Speechless


Part Eleven

"You guys were great." Jessy squealed as she, Chele and Alexandra made their way backstage. "Girls stay together please." Jason asked one more time as Alexandra raced ahead seeing Isaac. "But there's Isaac." Alexandra complained as Jason reached out and stopped her. "Yeah and he's surrounded by fans who'll rip you to shreds for marrying him. Then your husband would rip me a new one for letting something happen to you. Please Yoo Hoo, stay together." Jason pleaded. "I guess." Alexandra pouted as a brunette walked up to Isaac and kissed him passionately. "Excuse me girls, I see my wife." Isaac said pushing the brunette away. "Where? Can we meet her?" a fan asked. "Sure. Lex. Lexy come here babe?" Isaac called out. "Can I go to him now?" Alexandra asked watching the brunette storm off. "Yes Yoo Hoo." Jason teased as Alexandra raced off. "Isaac. You guys rocked. Really great show Tay. Way to go Zac. Jessy is your number one fan now." Alexandra said reaching the guys, kissing each cheek before cuddling into Isaac's arms. "Girl this is my wife, Alexandra Grant." Isaac introduced. "Forgot who I am already huh? The name is Alexandra Hanson." Alexandra teased shaking a few hands as they all laughed. An hour later Jason finally cleared the fans out and the guys headed in to change. "Isaac are you done in there?" Alexandra called as Taylor came through the door. "He's in the shower Lex, you need something?" he asked. "No. Yes. No." Alexandra mumbled. "Which one is it?" Taylor teased. "Stop picking on me. I don't know. I guess Yes. Tay did he say if we were going to take Universal up on their offer, you know the private island? You didn't have anything planned for the four day break did you?" Alexandra asked. "Let's see, I'm sorry for teasing. Yes he told us about the private island, a second honeymoon he said." Taylor answered kissing her cheek. "So we're going?" Alexandra asked. "Yeah Lex you two are going. Oh and Lex, no we didn't have anything planned that's more important than the two of you spending time together. He told me what you did. You know apologizing for something you didn't do." Taylor shared. "It was my fault too. Taylor if I'd only listened to him instead flying off the handle then out of the country. I was so busy yelling at him because my feelings were hurt I didn't listen to his explanation. Man did I feel stupid when I realized he did it because he loves me. I scream at him he doesn't love me when he did it because he does love me." Alexandra rattled on remembering the brunette and feeling very insecure. "Sis what's wrong?" Taylor asked. "What? What do you mean?" Alexandra asked looking away. "Well to start with why won't you look at me?" Taylor asked. "I looked at you." Alexandra said making eye contact before quickly looking away. "Okay what's up?" Taylor said following her, forcing her to look at him. "Lex what are you afraid of?" Taylor asked seeing the fear in her eyes. "I'm okay." Alexandra argued looking away again. "Lex let me help. You know I'd do anything for you." Taylor confessed taking her in his arms. "Oh I know you would Tay. Honest I do. It's just, I, I... Tay I.. Do you think he really forgives me. I mean he says he does but Tay the way he looks at me. It's like he.. I don't know what it is. All I know is it isn't the same as it was before." Alexandra asked as tears started to fall. "Don't cry Lex. He loves you so much. You know Lex he doesn't think you did anything wrong so maybe that's why you don't feel like he forgives you." Taylor explained. "But it is my fault too." Alexandra argued. "Lex maybe it's not my place but how can you think things would be the same as before?" Taylor asked. "Why not? I love him and he loves me, it's the same." Alexandra answered. "No it's not the same. Lex he loves you but he knows what it's like to not be with you. You saw him. He went crazy. Not eating, sleeping. He was so worried he'd lost you forever." Taylor explained. "See it is my fault. It's all my fault." Alexandra cried out collapsing in his arms. "Lex it isn't your fault. Sometimes love hurts is all." Taylor whispered stroking her hair. "But I hurt him. It was my fault. If I'd only listened to him instead of your Mom." Alexandra choked out. "Yeah there it is. If Mom had only kept her nose out." Taylor replied. "What? Oh Taylor it's not her fault either. I knew better. I knew he loved me from the minute our eyes met. I mean it was written all over his face. He was so cute. Oh my God that's what has changed. Taylor it isn't written all over his face anymore." Alexandra shared. "He loves you Lex." Taylor argued. "Yeah I know he does, but noone else knows when they look at him anymore. Hmmm." Alexandra said deep in thought. "Boy that looks deep?" Taylor teased. "Huh? Oh I'm sorry. Just trying to find a way to write it on his face again." Alexandra kidded. "Well you can always use the direct approach." Taylor laughed pulling a Sharpie from his pocket scribbling on Alexandra's face 'I Love Isaac'. "You are so dead if the cap is off." Alexandra squealed wrestling with him. "You need help there bro?" Zac asked then started laughing. "Get her off me. Lex the cap is on. See." Taylor gave up, tossing the pen at her. "Babe why you beating up my brother?" Isaac asked coming from the bathroom. "He needs straightening out and I'm just the woman to do it." Alexandra squealed pinning Taylor to the floor, straddling him before she began to tickle him mercilessly. "Isaac get your wife off of me." Taylor cried out. "You okay babe?" Isaac asked. "Uh huh." Alexandra answered, looking up, smiling at him. "Let me know if you need help babe. I'm going to go get dressed unless you care to help." Isaac said heading to the dressing room. "Well I hope you're straightened out because I'm going to go help my husband. Good you can take over, I'm going to dress my husband so we can go away together for four days but I had to straighten out Mr Taylor here first." Alexandra shared as Chele and Jessy came through the door. "Taylor are you being difficult again?" Chele asked. "Me. No way. This is Lex's fault not mine." Taylor answered. "Say what?" Alexandra squealed, sitting back down hard. "Ugh. This is my fault. You're right I'm being difficult." Taylor coughed out. "That's better." Alexandra said rising and heading to Isaac. "Cute panties Sis." Taylor teased. "Say what?" Chele asked straddling him and sitting down hard. "Nothing babe." Taylor coughed out. "Zac that looks like fun. Can we play?" Jessy teased. "We can play but not that game." Zac answered picking her up and tossing her over his shoulder. "Where are we going?" Jessy squealed as Zac headed them out of the room. "So you came to help huh? Too late. I'm almost ready to go." Isaac said as she entered the dressing room. "Hey that's not fair. Well I get to take them off you as soon as we get to where we are going. Isaac I don't think I have a swimsuit. I know I don't. Can we stop and get me one?" Alexandra asked. "Why? It's a private island. I just figured we'd wear our birthday suits." Isaac teased. "Uh I guess. Really?" Alexandra asked thrown by the suggestion, adding, "Huh. Skinny dipping. I've never." "Me neither but I've never been married before." Isaac teased. "Me neither." Alexandra teased back. Soon the two were packed and loaded into the limo, "Wow this is nice." Alexandra sighed as Isaac turned the music up and the lights down and wrapped her in his arms. "Isaac how long a ride is it?" Alexandra asked. "He said about six hours." Isaac answered, adding, "Lex? Lex?" turning to find her sound asleep. "I guess I'll join you." Isaac said resting his head on top of hers before drifting off, only to wake five hours later. "You are so beautiful." he whispered to a sleeping Alexandra as he bent and gently kissed her, causing her to stir. As she turned in his arms, she began to stretch out causing her dress to ride higher. Isaac leaned and kissed her again before watching her body react to his embrace. This time she slightly bent one leg tucking it under the other causing her legs to part slightly. Isaac gently tugged at her dress causing it to ride even higher until he caught a glimpse of her panties. He leaned over to get a better looking causing Alexandra to stir again, only now she curled up turning towards him. "Aaww." Isaac moaned softly as her dress rode back down and she tucked her legs back together. "Ah ha." Isaac rejoiced noticing her dress now was up in the back and he gazed at the shape of her leg and the rising hemline. He tenderly caressed her back as he tugged her dress higher and higher excited as the shape of her butt came into view and the first sign of her panties. "Lex." he moaned as his hand began to follow her shape, slowly making its way to her butt before reaching the hemline of her dress. "Aaaahh." Isaac moaned deep and low as his hand reached her silky smooth skin and he began to caress it. "Huh?" Alexandra mumbled as his hand began caressing up and down her thigh moving her dress higher and higher each time he caressed her butt. "Isaac." she moaned before turning back around in his arms. Isaac now was stroking the front of her leg slowly moving her dress higher and higher. As her dress rose above her panties, Isaac softly caressed her belly, causing her to moan deeply as he slipped his hand inside her panties. "Isaac." Alexandra called out as he stroked her gently and she parted her legs. "Wow I thought I was dreaming. What a way to wake up." Alexandra moaned as he stroked her harder. "Sorry to wake you but I just couldn't resist you. You are so beautiful Lex." Isaac explained kissing her deeply and she returned his passion. Isaac began to tug at her panties as Alexandra pulled at his tee shirt finally pulling it free. She slipped her hands under, slowly caressing his chest before pushing his shirt up and over his head. "Isaac make love to me." Alexandra pleaded as she kissed him passionately. "Excuse me sir. Mr. Hanson sir." the intercom announced. "Yes." Isaac answered. "Yes sir. Sorry to bother you but we are almost there sir. Just a few more turns and we'll be at the ferry." the driver informed. "Noooo." Alexandra softly moaned collapsing in Isaac's arms. "Good. Thank you for letting us know." Isaac replied kissing the top of her head, adding, "Sorry babe not quite yet." "Yeah I heard." Alexandra pouted reaching for Isaac's shirt and helping him back on with it as Isaac pulled her panties back into place and her dress down. Soon the limo came to a stop and the back door opened. "Mr Hanson I'd like you to meet Dave. He'll ferry you over to the island and show you where everything is sir." the driver explained as Isaac stepped from the limo and turned to help Alexandra out. "My wife Alexandra." Isaac introduced and they all shook hands before they loaded the luggage onto the boat and headed out to sea. "Lex are you okay?" Isaac asked as she got paler and paler. "I don't think so." Alexandra said racing to the side of the boat and leaning over to vomit. "Lex you okay? Babe I didn't know you'd get seasick." Isaac said reaching her side. "Neither did I. Ohhh." Alexandra got out before the next round of heaves. "We're almost there sir. She'll get better." Dave called out. "Did you hear Lex?" Isaac asked. "Yeah. Ohhhh." Alexandra answered before the next round of heaves as the island came into view. "Look Lex. There's the island." Isaac informed. "Ohhh no." Alexandra moaned after she had lifted her head to look at the island, only to find out that looking was just as bad as another round of heaves began. "Lex. Come on babe, we've landed. Let's get you off this boat." Isaac insisted helping her to her feet. "Oh yuck." Alexandra moaned as he rushed her off the boat onto the dock. "Let me go." Alexandra whispered before rushing to the shore, dropping to her knees. "Lex you okay?" Isaac asked racing after her. "Make it be still." Alexandra moaned. "Poor baby. You got it bad." Isaac said gently lifting her and carrying her to their cabin. "Isaac stop please. This isn't any better." Alexandra squealed as her body was racked with another round of heaving. "Right through here ma'am." Dave said leading the way to the bathroom. "Lex you okay baby?" Isaac asked following her in. "No. Just go with Dave and I'll be here when you get back." Alexandra got out between heaves. "I'll be back as soon as he shows me where everything is." Isaac said handing her a wet rag, "Poor baby." he added kissing the top of her head before leaving. "Make it stop." Alexandra moaned and her stomach finally settled. She slowly rose, stopping at the sink to wash her face before making her way to the bed. "Please don't be a water bed." she moaned. "Aaaahhh." Alexandra sighed as she stretched out on the bed before curling up, pulling the comforter over her and falling to sleep. "Noooo!" Alexandra screamed. "Lex. Wake up Lex you're having a bad dream. Alexandra." Isaac whispered trying to comfort her. "Leave me alone." Alexandra insisted as she woke. "Where are my clothes?" she asked slipping from under the sheets discovering she was naked. "I took them off you when we went to bed. Don't you remember." Isaac answered. "No. You did?" Alexandra replied pulling the comforting off the foot of the bed, wrapping it around herself and heading to the other room. "Lex come back to bed." Isaac called out. "I'm not tired." Alexandra replied making her way to the couch, curling up under the comforter and crying herself back to sleep. "You hungry Lex?" Isaac asked sitting on the edge of the bed before pulling on his boxers and heading after her. "Lex you hungry?" Isaac asked again rounding the couch only to find her asleep, noticing the tears on her face. "Oh Lex. What's so wrong that you cry?" Isaac whispered before kissing away her tears. Isaac made his way to the kitchen, making a snack and sat at the table, grabbing his guitar and working on a song as he ate. Alexandra woke to his singing and smiled contentedly until the vision of the brunette kissing him returned and she marched off to the bedroom to get away from him. "Lexy you okay?" Isaac called out making his way to the bedroom finding her asleep on the bed. "Sorry I woke you. Love you Lex." Isaac whispered bending and kissing the top of her head before returning to his snack and guitar. "Do you? Who is she?" Alexandra mumbled after he left, sitting up in bed rerunning the brunette kissing Isaac, over and over in her mind. "She acted like she really knew you. Yeah Tay acted like he knew her too. Who are you?" Alexandra asked herself as she spied Isaac's wallet on the nightstand. "I am his wife." Alexandra whispered as she picked it up and quickly rifled through it. "Oh my God, it's her." Alexandra gasped looking at the picture of the brunette then continuing her search. "A picture of her, your family, but not me." she sighed putting things back the way they were before then crying herself back to sleep. A couple hours later Isaac finally tired and headed back to bed. "Tears again." Isaac questioned as he caressed her face, kissed her gently, then cuddled next to her falling back to sleep. Alexandra cringed at his touch, fighting the urge to lash out at him, praying he'd fall asleep soon. "Jean." Isaac mumbled as Alexandra slipped from his arms and the bed. "Sorry wrong woman, I'm Alexandra. Alexandra Grant." Alexandra whispered angrily making her way to the bathroom. "How could he? Is this some sort of game? Why doesn't he just get it over? Did you ever love me? Does everyone know but me?" Alexandra asked collapsing into tears. "Lex. Lex where are you?" Isaac called out following the sound of her cries. "Lexy, baby what's wrong?" Isaac asked rushing to her taking her in his arms. "Don't touch me. Why don't you just get it over? So you made a mistake and didn't mean to marry me. Fine I won't fight you, just get it over." Alexandra screamed. "What? My God Alexandra where did this come from? You said you understood. I love you Lex. More than anything I love you. Don't you know that?" Isaac pleaded. "No I guess I don't. I thought you loved me. I did, but I was wrong. So stupid thinking you loved me like I love you. Such a Fool." Alexandra berated herself pulling away and heading out the door as her face mirrored the hopelessness she felt. "Alexandra Hanson stop right there." Isaac screamed at her, stopping her in her tracks. "It's Alexandra Grant. I can accept your marrying me was a mistake. It wasn't suppose to happen. You wouldn't have all these problems if I hadn't come into your life. I'm sorry Isaac." Alexandra barely got out. "No Lex. Don't say that. Please." Isaac pleaded. "It's true Isaac. Since I've come into your life I've caused you nothing but trouble. First your mother now this, this." Alexandra choked out fighting the tears. "That's not true. You're not trouble Lex. It's not your fault. You've done nothing wrong." Isaac argued. "Then why is your life such a mess. First you fight with your Mom. And now..." Alexandra tried to argue. "Lex I totally forgot she was coming to this concert. She didn't know we'd gotten married. Man she's probably pissed at me but I just totally forgot." Isaac interrupted. "Come on Isaac. We've been married almost two months and you forgot to tell her we're married. What she doesn't read or watch TV? Oh I know she's from Albertane." Alexandra argued. "Okay you're right, she probably did know and wanted to cause trouble. She did just that huh?" Isaac asked. "Yep. She sure did." Alexandra mumbled looking away. "Lex don't let her okay? She doesn't mean anything to me." Isaac insisted. "Is her name Jean?" Alexandra asked watching the shock in his eyes, adding, "Yep it is. How'd I know? You called me Jean when I got up to go to the bathroom." "I was having this nightmare about her causing trouble between us. It came true. Sorry." Isaac explained, adding, "Listen Lex. If she'd meant anything to me, if I'd loved her, I never would have fallen so madly in love with you and married you. You are the woman I love. You are my wife Alexandra." "I don't know anymore." Alexandra whispered with such sadness. "Please Lex you have to believe me. It's you I love." Isaac pleaded making his way to her, dropping to his knees, hugging her tight, thrilled when she didn't push him away. "I don't know. I's so confused." Alexandra sighed, adding, "Isaac?" "What Lex? Ask me anything." Isaac offered. "Isaac I'm hungry. I know it's probably something ridiculous like 2 or 3 am but I'm hungry." Alexandra asked. "Great. Something I can fix. What you want babe? A snack, a meal." Isaac asked. "Isaac I'm starving." Alexandra whined as he rose taking her hand and leading her to the kitchen. They talked while Isaac cooked. They talked while Alexandra ate. They talked while the two of them cleaned up. "Come one babe." Isaac said taking her hand and leading her out of the cabin, racing for the water. "Isaac you're crazy." Alexandra squealed. "Crazy about you." Isaac called out stopping and turning towards her and taking her in his arms, continuing, "I fell head over heels in love with you the minute I laid eyes on you. I swear you are the only one I love." Isaac confessed with a desperation to be believed. "Oh Isaac." Alexandra sighed. "Please believe me. Lex I'm sorry. I love you. I never meant for you to be hurt." he confessed before continuing, "That's all I seem to do though, hurt you. Maybe you were right." Isaac shared with such sadness. "What?" Alexandra asked as Isaac released her and started to walk away. "Isaac what? Right about what?" Alexandra asked chasing after him. "Lex I never wanted to hurt you, you have to believe that. Maybe it's not meant to be if all I do is hurt you. " Isaac choked out overcome by tears. "You think that?" Alexandra gasped, suddenly feeling naked. As she tried to cover herself, "Are you cold Lex?" Isaac asked noticing she was suddenly uncomfortable. "No it's, ummm, it's I just suddenly feel naked." Alexandra got out as the tears started to fall and she turned to head back to the cabin. "I'm so sorry." Isaac choked out, falling to his knees. The sincerity in his voice, tore at her heart. "Isaac I don't understand how I can love you as much as I do and you love me but we aren't meant to be." Alexandra asked turning back to him, standing tall and proud. "What?" Isaac asked looking up at her totally confused by the turn around. "I said if I love you and you love me, why aren't we meant to be." she repeated. "That's what I thought you said. Lex are you naked?" Isaac asked. "Me. No Isaac, I'm wearing my birthday suit." Alexandra answered proudly, teasing, "You like it? I've had it a long time. As far back as I remember." "Wow. Really? Man it looks great Lex." Isaac teased back. "I'm glad you like it. I don't wear this for just anybody." Alexandra teased twirling for him. "Lex tell me what to do. I don't want to go on without you in my life." Isaac admitted. "I don't have any answers. All I know is I love you so much it hurts. I don't want to go on without you either. Isaac maybe things would have been easier if we'd known each other better, you know waited. I honestly couldn't imagine not being with you. I just needed you so desperately I didn't consider all this stuff. You know the probability there was a Jean in the picture. I guess what I'm saying is I didn't care if there was a Jean. When I first met you I had to have you. I was so sure if you didn't love me too I was just going to die. When I looked at the love in your eyes, everything else didn't matter. I'm sorry I acted like it mattered now. Isaac it really doesn't matter. The only thing that matters is that you love me. I love you so much Isaac Hanson and being your wife is really all I need. The rest just doesn't matter." Alexandra confessed making her way to him, knelling in front of him. "I do love you Lex. More than anything or anyone, I love you Alexandra Hanson." Isaac replied taking her in his arms, laying her in the sand and making love to her over and over. The balance of their time on the island they spent loving each other.

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