Look At You


Part Fourteen

"Come on Jessy. You wanted to go to the arcade." Zac said. "Honey all I really wanted was out of there." Jessy said. "Zac, I'd rather go somewhere quiet, just you and me. Okay?" she asked. "What? just you and me?" Zac acted surprised. "Yeah, just you and me. Know such a place?" Jessy asked. "Yeah. Come on." Zac said taking Jessy's hand and leading her to the car, opening the passenger door and Jessy climbed in, straightening up the back seat. Zac got in, buckled up and wait for Jessy to finish, "One more second, there. Sorry hun." Jessy said fastening her belt. Zac backed into the street and headed to the suburbs. "I have no idea where I am except northwest of Tulsa, right?" Jessy asked. "Very good on directions." Zac said turning off and heading west. "Man most of the houses look the same, put the door in a different spot is all, some have porches, next one doesn't. This one is different. We're stopping here. Someone you know." Jessy asked. "Could say that." Zac said getting out and making his way around the car and opening her door. "Come on Jessy." Zac said taking her hand and leading her around the garage to the back yard. "Zac no one is home. We aren't going to get in trouble being here are we?" Jessy said hanging on to his arm tighter. Zac stopped at the biggest tree in the back yard pointed at the rungs on the tree and pointed up. In the tree covered by all the leaves was a huge tree house. Jessy stared at the tree house, back at the house, then at Zac, "This is your old house isn't hun?" Jessy asked. "Yep. We won't get in trouble, honest." Zac said as Jessy made her way up the ladder, hitting her head on the roof as she tried to stand up, "Ouch low ceiling. Zac you are going to have to stay on your knees up here." Jessy said making her way to the corner and sitting, looking out the window as Zac made his way over to her.'This is cool. Thanks for bringing me here. This is what I needed nobody bugging me, wanting anything, insinuating something, no rude comments, Ohhh Zac this is close to heaven." Jessy sighed as she felt Zac move closer, her breathing quickened in anticipation. "Oh Zac" Jessy moaned as his lips covered her so softly and he moved them slowly over and over. "Zac" she moaned again as he slipped his arm around her and slowly, laid her on the floor their lips never parting. Jessy felt Zac's tongue at her teeth and opened her mouth. She moaned loudly as his tongue swept past the tip of hers and made its way to the back of hers, farther, and farther. He withdrew it only to plunge it deeply again and again. Jessy moaned again as her body reached for Zac's. He placed his hand on the small of her back, lifting her into him as he rocked so slowly at first, Jessy hardly noticed what he was doing. "Jessy I want you so much." Zac confessed and Jessy opened her eyes to find his warm brown eyes staring at her. He kissed each cheek, her nose then her lips so sweetly, Jessy thought she was coming out of her skin. "Oh Zac you're driving me crazy. I can't take this. Oh Zac." she moaned. "I want you." Zac moaned as he thrust his body against hers climbing between her legs. "Oh God Zac" Jessy screamed as he moved her leg to make room for him. Her eyes searched his in desperation, she had never been so scared. Her body wanted him so bad she couldn't control it. His hand pushed her tank up revealing her bare breasts and Zac gasped. "Oh Jessy you're so beautiful." he said before he lowered his head kissing each breast, sending shivers racing up and down her spine. "Oh Zac" she called over and over as his kisses turned to playful licks. As he slipped his lips over and softly sucked, Jessy screamed his name as her body arched into Zac's with such force, Zac moaned again, "Jessy I want you, I need."as he sucked harder she felt his hand move to the waist of his jeans. She heard his zipper and she panicked "No" raced through her mind as her body ached for him. She felt his hand reach for hers, "Jessy help me" he asked with such desperation, she opened her eyes searching his, as they begged her. "Zac I'm scared, I don't know what to do. I've never done this before." she said looking away feeling so inadequate. "Jessy don't turn away from me, I love you, Jessy. Jessy don't cry please. I can't stand to see you cry. Please baby look at me. I love you more that you don't know what to do. Jessy we'll learn together what to do. How to please each other. Jessy honest it's okay, I've never done this either." Zac confessed. Hers searched his to see if this could be true. "Oh please let it be true." she prayed to herself as her eyes found his. "Oh Zac it's true. You don't know either." Jessy said tears filling her eyes again. "No Jessy I've never felt this way about someone before and I've had them offer lots of times. The minute I laid eyes on that picture of Momma holding Chele and you hanging on her leaning your head on her shoulder, your smile went right through me Jessy with a burning desire I had never felt. It was like I was on fire. There I stood, Momma's mouth was moving but I didn't hear anythng, I just felt this desire sweep over me as I raised the picture of you, I had to keep myself from screaming when my mother took the picture to look. I wanted to scream, No mine, mine, mine, Jessy. Feel like a fool time. My eyes followed that picture as it went from person to person. I was so tempted to steal it, you know hide it under my shirt. I think Momma noticed, she took my hand in hers and patted it. It'll be okay she said. I think she knew I was dying for you right then." Zac said. "Oh Zac, I love you so much." Jessy said her eyes filling with tears again. "Wait Jessy, I'm protected. Let me" Zac said reaching and pulling a hankie from his pocket. He beamed as he wiped her tears away. "Zac I love you so. I'm just so afraid. Love hurts. Everybody I know they ended up not loving each other, not even liking each other. Zac I don't want to not like you, to end up like everybody else." Jessy said and Zac saw the pain in her eyes. "Jessy that's their choice. No it's not easy. It's hard to love you when you're pissed. You're so stubborn at times I want to wring your neck or shake some since into you, but then I look at you and I remember that desire I have for you and I want you more than I want to ring your neck or shake you is all. Jessy you have to work at all the time you know, don't take it for granted. My folks spend time together everyday, and not just when they go to bed. My Dad is always taking her off to some other room and the two of them just sit and hold each other talking about anything or nothing." Zac said. "Yeah Momma and Ken are that way too. But that doesn't mean they always will." Jessy said. "That's their choice Jessy and you can't do anything about it. But you can in us, you can chose not to let the love die Jessy. You can promise yourself every day you'll talk to me like this, no matter how angry you are at me for breaking something because I was horsing around, or how pissed you are at me for leaving the toilet seat up. You can still put that aside and wrap your arms around me and still love me just because i'm the love of your life." Zac said as Jessy touched his face. "Zac I love you with all my heart. I give you my heart, it's just for you. It's meant just for you always has been, always will be." Jessy said as she kissed Zac with her heart and soul and Zac gasped. "Oh Jessy I'll cherish your heart forever and a day. Jessy I love you in the deepest depths of me, I've always loved you. I've always known about you. I'm so glad I finally found you." Zac said holding her tight.

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