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"Who was that?" Lucy asked opening the door watching Jessy waving as Zac, his brothers and Ash pulled out onto the street. "You know the guys that I met when I first got into town and again when I went to McDonalds. I told you I was going to the Mall right? Well guess who I ran into?" Jessy asked. "No way!" Lucy squealed. "Yes way! Can you believe it. We are definitely destined to be together." Jessy insisted. "Wow I agree. Destiny at work. So you got used to his long hair huh?" Lucy asked. "So much so, I think it's sexy. What a turn on caressing long hair." Jessy sighed. "Tell me everything." Lucy squealed. "First you tell me why you are feeling so well. Your Mom said you'd probably be bed ridden for a day or so." Jessy asked. "Can't tell you. I'm usually puking my guts out by now but nothing." Lucy explained. "Who cares why, I'm glad you're feeling okay. So you want to know everything huh?" Jessy asked and shared almost everything, "Let's just say things are going just great. He adores me and I like it that way. I've never felt this way about a guy before. All the other guys, they just didn't mean anything to me but...." Jessy shared with a big sigh. "Whoa. I'm jealous. You should see the smile on your face." Lucy exclaimed. "Don't have to, I can feel it. Lucy it's how he makes me feel all over." Jessy replied with such a smile of contentment. "I'm really happy for you Jessy but let's do something about making me this happy. In a word Hanson." Lucy suggested and the two went online in search of Hanson. "I can't believe the phonies. I mean I hardly know anything about them but already I can catch the liars. Can you imagine saying you'd actually met and dated one of them and have no idea who Mackie is?" Jessy shared totally frustrated. "Yeah. Morons just morons if they think we're falling for that." Lucy grumbled. "Well back to the drawing board." Jessy said e-mailing Chele and sharing the latest moron. "OMG says she dated one. What they won't say. So which one you dating Jessy?" Chele wrote. "Um the one my age, what's his name again?" Jessy wrote back teasing. "Good one. Well I was about to write you anyway. Have you guys considered writing to the talk show hosts? I mean your story is something ratings dream of, dying girl's last wish to meet teen idols." Chele wrote. "No we hadn't. That's a great idea. So great Lucy just headed to her room to write Rosie. She says Rosie adores Hanson and if anyone can get them it would be her. Thanks Chele it's the happiest I've seen her since I got her. You're a godsend." Jessy wrote back explaining. "Anytime. I just think of everything I've done these past two years, college, some really great dates, the friends I've made and well... It's just so hard to believe that Lucy won't have that chance. I gotta go wipe my face. TTYL" Chele wrote. As Jessy read her last e-mail the tears began to fall. "I just don't understand why?" Jessy mumbled noticing the red mail light flash wondering if Chele had changed her mind and stayed on. "Oh you knew I needed you." Jessy squealed looking at the mail from and reading BratLovesJessy. He heart raced as she opened the e-mail. "I miss you so much. Like the addy? I was almost ready to send a different letter when it came to me. I do you know. Go ahead say I'm crazy, we don't know each other. I don't care I know that you are someone very special to me. So special that I am to love and adore you for the rest of my life. There I said it. I love you Jessy. I love you now and forever. If you're on write me back. Love, Brat." Jessy squealed with delight and immediately went to hotmail and signed up under JessyLovesBrat and wrote him back, "I do too. I love you forever and a day. I've never felt this way before. It's absolutely wonderful. I mean I'm not about to question why I feel this way about you and noone else. I'm just suppose to love you is all and that's exactly what I'm going to do. I can't wait to be in your arms again. I miss you too." Jessy sent then reached over and turned on the printer, printing a copy of Zac's first declaration of love. "I'll put you right here. That way before I go to bed and first thing in the morning I can read that you love and adore me." Jessy whispered taping the copy to the side of the lamp on her nightstand. When she turned back she noticed the mail light. "You do. You love me too? Thank you God. Jessy I can't wait until you're back in my arms too. It's where you belong. I mean I've been hugged and groped by a lot of girls but it never felt like it did the first time I took you in my arms. You're going think I'm really wacky but you know that first time I pulled you close to me and held you in my arms. Jessy I knew right then you were meant for me because it's like you melted right into me and we were one." Jessy read and quickly wrote back. "Of course I love you too. Come on now you didn't get that feeling earlier Mr Hand On My Ass, Mr Pinch My Nipple, Mr Almost There. I've never let anyone touch me before not like you did. I mean they all made my skin crawl. Well maybe not that bad but honest, it's like I told you with the other guys I knew exactly where their hands were and what they were doing. I had my defenses up all the time with them but not you. I was so totally into what we were talking about I never noticed that you had caressed you way almost up to paradise. You are good." "Jessy I want to be the first one to make love to you okay? I don't mean right now but someday when it's right, let it be me. I love you." Zac sent without thinking. The minute he hit the send button the doubts began, "Why did I write that? She's probably reading it right now and cringing at the thought. Man I didn't mean to pressure you Jessy." Zac was mumbling, adding, "You wrote me already. Maybe it's not bad news. Wait this fast it probably is. Probably drop dead sucker." "I want it to be you too. I have to be honest, if your brothers hadn't showed up when they did... I mean I had considered it today. Honest when you bent down and kissed my breast, all I could think of was how glorious it would feel without my clothes on and I had decided that I was going to take off my tee and see if you felt the same way. You know that's why I didn't notice I was hurt because all I was thinking about was you and me naked and you kissing my boo boo." Zac read excitedly, immediately trying to figure a way to be with her. "You want me too? Jessy I want you so bad. I'm dying here. I need you so and you're not here with me." Zac wrote. "I want you too. I think I can sneak out of the house, can you?" Jessy wrote back. "What? You mean sneak out and be together tonight." Zac wrote. "Yeah don't you want me. I need you too and I'll just die if I can't have you. I want you to make love to me tonight." Jessy replied. "Of course I want you. I guess I could get out but Jessy we aren't going to make love to each other. It wouldn't be right." Zac sent. "Why not? I love you and you say you love me. Why wouldn't it be right? Don't you love me?" Jessy wrote asking. "Of course I love you. Jessy I love you now and forever. That's why we aren't making love tonight." Zac replied. "I don't get it. You say you love me. You say you want me. I tell you I want you to make love to me and you say it wouldn't be right. This is all to much. I'm so confused." Jessy wrote. "I'm sorry baby don't be sad. Jessy I love you and want nothing more than to make love to you. To show you how much I truly do love you but it wouldn't be right. I know how to explain it but I want to in person. Are you going to meet me?" Zac wrote. "Yeah I'll meet you but I don't think you can explain why this hurts so bad." Jessy wrote back and the two made plans to meet. "I must be crazy in love. It's 1 am and I'm sneaking out through a window to meet a guy I haven't know 24 hours so he can explain to me why he won't make love to me." Jessy thought to herself as she dressed. "Let's see you say no to this." she mumbled as she pulled on her tight fitting jeans over her silk panties. "He hasn't got a chance." Jessy declared pulling the tank top over the matching silk bra. At the closet she pulled on her denim jacket before twisting her long blonde hair up and tucking it under her denim bucket hat. "He should be here anytime now." Jessy said placing a note on her pillow explaining she was fine before she climbed out her window, lowered the screen then made her way to the road, looking for him. As she made it to the road, Zac turned on his lights. "I was afraid you'd changed your mind." he said as she opened the door and slipped inside. "Never." Jessy said with the biggest smile. "You look cute my little cat burglar." Zac teased. "I'm here to steal your heart." Jessy teased leaning across the car and kissing him playfully. "I love you." they both said in unison. "I do love you Jessy." Zac insisted. "I know you do just like you know I love you." Jessy said as he started the car and she moved back to her seat and buckled up. "Where we going?" Jessy asked as he headed out. "Back to the place you decided you wanted me to make love to you." Zac answered reaching over and taking her hand in his. "I still do want you to. More than ever now. Can you believe it before I was sure you loved me too, I wanted you. Man nobody back home would believe this. I sort of had the reputation of the unattainable. It made me quite the catch." Jessy shared. "The unattainable huh? And I go and tell you no." Zac teased pulling their hands towards him, turning hers to his lips and kissing it. "I love you Jessy." she felt him say. "I love you too." Jessy sighed as Zac pulled off into Make Out Point. "Neat our spots open." Zac teased. "We are the only idiots in Tulsa. 1:30 am and we are... hey we aren't the idiots they are. Fools." Jessy teased as Zac backed off the lane in about the same spot as earlier. "Wow it's pretty at night. Look at the lights of the city." Jessy sighed. "Yeah you were right it is a lot nicer at night." Zac replied. "Had to be. Hun this place is the pits in the daylight. I wasn't going to mention it when I saw it because of the connotation but Zac there was a used condom beside the car earlier. At least I think it was used." Jessy shared. "I saw it too. It was used." Zac added. "You got a condom?" Jessy asked. "Jessy I already told you we aren't making love to each other until it's right." Zac insisted. "You didn't answer my question. Do you have a condom on you?" Jessy asked again, adding, "Let me see?" She turned her hand over waiting for him to produce one and was surprised when he pulled out his wallet and placed it in her hand. Jessy cautiously opened it, smiling as she spread it open and noticed the condoms and the receipt which she picked up. "I can't read it. Turn on the light?" Jessy asked. "I'll save you the trouble. I just bought them, a six pack." Zac answered. "So we aren't making love to each other huh?" Jessy teased kissing him playfully again. "No we aren't Jessy. At least that's my intention but I'm only human and already I see you've decided to try an put me in my place." Zac answered. "What do you mean I put you in your place?" Jessy asked. "Well look at the way you're dressed. Tell me you didn't dress that way on purpose." Zac explained. "What do you mean? I wasn't suppose to get dressed. Now talk about hinting at something." Jessy replied looking away. "Baby I can tell you're trying to keep something from me because you won't look at me. Jessy." Zac said placing his hand under her chin and bring her face back. "I'm sorry. You're right. I did what you said. Don't hate me." Jessy said totally losing control and bawling. "Oh baby I could never hate you. Jessy come here. Please don't cry baby. I love you Jessy." Zac said pulling her to his lap and cuddling her to him. Zac removed her hat before kissing the top of her head over and over trying to comfort her. "You going to be okay now?" Zac asked as her body finally relaxed. She shrugged her shoulders in response. "Jessy this is why baby. Look what I've done to you. You said it earlier, you're totally confused. Jessy I love you and if I have to wait to make love to you I will. I just can't now because you are confused. I can't chance you thinking you want to now but tomorrow deciding it wasn't right and hating me okay? Jessy I won't risk losing you over sex. I don't want sex from you anyway. Jessy I want to make love to you." Zac confessed and he felt her hug him tighter as she cried all over again. "I didn't mean to make you cry Jessy." Zac said in a soothing voice as he stroked her long blonde hair. "You love me so much." Jessy choked out. "Yeah I do babe. You love me too." Zac replied. "Uh huh. I do love you. This much." Jessy said slipping her arms from her jacket. "I'm a little warm." Jessy explained tossing it onto her seat. "You definitely are warm. I'd say you're hot." Zac replied his eyes glued to her breasts. "Still warm." Jessy said sitting up straighter, grabbing the bottom of her tank and pulling it up and over her head before tossing it on top of her jacket. "This isn't..." Zac tried to say his eyes glued to her breasts still and she could tell he was definitely enjoying himself. "Maybe we should open a window, I'm still warm." Jessy teased taking his wrist in her hand and lifting his arm, placing his hand onto the breast he'd hurt earlier, adding, "Remember don't pinch." "Like this?" Zac asked gently massaging her breast. "Oh yeah." Jessy moaned letting her head drop back as Zac began to tug lightly at her nipple causing it to hardened and him to moan deeply. "Jessy." he pleaded moving his other hand to her back searching for the clasp, moaning when he came up empty handed. "Here babe." Jessy whispered quickly working the front clasp as his hand returned to her chest and quickly slipped her bra off her shoulders, tossing it into the other seat before finding her other breast and surrounding it, squeezing ever so gently at first. "Ooohhh." Jessy moaned as she felt his lips kissing her breast. Soft little kisses all the way around her breast slowly making their ways to her nipple. "Aaaahh." Jessy moaned as he slipped her nipple into his mouth and sucked ever so lightly at first. As he began to suck harder Jessy's breathing became labored and she couldn't sit still. Her body was racked with a desire for him. She needed him. She wanted him. "Love me please." Jessy whispered waiting for the Talk but nothing. "Maybe he didn't hear me." Jessy thought as Zac moved from one breast to another and began sucking again. Jessy began moving suggestively, thrusting herself at him with each suck. She was thrilled when his hand left her breast and moved across her belly down between her legs, stroking her as she undulated. "He's going to make love to me. I'll know what it's like." Jessy rejoiced to herself as she felt Zac raise his hand a begin to fumble with the button on her jeans. "Why'd I have to wear tight fitting jeans?" Jessy thought to herself relieved when she sucked in and Zac managed to unbutton her jeans. As he lowered the zipper, he slipped his hand inside. "Aaah." Jessy squealed as he tugged, her nipple between his teeth not noticing he hand managed to get her jeans down. When she did, Jessy rose slightly and he pushed them down even further before she sat back down in his lap. "Aaahhhh." Zac moaned as Jessy realized where she was sitting and what on. "Oooohhh." she sighed moving suggestively again, back and forth so slowly. Zac straightened her legs and slipped her jeans off before caressing his way up her leg. "Ahhh." Jessy whimpered as he neared the top. She was breathing rapidly by now and her mind raced wondering how it was going to feel to have him touch her. She felt his lips on hers as he kissed her desperately, "Jessy I want you. Let me love you." Zac pleaded. "That's what I want too." Jessy moaned. "Then say you'll marry me." Zac pleaded. "What?" Jessy asked thrown for a loop. "I said tell me you will marry me." Zac repeated. "Really? You want to marry me?" Jessy asked almost in tears. "Yeah of course I do. I want to spend the rest of my life loving you." Zac answered. "Me too." Jessy replied kissing him tenderly, whispering, "I think it's only fair that you should be topless too." With that she tugged at his shirt, finally pulling it free then up and over his head. "Make you happy?" Zac asked. "Uh huh." Jessy replied kissing his chest before cuddling against it. "I'm hungry." Jessy sighed. "You know I was thinking the same thing. Wonder what's open? I know. Babe I think it's one of those No Shirt, No Shoes, No Service places though." Zac teased caressing her back. "Oh if I gotta. I guess. I am hungry." Jessy pouted grabbing his shirt and helping him back on with it before grabbing her bra. "Let me." Zac said taking her bra and putting it back on her. "I sort of helped take it off, I should help put it back on." Zac explained helping her dress before heading them to Denny's for breakfast.
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