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"Taylor don't do this to me." Chele pleaded. "Baby I wouldn't ask but not seeing her is killing him. He doesn't eat. He hasn't slept. All he does is worry about her." Taylor explained, taking her in his arms, adding, "Please baby. I'm so worried about him." "Oh Taylor I know you're worried about him. I'm worried about Lex too. I can't imagine how she feels. Taylor I don't know that I'd ever forgive you if you did that to me. Deceive me like that. How would I ever trust you again?" Chele asked. "I know it seems that way baby, but he did it because he loves her. He loves her plain and simple." Taylor pleaded. "I guess. She may never forgive me but go ahead Isaac. She's still asleep. What am I saying, that's all she's done since your Mom brought her home. Sleep, pee, drink 7UP then back to sleep." Chele explained watching Isaac slowly make his way down the hall. "He looks so scared Tay." Chele whispered. "Wouldn't you be. He thinks she hates him and will never forgive him." Taylor said with such emotion. "Baby it's got to be okay. Lex really loves him. If she can just get past the hurt. Tay it's going to be okay." Chele said wrapping her arms around him and holding him tight. "Lex. Wake up babe." Isaac whispered. "No I'm tired." Alexandra moaned. "Babe wake up. Lex this isn't good all this sleeping. What's wrong baby." Isaac asked. "I'm just tired is all." Alexandra mumbled. "You sure that's all it is?" Isaac asked. "Isaac. Oh Isaac you're here. I miss you so much." Alexandra exclaimed hugging him as she began to cry. "I'm sorry. Don't cry babe. Lex I love you so much. That's why I did it. Honest it was because I love you and couldn't bear the thought of not being together." Isaac confessed as he felt her release her grip on him. "I'd forgotten for a minute why we're apart." Alexandra admitted as she pulled away. "Lex I'm sorry. Please forgive." Isaac pleaded trying to make eye contact. "Isaac I can't deal with this right now." Alexandra insisted looking away. "Lex look at me please?" Isaac pleaded. "I can't Isaac, I'm not that strong." she confessed turning her back to him curling into a ball. "Lex let me take you to a doctor. All this sleeping, the throwing up, babe it's not good." Isaac insisted. "I know, I know. Isaac I just can't handle it now okay. Don't make me go. I'll get better. I promise." she argued. "You get better or you go to the doctor, promise?" Isaac asked. "Promise. I don't mean to be so much trouble." Alexandra apologized. "Babe you aren't trouble. I'm just worried is all." Isaac whispered, adding in a gasp, "I'd die if I lost you. I can't lose you Lex." "Don't cry. You haven't lost me. Oh Isaac I love you so much. If I didn't this wouldn't hurt as bad as it does." Alexndra said turning back to him, wrapping her arms around him and holding him as he cried. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I just wanted you to be happy." Isaac said between sobs. "I know you didn't mean for me to be hurt. Isaac I know you love me too. I just can't deal with all this right now okay. When I feel better. Isaac when was the last time you slept. Baby you have to take care of you for me please? You rest. Somehow we'll work things out, just not right now. You sleep. Ssssh." Alexandra insisted caressing his hair as she pulled him to her breast. "I love you Lex." Isaac mumbled as he drifted off. "I love you too Isaac." Alexandra whispered kissing the top of his head. She laid there holding him, kissing him, comforting him for quite awhile as she contemplated their future. For the first time in days she didn't feel tired and actually felt hungry. "Hello." Chele answered the ringing phone. "Hey butthead it's me." Alexandra teased. "Well buttface how you doing?" Chele asked as Taylor stared at her. "That couldn't have been easy, deciding to let him see me. Thanks for doing it for me, for being strong." Alexandra choked out. "Lex don't hate me. I couldn't help myself, Isaac isn't doing well without you. You know, you see him." Chele offered fighting the tears. "I don't hate you Chels. Thanks for loving us enough to defy me like that. Like I said it couldn't have been easy." Alexandra said hearing Taylor in the background. "Baby tell her it was my fault. This isn't your fault babe, she'll understand, tell her. I shouldn't have brought him." "No he's wrong. Tell him I'm glad he brought him. God I'd die if something happened to him. I love him I just hate what he did." Alexandra cried out as the tears began. "Lex don't cry. I'll tell him." Chele replied, relaying the message to Taylor. "I wasn't going to cry. I actually called because Isaac is asleep and for some reason I'm not tired but I am hungry. Would you..." Alexandra began to ask. "You're hungry. Did you say you're hungry. Hallelujah she's hungry." Chele squealed, quickly adding, "Thank you God. I'll be right there. Want breakfast? I was just making french toast, want some?" "Mmm french toast. Sounds great. Please and thank you." Alexandra asked and a few minutes later Chele and Taylor appeared with a breakfast tray. "Sssh he's still asleep." Alexandra whispered before caressing Isaac's hair as he cuddled back into her arms. "Man he looks so happy." Taylor gasped his eyes filling with tears. "Taylor don't do this. He's going to need you because this doesn't mean things are all okay. We still have so much to work out but I just can't handle it right now." Alexandra shared, adding, "He's going to need you more because I'm leaving for awhile." "What? You can't leave him." Taylor pleaded. "I'm not leaving him. Taylor I love him, that hasn't changed. We had talked about this movie offer. Funny he was so sure I could do it and I just couldn't see how I could get into the part. I can do it now. Ha." Alexandra explained shaking her head no, continuing, "Anyway I called the director and told him I'd do it. My plane leaves in a couple of hours." "What are you doing? Lex a couple of hours? You've been sick." Chele argued, adding, "I'll just go with you. Someone has to look out for you." "I'm a big girl Chels. I can do it all by myself." Alexandra teased. "Lex no. I'd never forgive myself if something happened to you." Chele argued. "Listen. I feel better now than I have in days. I think maybe it's just all nerves. It didn't start until we were leaving LA and I panicked about something. Oh yeah I remember now." Alexandra explained getting very quiet, deep in thought. "You can't travel alone. Is this the movie in Scotland?" Chele asked. "Yeah that's the one. I mean it's a bit part it shouldn't take too long." Alexandra replied. "I don't know if this is a good idea." Taylor added. "Tay we talked about it. We talked about how it would separate us because the band has commitments right now." Alexandra shared. "You sure he's okay with this?" Taylor asked. "Right now it's perfect timing. I can put my attention on the movie while you guys are touring." Alexandra answered. "You aren't going to solve your problems with you two separated. You have to work at it." Taylor insisted. "You're right Tay but I can't deal with it right now. I'm so hurt I'll say something I don't mean and I love him too much to hurt him like that." Alexandra shared caressing a sleeping Isaac. "Lex I don't like the idea of you being alone." Chele argued. "Listen Chels, if I'm not better I'll call and you can hop the next flight over. I feel so good right now. Besides I need you to do something else for me." Alexandra asked. "What you need?" Chele asked. "I need both of you to look out after him for me. He's going to think just like Tay did, that I've left him. I'll make sure he understands before I leave but I need you two to promise me that you'll keep an eye on him. Tay just like today, you have to promise me that if he gets this way again you'll be honest with me and let me know before he gets this bad. I promise no matter where you are I'll come. Taylor I do love him and I couldn't bear anything happening to him." Alexandra confessed. "Sure Sis. I see you love him. You do know he didn't mean for you to get hurt. He just loves you so much he wanted you to be happy is all." Taylor assured. "I know he loves me." Alexandra sighed laying her head on top of Isaac's. "Need help packing?" Chele asked. "Nah I haven't unpacked yet so the packing is done. Well maybe that grey case. Umm it's full of negligees and I won't be needing them. Do you think you could pack some sensible underclothes?" Alexandra asked. "I'll help. I'll help baby." Taylor teased. "You'll help all right. Carrying the other bags out by the front door and keep away from the grey case." Chele teased. "Awww you never let me have no fun." Taylor pouted. "Tell you what. You carry out the luggage and meet me in my room and we'll check of no so sensible underclothes." Chele teased sending Taylor rushing out of the room loaded down with luggage. A quick check of the clock and Alexandra figured there was just enough time to make love to Isaac and shower before her ride arrived. "Isaac." Alexandra moaned as she kissed the top of his head, his cheek, his neck. "Isaac." she whispered again as she nibbled his ear. "Huh? Lex?" Isaac mumbled as he began to stir. "Good thing you said my name." Alexandra teased dragging her lips from his ear, across his cheek to his lips, kissing him passionately. "Lex." Isaac moaned as he awoke wrapping her in his arms. "Love me." Alexandra whispered causing his eyes to pop open as he stared in disbelief. "Lex really?" Isaac asked confused. "Yes really. I love you Isaac." Alexandra declared pushing him over as she straddled him, adding, "I love you so much." Alexandra kissed him deeply as she unbuttoned his shirt, immediately lowering her lips to kiss his chest, kissing him, teasing him. "Lex." Isaac moaned as she slipped her mouth over his nipple and lightly sucked. Her hands quickly found the waist of his jeans and made quick work of removing them. "Lex you sure?" Isaac asked still confused by the turn of events. "Isaac love me please? Don't think about it just do it." Alexandra moaned as he rolled her over, quickly removing her nightgown. "Lex I need you so bad." Isaac moaned as he made his way between her legs. "I need you too Isaac. Love me." Alexandra whispered wrapping her legs around him as he entered her. For one brief moment all their troubles didn't exist. Their love for one another was all that mattered as their bodies and souls became one. As they collapsed together, "I love you so much Alexandra Hanson." Isaac whispered into her ear as he kissed her over and over. She felt him relax, drifting back to sleep, "I love you so much too Isaac Hanson. We'll get through this somehow. I love you too much to let anything come between us I promise." Alexandra whispered before quietly making her way from his arms. She quickly showered and changed for her trip. When she was ready to leave, Alexandra gently sat next to him on the bed and wrote him a note, placing it on the nightstand. "I love you husband of mine." Alexandra whispered as she gently kissed him goodbye.
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