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"Mr. Diamond get out your check book, Walker tell the man how much for a 15 passenger van for 'Touch Of Hope' and hold onto that for me. I proudly present my baby, your favorite song, hit it boys. Jessy and The Shake" Barbara said as Jessy appeared on the patio in white fringed mini shake dress. "Some men are attracted to a pair of big blue eyes. It takes a pretty face, to make your temperature rise. Looks aren't that important. Just I say I what it takes. What really turns me on is the shake. Shake it to the left, shake it to the right. Come on baby you know what I like. Shake it real funky, Shake it real low. Shake it 'til you can't shake it no more. It's a natural attraction. Mother Nature wouldn't make a mistake. What really turns me on, is the shake. Eve first said to Adam, which outfit do you like. They pulled on a fig leaf, honey we both look nice. Clothes don't mean that much to me. Baby you better go ask what it takes. What really turns me on is the shake. Shake it to the left, shake it to the right. Come on baby you know what I like. Shake it real funky, Shake it real low. Shake it 'til you can't shake it no more. It's the shake. It's a natural attraction. Mother Nature wouldn't make a mistake. What really turns me on, is the shake. Gary Indiana, Mobile Alabama, Phoenix Arizona, Bismark North Dakota, New York, LA, Houston, Tampa Bay, London, Tokyo, Every where you go Shake it to the left, shake it to the right. Come on baby you know what I like. Shake it real funky, Shake it real low. Shake it 'til you can't shake it no more. It's the shake. It's a natural attraction. Mother Nature wouldn't make a mistake. What really turns me on, is the shake. What really turns me one, is the shake." Jessy shook it to delight of Mr. Diamond and the hoots and hollers of the rest. At the end of the number Jessy posed for a picture with Mr. Diamond and Josh handed him a video tape of Jessy's performance then Jessy disappeared into the house to change. While she was changing Josh and Sam set up Jessy's keyboard and pink electric guitar. "Folks you know that 'Touch Of Hope' is very close to my baby's heart, get on the darn bull. What's a mother to do? Well there's something only a select few know, but my baby, all of us, think of you as family and so there's somethiing she wants you to know as Donnie and Marie sang it, She's a little bit country, He's a little bit rock N roll. Folks, I'd like to introduce Zac Hanson, the person close to my baby's heart. Jessy says to tell you this is for Zac." Barbara introduced and Jessy sat at the keyboards and played the intro to 'Never Knew Lonely'. "She plays good." Taylor said. "Yeah she does." Chele said "Does she play guitar too?" Isaac leaned in to ask. "Sssh and you'll find out." Zac said. Jessy sang, "No other lover ever really cared. When I reached out for you, you were always there. Now I'm so far away and baby I'm scared. I never knew lonely 'til you. You are my rock and the strength I need. To keep me sane in this life that I lead. Now I'm not with you and my broken heart aches. I never knew lonely 'til you. I never knew lonely could feel so blue. I never knew lonely could tear you in two. Never loved someone like I love you. I never knew lonely ' til you." Jessy stood now and strapped on her electric guitar and wailed, "Make it sing Jessy." Pappy Brown said as Chele rose from Taylor's lap and sat at the keyboards. Jessy smiled so big at her Sis before singing the last verse, "I can't make up for the times I've been gone. But I'll show that I love you in the words of this song. Back in your arms, yeah that's where I belong. I never knew lonely 'til you. I never knew lonely 'til you. I never knew lonely could feel so blue. I never knew lonely could tear you in two. Never loved someone like I love you. I never knew lonely ' til you. Never knew lonely 'til you. I never knew lonely could feel so blue. I never knew lonely could tear you in two. Never loved someone like I love you. I never knew lonely til you." As the applause finally died down, "You all know how important 'Touch Of Hope' is to all of us. The kids need a new TV at the center and my sisters, Jessy and Becky and I are determined to see they have just that, so all you cowboys get your money out and your dancing boots on. Momma's got the jar and we're determined to dance our way to a new TV for those kids. So let's get down." Chele said as Barbara walked to Isaac, Taylor and Zac. "Come on boys this time you pay to dance with my babies." Barbara said and each of the guys pulled out a hundred and dropped it in the jar, "For a hundred dollars you play something slow so these boys can hold on to my babies." Barbara ordered as the guys made their way to the girls. "For a hundred dollars you can hold me tight and I'm gonna let you walk me home later tonight." Becky told Isaac. "For a hundred dollars you can hold me tight and I'm gonna let you kiss me later tonight." Chele told Taylor. "For a hundred dollars you can hold me tight and I'm gonna let you spend the night." Jessy told Zac as the Isaac and Tay whined. "Isaac, Jessy goes on the road tomorrow and won't be home for two weeks. Honey, she hasn't told your brother yet." Becky said. "Man Zac's gonna die. Two weeks without her, that's tough." Isaac said. "We'll just work on some new numbers is all. He won't miss her at all." Taylor said. "Glad you feel that way because I'm going with her Taylor." Chele said. "No baby don't." Taylor begged. "Taylor I don't want to leave you but I promised Jessy I'd go." Chele said tears in her eyes. "Baby don't cry." Taylor said. "Babe what's up with Tay and Chele?" Zac asked. "I don't know hun. How you holding up?" Jessy asked. "I'm dragging baby. You wore me out." Zac said. "I didn't mean to babe but thanks for being there for me. I love you so much Zac." Jessy said tears filling her eyes. "Don't cry Jessy. I think I'm gonna go up and rest while you dance those kids a big screen TV." Zac said. "Sure baby. Zac I was serious about you staying with me. I know we ain't gonna make love but I still want you to stay with me baby, please." Jessy pleaded. "Yeah Jessy. I'll just hold you in my arms." Zac said and as the song ended he headed to the house as Jessy, Chele and Becky danced up a storm. "There's nothing greater than Rodeo folk, I love you all. Momma tells us there's enough money to buy the big screen and three smaller sets. You've all been so great, thanks. I'll let you stop dancing. Why don't you take your boots off and stick you sore feet in the pool. There's all sorts of suits in the pool house if any of you care to swim, no skinny dipping." Jessy said. "Guys we're headed home. We'll see you later." Walker said. "Thanks for lending a hand, both of you." Jessy said hugging them both then finding Jessie, Avie, Mackie and Zoe and walked them to the van. "I'll come see you tomorrow before I leave. I won't be back for a while so I'd really like it if you girls came and rode the horses and Mackie, Zoe if you'd come play with Scotty, I'd sure appreciate it." Jessy asked. "No don't go." Mackie said. "I have to baby, I promised to ride for people and I have to keep my word. I don't want to leave you guys but I have to." Jessy said and the kids all hugged her crying. "I'll help love Scotty." Zoe said. "Love Zac extra too for me, he's gonna be sad." Jessy asked. "We will." Jessie, Avie, Mackie and Zoe promised. "So will we." Walker said putting an arm around her walking her away as the tears started to fall. "I'm so sorry this is gonna hurt him so but I don't know what else I can do." Jessy cried. "I take it he doesn't know yet." Walker asked. "No I haven't told him. Umm I don't how else to say this but I asked him to stay and he said yes so you know, don't wait up for him." Jessy said. "Yeah sweetie, he told us he was staying the night." Walker said. "We'll see you for church then." Jessy said. "We'll look for you." Walker said as he slipped into the driver seat and headed them home as Jessy made her way to the house. She opened the door to her room carefully and slipped inside, locking it behind her. Jessy stood staring at him for the longest time before removing her clothes and tossing them on the end of the bed with his. She slid under the covers slowly then into his arms without waking him. "I love you Zac Hanson." Jessy whispered. "I love you too Jessy someday will be Hanson." Zac said startling her. "I thought I didn't wake you." Jessy said. "You didn't, your naked body did." Zac said his hands with a mind of their own touching and caressing her. "That was a hundred dollars well spent." Zac said. "The dance was a hundred dollars, this is free." Jessy said rolling him to his back straddling him and pressing her lips to his passionately, Her tongue was wild with desire as he parted his teeth and it raced to the back of his mouth, then back to the tip of his tongue circling and teasing before her tongue plunged to the back again further than before causing Zac to moan. He rolled them over and pinned her arms back against the bed as he pulled away from their kiss and began to nibble her earlobe, licking then sucking it gently. He moved onto her neck kissing, then licking, then sucking as Jessy squirmed with delight beneath him. "My turn." Jessy said pushing at him until he finally rolled them back over and Jessy pressed her lips to his kissing him longer and harder than before then pulling away she began kissing his chest with little soft kisses. Every now and the she would lightly nibbled or lick driving Zac wild. She circled his nipple with little kisses and when she licked it began to harden as Zac moaned. She teased it circling it with her tongue the without warning she slipped her lips over and sucked softly at first then harder and harder as Zac's body stiffened as chills ran up and down his spine. "Jessy stop I, I." Zac tried to say as Jessy sucked the other as her body rocked along teasing, rubbing against the hardening bulge growing in his boxers. "Jessy no." Zac said rolling them back over. "Jessy what is it? Why?" Zac asked. "Because I have to leave you and I'm afraid you don't love me enough to wait for me and I thought if I gave myself to you, you'd love me enough is all." Jessy said reduced to tears as she sobbed, "It sounds so stupid now" "Baby don't cry. It's not stupid. Your loving me, can never be stupid because it's just so right. But not this way Jessy. Not because you're afraid baby. I want you to love me when it's right, when it's meant to be." Zac said. "No Zac it's stupid because I decided if I got pregnant then I'd have a reason to stop riding without everyone hating me. I can't believe I thought of doing that to you. I'm sorry Zac. Don't hate me." Jessy cried harder. "Ssshh baby don't' cry. I love you Jessy, I could never hate you. We'll have babies someday Jessy. Please don't cry baby." Zac said rocking her in his arms. "So where do you have to go and how long?" Zac asked. "Wyoming, Montana, then on to Calgary for ten days. I won't be back for over two weeks." Jessy said. "No Jessy. Don't leave me." Zac pleaded. "Zac I don't want to, but I have obligations. I didn't know I was gonna fall in love." Jessy explained. "I don't know if I can do this, two weeks. I'm not that strong Jessy." Zac said. "I understand you do what you gotta do." Jessy said sliding to the far side of the bed, curling into a pillow and crying. "Baby don't cry." Zac said wrapping his arms around her. "Don't touch me. Ever. Just go and leave me alone." Jessy yelled sliding from bed making it to her dresser slipping into a pair of boxers and a tank. "Jessy don't say that. Baby you can't mean it." Zac begged. "The only thing I can't mean is that I actually was going to give myself to you. you. You're no better than Nick. Hey maybe you ought to call Brittney." Jessy said, adding, "I know a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do." "Jessy stop. I wouldn't. I love you. Believe me Jessy." Zac pleaded. The pain in his voice reached to the deepest depth of her soul, "He loves you and only you." ran over and over in her mind as she turned to look. The pain her words had caused was in his eyes as the words "he loves you and only you" came to her once again. "Zac I'm sorry, I'm afraid. I didn't mean it, I know better. You're nothing like Nick, that was a cheap shot and you didn't deserve it. I'm so ashamed of myself." Jessy said, adding, "After everything thing you've done to prove you're a sensitive, caring, loving man and I treat you like Nick the Neanderthal. Zac I'm just so sorry. I don't know what else to say. Maybe you better go. Forget you ever met me. I'm such a mess, I'll do nothing but hurt you and I love you too much to hurt you this way." Jessy said walking to the closet and packing the garment bag. Her heart broke as she noticed Zac headed to the bed, he was doing what she had asked. "Why did you tell him to go. You know you love him more than anything." Jessy thought to herself, fighting back the tears as she packed. She grabbed a suit case and moved to the dresser not noticing Zac at first, but then he appeared in the bathroom door. Jessy busied her self packing while watching Zac in the mirror. He wasn't giving up, he had crawled back into bed. "You want me out you'll have to throw me out Jessy. I love you and I'm not giving up on you. Someday you'll love me enough too and you won't have any doubts." Zac said. Jessy finished packing and turned looking at Zac, "He's asleep it'll be okay" she told herself and moved to the far side of the bed and slipped in quietly, laying still as her mind raced. "I'll wait a lifetime if I have to Jessy." Zac whispered as he wrapped his arms around her and drew her closer to him. "I hope it won't be that long Zac. I guess I still hurt to much to love you like you deserve." Jessy said. "All I know is that I deserve you. Even if you don't think so." Zac said. "Zac I told your folks we'd see them in church, that's okay isn't it?" Jessy asked. "Sure, maybe that's what we need. A little help from above. You listening Gramma?" Zac said as Jessy turned to him and smiled, "Thanks Grandmother Lawyer." she whispered as she laid her head in his chest and drifted off to sleep. Zac gazed down at her then upward. "Thanks again Grandmother Lawyer." he said kissing the top of her head the resting his on hers before falling asleep.
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