Jessy tossed and turned, understanding why Zac left but not liking it, she felt guilty. For the first time since they started going together Jessy couldn't stand wearing her Hanson boxers and tank. She had even tried the Zac's boxers and tee he had given her to help her sleep on nights she really missed him but it made her feel even more guilty so for the third time she was at the dresser looking for something to sleep in, finally chosing a pair of Hanes french cut panties and a matching tank. Once again she headed for bed, "Jessy, Jessy." Zac said softly. "Zac. It's open." Jessy called back to him and the door slowly opened. "You can't sleep either. Babe I'm sorry. I didn't mean to walk out like that, it's.." Zac stopped suddenly at a loss for words. "Hun I'm the one who's sorry. Zac I can't believe you put up with me as long as you did. I so deserved you walking out on me." Jessy shared. "What? No way, I can't believe I was begging you so. Jessy why do you put up with me?" Zac asked. "For the same reason you put up with me, I love you Zac Hanson, more today than yesterday but less than tomorrow." Jessy explained finally rising, reaching for him, pressing her lips to his, "I'm sorry." they said in unison, breaking into laughter and collapsing together on the bed. "We did it again." Jessy teased. "We're getting good at this. Hey babe, this is something new." Zac said tugging on her tank strap. "No it's not, it just I wear them under things usually." Jessy explained. "Babe if you needed something to sleep in you could have taken a pair of my boxers from the laundry room." Zac stated. "I have a pair of yours, I have the ones I made even. Zac I just felt so guilty about coming on to you all night long that I decided enjoying your boxers, or even the ones I made wasn't fair after what I did to you." Jessy explained looking away. "Jessy look at me babe. Please." Zac asked taking her face in his hand and gently lifting, until their eyes met. "Look at me. Jessy there's nothing wrong with you coming on to me. I loved it, knowing you wanted me that much. Why do you think it's wrong?" Zac asked. "If it was so right Zac, you wouldn't have left me hun. I just felt so ashamed when you left me, I had teased you all night until you couldn't take anymore and you left." Jessy said hiding her face in her hands lowering her head. "Oh babe that's not why I left. I told you why Jessy. I told you that you had been right, if we take that step now, the next step would be making love to each other. Jessy I left because I knew if I didn't I would probably have taken both steps tonight. I've never wanted you as much as I did earlier and yeah, knowing you wanted me too, Jessy I'm so ashamed I was really considering making love to you even after I had promised you I woudn't. I panicked Jessy because I was thinking what would I do if you decided you didn't want me to and asked me to stop and forgive me but for a second I thought, I'm stronger than her I could go ahead and just have my way. Babe I just thought it for a second Jessy and then I said this is Jessy you couldn't do that to her, honest Jessy. I'm sorry." Zac confessed almost in tears. "You probably hate me now." Zac finally asked to break the silence. "What? God no Zac. I'm sorry, I was just thinking, I, Zac this is as much my fault, probably even more. I guess I never thought this all the way through. I mean I was the one that said, where do we go next if we do this now, but what was I doing? Zac I deliberately dressed the way I did to knock your socks off. See right from the get go I was trying to undress you starting from the bottom, your socks." Jessy shared giggling. "I'm sorry hun I shouldn't be laughing this isn't funny but," Jessy tried to say before breaking up totally, laughing uncontrollably by now. "Butt, butt, butt. I sure love yours." Zac confessed caressing her butt. "Zac do you still want me? Cuz Zac I really want you. Zac I need you so bad." Jessy confessed kissing him deeply. "Where do we go next?" Zac asked. "Why can't we go on this way? I mean why do we have to go forward now, can't we just enjoy loving each other. Zac aren't you going to love me forever?" Jessy asked. "Of course I am babe. I'll love you forever and a day Jessy." Zac insisted. "Then love me now too. Zac I want you so bad, I ache for you to touch me, make me whole." Jessy begged. "Baby is it that time of the month? Is that why you want me so bad?" Zac asked. "I don't know, what are you trying to say that I don't want you, it's just horomones or something. That's not the case and I should know Zac." Jessy said sitting up. "Please babe don't get mad over this." Zac said sitting up beside her. "I'm not mad, I'm hot." Jessy said grabbing the bottom of her tank and in one fluid motion she lifted it up and off to Zac's surprise. His surprise soon gave way to his pleasure as he gazed at her. "Jessy you are the most beautiful thing I've ever laid eyes on." Zac confessed. "Don't you want to touch me Zac? You can, you won't hurt me. Honest Zac." Jessy asked then explained, finally lifting Zac's hand and placing it on her breast, quickly doing the same with his other hand. "Babe you feel so good." Zac said lightly squeezing again and again before he traced the outline of her nipple causing it to harden and Jessy to gasp as their breathing became deeper and more labored. "Oh Jessy." Zac moaned as he rolled her nipples between his fingers "Zac please." Jessy begged as Zac lowered his head kissing one breast, then the other kissing over and over finally slipping her nipple into his mouth and lightly sucking. "Zac" Jessy moaned over and over, her body aching for him as shivers ran up and down her spine. "Jessy I want you so bad." Zac confessed. "Then why don't you take me?" Jessy asked. "Babe what if I get you pregnant?" Zac asked. "Umm the world would definitely know you like me." Jessy answered so innocently Zac was taken by her charm. "I want to tell them anyway. Jessy let me tell the world I love you more than anything and everything." Zac begged. "Zac if I do, you know let you tell the world, will you make love to me?" Jessy asked. "Oh babe, if you let me introduce you to the world, and tell them I love you more than anything and everything. I will persuade the forces that be that we should be married before we end up pregnant and I will finally make you mine, completely." Zac promised giving Jessy a new purpose in life, trying to figure out a way to let the world know about the two of them without alienating fans. A few days later the perfect solution came as Walker introduced her to the family attorneys and they informed her that they were ready to prosecute the sicko, "Jessy, sweetie I need to know that this is what you want. I need to know that this is what is right for you to do. Not do it because it's what everyone else wants." Walker asked. "Daddy, I don't want her to go to, well I guess kids don't go to jail they go to juvenile detention. All I know is what she did was totally uncalled for, she's out of control, she doesn't even know Zac but she turned my life upside down acting like she did and I won't stand for it from her or anyone else. I'm tired of hiding from life and if prosecuting her brings control of my life back then I say prosecute her, the sooner the better." Jessy answered. Her declaration started the wheels in motion and in no time at all the process began. Depositions were taken and soon word leaked to the press and the feeding frenzy began. It was decided to keep Jessy a secret, building interest and anticipation. Soon the intrigue kept the case in the nightly news. Everyone was fascinated by the thought of a fourteen almost fifteen year old being prosecuted for the harassment, intimidation, and threat to a thirteen almost fourteen year old over the affections of a teenage rock star. The guys finished the album and the family headed back home to Tulsa. Jessy once again dressed in her get up and flew home in anticipation of the press tailing the family home which is preciously what happened. Jessy was met at the airport by Taylor's best friend and a long time family friend, Ashley Greyson. "Zac was right from a distance you may look like a boy but the minute you can see your face. You're absolutely the most beautiful women I've ever met." Ashley proclaimed as they made their way to his car and headed out to the Hanson's house. "Here Ash, Daddy gave me a gate card." Jessy shared placing the card in his visor. "Do you think it's safe to get out of the get up or should I wait until were past the gate?" Jessy asked. "Jessy I don't think we should take chances, leave it okay?" Ash asked and a few minutes later he pulled up to the gate, inserted the card, punched in the code and headed up the drive as the gate closed. At the house Jessy produced a key and immediately disarmed the alarm system and then headed to the phone, dialing Walker's cellular. "Daddy it's me. I'm home safe. Ash did a great job and he didn't laugh at me." Jessy informed. "I'm glad you called sweetie. Here Zac wants to talk to you." Walker explained. "Hey babe. We're making good time, should be in there in probably six hours tops." Zac shared. "Great hun I'll wait up for you then. Zac I can hardly hear you. I'll let you go. Bye hun. Love you." Jessy hollered to the staticy line. Ash gave her a quick tour of the house and then left her so she could take a bath and a nap. Unable to sleep, even in Zac's bed, she decided to give the house a quick once over, dusting and vacuuming. As she wiped down the kitchen she found stuff in the freezer and pantry and baked three chickens, homemade biscuits, scalloped corn, green bean casserole and bread pudding with white sauce. By the time the meal was ready waiting for the chickens to be done, Jessy had tidied up every floor. Jessy headed down the hall with her back pack to tidy herself up. "Jessy, babe where are you? Smells great. Jessy?" Zac yelled. "Down the hall hun." Jessy responded. "Babe hurry I got to go too." Zac shared. "Come on in I'm not using it just took a quick shower after dusting and vacuuming." Jessy said opening the door. "There you are." Zac exclaimed wrapping his arms around her and kissing her deeply, pinning her to the wall. "Zac I missed you." Jessy moaned as Zac nuzzled her neck before nibbling her ear. "I baked you chicken Zac you don't have to devour me." Jessy teased. "I want you." Zac declared as he loosened her towel, letting it fall to the floor as his hands quickly appreciated her body. "Zac now is not a good time babe, your folks, you go pee and get back out there." Jessy insisted and after kissing each breast, taking a quick leak, Zac made his way back to the family and helped set the table. "Baby the house looks great but you didn't have to do it." Diana informed. "That's why I did it, I didn't have to." Jessy responded. The family sat to their return home dinner and afterwards the checked messages, Ike and Tay went online. The girls showed Jessy their room and finally one by one they headed up to bed, so glad to be home.
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