. "I just want to touch Jessy I won't go any farther." he pleaded. Jessy gave in to her need for him, her desire to please him and grabbing her shirt bottom, she pulled it up over her head to Zac's pleasure, "I do love you Jessy." he confessed. "I know you do Zac, and I wanted to show you that I love you." Jessy said bringing tears to his eyes. "Oh Zac I told you I loved you." Jessy said. "But this proves it, you trust me and you have no idea what I want to do. I wasn't going to stop Jessy. I wanted you so bad I was just going to take you, and you love me so much you offer. Oh Jessy I love you so." Zac said hugging her tight. "I know you do hun. I've never felt so loved, cared for as when I look in your eyes." Jessy said caressing his face and pressing her lips to his tenderly. "I love you to Zac and I trust you." Jessy said undoing the front clasp of her bra, pulling it off, letting her breasts tumble free. "Jessy you're beautiful." Zac said as he bent and kissed each one soft and sweet before pressing his lips to hers "Love me forever." he whispered. "Oh Zac forever and a day." Jessy answered into their kiss as the passion grew. "Jessy?" her mother called as Jessy scrambled to put her clothes back on "Yeah Momma. I'm in the choir loft imagining songs." Jessy answered standing as she finally got her shirt back on. "I heard you earlier. Zac has added a depth to your singing baby. You don't sound like a little girl singing a big girl song any more. You can add it to the set if you want baby. How about giving me a hand making breakfast? Both of you." Barbara said heading back to the kitchen. "How'd she know I was here?" Zac asked. "That doesn't matter Zac, she knew and it doesn' matter to her. She's okay with me loving you." Jessy said hugging him tight. "Now if just your folks approve." Jessy said searching his eyes for an answer to her concerns as she unbuttoned and unzipped her jeans, tucking her shirt back in. "There back together again. Let's go help with breakfast." Jessy said kissing him and heading back to the kitchen. They were both given assignments the minute they walked through the door and all three were busy preparing breakfasts. "Done Momma. What else?" Jessy asked. "Sing me that song you sang earlier. Let me hear how much you've learned to love." she asked. "Momma I love him with my heart and my soul and he loves me." Jessy said as she sang to her mother. "Beautiful baby. You know Walker offered to have the boys agent meet with you. He sounds a lot like me, you're so gifted Jessy and you should share your gift with the world. You ought to talk to him baby. Give it a shot, go for it." Barbara said. "She's right Jessy you should share with the world not just us." Zac said. "What is this the annual meeting of the Let's Ship Jessy Off club." Jessy teased as Zac wrapped his arms around her. "I'll go with you when I can or you can come with us when we tour next. You can headline for us. That'd be great we could be together hun always." Zac said excitedly. "We could?" Jessy asked. "Yeah babe. Maybe it's the answer we were looking for." Zac explained. "Momma could I? Please, I don't know how I'll survive if I have to leave him." Jessy asked. "I can see that baby. Let's talk to Walker and Diana. See what they think about all of this." Barbara answered finishing and popping the breakfast casseroles into the oven. "Zac you wake the men, tell them breakfast is in twenty five minutes. Jessy you tell the women. Shoo both of you." Barbara said and they headed to tell everyone about breakfast.
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