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"Hello Lawyer residence" Jessy answered hoping that it hadn't woke Chele, or Grampa as she rolled to see the clock 1am and she worried it may be bad news. "Jessy don't be mad. I'm sorry I woke you. I just couldn't sleep. I'm going crazy, I must be calling at this hour. I hope I didn't wake Chele or Grampa.I'm sorry this was a stupid thing to do. I just had to hear your voice. I have to know it's real, you, us. I'm so afraid I was dreaming. I guess.." Zac was interrupted. "Zac Hanson you better shut up now." Jessy said. "Zac?" she asked. "Yeah Jessy?" he answered expecting to be chewed out. "Zac it's all right, you're not going crazy. I love you and I'm real, I'm no dream Zac. I love you with all my hear and soul Zac Hanson." Jessy said. "Oh Jessy I love you too. I'm sorry I woke you." Zac said. "Zac I love you, that means you don't have to be sorry. Ever. Especially because you needed me to reassure you that I love you. Zac don't ever not talk to me because you're afraid I'll get mad please. I may get mad, but we can work through that. It's what you don't tell me we can't work through hun." Jessy said. "Promise. Jessy I was asleep and having this great dream, we were married and had lots and lots of kids and were so happy and then suddenly you were gone, everything was gone and I was alone in a big old empty house. I got scared and now I'm afraid to go to sleep." Zac said. "Zac it's only a dream. It's not real. And no it's not a sign of things to come. It's a sign of what you'd like to have happen. Before you put it into dream form, I'm sure you thought of us, probably even wondered about our future, now how you're getting to married and lots and lots of kids before me has me envious, but when it turns into a dream you don't have control any more. So don't get freaked by everything disappeared. Your dream ended. Hey Zac?" Jessy asked."What Jessy?" he asked. "Are you buying any of this cuz like I'm running out of things to say and I really don't know what the hell I'm talking about at this point." Jessy started laughing. "Jessy and I was believing you were a dream expert or something." Zac said. "I'm something all right. I'm up at 1am because my boyfriend had a bad dream. Damn Zac my dream was good." Jessy said. "What did you dream?" Zac asked. "Are you kidding I ain't jinx my dream by telling you or anyone. I told you it was good. I want it to come true." Jessy squealed. "Give me a hint." Zac asked. "You already know I didn't get us married or parents yet right?" Jessy said. "Right you said you were envious of my dream." Zac remembered. "Well had you not needed me, and called, we might have, unless you have a condom on you?" Jessy asked. "No Jessy I don't." Zac said. "Well it's a good possibility I would have caught up with your dream in nine months, you could say." Jessy said. "Jessy?" Zac asked. "Yeah Zac?" Jessy replied. "Are you mad at me for waking you up?" Zac asked. "No Zac Hanson, I couldn't be made at you for that. I love you and when you love someone you're there for them no matter what the clock says." Jessy said stretching. "Oh boy are you in trouble now, I'm awake now." Jessy warned. "Zac I'm a cool computer nerd, I'm good with computers. Love the challenge. Everybody says it's because I love math but I think it's more The reason I'm telling you more than you want to know at 1am, is if you guys need help with the concert and everything that has to be done, I'd be glad to help hun. I really type good, so I can do input and I've run just about every program out there and have written my own when I couldn't find what I needed." Jessy said. "Wow Jessy that's nice. Boy do we need help." Zac said, adding, "We're already behind and we just got started, I sort of lost today's work time to something more important." "Zac thanks for believing in us when I didn't. I won't lose faith again, I promise." Jessy said."I know Jessy but I'll take your promise anyway." Zac said. "Loving you feels so right. I feel so, so, like I could do anything. You'll never guess what." Jessy said. "Tell me." Zac asked. "When I got ready for bed, I looked in the mirror and I thought I looked pretty. That's how special your loves makes me feel. I thought I looked pretty." Jessy said. "See I told you." Zac boasted. "Yep you sure did." Jessy said. "So Jessy when are you going to marry me." Zac asked. "When the time is right. We'll know. I mean we could set a date now if you want, but I'm changing it if I get pregnant because you don't have a condom on you." Jessy said. "What's with this condom on me. How about a condom on you?" Zac asked. "Oh boy we do have problems, Zac. That's not how it goes. I know that much from the sex ed classes. I thought you said you had a pretty good idea about how to make love to me." Jessy said waiting for his reaction. "What? I do what are you talking about. Oh God Jessy. Yeah I get it, it don't go on you, it goes in you. Very funny not." Zac said. "Serves you right for waking me up long distance when you can't put me back to sleep." Jessy said. "Zac?" she asked "What Jessy?" he replied. "Does your brother really like my sister? I mean I don't think it would come between us, but it may make things real hard, you know uncomfortable, he is my big brother now. No don't tell me. I don't want anything to bring me down. I'm too happy." Jessy decided. "Jessy do you know what he said when he say her walk out of the Depot. he said look at that Angel walking out of the depot. Jessy he's been head over heels in love with her since that moment. He's just has some things to works through before he tells her." Zac said. "Things. Please tell me not two legged breathing things." Jessy asked. "Hun we still on this honesty policy?" Zac asked. "You don't have to answer. Zac I know I'm not suppose to know so I can't talk to him and tell him. Zac, Tay has to know that if he's gonna have a life with his Angel, he has to tell her, if she finds out any other way, an angry ex, runs into them when they're breaking it off, anything no matter how innocent. It'll kill her, she'd never spread her wings again. She's been through so much this past year, Oh Zac I can't bear to think of what it would do." Jessy said crying. "Jessy hun what is it. Jessy tell me. What can I do? Jessy talk to me. Jessy?" Zac pleaded "Zac what's the matter? Don't tell me you and Jessy are fighting?" Taylor asked. "No this is your fault, she's crying over the thought of you hurting Chele, and whatever Chele been through she's afraid it'd kill her, she'd never spread her wings again she said." Zac explained listening to Jessy still crying, the sound breaking his heart. "You have to settle things now. You have to break things off permanently. None of the on again off again break up speeches. Tell her the truth. You found the girl of your dreams and she's not it. And then you better tell Chele the whole story If you want a future with her." Zac told him as Jessy was finally quiet. "She cried herself to sleep. I hope you're happy." Zac said as he hung up and tried to sleep.
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