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"Isaac, wake up hun." Kat whispered kissing him. "What? You okay babe?" Isaac mumbled wiping the sleep from his eyes then wrapping his arms back around her. "We're not moving hun." Kat shared. "Babe we're probably home. Kat it's 4am, what are you doing up, you sure you're okay?" Isaac asked holding her tight. "I guess." Kat said cuddling back into his arms. "You guess. Babe what's wrong?" Isaac asked kissing the top of her head while his hands caressed her body, pulling her closer. "I don't know. I just woke up is all." Kat whispered. "Come on let's go potty, then maybe you can sleep." Isaac suggested rising then helping Kat up and walking her to the bathroom. They returned to the bunk and tried going back to sleep, "Babe what's wrong?" Isaac asked. "Isaac if I knew, I wouldn't be lying her awake bothering you." Kat began to cry. "Baby don't cry, you're not bothering me. Kat I love you, I'm where I belong, next to you. I'm here for you don't you know that." Isaac assured as she buried her face in his chest until she finally stopped crying. "I know what, come on." Isaac said getting up, helping her out. He scribbled a note, leaving it on the table and grabbed his keys before leading Kat off the bus. "This is home babe." Isaac explained leading her to the house. "This is so peaceful, with all the trees." Kat said as she shivered and cuddled closer. "Let's get you inside. Maybe you'll sleep better in my bed." Isaac shared. "Me sleeping in your bed huh? Isaac Hanson, you naughty boy you. Better not be getting caught with a girl sleeping in your bed." Kat giggled as Isaac led her upstairs, "Can't get caught, wrote them a note telling them I was taking you to my bed to see if I could get you back to sleep." Isaac explained as he opened the door to their room and Kat walked instinctively to his bed. "I see you know where you belong." Isaac teased pulling back the covers then stealing Taylor's pillows, tucking them around her. "Ahh, this is much nicer than the bunk. Isaac?" Kat said. "Yeah babe, what you need?" Isaac asked tucking in the last pillow. "You" Kat whispered. "What? Oh Kat I love you so. It'll be okay babe." Isaac answered crawling in next to her, holding her close. "Isaac I didn't mean for the girls to, I mean I understand if you don't.."Kat stopped overcome as the tears started to fall. "Kat, baby don't cry. If I don't what? The girls what? Kat please don't cry." Isaac pleaded holding her tighter, adding, "Kat talk to me." "I'd understand if you didn't want the responsibility of the baby, I really would. Just because the girls said you'd be a good daddy and I agreed, doesn't mean you have to be my baby's daddy." Kat finally got out between her sobs. "Babe did I say or do something that makes you think I don't want your baby as much as I want you. Oh Kat, I didn't mean it if I did, please believe me." Isaac pleaded. "No, but we didn't really talk about how you felt about me being a package deal before the girls sort of decided that's the way it would be." Kat said. "Kat what is there to talk about? There is no way you'd give up the baby and I'd hate myself if I'd ever ask such an unthinkable thing. I guess I never thought of it any other way, loving you means loving your baby. Kat I'd be honored if you'd let me help you raise the baby. I guess I would understand, the baby isn't mine and I shouldn't assume you want me involved just because that's what I want." Isaac replied. "But that's what I want, I really do but I didn't want you to feel you had to. I need you to want to be the baby's father, not for me or the baby but for you. It's got to be right for you." Kat insisted. "Well I'm telling you it's right for me Kat, I've never been so sure of anything. I want this so much, I wouldn't care if you only loved me because I want to raise your baby." Isaac shared. "What?" Kat shouted. "I said..." Isaac tried to repeat. "I heard what you said, that it would be okay if I loved you only to love my baby and not me. Let me up, get off of me. Let go of me." Kat argued and struggled to get up. "Dammit Kat that's not what I said. Stop before you hurt yourself, please baby. Listen to me Kat please?" Isaac asked trying to wrap her in his arms. "Kat I said I'd understand if you only loved me because of the baby. I mean you're so beautiful, you probably have your pick of thousands of guys who want you but maybe you don't want them because of the baby you know." Isaac explained. "Isaac Hanson, I am not a shallow person. How can you think that?" Kat asked as tears started falling. "Baby I don't think that. How did I mess this up so. Kat remember when I said how happy I was because you trusted me with the baby too. I love you and I love your baby too." Isaac insisted. "You sure you love me too, Isaac. I love you whether you want to be the father of my baby or not. Isaac you're the warmest, kindest soul I've ever known. How do you think I know you're there without seeing you. I've never connected so to anyone before so I figured this is just meant to be, at least for me. I just got scared that maybe even though I feel it's so right for me, it may not be for you. I don't know what I'd do if you just loved my baby , so I panicked." Kat shared as Isaac felt her body finally relax as she collapsed in his arms. "I can't believe you thought I didn't love you and want you with every part of me. Baby I'm sorry I thought you knew I was head over heels in love with you and I understand you means you and your baby. I want to say our baby Kat, let me." Isaac asked. "If you're sure, I don't mind and I think our baby would love it." Kat shared kissing him sweetly. "Would you baby, will you be mine and your mommy's?" Isaac asked leaning closer to Kat's belly lightly stroking the familiar shape. "Hey you two, don't forget about me. I think somebody is doing push ups." Kat shared "Nope trying to stand on it's head, yep that's it." Isaac said rubbing the baby. "So that's a butt sticking up there?" Kat asked. "I think so, can't be a head." Isaac teased. "Kat we okay?" Isaac asked seriously. "More than okay." Kat replied kissing him deeply, crawling on top of him as she kissed him longer and harder, before bursting out in laughter, "Make it stop." Kat begged laying back down, pulling up her top and pushing down her bottoms exposing her belly as she watched the bulge rise and lower, rise then lower. "Honest babe I didn't say to." Isaac laughed. "Oh you're telling me you didn't say drop and give me fifty." Kat giggled as her stomach rose again. "Baby enough with the push ups. Poor mommy is losing it, laughing in the middle of getting it on." Isaac whispered to her belly. "Isaac I never, don't say something like that. Our baby will think I'm just a horny goofball." Kat squealed swatting him. "Oh spank me girl." Isaac teased. "I was not spanking you, I swatted your butt to get you attention." Kat insisted. "You definitely have my attention." Isaac moaned caressing her belly, kissing the baby over and over before lightly laying his head down,"Kat are you going to let me be there when you have our baby. I really want to be there for you and so the baby sees me right away. You're tensing up, relax, we don't have to talk about it now, we have time." Isaac insisted. "No we need to talk about it, before someone else does, it's just a matter of time before they all wonder the same thing.. Isaac are you sure. God I feel like everything about me is so major. You say you love me and I say I'm a package deal. You say you want to get closer and I say hey why not watch me have a baby. I feel like I'm forcing so much on you, not giving you a choice. I'm just so afraid it's going to be too much and I'll lose you. I don't want to go back to the way I was before you." Kat shared cuddling back in his arms. "You're not going to lose me. Kat it's not as bad as it sounds, you know the package deal and having a baby. Maybe things are a little backwards having a family before getting a wife, having a baby then having sex, all I know is that somehow you and I are going to manage it. We have to, I've looked for you for so long, I'm not letting you get away now just because you're pregnant." Isaac insisted kissing her deeply. "We okay?" Isaac asked. "Yeah hun." Kat answered. "Then I want to talk about you marrying me. Kat you know the world is going to assume that the baby is mine the minute I stand by your side in public. You don't have to answer that your rule, not being seen together proves it. I think we ought to get married before we're seen in public. I don't mean to rush you Kat but would you consider being my wife, marrying me before the baby is born and letting me give it my last name." Isaac asked as Kat broke out crying in his arms. After finally comforting her "Don't say you're forcing me into it. Don't worry it's not right for me. Don't even think of saying no." Isaac ordered. "But.." Kat said as Isaac placed a finger to her lips, "Wrong answer." Isaac said slowly lifting his finger. "Isaa..." she tried to say, silenced by his finger to her lips. "Wrong answer. Take as long as you want." Isaac teased. "You ca..." she got out before once again being silenced. "Wrong answer." Isaac teased getting a kick out of it, lifting his finger again. "Yes Isaac Hanson I'll marry you before the baby is born so you can give it your last name after we speak to your attorney and he agrees." Kat answered. "Right answer with some conditions but a right answer." Isaac hollered. They both agreed everything important was settled finally and got back to sleep around 6am.
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