Sorry About That
I apologize for everthing
I am truly sorry
To my family
Who loves me
I'm sorry for my hatred
To my friends
Who are there for me
I apologize for my anger
To my love
Who cares for my well-being
I'm sorry for my selfishness
I apologize for my mistakes
I apologize for being human
I apologize for being me
i take responsibility now
Which I should have done long ago
But most of all, I apologize to myself
One who I have always hated and feared
One who I have never shown love
Never have I given confidence
And none have I ever received
I fear what I do not understand
As most people do
Fearing of finding myself
Who I am
Why I am
Who am I ???
Why am I ???
I've never figured out
But still I go on
Wondering why, but not asking
Sometimes I apologize for that
Not questioning things I know as wrong
I think it better not to ask
Not all times, but often
Sometimes I apologize for not fighting
For not standing for myself
Fighting the good fight
And still losing
And at times I find myself apologizing
Just for the sake of it
My mistakes are my own
I realize this now
But it is too late
Nothing can be done for the past
The past hell I have lived
For all these reasons
I am truly sorry
Myself, my friends, family
Of you all, I ask simply
That you respond, "..apology accepted"
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