Reality Check

Confusion plagues my every thought
Wrenching each of them with sorrow and pain
Bringing down a constant thunder and rain
As the sun shines its first light of morn
I find it to be a black sunrise
Destroying all eternal and worldly ties
My diseased mind never to be taught
This unbearable silence driving me insane
Nothing from this emptiness can I gain
Between reality and fantasy am I torn
Now believing the ones telling lies
And ignoring the words of the wise

Now I return to the world I've known
Nothing changed, all as it was before
And still I feel missing something more
I return as if being reborn
Not knowing of any sort of past
And I wonder how long this will last ?
To me has no true emotion been shown
This fact burning me to the core
Not knowing what emotion is for
Now, in my death, none will mourn
No shadow will be on thought cast
And no effect on a future past

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